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Jaxsin pulled up at the hotel and gripped the stirring wheel of his black
Hennessey Venom GT
. It was two in the morning and he was very annoyed as to why Sullen thought she had to leave their home. As he shoved, open the door and walked inside the front desk assistant greeted him by name.

Umm Mr. Dane we weren’t expecting you however we can have you a penthouse suite cleaned as soon as possible sir.

That won’t be necessary my wife is already here I grumbled.

Umm… your wife…”I didn’t know you had gotten married sir congratulations.” The front desk assistant started tapping the keys on the computer trying to locate which room his wife was in and was unsuccessful at finding her. He looked up at Mr. Dane nervously and said, “I umm…can’t seem to find her in our system sir, would she have went by another name perhaps?

Gritting my teeth, I told the assistant to look under the last name
Landreneau.

The assistant tapped the keys on the computer again and expelled a breath as located her. She’s in the penthouse suite room #812 and gave him the code to the elevator. The attendant glanced down then asked if I’d had any luggage that needed sent up.

No, that won’t be necessary. I walked towards elevator and pressed in the code that would take me to the top floor. The elevator opened up right in front of the room his woman was in. I was no longer annoyed now I was pissed. I stepped out and knocked on the door. He was not about to make a scene in the hallway at two in the fucking morning. When she didn’t answer I used the code to let myself inside. I popped on the lights to living room and went straight to the bedroom. We had stayed here on occasions so I already knew layout of the entire penthouse. I opened up the bedroom door to find her in bed asleep. I approached the bed and looked down at her sleeping peacefully. All of my anger seemed to have faded away. I pinched my nose knowing damn well I was the reason Sullen had felt the need leave the safety of our home. I kicked off my shoes took my clothes off and slid into the bed with her. I couldn’t sleep without feeling her warmth. I wrapped my arm around her, kissed her head then closed my eyes as sleep claimed me.

Sullen rolled over and snuggled into a warm and rock hard body…
she had to be
dreaming. She ran her hands up and down his smooth chest and kissed it, and since this was her dream, she slowly ran her hands down his torso and gently gripped his dick causing him to groan and jerk as she pumped his dick with her soft hands. Suddenly she felt his hands grip her hair and pull her head back, suddenly his mouth was on hers and he ravished her lips. This was how she wished she could wake up with Jaxsin every morning. Sullen… she heard him say as he tore his lips away to suckle her breasts. It felt so good to have him touching her like this. She wanted to stay right here in this moment. In her lust filled haze she heard a cell phone ring that distinctly sounded like Jaxsin’s phone then she felt him rip his lips away and tossed back the covers. This was her dream and the bastard still had the audacity to leave her wanting to answer his
damn phone really?

She pooped open her eyes not wanting this sappy ass dream anymore and stared right into the eyes of Jaxsin. She blinked her eyes thinking that maybe she was still asleep when she was suddenly jerked on top of him as he slammed his mouth to hers again in a scorching kiss that he hadn’t laid on her in while. She struggled for a moment then gave in to his intoxicating kiss. She had missed him…missed this so much. Then she remembered why she had paid for this expensive ass hotel suite in the first place and she ripped her lips from him and pushed away. Staring at the clock I had slept late into the afternoon. I jerked my eyes back to Jaxsin, “What in the hell are you doing here and how in the hell did you get in here?”

Folding my arms behind his head nonchalantly I sneered, I think the question is why you are even at this hotel in the first place when you have a home to lay your head I said, dicking his eyebrow.

You know why I left she said slipping off the bed to go into the bathroom. Joy filled her heart because he had actually come for her. A smile formed as she heard him approach her she quickly tamped down her joy and composed herself as he gently gripped her arm and swung her into his chest. I want you to pack up and go home now!

