Witch's Harvest (4 page)

'
Boa noite
,' His voice held thinly veiled amusement, as if he recognised her unease, and the reasons for it. 'And perhaps you
would also take the glass away. I find my surroundings a little cramped, and wish to avoid any more noisy accidents which

might disturb you again. I seem to have caused enough inconvenience already tonight.'

Abby trailed reluctantly back to the side of the bed and reached for the glass, but as she did so his fingers fastened like iron

round her slender wrist, jerking her forward so that she fell in a tangle of robe on to the bed, and across his body.

Winded and gasping, she stared up at him. 'Are you mad? Let me go at once!'

'Oh, spare me the conventional protests, little cousin,' he drawled derisively. 'Why else did you bring me here?'

'Because I wanted to help,' Abby said breathlessly. 'You—seemed in a bad way, and I didn't think you should be alone.'

'How noble of you,
querida
,' mocked Vasco. 'I have no argument with that. I am quite ready to be consoled, as you see.'

'No!' Abby wailed. 'You don't understand…'

'I understand quite well.' The long fingers slid into the neck of her robe, pushing it off her shoulders. 'Your solicitude for me is
charming, especially when you are only half dressed. You have aroused my—er—curiosity,
senhorita
. I wish to see more of
you.' With cool insolence, he untied her sash so that the robe fell open completely. '
Bela
,' he said in lazy approval.

She said unevenly, 'Please let me go. Whatever you may think, I didn't intend this… I only wanted to help…'

'And so you are,
carinha
, believe me.' The dark eyes glittered down at her. With his fingertips he traced the creamy swell of her
breasts above the scalloped edging of her bra, making it crazily difficult for her to breathe properly.

She must be dreaming, she thought faintly.

'You may not have intended this,' Vasco continued, making no attempt to disguise the scepticism in his voice, 'but can you look

me in the face and tell me you do not want it?'

It was an escape route, she realised dazedly. A way out of this emotional minefield that she desperately needed if she were to

avoid making a total and abject fool of herself.

She felt his hand release the clasp of her bra, and gasped.

'Tell me quickly.' His voice deepened in challenge. 'Do you want me to stop?'

Incredibly, shamingly, she was aware of her trembling mouth shaping, 'No.'

It was madness, and she knew it. In a few hours, Vasco would be gone from her life for ever. He was taking her because she

was there, and because he thought cynically that she had thrown herself at him, and neither of those were good enough

reasons for what she was contemplating. Her sense of decency and self-respect alone should be making her draw back,

making her reject the sensuous, lingering hands so expertly ridding her of her remaining scraps of clothing, the warm mouth

hovering tanmere inches from her own.

But I love him, she thought feverishly, and at least I'll have this to remember, when I'm alone again.

'Touch me, little one.' Vasco brushed his mouth across hers. 'Show me what you want.'

Silently cursing her total inexperience, Abby lifted her hands to clasp the broad naked shoulders, pulling him down towards her.

Vasco made a satisfied sound, deep in his throat, then kissed her again, stroking his tongue along the curve of her chastely

closed mouth in intimate invitation. Her whole body seemed to sigh with pleasure as her lips parted for him. At the same time

she was dimly aware that he was kicking aside the concealing covers to draw her closer, so that she lay against the warm,

muscular length of his urgent body.

The touch of his bare skin against her own was a wild and potent magic. Of their own volition, it seemed, her shy hands began

to move, to explore and caress, discovering the realities of bone, muscle and sinew. She was beyond all fantasy already. The

most her wistful dreams had ever created for her was, perhaps, a brief kiss under the mistletoe at some Christmas reunion.

Then the dark head bent towards her breasts, and Abby's head fell back as a little startled cry escaped her. Vasco's mouth felt

like the brush of silk against her slender, scented curves, his tongue a smoothly sensual torment as it explored the swollen heat

of her nipples. For the first time in her life she felt her whole body clench in an agony of fierce and frantic excitement.

So this was desire, some part of her brain thought dazedly. It was light years away from the kind of pallid enjoyment she had

experienced from Keith's kisses.

His hands were moving, gliding caressingly over each curve and hollow, down the length of her body to her hips. He paused

then, tantalising her, as his fingers traced slow, erotic spirals across the flat planes of her stomach. She lay still and pliant,
letting the need, the anticipation build like a quiet storm within her.

Vasco kissed her mouth again, and this time her response was immediate, her lips parting hungrily in sensuous ardour, her

own tongue moving in restless delight against his.

Her body was melting in abandonment, her slender thighs slackening involuntarily, as his hand moved again, sensually

insistent, explicitly demanding. Shock jarred through her being, commingled with piercing, blinding desire.

'Touch me,' he commanded again, his voice husky.

She knew the kind of intimacy he was demanding from her, and for a moment her inhibitations rushed back to engulf her. It

suddenly occurred to her that everything was moving too far too fast. She wasn't ready for this, any of it. Because no matter

how wantonly her body might be reacting to the almost calculated expertise of his lovemaking, in her mind she was still Abigail

Westmore, spinster.

Impatient at her hesitation, Vasco captured her hand and carried it to his body in silent exhortation. Momentarily she was

stunned, shattered by her own ignorance and inexperience. Then, shyly at first, then with increasing confidence, her ca-resses

paid homage to the strength and power of his maleness, while he murmured his enjoyment against her body.

She had at some point stopped thinking, it seemed. In place of the composed, rational being she'd taken for granted was some

wild, mindless creature, wholly at the mercy of her sensations and instincts. Touching, she knew dimly, was not enough. Her

body burned and ached for more, and as if he sensed her passionate desperation Vasco moved, poising himself to claim her.

His mouth took hers hungrily, almost violently, and at the same moment his body pushed into hers in stark, compelling demand.

Suddenly, horrifyingly, Abby was in pain. She cried out against his lips, her eyes dilating in panic and confusion, trying to

wrench her wincing body away from him.

She thought he would stop. But he did not. Instead, his hands slid under her hips, lifting her slightly towards him as he thrust

forward, subjugating her completely. She tore her mouth from his, moaning, biting at her lip.

'
Idiota
! Why didn't you tell me?' His voice was husky. 'Be still, or there will be more hurting.'

He made no attempt to move, either to withdraw, or further his possession of her. Instead he held her in his arms until the hurt-

frightened trembling subsided, and she was quiescent under the imprisonment of his body.

Then, without giving her time to protest, he began to kiss her again, tiny, fleeting caresses on her face, throat and breasts. The
motion of his body inside her was gentle too, coaxing her to join him in some universal rhythm.

She could feel this strange beguilement reaching for her, enfolding her, seducing her against her will, and beyond all control.

But she had to fight it. Had to, or she would be lost for ever. Her mind saw this with a cold clarity. This new subtlety, this

appearance of tenderness meant nothing at all. He was using her, that was all, manipulating a situation her own naivete had

created.

He didn't care about her, and why should he? She was merely a convenient body to be enjoyed, and that wasn't enough. It

could never be enough.

A voice she hardly recognised as her own said, 'Stop—please!'

'
Deus, querida
!' It emerged as a groan of disbelief. 'You cannot mean it?' His eyes met hers in a kind of anguish. 'Are you in pain
still?'

'Yes.' Her face was set and stony as she looked back at him.

He said something softly in his own language, and for a moment his hand stroked her hair back from her damp forehead. The

unexpected caress almost unnerved her. It made her want to cling to him, to tell him everything she felt for him in her heart, and
that was impossible.

She saw his dark face tauten, felt his possession of her quicken, deepen almost to savagery, heard a hoarse cry of satisfaction

torn from his throat, and then it was over. Vasco collapsed beside her and lay breathing raggedly, his face buried in his folded

arms.

Abby lay still, staring up at the ceiling. She felt bemused, cheated, every inch of her body crying out for the fulfilment she had
denied it. The risk of self-betrayal now seemed small, compared with the agony she was currently experiencing, but it was still

real, and his continuing presence beside her was a threat to her self-command.

Swallowing past the knot in her throat, she put out a tentative hand and touched his sweat-dampened shoulder.

'Will you go now, please?'

There was a silence, then Vasco lifted himself up on to an elbow and stared at her, the dark brows twisted in a frown.

'We need to talk,' he said brusquely.

'No!' The sound was almost violent, and Abby made a grab for an appearance of composure at least, when she saw the

astonishment in his eyes. 'There's—really—nothing to talk about, and I want you to leave. Now.'

For a long moment he watched her broodingly, then the bronze shoulders lifted almost negligently in a brief shrug. 'As you

wish.'

He threw back the covers and got out of bed.

For a few heart-stopping seconds Abby's eyes drank in every strong, supple line of his magnificent body, then she turned

resolutely on to her side and lay, eyes closed, listening to the small sounds of him dressing.

Then there was silence, with Abby desperately conscious that he was standing beside the bed, looking down at her. She lay

rigidly, eyes clamped shut, nails curling into the palms of her hands.

Let him think she was asleep, she prayed soundlessly and absurdly. Let him—just go.

At last she heard him sigh, and move away towards the door. Then his voice, quiet and almost mocking. '
Adeus
—handmaiden.'

She didn't reply, or give the smallest sign that she was aware of his departure. Only when she heard the flat door open and

close behind him did she dare relax, and allow herself the luxury of her first slow, bitter tears.

She awoke late the next morning, and lay for a long time, trying to summon the energy to get up and tackle the usual weekend

chores.

The other tenants were away, spending the weekend with their parents as usual, so Abby was able to spend a long time in the

bath, washing her skin and her hair as if she was taking part in some ritual cleansing ceremony. As she dried herself, she

inspected herself almost clinically in the mirror. It seemed impossible she should look the same after what had happened, yet

she did, apart from the shadows under her eyes, and a few reddened patches on her body where Vasco's rougher skin had

grazed her.

They would fade soon, she told herself vehemently. Then there would be nothing to remind her what an abject, appalling fool

she'd made of herself.

For once she didn't bother to get dressed. She just put on her robe, while she started straightening her small domain, starting

with her sleeping quarters. She dragged the sheets and covers from the bed, turned the mattress, and re-made the bed

completely and immaculately, before embarking on a thorough dusting, polishing and vacuuming. She had to push herself to

do it, but it seemed the only way in which she could exorcise Vasco's presence from the room. And she needed to do that if she

was to preserve some kind of sanity.

Last night had been madness, from that first moment when she had walked towards him across the crowded bar. In some

secret compartment of her mind, she'd known what would happen. She'd wanted it to happen—had created it perhaps from her

own need. And now she had to block it out. Forget it.

She knew she ought to go out and buy food, but she couldn't face the thought of the bustling shopping centre, and the cheerful

repartee of the shopkeepers who had become used to her regular custom. She would manage on whatever there was in the tiny

fridge.

By evening the flat shone, but it had been the longest day she had ever spent, and the walls were beginning to close in on her