Wayward Beginning (Wayward Saints MC Book 3) (16 page)

If we ended things, I would have never taken a dime from him. I would have just given it to his kids. They deserve it more than I do.

“Cason, you know I wouldn’t take your money if we weren’t together, right?” I ask, trailing a finger down my face.

“I know you’d try, but trust me. Anslie would make you take the money because none of them need it.”

I can see her forcing me to take the money. She would convince me I could use the money to help people, which is true.

Chapter Thirty

As crazy as this girl is, I love that she’s mine. She talks a big game about the money, but I know it will be exactly what she needs to make this law office successful. I knew Hen wouldn’t be happy about the illegal stuff going on in the club and I don’t blame her.

It’s a tricky world and I am glad I don’t have to mess with it too much. I don’t like having the cops breathing down my neck. Shit, it took me years to get this club walking the straight and narrow as much as it is. Before, it was five percent legit and ninety-five percent illegal.

I wrap my arm around her. “I’m hungry. Let’s go get some food before we head home,” I say, kissing the tip of her nose.

“Yeah, I’m starved! Someone decided on ravaging me this morning instead of feeding me,” she says, smirking.

This girl is feisty and I fucking love it. She can sass me any day of the week.

I lead her back to my car and push her up against the passenger door. Attacking her mouth with mine, I thrust my tongue inside and kiss her deeply. A moan slips out of her mouth and I swallow the sound. As much as I want to fuck her right here and now, I know I have to wait.

She runs her hands down my back and grips my ass, pulling me closer. She gets me like no one ever has. Avie and I had chemistry, but it was nowhere near as explosive. If Avie was still alive, I would never have cheated on her. I was faithful and would have been until my dying breath. She was the mother of my sons, and will always hold a special place in my heart.

Thinking about it, I don’t know what I would do if I lost Henley. This girl has become my life. I never put much stock in soul mates until I met Hen. She definitely is mine.

Pulling into the parking lot of the diner by my house, I drape an arm around Hen’s shoulders as we walk in and take a seat at a booth. The waitress hands us our menus, licking her lips as she roams her eyes over my body. Little does she know, I’ve got the woman I want and there is no way I’m going to screw that up. Living without her for a week was miserable. Plus, I had to hear from my kids and Nick how stupid I was for walking away.

Sitting on the same side as Henley, I pull her to me and wrap my arm around her. Smiling, she opens the menu and starts looking through it. When she comes across something she doesn’t like, her nose wrinkles, which it is probably the cutest thing I’ve ever seen.

After a few minutes of silence, she says, still looking at the menu, “The waitress was undressing you with her eyes. I’m surprised she didn’t just drop to her knees and beg to suck your cock.”

I run my nose along her jaw and whisper in her ear, “The only woman I want on her knees in front of me is you.” I feel her body shiver. “I can already feel your warm mouth wrapped around my cock, taking me deep.”

I can’t stop myself from groaning. Just thinking about her mouth around my cock gets him springing up, ready for attention. Her quiet breathy moans make me want to take her right now. Just as I’m about to tell the waitress we changed our minds, Henley calls her over to order. All I can do is smirk as she’s squirming, trying to order. When it’s my turn, I rattle off the first thing I can think of. Once the waitress leaves, I pull Hen out of the booth and drag her to the bathroom with me.

Locking the door behind us, I push her up against the wall and kiss her deeply. I’m so fucking hard that if I don’t get some relief soon, I’m going to explode. I wish she was wearing those tight skirts she loves so much, but I’ll make do with what I got.

I spin her around and she places both hands on the wall. I unbutton her jeans and pull them down to her ankles. When I see that she isn’t wearing any panties, I smile. At least I don’t have to rip them and piss her off today.

Unbuckling my belt and undoing my jeans, I pull them down just enough and position Henley right where I want her. Reaching down to her pussy, I can tell she’s already wet. I thrust right into her and whisper in her ear, “This is gonna be fast, angel.”

She nods and pushes back into me. Fuck, she feels amazing around me. I love the feeling of her squeezing me. I massage her clit while speeding up my tempo. She’s trying to keep quiet, but is having a hard time. I cover her mouth and pull out. She whimpers a little so I slam back into her.

“Shit,” I groan.

My balls are tightening and I know I can’t hold on much longer.

“Oh god,” she whispers, rubbing her swollen nub. The noises she makes drive me over the fucking edge. I bite her shoulder to keep from yelling out. Henley’s legs give out as she comes. Grabbing her around the waist, we both groan. 

I make sure she can stand before I grab a few paper towels to clean up. I wet them and walk back to her. I gently clean her pussy and thighs, pull her jeans back up, and button them.

“Mmm, Cason. Action and lunch. I’m a lucky girl.”

Smiling, I clean myself, then pull my jeans back up and fasten them.

Unlocking the door, I lead her back to our table. Our food is waiting and she digs in like nothing just happened.

After lunch, Henley and I decide to go see Anslie.

By the time we got to the hospital, the rest of my kids had shown up. It’s as good a time as any to tell them they are going to have another sibling.

As soon as Henley saw all of them together, she knew I would be telling them. Her hand squeezes mine and I’m pretty sure she was going to cut off the circulation in my fingers. I know she’s scared, but they are grown. They can all handle themselves, so having a baby brother or sister will be fucking cake walk for them now.

As soon as we walk in, Anslie had a giant smile on her face. “Dad. Henley. Hi! What are you doing here?”

“Came to see how you were doing,” I reply, watching the boys. They look uneasy and I can’t figure out what’s going on.

Henley walks over to Anslie’s bed and hugs her. They whisper something to each other and I swear both of their faces light up.

“Hey, boys,” I casually say to my sons and Brant. They are all looking at me like I’ve gone crazy.

“Hey, old man,” Dominic says. 

When Henley walks back over to me, I can see tears in her eyes. She smiles at me, so I’m not sure if they are good or bad.

Looking over at Anslie, she’s giving the
hurry up
look that she perfected when she was seventeen. Well, here goes nothing.

“Guys…,” I start. Hell, how do you tell your adult kids you’re having another kid? “Henley and I are…”

I pause for a second and scan all their faces. Anslie looks giddy as hell, Dominic looks like he’s confused, Brant is looking between Anslie and me, Robbie looks like I killed his dog, Raef has a smile on his face, and Bentley is shaking his head. I can’t help but laugh.

Henley elbows me in the gut and I start to laugh harder. “Cason!” she scolds.

I hear the boys snickering and I want to smack them all upside the head.

I finally calm down and manage to get it out. “Hen and I are having a baby.”

“Ekkk!” Anslie squeals with the biggest smile on her face. “I’m so excited to be a big sister! I’ve always wanted to be one! Ohh, please have a girl. I’m surrounded by boys. I want a little girl in the family!”

Slowly, each of the boys starts to digest the news, coming over to congratulate us. Each one of my sons wrap Henley in a hug and welcome her to the family. I’ve never been more proud of them. I’m sure it must be hard for them to see me in love with someone else, but they’ve never let me down.

Chapter Thirty-One

I knew Cason telling his kids I was pregnant would be hard, but I was surprised by their reactions. I never thought they would welcome me into their family. I’m sure it was hard for the boys to share their father with Anslie when she was younger. It must be hard to see that he’s starting a family with me, too. I never thought I would be starting a family with a man who was in his fifties and had five kids. Sure, not every relationship is perfect, but I am glad I found an amazing one to be part of.

We spend some time visiting with everybody, then say our goodbyes. On the way out to the car, I can tell he wants to say something, but isn’t sure how. When he opens my door, he pauses and looks me in the eye, his hands tangling in my hair.

“I love you, Hen. You make me so fucking happy.” He crushes his lips to mine.

When we finally separate, I say, “After my parents died, I thought I would grow old alone. I never thought I would fall in love with a biker, let alone get knocked up by one.”

He buries his head in my neck and I run my fingers through his hair. When my phone starts to ring, I groan and dig it out of my bag. It’s Nikki, so I hit the ANSWER button and hold it to my ear as Cason helps me into the car.

“Hey, Nikki,” I say, putting my seat belt on. I hear Cason open his door and shut it.

“Hey, lady! How are things going? Are you okay after what happened at the office the other day?” I sigh. I hate answering questions like this.

“Yeah, I’ll be fine. Cason won’t let me go to the office without him.”

“So I take it things are going okay with Cason?” she asks sweetly, almost like she is trying to get information out of me.

“Yeah, things are great!” I chirp.

I look over and see a big smile on Cason’s handsome face. He leans over and kisses me. Smiling against his lips, I try to keep up with what Nikki is talking about. When his lips leave mine, he starts the car and heads back to the house. Instead of paying attention to what Nikki is saying, I’m too busy staring at the sexy man sitting next to me. When she stops talking, I don’t even know how to answer because I missed the last five minutes of the conversation.

“Please tell me you’re not doing the nasty right now,” she groans.

I laugh. “No, I’m not. Sorry. I was busy paying attention to Cason.”

She lets out a groan. “Eww, I don’t want to know.”

I start to giggle as we pull into the garage at home. Cason grabs the phone from me. “Sorry, Nikki, but my ol’ lady needs to go. She’s gotta suck my dick before I fuck her into a coma.” I can hear Nikki laughing just before he disconnects. I don’t even get the chance to say anything. He pulls me out of the car and gently tosses me over his shoulder. Slapping my ass, he states, “We got shit to do.”

“And what would that be?” I sass back.

His hand comes down on my ass again and I yelp. “Did you not just hear what I told Nikki?”