Where Have You Been? (2 page)

The haunting issue in these letters is how much the vast difference between their authors brings them together and how much it pulls them apart. Because that Lowell and Bishop are unmistakably and unignorably and quite intractably dissimilar, of that there can be no doubt. The letters might as well have been printed in different type or different colors, so little is there ever any question of who is writing. (Which, if you think about it, is rather striking over some eight hundred pages of often close personal communication.) Even when, in the manner of friends, Lowell mimics Bishop, or Bishop teases Lowell, there is no real blurring of identities. The attraction of opposites is a simplification in this context, but the Lowell-Bishop association does bring to mind the school construction of a molecule: the proton (Lowell) massive, positively charged, hugging the center, and the electron (Bishop) almost weightless, negatively charged, speedy and peripheral and orbiting.

All this is exacerbated, of course, by the way one reads, which is to question, to cross-refer and compare, to doubt, to go behind the back of words, to tap for hollowness and cracks and deadness. One reads not with a vise or glue, but with a hammer and chisel, or an awl. It's not—or at least not by intention, or not immediately—a consolidating or fortifying activity, but more like looking for safe passage across a frozen river. Hence, the very form of this book—not one voice, but two voices, and then such different voices and such completely different temperaments—inclines one to further doubt. It's as though two incompatibles had rebased themselves and in some Nietzschean way sworn undying loyalty. The loyalty, whether unspoken or occasionally voiced along the lines of “I don't know what I'd do without you,” one tends to disregard—it makes, as it were, the hard covers for this book—while the reader is again and again made aware of the incompatibility, which is everything in between.

The thought came to me early on that this is a dialogue of the deaf, or to put it in the way I first conceived: it's like an arm writing to a leg. It's all a matter of what you want to do: tickle or walk. Bishop is acute, Lowell obtuse; Bishop sensitive, solicitous, moody; Lowell dull, sometimes careless, rather relentlessly productive; she is anxious, he, when not shockingly and I think genuinely self-critical, insouciant; she is open to the world, whereas with him—and this is an understatement—“sometimes nothing is so solid to me as writing”; her poems in her account of them are fickle, small scale, barely worth pursuing—and how many of them seem to get lost in the making—whereas his are industrial-scale drudgery and then quite suddenly completed. It seems symptomatic that as these letters begin, Lowell is working on his long poem, “The Mills of the Kavanaughs,” “12 hours a day—it's now 24 sections of almost 400 lines, and I think it may go to about 50 sections,” only for that to be followed by his prose memoir in the '50s, various translations and dramatic adaptations in the '60s and '70s—
Imitations
,
The Old Glory
,
Oresteia
,
Phaedra
—and the several versions of another “section” poem,
Notebook
, followed by another long poem,
The Dolphin
. He writes like a man consumed—and not at all made happy—by his own industry, a sort of tin Midas: “I have a four hundred line sequence poem which might make a book, twenty pages on a New England essay, and my obituary on Randall. Thank God, we two still breathe the air of the living.” If Lowell proceeds like a bricklayer—you see the string and the plumb line, everything is so and so many courses of bricks—Bishop is like a butterfly hunter, now one, now another, in pretty pursuit, a little forlorn, and likely to come home at night with nothing to show for a day's gallivanting. (Strange to think that they were both fisherfolk, and on occasions fished together.) She is much more protective of her poems too, either not mentioning them at all, or else habitually deprecating them: “I have two new ones I'll send you when I get back, but not very serious ones I'm afraid.” Even length—and the term is relative—is not comforting to her, but rather the opposite: “However I have just about finished a long & complicated one about Key West.” The poem in question is “The Bight,” which is all of thirty-six lines.

The catalog of differences goes on. Not only is Lowell a sort of monad of literature, with little interest outside its bounds—his occasional comments on painters seem dull and contrived, and in music as well he lags way behind Bishop, a one-time music major, who is capable of recommending jazz clubs in Boston, Gesualdo, Purcell, Webern, and Brazilian sambas, all with deep knowledge and understanding—even within it he is drawn with laddish—or loutish—insistence to the monumental, the papier-mâché, the
Ben-Hur
. The contrast in their reading is illuminating: he comes to her, at various times, with Faulkner, Pope,
Middlemarch
, Chaucer, Dryden, Tasso, Shakespeare, Carlyle, Macaulay,
Dr. Zhivago
, “all of Thucydides. Isn't Molière swell!”; she counters with
Marius the Epicurean
, Frank O'Hara, Captain Slocum, Mme. de Sévigné (“so much better than most things written on purpose”—which might be an epigraph for the present volume), Sergey Aksakov. It's not that her writers are impressively obscure or recherché—though they are that, too!—they bespeak a taste as his, frankly, don't. They are the product of longer and more grown-up searching. This emerges beautifully in one of the most lovely and softly assertive passages of hers in the book, where she is talking initially about an Anton Webern record, then makes this into nothing less than an
ars poetica
:

