Zomblog Saga Box Set (Books 1-6) (126 page)

“Christmas?”  Amber’s head popped up. “With Santa Claus?”

Silence.

Everybody looked at each other, hoping they would speak. Rindy watched Ryan and Penny raise eyebrows at each other and shrug.

“Well…” Ryan began, drawing that first word out. “Now that we have a house to live in…I don’t see why not.”

Rindy felt her mouth fall open.
What
could he be thinking
?  Her eyes burned into the side of his head until he finally glanced her way.
What
? Ryan mouthed. Rindy’s eyes flash from Amber and back.

“Won’t the monsters get him?” Amber looked up at Penny with the sincere concern that only a child seemed so adept at e
xpressing with just their eyes and their hands clasped delicately under their chin.

“Ummm…well…no,” Penny answered, caught off-guard. “His reindeer are too quick, and will protect Santa.”

Rindy stormed out of the room, heading upstairs. She heard more talking followed by squeals of laughter from Amber as she stalked into the room that she’d claimed. It caught the rising sun in the morning—when it wasn’t obscured by clouds. It helped her remember something that Corporal Morgan used to say a lot.
“If you see the sun come up, then you’ve made it through the hardest part.”

Laying on her bed, the food in her stomach suddenly felt like a lead ball. It didn’t matter that Ryan and Penny were older; Brad and Amber were
her
responsibility. She couldn’t have little Amber’s hopes riding on some imaginary character from a world that was long since dead. Those days were gone. If this were that old world, Amber would be at about
the
age when Santa ceased to exist.

“Hey,” Ryan stuck his head inside the door. Rindy rolled onto her stomach, turning her face away from him. She had started crying for some stupid reason.

“What’s so wrong with letting Amber have a little piece of childhood?” Ryan asked. He sat down at the foot of Rindy’s bed. “It can’t hurt.”

“Yes,” Rindy insisted. “It most certainly can.”

“How?”

“When none of her Christmas wishes are there on whatever day
you
decided is Christmas Day…”

“You know what she asked her?”

“What?” Rindy rolled over, curious.

“Candy and a Barbie.” Ryan laughed.

“In case you haven’t noticed, nobody makes that stuff anymore.”

“Actually,” Ryan smiled. “I found a bunch of hard candy in the grocery store. I’m pretty sure that some of it might still be edible.”

“After over three years?”

“It’s not like hard candy spoils. As long as no holes were made in the package, it should still be okay. And after this long…even if it’s stale, who’d notice?”

“And the Barbie?” Rindy prodded.

“A bit more difficult,” Ryan conceded. “But there has to be one in that town, if not in the store. We may have to wash it up a bit, but that is no biggy.”

“I still don’t like it.” Rindy scowled.

“Keep up that attitude and Santa won’t bring you anything.” Ryan laughed again and left.

Rindy laid on her back staring up at the ceiling.
There’s no such thing as Santa Claus,
Rindy thought. Still, she couldn’t help but let her mind wonder a bit. Had it really been over a decade since she sat on Santa’s lap?  She’d been six—only a year younger than Amber is now—and it would be the last year that she believed. All thanks to Richard Gulley…the stupid boy that sat in front of her in Miss Miller’s class.

A dress
she thought. How wonderful would it be to wear girl’s clothes again?  And strawberries.
Take that, Santa
. Rindy drifted off thinking of pretty dresses and bowls of red, ripe strawberries. As she slept, she smiled.

The next morning, Ryan was gone. He must have gotten up awfully early. Rindy was awake an hour before sunrise and a
lready fitted out to do some hunting. Penny was a whiz at curing and drying meat. It would be wise to stock up now. Better too much than not enough. Corporal Morgan taught her that.

When she came back from hunting, nobody was outside. That wasn’t such a big deal considering that it had been raining all day. Rindy was soaked and couldn’t wait to warm up in front of the fire.

As soon as she opened the door, she went on her guard. It was silent. Drawing her machete, she crept down the entry hall. She could see the flickering glow of the fireplace and hear the occasional pop of burning wood.

