Worshipped (Worshipped Series Book 1) (10 page)

“Good morning to you too,” I say, smiling and giggling.

“Are you going somewhere?” he asks me.

“I need to go into work today. It’s been over two weeks since I went to work, and I need to get out of the house for a bit.”

“Just do me one small favor. Please take Conner with you. I know I am being a bit overprotective, but I think it’s necessary. Just until we figure out where Dominic is.” I can tell he is still stressed about the situation so I agree with him. I can take Conner with me I just hope he won’t be too bored being my babysitter for the day.

Isaac is all too happy when I agree. I go into the bedroom to wake Conner up. We need to leave soon to beat the morning traffic. Once Conner is ready, I give Isaac a kiss and tell him I will check in with him later. The drive to the bakery is quiet but I enjoy the silence. Conner sits in the passenger seat holding my hand. He seems very pleased being carted around by a lady.

We arrive at the bakery about an hour later. I’m excited to see everyone and to show off my new….what should I call them? Boyfriend seems too childish, and I can’t call them my lovers all the time.

“How do I introduce you to everyone? What should I call you?” Conner thinks I’m amusing.

He laughed and said, “You can introduce me as your partner for now.” For now? What does that mean? Having two “partners” can be very confusing at times.

As we walk into the bakery, Sharon, the manager, comes up to us and gives me a hug. “It’s about time you show your face around here. We have missed seeing you. How have you been?” I can’t help but laugh at Sharon. She is the sweetest person I have ever met. Plus, the way she eyes Conner makes him squirm a bit.

“I’m doing wonderful, how is everything here? It looks amazing! I knew I made the right choice in hiring you. I won’t be long today, I just needed to work on a few things.”

She goes on to tell me how the business is doing, how it seems to be doing better than ever. I’m pleased to hear all the good news Sharon tells me. I ask Sharon if she needs me to help her with anything, and when she says no, I take my cue to head to my office.

Conner patiently waits until we get to my office. It isn’t a huge office, just big enough for my desk, a bookshelf, a loveseat, and my favorite part, the bay windows. “I love this view. It’s one of the reasons why I bought this place,” I tell Conner.

“I agree with you, it is spectacular,” he replies.

“It shouldn’t take me long to finish up here.”

“Take your time, I’m not in any hurry.”

I get to work, filing all the new paperwork, and sending out emails. I’m so glad I have Sharon. She does most of the paperwork for me. That’s a blessing since I mainly work at home.

I used to spend every waking moment here. This was my safe place after Robert and I divorced. I get so distracted by my past, I don’t even hear the knocking on the door.

“Riley, do you want me to get that for you?” Conner asks. I nod, thinking it’s Sharon or another employee.

I’m shocked to see Cammie walk inside. I knew sooner or later we were going to have to talk but she always makes appearances at the worst times. “Can we talk, please?” I look at Conner, who seems confused, but he nods and gives us some privacy.

I get up from my desk and walked over by her. She sits on the loveseat. She looks nervous being near me again. I know she’s was hurting by the look on her face and her silent tears coming down her cheeks. I don’t want to hurt her, but it seems no matter what, that’s what I’m doing.

“Riley, I know you don’t want me anymore, but I just need to know why. I thought things between us were going great. I see you met someone, is he the reason?” I want to be honest with her. I finally can have an honest conversation with Cammie.

“I know I hurt you, and you do deserve to know why. I know you love me, but I can’t love you the way you need to be loved. I know it sounds horrible, but I wanted to save us the pain we would have experienced down the road. After my divorce, I was broken, and I didn’t know how to put my life back together. Once I met you I thought you could help me, and you did. But there was always a part of me that knew I couldn’t be the one for you. I shouldn’t have left the way I did. I apologize for that. I ran, just like you said. I just want you to understand I want you to be happy.”

Cammie drops her head and begins to cry. This is why I avoided her; I can’t just sit here and watch her pain. “I’m sorry, I don’t know why I’m crying. I didn’t expect much coming here. I was in town and saw you come in. I do understand why you think you can’t be with me. I guess I needed closure. It looks like the guy your with makes you happy.”