I am crazy about some of the short instrumental pieces. They seem exactly like what I'd always wanted, vaguely, to hear and never had, and really “contemporary.” That strange kind of modesty that I think one feels in almost everything contemporary one really likes—Kafka, say, or Marianne, or even Eliot, and Klee and Kokoschka and Schwitters … Modesty, care,
space
, a sort of helplessness but determination at the same time.

This brave and smart piece of improvisation, on an aesthetic that is not even wholly
her own
, and fighting contrary tendencies in Kokoschka and Eliot, at least, is surely quite beyond Lowell, whose programmatic remarks in books and interviews are few, lazy, and approximate—which might not seem to matter very much, except that the regrettable “confessional” label has gone by default.

Literary style is another constant source of difference. Bishop has humor—the lovely air of amusement and being amused that plays over almost everything she writes—Lowell has the more deliberate, more solitary quality of wit. I don't think Oscar Wilde ever wrote or said anything wittier than Lowell's observation—itself a witty variation on Juvenal—on his friend (and regular bone of contention in this correspondence: he likes him, she doesn't) Randall Jarrell: “Then Randall thinks nothing adult is human.” Bishop seeks balance and harmony, even in her most far-flung sentences, so that one's impression is of a chord: “The man wore a very strange buttoned bow-tie, and as a youth he had carried gold, around his waist, for Wells Fargo.” (Who else would have thought to make one sentence out of that?) Lowell is drawn to energy, imbalance, exaggeration, caricature; here he is on his son, aged just one: “We'll be at Bill Alfred's sometime after the 15th, though I dread the effect of Sheridan on Bill's fragile furniture. Unfortunately he has made great strides in the last month and now walks, and I think takes strength exercises. A little girl visited him and he looked in contrast like a golden gorilla.” To such a distanced, perhaps word-bound, way of looking (remember, please, those “great strides” are literal), everything is apt to seem monstrous; and did anyone ever use the little word “girl” with that undertow of sexual speculation with which Lowell always endows it? Bishop noticed it too: in “North Haven,” her marvelous elegy for him, she has, “Years ago, you told me it was here / (in 1932?) you first ‘discovered
girls
.'” There seem to be almost two competing notions of literature at work here: to Bishop it is seeing everything clearly and fairly and in complicated harmony, through to the horizon; to Lowell it is something compacted and impacted, often a single quality driven in and in on itself, somehow caricatured even when kind. He
does
have some wonderful passages, but they seem—compared to hers—so utterly planned and worked: the account of a literary conference in New York, the description of a weekend's sailing in Maine with the Eberharts and others, a piece of passionate recollection of Delmore Schwartz (on July 16, 1966), which reaches the level of his brilliant published memoirs of Randall Jarrell and Allen Tate:

Delmore in an unpressed mustard gabardine, a little winded, husky voiced, unhealthy, but with a carton of varied vitamin bottles, the color of oil, quickening with Jewish humor, and in-the-knowness, and his own genius, every person, every book—motives for everything, Freud in his blood, great webs of causation, then suspicion, then rushes of rage. He was more reasonable than us, but obsessed, a much better mind, but one already chasing the dust—it was like living with a sluggish, sometimes angry spider—no hurry, no motion, Delmore's voice, almost inaudible, dead, intuitive, pointing somewhere, then the strings tightening, the roar of rage—too much, too much for us!

This is hammer work, a hammer on the piano or a hammer on the drums; Bishop makes writing seem like breathing.