Now it was Sullen’s turn to dick her eyebrow at him.
Who in the hell did he think he was telling her what the fuck to do after yesterday’s scene! 
She yanked away from him “I’m not married to you Jaxsin you don’t own me and furthermore you’ve got some nerve showing up her after the bullshit that happened in your office!” I have given you years of my life and you have taken me for granted at every turn. You don’t respect me the way I respect you, everything you do is secretly done, you won’t talk or tell me what’s going on so that we can work on it together, what kind of relationship is that to have? Love is a two-way fucking street Jaxsin, you must give love to get love, or let it go and start anew. Turning away from him not wanting him to see the tears that had formed in her eyes she said, “I can’t keep you if don’t want to be kept, so I’ve decided to give you what you want.

“Yea, I cursed angrily… and what the fuck would that be Sullen?”

Shaking her head, she whispered, “Space to find out what the hell you want,” I know you love me but you’re not in love with me Jaxsin. Do you really know what love is Jaxsin?

Since I’m such an insensitive asshole to you why don’t you tell me what love is he said sarcastically!

She turned back to him and allowed him to see the worry, sadness and heartache that he had caused as she let the tears fall. Love is the most beautiful thing to have, hardest thing to earn and the most painful to lose when someone you love takes you for fucking granted she yelled!
You were in your office yesterday getting ready to let that bitch suck your dick and you expect me to stay with you after that? I’m sorry Jaxsin but I’m not some black chick that’s going to allow you to treat me like shit while you run around and fuck whoever you want! So take your lieing ass back to Kyla since it’s obvious she’s the one you want! Sullen stood up and went to the bathroom and turned on the shower let her robe fall to floor and stepped in closing the shower doors behind her. She’d had enough of his cocky ass and he needed to be knocked down a peg or two.

Again, I stood there dumbfounded. Sullen never ceased to amaze me. I had loved her since I was sixteen years old but was too much of a chicken shit to tell her. After she had helped me get out of my legal troubles, I couldn’t fight it anymore. I told how her much I loved her, how much I wanted a family and life with her and I had meant every damn word! If my father hadn’t of thrown a wrench in my plans she would have already been my wife and damn for sure pregnant! I had asked her to trust me, but I knew that my actions had made it hard for her to do that. All I needed was one more day and I would explain everything to her. I hated being secretive but if I told her before her birthday what was going on, her father’s wishes in his will along with his father’s would be null and void and I wanted her to have everything she deserved and more. I had to honor her father’s wishes; it would rip her apart if she knew what the board members were trying to do with her father’s shares in the company and I aimed to stop them and ultimately replace every single one of the bastards! I hadn’t come all this way to lose Sullen now and anyone else who tried to keep us apart would feel my wrath!

Chapter Ten

*Sullen*

As I finished up with my shower I figured that Jaxsin would have gotten mad and left because it gotten very quiet in the room. How wrong I was once I stepped out of the shower. Jaxsin was still standing in the very spot I had left him in, but for once, he looked hurt, broken. I wanted to go over to him and hold so bad but if I did that he would never understand where I was coming from and I had to show his ass that I meant fucking business this time!

As I dried off Jaxsin stood there watching me like a tiger ready pounce. He started to make me very uncomf0rtable. I wrapped the towel around myself and walked past him but no sooner had I done that he reached out grabbed my arm and swung me around into chest and held me there. I made no effort to pull away simply because I knew I had him where I wanted him so to add a little salt to the wound I glared at him and sarcastically said, “What, skinny ass Kyla couldn’t play with you today, I’m such a poor substitute aren’t I?”  That earned me a growl, which excited and stimulated me at the same time.

He gripped me tighter and leaned down to my ear nipped it then said, Kyla is not even a contender for my time or attention in any sexual manner amour de mue vie, he spit out as his hands traveled down my ass. “I'm attracted to curves, full lips, and latte skin, you’re built unlike any other woman I have ever been with.” You move different it’s even obvious thru your little dance that you do when I’m not home. His eyes roamed down to her hips, the way your hips move drives me insane. They’re built, so thick and full; to drive home his point he ripped the towel from away from her and grabbed her ass shoving her up against his erection, “See what you do to me?”

