What If (28 page)

The concept of
What If
came to me while listening to a song. Executing the inspiration became a complex layering of storytelling. Creating this world challenged me throughout the entire process. But after writing, rewriting and rewriting again several more times over, the result is a story that I love, about living the life you want, not the one you’re given. I believe this arduous process allowed me to grow as a writer, demanding more of myself with each attempt, until every word was expressed with the passion and intensity it deserved.

I couldn’t have survived the trials of rewrites without the support and encouragement of these two incredible people: My agent, Erica Silverman, was always encouraging and provided essential feedback to strengthen Cal’s voice. And my partner in all things literary, Elizabeth. She is a trusted friend, and an extremely talented person. I could gush over her for an eternity. I wouldn’t be half the author I have become without her.

I am very appreciative to Leah and the entire team at Grand Central Publishing for allowing me to express myself, and accepting my neurotic need for perfection. In the end, it’s all about the story.

I usually have a team of readers who help shape the story as I write. After starting over for the third time, I decided not to torture them any longer and held them off from reading
What If
until the story was complete. I am grateful for each and every one of these wonderful people who voluntarily read my words, even when I was struggling to form them. They kept me going when I questioned if I should have. It’s because of them that I didn’t give up. There was a great story to be told, and they knew it. Their belief in me is what makes them invaluable people in my life. As friends. As readers. As spectacular humans. So, I thank you Amy, Emily, Faith, Courtney and Carrie.

It can be intimidating to have other authors read my work. They look at it with a different perspective than other readers. They are creators themselves, so they understand the struggles, along with the rush that comes with getting it right. These authors listened to me conceptualize the plot. They advised me when I knew something was missing. I have the greatest respect and admiration for these women. Thank you for making me a better writer, Jenn. Thank you for wanting to read whatever I attempt to write even when it’s not perfect, Colleen. Thank you for seeing the potential of greatness in this story, Jillian. And if it wasn’t for you, Tarryn, this novel would never have been written. Thank you my talented and exceptional friends. This story is exactly what I wanted it to be because you understood me.

What If
is a story about love, loss and friendship. Above all, it’s about second chances. Recognizing those moments in life when a decision can change the course of your life. Embrace those moments. Live each day knowing there is a choice to make it better. You can begin again… every day. All that is important is your happiness, and being exactly who you are supposed to be. Be happy.

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