If one leaves the sheltered hunting grounds of literature—as to an extent we have already—then the differences grow still more apparent. Bishop likes strong Brazilian coffee, Lowell drinks American dishwater coffee (or tea, sometimes he's not sure). Bishop is the one who brings in words—
desmarcar
, “when you want to get out of an engagement,” or “found a lovely word at Jane Dewey's—you probably know it—ALLELOMIMETIC. (Don't DARE use it!),” and she is the one, too, whose work requires a dictionary: “Dearest Elizabeth: It was fun looking up echolalia (again), chromograph, gesso, and roadstead—they all mean pretty much what I thought. Oh and taboret, an object I've known all my life, but not the name.” It's as though these correspondents have separate vocabularies! And of course separate lives, or rather—to put it a little too brusquely—one life as well: hers. She is the one who travels on freighters, who likes bullfighting, whose “favorite eye-shadow—for years—suddenly comes in 3 cakes in a row and one has to work much harder at it and use all one's skill to avoid
iridescence
…” (I belatedly realize what a strangely Hemingwayesque collocation this is). It's not just that Lowell didn't do these things, but that even if he had done them, it seems probable that they would have been wasted on him. He after all was at different times in three European cities—Florence, Amsterdam, and London—and was reminded in all three of them of Boston. Meantime, from Boston,
his
Boston, she wrote him in 1971: “It is nice autumn weather—the ivy turns bright colors but the trees just an unpleasant yellow. On the library steps I realized the whole place smelt exactly like a cold, opened, and slightly rotten watermelon—.” It is hard not to contrast this gift to him of his own place with his hard, raptorlike, plaid-golfing-slacks announcement: “We would like to come and see you and then rapidly a little more of South America.”

A great majority of the arresting and beautiful observations in this book are Bishop's, and one's sense of the book as a whole is largely conditioned by her part of it. From tiny sparkling details like the salutation “Dear Lowellzinhos” or the signing off “recessively yours,” to a charming haikulike sentence on a postcard from Italy, “Lovely weather—green wheat, wild-flowers, swallows, a ruin with a big fox,” that is like a fast-forward of the creation, it seems she is always good for a vivid and pell-mell and noticing transcription—if not, to use I think it was Derek Mahon's Joycean neologism, “danscription”—of the natural world that is a match for anything in her poetry:

All the flowering trees are in blossom, delicate patches of color all up the mountains, and nearer to they glisten with little floating webs of mist, gold spider-webs, iridescent butterflies—this is the season for the big pale blue-silver floppy ones, hopelessly impractical, frequently frayed, in vague couples. They hover over our little pool, and pink blossoms fall into it, and there are so many dragonflies—some invisible except as dots of white or ruby red or bright blue plush or velvet—then they catch the light and you see the body and wings are really there, steely blue wire-work. We sat out in the evenings and the lightning
twitched
around us and the bigger variety of fireflies came floating along like people walking with very weak flashlights, on the hill—well, you missed this dazzlingness—and the summer storms. Lots of rainbows—a double one over the sea just now with three freighters going off under it in three different directions.

The Lowells had paid a more or less calamitous visit the previous year (“hopelessly impractical, frequently frayed”), and this magnificent paragraph is nothing less than a remaking of paradise (“steely blue wire-work”) and a sign of forgiveness (“a double one”) for them all. Even an occasional striking a pose of brisk, tweedy, maiden-auntish refusal is delightful in her: “A very cursory look at the Munch Museum—it was too beautiful a day and I was feeling too cheerful to be bothered with all that nordic nonsense.” For much of this book, Lowell makes really remarkably little showing compared to Bishop's ironically proffered “superbly underdeveloped country and this backward friend!”

Why this matters I suppose is that—other things being equal—one likes a poet to have (ugly Tory word!) some hinterland—some hinterland basically of prose: to have experiences, to hold opinions, to store memories, to lead a rich and varied life of the senses. (The other type of poet is a unicorn who lives in an ivory tower: he's frightening and different and real, and we don't get him. When Lowell spends an evening reading poems aloud with I. A. Richards, that feels like unicorn behavior to me.) It's the famous Louis MacNeice prescription: “I would have a poet…” and so forth. This, Elizabeth Bishop embodies triumphantly, to the extent that over the course of her life her poems—four short books—have a hard time emerging. She gets involved in the turbulent Brazilian politics of the '50s and '60s (and the characteristically ham-fisted American responses to them); Lowell writes: “Let's not argue politics. I feel a fraud on the subject,” but that sort of retrenchment applies everywhere, and to some extent the feeling of fraudulence too. Bishop is so prodigal with sympathy, attention, interest; Lowell, by contrast, seems to endow even people quite close to him (even Elizabeth Bishop, as we will see) with very little reality. It comes down to something like focal length—his is about a foot. See him in his heavy, black-rimmed spectacles, recumbent on a leather sofa in the Fay Godwin photograph (“my tenth muse, Sloth”), in a study described (in the poem “The Restoration”) as “unopened letters, the thousand dead cigarettes, open books, yogurt cups in the unmade bed,” and writing things like: