When We Wake (17 page)

“That I can understand,” I said. “I hate it, too.”

He shook his head. “Do you
know
what people say about thirdies?”

I flinched. “Yes.”

“The Talented Alien thing, it’s like they think they rescued me, you know? Like I should be grateful they were so
kind
. But the truth is, someone from home who can show firsters that we’re not stupid and corrupt can be a spokesperson. My family… my community. It’s wrong, and it’s stupid, but they need someone firsters trust.”

“So no singing,” I said.

“No. I’m good with the flute, good enough for this class.
They can’t complain. I miss singing, but I won’t perform for them.”

Inspiration struck. “Well, hey, do you want to come over to my place sometime? I can guarantee that no one’s going to get through the door that my security team doesn’t want there. I don’t have Ringo’s stuff—I couldn’t afford it—but I have the Beatles collection. And maybe Bethari could come. I’m trying to teach her—”

“I can’t be friends with you in public.”

The flat statement hit me in the stomach. “I see.”

His light eyes were rueful. “You’re a big deal. You attract a lot of attention. And as soon as someone sees me going to your house, or getting into a car with you, or something like that, it’ll be very public.” He hesitated. “But we could be friends privately, perhaps.”

“Like some sort of secret friendship affair?” I said.

He winced. “That sounds bad, doesn’t it?”

“Little bit,” I said. “Okay. You don’t want to do public. Well, sure, I get it, but I’m not going to do private. I’ve got my principles, too.”
And my pride
, I nearly said. Far too much pride to let him know that he’d hurt me.

It was really petty to feel bitter about someone deliberately avoiding the kind of attention I found so difficult to deal with. But I’m really petty sometimes.

Bethari, bless her, chose that moment to call me.

“I’m on the roof!” she said in my ear. There was a small pause that I chose to read as significant. “We can talk.”

Right. Secret projects and a man bleeding out in a church
should definitely demand more of my attention than a smart, cute, talented guy who didn’t want to be seen with me in public.

“See you in class,” I said, and swept out the door, Abbey held proudly in my arms.

The main building’s rooftop was a garden run by the first-year students; Elisa M put it in all its publicity materials. I’d scoffed at the pictures; from my experience with similar programs back home, I’d expected it to be a scrubby thing with shallow, unfilled holes and empty chip packages blowing around dying trees.

But this looked exactly like the tubes had said it did. Soft fake grass on the walkways and lounging patches, but in the beds, real grasses and shrubs, so much green massed together that it made me gasp. There were paper daisy bushes, just beginning to bloom pink and yellow and white. There were snow gums, genetically modified to grow in this heat, and water gums and two long rows of tall Illawarra flame trees covered in hectic crimson blossoms. Most of the plants were natives, I thought, hardy and water-conservative, but I spotted a couple of lemon trees laden with fruit, and I could smell something that hinted at an herb patch farther on.

The whole thing was all watered with the school’s gray water and grown in compost mixed from food scraps and humanure.

And in the middle of all that color waited Bethari, wearing a long gray dress, a purple-and-gold headscarf, and gold sandals.

She was also wearing a huge grin.

“You heard,” I said. It wasn’t a question.

“The news is
everywhere
,” Bethari said. “All over the tubes. Big music nodes, news sources… you have
no
idea. Abdi Taalib sings with Tegan Oglietti. All witnesses agree it was an amazing performance. Is there a significance in choosing a song from her era? Will they form a band? Can she make him sing again? Will they get together, go back to Djibouti when his visa runs out, and have eighty zillion babies?”

“The Beatles aren’t from my era,” I said. “Not even the same millennium.”

Bethari ignored this petty detail. “And here I am,” she said. “In the center of the storm, and I can’t say a
word
.”

“Not one,” I said. “And that’s why you get the good oil. Yes, he sang. Yes, he’s amazingly good. No to the band, no to singing again, and definitely no to the babies.”

“They’d be very cute babies,” she said. “Don’t you think so, Zaneisha?”

“I have no opinion on babies,” Zaneisha told her. “Tegan, please stay under the shaded area.”

“You’ll burn like toast,” Bethari said cheerfully, and tugged me over to a bench under an Illawarra flame tree. Zaneisha stayed by the entrance—out of earshot, if we kept our voices down.

“I think she’s worried about another Inheritor turning up,” I
said. “Or maybe Carl Hurfest hiring a jet pack to get more shots of me.”

“Jet-pack fuel is very expensive. He’s settling for showing that ‘interview’ with you over and over again, with additional commentary from music sources.”

“I
hate
him.”

“About the Inheritor who died… do you want to talk about him?”

Of course I did. But Bethari’s chin moved left and right, and I followed her cue. “Not really.”

“Oh, good, because I came up with the perfect distraction! Let’s talk about Dalmar.”

I was trying not to show my confusion, but it was difficult. “There’s not much more to tell.”

“Don’t be shy. No one can hear us.” She winked and took her hand out of her pocket. There was a small object blinking a steady green in her palm. “Surveillance interference,” Bethari said, tone switching from wheedling confidence to crisp and businesslike. “I borrowed it from Mami, so I’m sure it works, but if they
are
listening, we’ll only get away with the ‘but we wanted to talk about sexy times in private’ excuse once. What’s going on? And where’s my computer?”

“I broke it,” I said. “Do you have a spare?”

“Yes, but—wait, you
what
?”

“Sorry. It seemed like the best idea at the time.”

Bethari opened her mouth, snapped it shut again, and folded her hands deliberately in front of her. “Start from the
beginning,” she suggested. “And don’t miss a single detail. I am
very
interested in how you came to that conclusion.”

I told her everything.

By the time I was done, she was looking more interested than angry, a frown creasing her forehead.

“It’s a shaky lead. All you have is a name and an address.”

“And a dead man,” I reminded her. “I’m pretty sure Gregor killed him just to shut him up about the Ark Project.”

“That’s a little more substantive,” she conceded. “And when you think about it, it is strange that they brought
you
back. Even if they’re having trouble finding the right kinds of bodies, wouldn’t it make more sense to practice on more modern patients first? I mean, I like you a lot, but you didn’t exactly come equipped to handle this century.”

I shrugged. “Apparently, most people donating their bodies to science these days specify that they don’t want to be used for revival research. They want the bits to be used right away, I guess. And of course people who do want to be revived want to belong to themselves after revival.”

“So you think they used you because your donation form was so vague, they could hold on to you afterward?”

“I’m sure that’s part of it,” I said. “But the Inheritor implied this Ark Project has something to do with me.”

“And how did
he
find out?” Bethari said. “And why do they even care?”

“Exactly.” I tapped my fingers on my knees. “I have a lot of questions.”

Bethari spread her hands. “Okay. I guess I forgive you for smashing my computer. Even though I had just updated my contacts and archives.”

“I’m sorry,” I said humbly. “Aren’t they backed up on your house computer?”

“Well, yes. But some of my apps aren’t, because they are the kinds of things that might make Mami ask questions. I’ll have to re-create them. So, when are we visiting this mysterious address?”

“We?” I asked. “Bethari, look, your mother’s military. Are you sure you really want to risk—”

She rolled her eyes. “Come on, Tegan. I’m a journalist hacker. You don’t really think I’m going to let you have all the fun yourself?”

I laughed. “I guess not.”

“Good. Your bodyguards and the surveillance across the road might be a problem, though. I’ve never tried to evade people paid to watch me, and your place doesn’t exactly have a lot of escape routes.”

My brain was ticking over. “You live in Williamstown, right? Do you have an underground house?”

“I wish.”

“No, that’s good. I assume friends in the future still stay over at each other’s houses from time to time?”

“Sure.”

“Okay. It’s Friday night. I beg Marie for permission to stay at your house, she says yes, the bodyguards stay outside, and we climb out the window.”

“I deactivate the security system, set a program to trip the motion sensors once in a while so it looks as if we’re still there, and
then
we climb out the window,” Bethari corrected. “You’ve done this before?”

“Alex and I did it all the time. She had a lock-out curfew at the foster home, so she’d sleep over with me, and we’d sneak out together once Mum was asleep.”

“I think I would have liked your Alex.”

“I think you would have, too,” I said, and felt my throat close up. Bethari patted my shoulder and let me pull myself together.

“Are we done with the stuff we don’t want to talk about publicly?” she asked after a few moments.

“Yeah, I think so.”

Her hand twisted, and the green blinking light went out. “Really?” she said innocently. “In a fountain? That had real water in it? Tell me more about the strange wastefulness of your past-timer sexual practices.”

“You’re so gross,” I said, and Koko beeped to let me know I had an incoming message.

It was from Abdi. The message itself was blank, with not even a subject line. But he’d attached every single piece by Ringo and his All-Starr band. All the songs I hadn’t been able to afford.

I sat there, staring at the list.

“Why are you smiling?” Bethari asked.

I shoved Koko back in my pocket. “No reason,” I said. “I didn’t know I was.”

Marie was delighted when I proposed the sleepover. I could see her ticking off boxes in her head—Subject Engages in Voluntary Social Behavior after Witnessing Potentially Traumatic Violence—but she was also giddy with excitement on my behalf. She dropped extra money into my account for game purchases and added a ton of suitably unhealthy snacks to our shopping delivery.

Colonel Dawson was less pleased.

“Unacceptable,” he said, standing in the kitchen with his arms crossed. He’d arrived just as I was packing. Apparently this kind of outrageous behavior required a personal visit.

“I’ve given my consent, Colonel,” Marie said mildly.

“The security risks alone—”

“Tegan will be escorted there and back. Bethari’s mother is more than capable of providing on-the-spot defense should it prove necessary, and it’s hardly as if we’re going to announce Tegan’s location on the tubes. She’ll probably be safer there than in this house.”

“I should have been consulted ahead of time,” he insisted. “You decided this afternoon! Sergeant Washington and Master Sergeant Petrov have to initialize a surveillance base with almost no notice.”

“I think it’s time we clarified something, Trevor,” Marie told him. “I am Tegan’s legal guardian. I decide what’s in her best interest. I have agreed to some security measures because I’m concerned about her safety, but I am not going to unnecessarily restrict her movements. If she wants to stay one night with a friend of whom I approve, then she can.”

Hidden behind the slightly open kitchen door and spying
through the gap, I pumped my fist in the air and narrowly avoided skinning my knuckles on the wall.

“Marie, Tegan remains the only subject who can tell us about experiencing the aftermath of the revival process. She’s an extremely valuable—”