The look he had looked torn, the lust in his eyes said he wanted me but why hadn’t he taken me yet? To test him I asked, “Make love to me Jaxsin right here right fucking now! I slid my fingers into hair and slammed his lips into mine eliciting a groan that was ripped from his throat as I devoured his lips. For a moment, I thought I had won. He had gripped my ass hoisted me to his hips and ground into my pussy. It was my turn groan. It felt so damn good to be his in arms. This was the Jaxsin that I knew, loved wanted.
Silent begging in my head. I needed him inside of me…

He picked me up and roughly placed me on the sink counter spread my legs dove between them and tongued my clit. I knew I was going to fucking lose it! Jaxsin sucked me frantically as he held my hips tight shaking his head side to side, as he licked, sucked, tugged, bit and fucked my pussy with his lips and tongue. It was too much! My body tightened unbearably. I could feel the throb in every part of my body begin to jerk and twitch. Felt the heat in my pussy spread out, crest, and fuck me it was all over! I yelled out and came screaming Jaxsin’s name as he continued to lap and drink from me crazily. He swallowed my juices greedily until my lust-filled high began to fade. Over and over I shook and trembled as he continued to slowly nibble and lick me intensifying my urge to come again, making me walk that pleasure-pained line until I sag against the mirror, finally grateful for the pent up release I needed.

I reached for his dick and obviously, bells went off in his head, and Jaxsin yanked away and stilled my hands. I leaned up and ate at his lips as if I was starving. I wanted him so fucking bad! I could tell it pained him to do it but he tore his lips away from me and stepped back. He stared down at me, and he could see my lust filled eyes as he watched as tears filled them. I shoved him back, grabbed my robe and jerked it on then walked out of the bathroom to the front door opened it. Get out Jaxsin I whispered closing my eyes.

Sullen, baby please I need you to just…

Get out I yelled!

Gritting his teeth, he went to the side of the bed jerked on his clothes and went to the door. He hated seeing her like this, hurting her and all he wanted to do was put his fist thru the wall. He turned and tipped her chin up so she could look at him but her eyes were shut tight, look at me he said, harsher than he had meant to. As she opened them, more tears slipped out, he took his thumb, and wiped them away. “I asked you to trust me Sullen and know what I’m doing is not because I want to.” Think about how I hold you, care for you, and feel for you. I know right now you can’t see my love for you but trust the way your heart feels baby. Remember the love we have for each other and hold on to that, please! Never doubt my love for you. I would never ever cheat on you. One more day baby, just give me one more day. He tried to take her lips and kiss her but she turned her head away from him. His dominant side wanted her obedience and damn he would have it soon. He turned and pressed the elevator button he glanced over his shoulder at her knowing damn well he’d be back.

I stepped back inside, slammed the door, pressed my back to it, and allowed my tears to flow. I was tired and broken, Jaxsin had to know that lack of communication, respect and love had broken me down and made me feel like I was nothing to him, without trust there was no reason to continue to stay in a relationship with him. It was time to put my big girl panties on and say to hell with Jaxsin. I dried my tears and went to get dressed, I was going out tonight to free my mind of him and his bullshit and if he needed one more day so be it but that didn’t mean I had to wait on him. I dressed in my killer outfit and headed out to pick up Arden.

Chapter Eleven

*Sullen & Arden*

             
By the time, we made it to Xtreme both our nerves were on edge as we spotted Aris was standing outside of her car puffing on a cigarette. The large plantation looking house was very beautiful on the outside it was the very picture of southern hospitality. It had soaring columned porches that extended across the front and wrapped around all four sides of the home. It had tall French windows and wooden shutters. The huge sprawling trees that lined the driveway was an even greater site to see. I felt like I was stepping into the eighteen hundreds, but in all… the mansion was simply breath taking from the outside.