sidewalks and enduring the bright sun that shone down on her showed only mild
curiosity.
It was peak tourist season, which worked to her advantage. Humans flocked around the
ski lifts, ignoring her and concerned only with their own business. She left them to it and
worked her way into the mountain.
“Sire?” Jin didn’t call out for him to be heard. She was so tired she barely remembered
coming up the mountain, or leaving all the human smells behind as she worked her way
through the rugged, undeveloped land into the thickness of leopard territory. Jin knew
every rock, every ravine, the dense groves of trees and undergrowth. When she reached
the small cabin where she’d been whelped, the sun had trouble working its way through
to her corner of the world. A cold breeze wrapped around her, sending chills rushing over
her flesh. “Sire?” she called out again, this time louder. “I’m home.”
The deadbolt on the door wasn’t locked but was looped through the old door handle,
hanging at an angle. She fingered it, lifting it from where it hung and testing its weight in
her palm as she glanced at the familiar surroundings. It was so quiet, so peaceful here, yet
void of the scent of her sire. Jin searched the dense foliage, swearing for a moment she
saw movement along the jagged rocks that bordered the path leading to her den. Her
spine popped, charging her insides with adrenaline that almost made her dizzy in her
exhausted state.
If someone were out there, if she’d been followed to this remote sanctuary, which was
the only safe haven she had in the world, she wasn’t in any state to protect herself or her
sire. Jin growled at the still setting around her and then pushed open the cabin door and
entered into the darkness.
“Sire? Where are you?” she asked the cold silence inside her den.
Moving to the fireplace, she stared at the ashes, noting a fire hadn’t been built in some
time. She’d left plenty of firewood, enough to last much longer than the time she was
gone. Jin worked on auto drive, hauling in wood and getting a good blaze going before
plopping down at one of the chairs at the kitchen table. It was apparent her sire wasn’t
here, and she wasn’t sure she had the strength to search for him right now.
It had been a stroke of luck when she’d purchased this small cabin from a litter who’d
outgrown it several years back. Jin hadn’t given any indication she bought back the cabin,
which once belonged to her den. If the litter had any knowledge of its history, they gave
no indication, and she wasn’t about to enlighten them as to who she really was.
Since purchasing it, she’d done little with it. But it had been the perfect hideaway for her
sire after destroying his Arizona mansion. Leo had been delusional, his strong-willed
nature and overbearing personality destroyed along with his dream. She’d found it
interesting when they’d arrived here he asked where her mother was. It was as if the
nightmare Leo put the leopard race through was wiped from his mind. Even his scent had
changed. Jin never tried correcting or reminding him of the atrocities he’d instigated. She
stared at the fire, resting her arms against the cool wooden surface of the homemade
table, and slowly let her head fall as sleep overwhelmed her.
Maybe her sire went hunting. Soon she would search for him. Her eyelids were too
heavy to keep open and her mind too exhausted to even dream. She was out like a light in
minutes, the warmth from the fire soothing her worn-out body.
When she came to, it took her a moment to realize she was cuddled under several heavy
quilts and incredibly comfortable in a warm, soft bed. Blinking until she could focus, she
stared at the ceiling and then over at the window. Long drapes covered the panes
although daylight crept through the sides. She shifted her attention to the open bedroom
door when someone moved in the other room.
“Where were you?” she grumbled, throwing back the covers and immediately wishing
they were back over her. She didn’t remember undressing or crawling into bed.
Padding barefoot to her dresser, she instead opted for her bathrobe, which was strewn
over the side bedpost.
“You had me worried last night,” she began, wrapping the robe around her and hugging
her waist as she walked into the living room. She stopped in her tracks as she picked up
Kane’s scent and then stared into his knowing eyes when he turned from where he poked
at the fire.
“I’m sure I did,” he growled, placing the poker in its stand and then straightening.
“Although it was actually the night before last.”
“What?” Jin looked around the small living area and toward the adjoining kitchen where
coffee brewed. “Where is my sire?”
“You tell me.” Kane’s large frame made the living room appear even smaller.
“How long have you been here?” She needed coffee, a hot shower and a chance to get
her bearing before taking him on. Heading toward the rich smell of fresh, hot coffee, she
found several cups in the cabinet next to a few plates.
“Since last night. I would have gone hunting but I wasn’t too thrilled with you running
from me the other night and sure won’t allow it to happen twice.”
His harsh growl made her insides flutter. Heat swarmed between her legs and the
pressure that spawned from his words spread quickly throughout her body until she could
barely move from the intensity of it.
His hands snaked around her waist, parting her robe. She barely managed to pour coffee
into her mug when his rough fingers scraped over her bare flesh, damn near making her
explode with need for him.
“Sometimes having visions is a bitch,” he growled, leaning forward so his mouth nestled
against her ear. “Once I accepted the fact every vision I have will come true eventually, it
gave me a level of confidence that might be annoying to some. It is who I am though, and
that won’t change.”
“I never asked you to change.” Her voice was raspy, and when she brought her cup to
her lips, the coffee burned her tongue and esophagus as it went down. She barely noticed
the pain as his fingers stroked her flesh.
“Jin, I’ve seen our cubs,” he told her, yanking her against his steel body. “We’re in this
for life. That is how it is.”
Coffee spilled over her fingertips when she put the cup on the counter. If she didn’t get a
grip on her actions, he would be fucking her in the kitchen and she would be howling for
more. The one swallow was hardly enough coffee to wake her up, but his words did a
damn good job.
“Are you asking me to mate with you?” Her mouth was too dry and she craved more
coffee. With him wrapped around her, it was all she could do to breathe.
“I’m telling you that you are my mate,” he roared, his dominating aggression filling the
room with its strong smell.
Jin pushed against him when she turned around, not bothering with her robe or with
decency. Let the view distract him if it would. All that mattered right now was her
regaining control of her life.
“I just said I’m not asking you to change, and that is the truth,” she said, keeping her
tone calm but pressing her hands against rock-hard muscle and shoving until he
reluctantly backed up a step and allowed her some space. “You can be cocky and
confident all you want. But you will not ever think for me. Is that understood, male?”
Slapping his chest, she then turned around, resecuring her robe, and picked up her cup. It
surprised her she made it to the living room. Taking one of the two single chairs that
faced the fire, she plopped down on it and stared at the fire, sipping the hot brew while
letting his words sink in.
Their cubs. The thought of being with him the rest of her life had her spine charged with
electrical currents that did more to wake her than the caffeine. Grinning over her cup, she
was overly aware of his brooding presence behind her.
“Why did you come here?” he demanded.
Getting him to actually ask her to mate with him would apparently be more work than
she thought.
“I needed to return to my sire,” she told him truthfully. “I was exhausted when I got here
and remember falling asleep at the table.”
“I carried you to the bed when I arrived,” he offered without ceremony.
“I need to find him.” She took another drink. If Kane didn’t want to ask her to mate with
him right now, that was his business. She had affairs to handle and until he let go of some
of that cockiness he howled about having, she would tend to her business alone. “You’re
welcome to stay here,” she told him, standing and carrying her cup to her room. For the
first time since arriving, she noticed her sire’s bedroom door was closed and opened it.
The room was cold, empty and barely carried his scent. He hadn’t been here in a while.
“I’m going to shower and dress and do some hunting.”
“Jin,” he growled.
She barely took time to glance over her shoulder. “My sire is missing. I need to find him.
As I told you, you’re welcome to stay at our den. So unless you have something to say to
me, I really need to get busy.”
His pale eyes glowed with intense stubbornness. She hated the regret that stabbed her
insides when it became apparent he wouldn’t ask to be her mate. Maybe he did need to do
a bit of changing. It wasn’t something she would howl for, instead she left him to ponder
it alone.
Once she was showered and dressed, she made her bed, realizing she was alone in the
cabin, and then poked at the fire. Kane’s scent was strong, dominating all other smells
around her. She heard him moving around outside and left him to do what he wished.
After going through every inch of the small cabin, searching the second bedroom and
finding no indication as to where her sire would be, she paused in the living room,
pondering the fact her sire’s clothes hung in his closet.
She stared at the door when she heard footsteps outside, sniffing the air and stiffening
when she picked up more than just Kane’s scent. When she heard a male’s voice, Jin
hurried to the door, pulling it open and staring at Josh Bard, who stood talking to Kane.
“What is this?” she snarled, glaring at Kane. If he brought the other hunters here to hunt
down her sire, she would never speak to him again.
“I need answers,” Josh said flatly, his smell oddly not aggressive but smelling more
conflicted and upset. “You had to know I wouldn’t let what you howled to me rest
without challenging it. We have a litter,” he said, but then broke off, his expression
pinched as he stared toward the trees.
“Did you bring him here?” she demanded, not caring if she smelled angry.
Josh might have demons to work through, and she knew telling him what she knew he
needed to know would outrage him, but that didn’t prevent her from needing to protect
what was hers. She needed to find her sire and Josh wouldn’t know Leo was missing.
“No.” Kane stared at her, his expression shut down and his eyes flat. He held an ax in
one hand and apparently had been dividing fire wood to bring inside from the pile that lay
next to him.
“After we talked to the werewolf pack leader the other day,” Josh began, straightening
and clasping his hands behind his back, a sign he meant no hostile actions. “I went to the
motel where you two were staying. When I learned Kane had checked out, my mate and I
pieced together some visions we’ve been having lately. Those visions brought me here.”
“What visions were you having?” Jin asked at the same time Kane did.
“Death,” Josh offered, saying the one word with cold finality. “Would you let me speak
with your sire?” he asked Jin.
She shook her head. “He’s not here.”
Josh searched their surroundings as did Kane. Jin sniffed the air as well. It bugged the
hell out of her when she still didn’t pick up on her sire’s scent. Even if he’d left to hunt
and had been gone when she arrived, he would have returned by now. If he didn’t like
there being company at his den and remained hidden, at the least his scent would drift
toward her from time to time.
Something flashed before her eyes, a quick shot, nothing more than a glimpse she
struggled to focus on before it disappeared. Blinking a few times, she scowled at the
trampled, packed-down snow at her feet while fighting to understand what she just saw.
The image came and left too fast. Her visions sucked and were more annoying than they
were worth. But she swore she saw her sire lying down in the snow. An urgency swept
over her and she searched the woods around them, knowing suddenly she needed to find
him. Her sire was hurt.
“What is it?” Kane’s arms were around her before she realized he’d moved.
Jin spotted the ax lying on top of the chopped wood. His strong, warm body enveloped
her as he asked again, whispering into her ear. “What, Jin? What did you see?”
“My sire is hurt,” she whispered.
“I’ll help you find him,” Josh said.
Jin straightened, although this time when she tried pushing her way out of Kane’s arms,
he tightened his grip. “You’ll swear to me on your honor as a hunter that you won’t lay
one claw on him,” she growled.
“You have my word as a hunter,” Josh told her solemnly. “I just want to talk to him.”
“We’ll split up and search for him,” Kane announced, letting go of Jin but then stroking