Without You (8 page)

“Your body is so beautiful, Lex.” I placed my hands on her hips, and I watched goose bumps cover her entire body.

When I gently kissed her stomach, she let out a long, soft moan. Her hands went to my hair, and I had to force myself not to push her panties down and bury myself in her.

A few weeks ago, the guys had been sitting around, and Luke had talked about his sexual encounters and orgasms. He’d said a girl needed to have a few orgasms before her first time. Luke’s words popped into my head.

If given the chance, give her the first one through oral sex.

I wanted to taste Lex, but I wasn’t sure how she would feel about it. I slowly began pulling her panties off as she moved one hand and began touching her breast through her bra.

Holy shit. I’m gonna come before I even get inside her.

“Oh God, Will…yes,” she whispered.

If I’d thought my heart was beating hard a minute ago, it was about to pound the fuck out of my chest. She stepped out of her panties, and I just stared at her.

I closed my eyes and then looked up at her. “Lex, I want to taste you.”

She snapped her head down and looked into my eyes. When she smiled and nodded her head, I was pretty sure all the blood rushed straight to my dick. It was so hard that it hurt, and I was almost positive I was about to pass out. I stood up and reached behind her to unclasp her bra. I gently pushed it off her shoulders and looked at her amazing breasts.

“Lex…I’m about to die.”

She giggled. “Please don’t. You’ve got me so worked up, Will. Please…”

“Lie down on the bed, Lex. I want you to be comfortable.”

She bit down on her lower lip and quickly moved onto the bed. When she lay down on my bed, I had to close my eyes. I’d been dreaming of being with her for so long, and now, my dreams were coming true. I moved onto the bed and got between her legs. When I placed my hands on her upper legs, she jumped.

“Lex?”

She shook her head. “Please don’t stop. It’s just…your touch, Will. It always makes my body feel like electricity is running through it.”

I swallowed hard. I didn’t want to mess this up for her. “Lex, I’ve never…I mean…you’re the first person I’ve ever done anything like this with. Baby, I just want it to feel good.”

She lifted herself up and rested her body on her elbows. I saw the tears building in her eyes, and I wasn’t sure if they were happy tears or what-in-the-fuck-am-I-doing tears.

She smiled sweetly and said, “Will, it’s all going to be perfect because it’s you. I’ve dreamed of this for so long.”

I smiled at her and then moved between her legs. She was still watching me as I gently began kissing her inner thigh. When I looked up at her, she was chewing on her bottom lip. I used my tongue and ran it up her thigh, and she dropped her head back and let out a whimper.

I started kissing her again, all around her sweetness. Lex’s breathing was increasing as I got closer and closer to the spot I’d dreamed about for years. I pulled back and closed my eyes as my dick throbbed in my pants. I took a deep breath and quickly swiped my tongue up and across her lips and clit.

“Oh my God!” Lex cried out.

Fuck.
This is and will always be the hottest moment of my life.

One taste of her, and I needed more. I repeated my action, but this time, I moved my tongue around her clit. Lex pushed her hands into my hair and pulled my face closer to her. I couldn’t help but smile. I began playing with her clit as I moved my finger up and slipped it inside her.

“Will…feels…oh God. Yes.”

Holy shit.

I moved my fingers in and out of her body as she began to rock her hips.

“Yes. More. Will, please more.”

More? More what? Shit, shit, shit.

I pushed another finger in and began sucking on her clit. She jumped as she began moaning and repeating how good it felt. Thank God I’d kept my damn pants on because I wanted so badly to release this crazy buildup. I moved my fingers apart some to stretch her, and she hissed in a breath of air. I stopped all movement.

“No! Don’t stop. I’m so close, Will.”

I pulled my fingers out and moved my tongue down to get a better taste of her. When I moaned, she bucked her hips into me even more.

“Will…” she whispered.

I moved back to her clit as I pushed three fingers into her this time. I began moving in and out, gently stretching her open more. She was so tight, and I couldn’t wait to be inside her. I began sucking on her again, and she lost it.

“Yes. Oh God, yes. Will…I’m going to come. I’m coming! Yes!”

In this one moment, knowing that I was doing this to Lex for the first time, I knew I would never be the same. She was it for me. I never wanted to touch another woman.

I could feel her squeezing down on my fingers, and I had to do everything I could to stop myself from coming in my own damn pants. I looked up, and she was moving her head back and forth, calling out my name. When she finally started coming down from her orgasm, I quickly got up and pulled my T-shirt off.

“No, wait,” Lex panted.

I stopped and watched her get up. Her face was covered in a beautiful flush, and I grabbed her and pulled her to me.

“Lex, can I kiss you after what I just did?”

She slammed her lips to mine, and I let out a moan as she ran her hands through my hair. She placed her hands on my chest, and it was now my turn for my breathing to increase. Her touch drove me mad with desire. She slid her hands down to my jeans, and she began unbuttoning them. I said a silent prayer that God would give me at least five minutes.

She pulled back and looked into my eyes. “I want you, Will. I want you so much that it hurts.”

I quickly removed my pants and kicked them to the side. She glanced down and smiled when she saw my boxer briefs.

“I’ve waited so long for this,” she whispered as she hooked her thumbs on my boxers and began pulling them down.

When my rock-hard dick sprang free, she let out a gasp. She snapped her eyes up to mine, and for the first time ever, I saw fear in her eyes. She swallowed hard and looked back down. I put my finger on her chin and pulled her face up until I was looking into her eyes.

“Lex…I’m scared, too, sweetheart. Let’s just go slow, okay? I need to give you another orgasm, baby.”

She glanced down and looked back up at me. “What about you?”

I smiled and pushed her hair behind her ear. “Honestly, Lex, if you were to just blow on it right now, I’d come.”

Lex laughed and shook her head.

“Lie back down, baby.”

She ran her tongue along her bottom lip and nodded.

I’ve died and gone to heaven.

My body felt like it was in overdrive as I moved back onto Will’s bed. The moment I had seen his hard-on, I’d panicked. He was huge.

How did I not notice how big he is?

I’d felt him before, and he had felt me, but it was never anything like this—with us so completely open to each other. He always made me stop before he came, and he’d say he’d take care of himself later.

I lay back on the bed and watched Will move next to me. As soon as he touched me, I jumped.

Shit. His touch makes my core just clench with need.

He moved his hand down between my legs, and I closed my eyes. He slipped two fingers in and began moving them in and out. I didn’t want to come again. I wanted to orgasm with him inside me, and I wasn’t sure if I was going to or not. Maegan had said she had yet to orgasm while having sex. She’d also failed to tell me how amazing oral sex was.

“Lex…baby, you’re so damn wet.” Will leaned down and began sucking on my nipple.

Oh God. Oh God. That feels…so…amazing. How does he know what to do to make me—

“Will…Oh my God…oh God, I’m going to come again. Will!”

I couldn’t believe how I was calling out his name over and over, but I couldn’t help it. I would forever be addicted to this feeling. The most amazing orgasm hit me so hard and so fast that I almost couldn’t take it. It felt like it was going on forever. I squeezed down on Will’s fingers as he moved them in and out while he continued to suck on my nipple. When he gently bit down on it, I lost it.

“Fuck, Lex. I can’t wait any longer.”

I shook my head quickly to clear my thoughts. I’d never in my life felt so amazing. I looked at Will as he moved between my legs. He kissed my stomach, and then he moved up to one nipple and then the next. I tried to talk, but I couldn’t. I was lost in ecstasy.

When his lips reached my neck, he said, “I love you, Lex.”

“I…love…you.”

“I want you so badly, sweetheart.”

“Will, I want you, too.”

Then, I felt him at my entrance, and I tensed up.

Will moved his lips up to my ear. His hot breath on my body was pushing me back to the edge of another orgasm.

How? How does he do this to me?

“Lex…baby…relax.”

I closed my eyes and completely relaxed. I knew Will would never do anything to hurt me. I opened my eyes, and Will stopped moving at the same time. He pulled back and looked into my eyes.

“Fuck! The condom!” He jumped up, quickly grabbed the box, and ripped it open.

I couldn’t help but giggle at how fast he was moving. I smiled, knowing that we had realized it at the same time. I watched his shaking hands as he rolled the condom onto his shaft. I licked my lips and dreamed of the day I could take him with my mouth.

Will quickly moved back to where he was and smiled at me. He barely pushed against my entrance as he leaned down and kissed me. The kiss was utterly romantic and sweet.

“Lex…I’ll love you forever.”

My eyes were burning from the tears I was attempting to hold back as he began moving into me. I wasn’t sure if it was from the sweet words he’d whispered to me or from the pain of him stretching my body to fit him.

“I’m going to make you mine forever, Lex. Mine. Forever.”

“Yes…” A sob escaped my throat.

Will stopped moving, but I opened my legs more and grabbed him to pull him closer.

“Don’t…please don’t stop.”

Will pulled back and looked at me. “I don’t want to hurt you.”

“Will…I need to feel you inside me. Please.”

He buried his face in my neck as he began pushing in. I wasn’t sure if him going so slow was making it worse or not. He pushed in and then pulled out some. He moved in more and let out a long, soft moan.

“Oh…God, you feel so good,” he whispered against my neck.

I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him to me. It was hurting like a bitch, and I closed my eyes tightly. “How much more?”

“I’m almost all the way in.”

“Will…just do it…please,” I said as I let out a whimper.

When he pulled out and pushed in again, something happened. It felt like heaven and hell at the same time.

“Ah…shit…Lex. I’m all the way in.”

When he looked at me, he sucked in a breath of air. He reached up with his thumb and gently wiped my tears away. “Lex, you’ll never know how much this moment means to me.”

I started crying more.

Will stopped moving. “Talk to me, Lex. Please tell me I’m not hurting you.”

I shook my head. “Will…I love you so much. Please don’t stop.”

He slowly pulled out some and began moving. At first, the pain was almost too much, but the more he moved, the more incredible it felt.

I arched my back. I needed him deeper in me. I needed more of him. I squeezed my legs around him, and he let out a moan.

“It feels so amazing…Will…I love you. Oh God. Will…don’t stop.”

I couldn’t believe it. I swore I could feel the buildup in my toes, and as it traveled up my body, it hit my core so hard that I let out a scream.

“I’m coming, Will! Jesus…oh God, I’m coming.”

I could feel him getting bigger inside me, and I squeezed down around him.

“Lex…baby, I’m gonna come. Lex.”

Will pushed in deep and hard as he began kissing me, and we both came together for the first time as one.

Will had his arms wrapped around me as he held me while our breathing slowed down. “Are you okay, Lex?”

I smiled. “I’m more than okay. I’ve never felt so wonderful in my life.” I rolled over and faced him.