Cammie stands and starts to walk out the door. She stops and turns to me and gives me one last kiss. It’s her way of telling me goodbye. I kiss her back, letting her know how much I regret not being able to be what she needs. She pulls away and I look up to see Conner staring at us. Cammie says goodbye and leaves.

“Do you want to tell me who the mystery woman is?” Conner doesn’t seem upset about seeing me kiss another woman.

“Cammie is just an old fling. It’s over now,” I tell him.

“It didn’t look over to me.”

I walk up to Conner, and say, “I was telling her goodbye. I never wanted to hurt her. She didn’t deserve the excuses I gave.” I’m upset about Cammie; she helped me pick up some of the pieces of my life.

“Are you all right? I didn’t mean to upset you more.”

“I’ll be fine. Let’s go home.” He nods and we say our goodbyes to the staff and I tell Sharon I will be gone for the weekend. It’s another silent ride home, which I’m grateful for. Once we arrive back home, I’m curious to see why Isaac is still there.

“Did Isaac have the day off?” I ask Conner.

“He just got here. I called him when you were telling everyone bye.” I don’t think much of it, but I should.

I walk in to find Isaac waiting on the couch. He stands when he sees me, and I can feel his dominance radiating off him. I look back at Conner and his eyes are almost black. What has gotten into them?

Isaac slowly walks over to me while Conner is to my back. Isaac grabs the back of my neck forcefully, but not enough to hurt me. Once he has me where he wants me, he uses his other hand to grasp my hair to tilt my head back. He then kisses me with so much force, I have to hold on to his arms to keep myself from falling.

“You belong to us. No one else,” Isaac tells me once he lets me up for air. I just look at him; I’m so confused by his behavior.

I feel Conner slide his hands around my waist while Isaac still has his hold on me as well. Conner begins to kiss my neck adding nips and bites. When he makes his way to my ear he says, “You belong to us. No one else.”

It hits me then. Conner saw me kissing Cammie and I bet he told Isaac about it. So it would seem they can get jealous. Interesting.

Once Conner is finished with his assault, Isaac says, “You have ten minutes to go to the bedroom and be completely naked for us.” Well hell, that is hot as hell. I don’t take another second in doing exactly what he says. I have a feeling tonight is going to be more than just about pleasure.

I’m waiting in the bedroom just as Isaac commanded of me. After for what seems like forever, I finally hear both Isaac and Conner come to the bedroom. I can’t believe how turned on I am over this. I don’t know if it is because of the unknown or just because it is Isaac and Conner in general. Most likely a combination of both.

I stand for them as they walk into the room. Conner has a tie in one hand and in the other a blindfold. Isaac is holding a riding crop I think, and some sort of lube in the other. Shit, this is going to be a long night. My heart beats so fast and I start breathing heavily. Neither one says a word to me.

Conner comes towards me first. I thought he might kiss me, but no, he grabs my hands, and turns me toward the bedpost. He quickly ties my hands around it, so I can’t move them, and puts the blindfold over my eyes.

“Tonight you will be our pet. We will do as we please, and we expect you to follow every command and not hesitate. Do you understand?” Wow, Isaac sure knows how to make my blood turn hot with just words.

Just when I’m about to answer, I feel a smack on my ass. Ouch, that kind of hurt. “Answer us, pet,” Conner demands.

“Yes, I understand,” I quickly say. I know then they are very serious about this kind of play tonight. I have never done anything like this before, but I am extremely curious to see how it will go.

“Spread your legs apart, Riley,” Isaac orders me. I do as he says, trying to please him. Isaac then starts to rub something soft on me and it smells like leather.

“This is a riding crop. I will use this to spank you, but only for pleasure. You will have to trust me to not take you towards the pain you can’t handle,” he tells me softly.

Okay, I can handle that. It doesn’t seem so scary. Isaac uses that moment of silence to lightly spank me with the riding crop. I’m surprised at my body’s response to it. I thought I would feel like a child getting in trouble or degraded, but I actually really like it.

“We are going to tell you the safe words now. If you say ‘red’ we will stop immediately. Say ‘yellow’ and we will slow down. If you want more just tell us ‘green,’” Conner tells me.