Reaching the end of the hall, she paused and took a deep breath. She couldn’t smell anything. At least not anything dead. Cautiously, from a crouch well below eye level just like Co
rporal Morgan taught, she peeked around the corner.

“Surprise!” Penny, Amber, and Brad yelled.

In the corner, a huge pine tree reached almost up to the twenty foot high vaulted ceiling. Sparkling decorations of all kind glittered in the light of the fire. Underneath it was a dozen packages wrapped in…

“We found some fancy dresses in a box. Fortunately, the woman must have been huge, so there was plenty of material,” Penny laughed.

“Penny said that a Christmas tree would help Santa Claus find us, “Amber squealed with delight.

Rindy glanced at Penny and Brad who stood behind the e
xcited little girl with dopey grins on their faces. She slid the machete back in its sheath and walked the rest of the way into the room. “It’s really nice, Amber,” she said, trying her best to sound enthusiastic.

As soon as she was able to pry herself away from the happy little girl, she went to the kitchen to clean the two rabbits she’d bagged. She was just finishing wrapping up the waste and clea
ning the area when she heard Penny scream.

Drawing her blade, Rindy rushed towards the commotion. She heard Amber’s crying above everything else and it wrapped around her stomach like an icy fist. Reaching the door, she ski
dded to a stop. “Step away from him,” Rindy said, surprised at the calm in her voice.

Everyone was gathered around Ryan. He looked up at her, the knowledge already in his eyes. His face was waxy and co
vered in sweat. Rindy only glanced briefly at the left arm wrapped in bloody rags.

Penny was verging on hysterics, which in turn amplified the stress to both Amber and Brad. Rindy took a deep breath, the smell of death tickling her nostrils, fouling her mouth with its rank familiarity. She walked down the stairs, and as she reached Brad, she guided him over next to his sister. Then, with a gentle nudge, she sent Penny to stand beside the children. With very little effort, she’d managed to get the three in a group and place herself between them and Ryan.

“You shouldn’t have gone alone,” Rindy whispered. Then, louder, she said, “Everybody go back inside.”

“What are you going to do?” Penny sniffled.

“Inside,” Rindy repeated, keeping her eyes on Ryan.

“Go!” Ryan added, looking past Rindy.

The two waited, Rindy never taking her eyes off Ryan until the door closed with a loud, ominous click. Once they were alone, he unslung the pack from his shoulders and held it out to Rindy.

“Found a couple of Barbies and a surprising amount of ca
ndy that wasn’t ruined,” Ryan said, then coughed. “Also, found a little .22 pistol that you could probably teach Brad to shoot, earrings for Penny…she said she’d never owned diamonds before, so I figured—”

“You shouldn’t have gone alone,” Rindy snapped, cutting him off. “Is this supposed to make Christmas better?  You going off and getting yourself killed to bring us
things
?”

Ryan hung his head, instantly taking the steam out of her anger. “I just wanted everybody to have something special,” he rasped.

“And so your present to me is…what?” Rindy waved her machete in the air and pointed it at his injured arm. “I get to watch you die, then put you down?”

“Jesus, kid.” Ryan looked up.

“I’m not a kid,” Rindy snapped back.

“Well maybe you should try it every once in a while,” Ryan said with a warm smile. “That’s why I did this.” He shook the pack that Rindy still hadn’t taken from him. “It makes me sad to see somebody so young…who never had the chance to be a teenager…act like a freakin’ soldier. And the way Amber looks up to you…well…I just wanted her to have a moment of chil
dhood before you turn her into a Rindy action figure.

“I just wanted to give her a Christmas morning, one last vi
sit from Santa Claus before she’s drafted into your army.”  Ryan slumped and the pack fell from his hand.

He seemed to melt as he slowly sunk to the ground. He lay still for a moment. Rindy grabbed the pack and removed it from between her and Ryan. Her eyes stayed fixed on the prone figure in the mud at her feet. The first sign came from the left hand: it twitched once…twice…then curled into a claw, digging furrows in the saturated earth. The head began to rise; the familiar, dry, rattling moan escaped its lips. The face that looked up at Rindy was a lifeless, slack caricature of Ryan.

With one swing, she brought the machete down smashing through the crown of the skull with hand-numbing finality. The body collapsed to the ground as she wrenched the blade free. “There is no such thing as Santa Claus,” Rindy whispered.

That afternoon they stood over the grave that Rindy dug by herself. She’d also dragged the body, dumped it into the hole, and covered it alone. When she was done, she went inside and gathered everybody. Penny had found a bible, and read Psalms 23. Then, each of them said something nice about Ryan and r
eturned inside.

That night, she and Penny wrapped the items they had found in the pack. Together, they agreed to wait a week to celebrate Christmas. It just didn’t seem right to skip it after Ryan had gone through so much to make it happen.

The night they declared as Christmas Eve, Penny recited as much as she could recall of
T’was the Night Before Christmas.
She and Rindy tucked Amber in, then went downstairs and set out the rest of the presents. Penny went to bed, leaving Rindy alone in front of the tree. She sat for a while listening to the rain. With a yawn, she got up ready for a little sleep before Amber woke the house.

Rindy Farmer peeked out from the shadowy doorway. This house had been a good find sitting all by itself on a hill looking out over a vastness that everyone was pretty sure had to be somewhere in Wyoming. A steady rain continued to fall adding to the gloom felt by everybody the past few days.

Maybe tomorrow would help pull them out of it. Before closing the door, her eyes tried to find the outline of the marker where she buried Ryan. “Merry Christmas,” she whispered into the darkness. As expected, Amber woke everybody bright and early. Rindy rolled over, the chill in the room cold enough to turn her exasperated exhale to a visible fog.

“Rindy!” Amber burst into the room, a ball of child-generated electricity. “Santa came!  Come look!” Then the child dashed out. The sound of another door being flung open was fo
llowed by “Penny! Santa came! He came!”

Brad stumbled into Rindy’s room. “We’d better go dow
nstairs before she explodes,” he yawned.

Rindy sat up and threw the covers aside. Instantly her body was pebbled with goose bumps. She looked out her window, but it was so fogged over that she couldn’t see. All that she could tell was that the sun hadn’t risen yet. The faintest hint of light was barely discernible.

As quickly as possible, she pulled on a few layers of clothes. Finally satisfied she went out into the hallway. Amber stood at the head of the stairs dancing excitedly from one foot to the other. She was barefoot, and wearing the long flannel shirt she normally slept in.

“C’mon, Rindy!” she pleaded, darting to her and grabbing her hand.

Penny and Brad came in their wake as they headed down the stairs. Rindy was already trying to figure out how to get this done as quickly as possible in order to get in some hunting. Christmas or not, they needed to continue stocking up on food.

Reaching the landing halfway down the stairs, Rindy froze. She could see outside through the giant picture window. The ground was covered in a blanket of pure white. A wave of warmth hit her, drawing her attention to the fireplace where, mysteriously, a raging fire roared. But that was only the first surprise.

Spilled out across the floor were brightly wrapped packages complete with bows and dangling tags. Three red stockings hung from the mantle above the fireplace, giant candy canes poking from each one. Rubbing her eyes, Rindy continued down the stairs in slow, halting steps. She glanced back at Penny who was wide-eyed and open-mouthed. Brad scooted past, joining Amber in the final dash towards the sea of presents.

As Rindy reached the final steps, Amber hurried back to her, a Barbie clutched in one hand. The other hand shot out hol
ding an envelope. “This has your name on it!” she giggled, then ran back to join her brother who was wading into the pile.

Rindy looked down at the tiny, waxy envelope in her hand. Her name was written elaborately across the top. A picture e
mblazoned on the front showed a cluster of bright red strawberries. She shook the envelope, hearing the whispering rattles of the tiny seeds inside.