That’s easy to remember. Isaac begins to spank me some more. I moan in response every time the riding crop hits my flesh. Conner takes his turn caressing my breasts, and in-between my thighs. His moan of approval tells me he likes how wet I’m getting. He slips one finger inside me as Isaac continues spanking me.

Conner adds two fingers and, using his thumb, he starts rubbing my clit. All these sensations drive me wild. I can’t get enough. I hear Isaac groan behind me, I realize I am raising my ass for him to spank me more. “Green,” I moan out to them. I need more, of what I don’t know. I know they will take me where I need. Isaac responds by spanking me harder. He never spanks me in the same place. It is a continuous cycle of smacks all over my ass, and just below it.

Conner adds a third finger to his play, and I am getting so close to my orgasm. Just as I am about to come, both of them stop. Isaac pulls my hair so my neck is tilted back as he tells me, “You are not to come until we tell you. If you come without permission, we will punish you.”

Holy hell, how am I supposed to stop? What will my punishment be if I can’t control it? I am so turned on at this point, I just nod in agreement. I can’t think straight; I’m consumed with pleasure.

Conner then begins his slow torture with his fingers again, slowly working his way back up to three fingers inside me. I feel Isaac come stand behind me then, and he reaches around to pinch my nipples and squeeze my breasts. God, this has to be one of the most erotic things I’ve ever done before.

I am so far gone and in the moment I don’t feel Isaac rubbing the lube on me. He is going to the “forbidden zone”. I have no experience with that, so I tense expecting it to hurt. “You have to relax for me, Riley. I won’t hurt you, baby, only pleasure,” Isaac whispers to me.

I do as he says, wanting to see how far he will go, and I’m actually curious. Conner keeps up with his wonderful fingers inside me. Then I feel Isaac push the tip of his pinky finger inside me. It is the most exquisite pleasure. I can’t stop it and before any of us know it, I’m coming so hard. I scream and my body has goose bumps all over. My orgasm seems to last forever, and when I finally come down, I feel like I am on cloud nine.

“You came without permission. Now the fun really begins,” Conner says in a husky and seductive voice. Conner quickly unties my hands and says, “Get on all fours for us.”

I don’t know what they have in store for me now. I know they would never hurt me, but I’m terrified of what they are going to do. The anticipation is killing me. I’m not sure how long I sit on the bed, on all fours, before Isaac starts caressing my ass.

I was just getting used to the gentle touch when he smacks my ass with his hand. “Ouch, that hurt!” I think I am more surprised by it than anything, but then Conner takes his turn in smacking me as well. They both continue taking turns spanking the shit out of me. Over and over they caress and then, smack! Finally, when I think I can’t take anymore, they both just stop.

At some point one of them took off my blindfold. I turn my head to see what they are doing, and see both were gloriously naked. Have they been dressed this entire time? Their control astounds me. Isaac comes behind me and slams into me. I moan out at the pain/pleasure of him filling me.

“Do not come again until we tell you,” he demands of me.

Okay, I am definitely not coming without permission this time. Isaac keeps his movements fast and hard. I’m not sure where Conner is at this point, but I’m lost in lust and the pleasure Isaac is giving me. Isaac thrusts into me and at the same time he spanks my ass with his hand. I don’t know how much more I can last if he keeps this up.

Finally, I hear the magic words, “Come for me now, Riley,” and I instantly come for him.

Isaac comes right with me, but he doesn’t stay inside me to enjoy it. He quickly moves and there is Conner, taking his place.

“We aren’t done with you yet, pet,” Conner tells me.

It is a different kind of feeling with Isaac’s come inside me and Conner as well. I don’t have time to process anything, since Conner is taking me back to sweet pleasure.

His hands grip my thighs as he pulls me harder on his cock. I moan out to him, lost to everything he is giving me. When he speeds up his pace I know he was getting ready to let go. I didn’t think I had another one in me, but no, again my body has other plans for me.

“Come now, pet,” Conner demands and just like a switch I come with him. I collapse on the bed as Conner pulls out of me. I’m so exhausted from this exciting night. Conner and Isaac lie down beside me, and start rubbing my entire body. I’m so relaxed that I immediately fall asleep beside them.