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I knew what to say next: “Can you get to a safe location?”

The changes came fast—the flat and metallic taste in the air, the silence of the wind, the sudden cold wrapped around my heart.

When I opened my eyes again, color had been sucked out of the world. The sky was huge overhead, as gray as polished gunmetal. There was no sun, only a scattering of red stars, like eyes peering down. Flowing rivers of black oil snaked among the dunes, the air above them wavering with heat. A sugary smell washed over me, sweeter than boiling maple syrup. The dark rivers below were rippling and shivering like a live thing, and my hands and arms were shining.

“Yamaraj,” I whispered. It was the first time I’d said his name out loud, but it felt natural in my mouth. Like a word from a language I’d learned a long time ago and only half forgotten.

A shiver went through me, and my grip on this gray place slipped a little. Back in the airport, panic had almost thrown me out. But this time it was excitement, a current that ran along my skin.

I closed my eyes again, shutting out the huge gray sky. I wasn’t sure what I was waiting for, but then another shift passed through the air. The scents of blood and gun smoke changed to something sharper, like a burning field of black pepper. And then a wave of heat . . .

“Elizabeth,” came his voice, and the cold inside me began to fade a little.

I opened my eyes and Yamaraj stood there, halfway up the dune, a dark figure against the white sand.

I didn’t know what to say at first. “Hello” seemed insufficient, ridiculous.

“It worked, didn’t it?” I managed. “This is real.”

He took a long, careful look at me, until a smile crossed his lips. “Very real, Lizzie.”

Him saying my nickname—my
real
name—made the edges of my vision pulse again with color, as if the daylight world were trying to break through.

Yamaraj was as beautiful as I remembered. He still shone, as if lit by the missing sun. He climbed the dune and knelt a few steps from where I sat.

“I’m impressed.” His voice was soft, serious.

“What do you mean?”

He spread his hands at the desert around us, the gray sky. “You crossed over on your own. You called me, and so soon.”

I shrugged, trying to look casual. But at my sides, my palms had closed around cool fistfuls of sand. “You said I could.”

“I said it would be better not to believe, Lizzie. Safer too.”

“It’s not like I had a choice.” With Yamaraj this close to me, the sharp, cold place inside had softened, and the words came easier. “There was a ghost in the hospital, a little boy. Which means I can see spirits now. Did you know that was going to happen to me?”

“I knew it might, but . . . How did you know it was a boy?”

I blinked. The question made no sense. “Um, because he just
was
?”

“You could see him that well?”

“Sure. I didn’t even know he was dead at first. He just looked like . . . a kid. He said his name was Tom.”

Yamaraj sat a little straighter, as if I were suddenly something dangerous.

“What’s the matter?” I asked.

“It never happens this fast. At first, you should only see wisps of light, or hear stray noises. You
talked
to him?”

I’d been so proud of myself for crossing over to the afterworld, for calling Yamaraj. But now it felt like I’d done something wrong.

I tried to smile. “Quick learner. That’s what my Spanish teacher always says.”

“This is serious, Lizzie.”

“I know that.” My mouth went dry, the taste of anger sudden and bitter. “Did you think I missed the
serious
part of watching eighty-seven people die?”

“No,” he said simply, looking away across the desert. “But I hoped you’d forget. The changes fade, like scars, if you don’t believe.”

I took a few slow breaths. I wasn’t angry at Yamaraj, but at the four men who’d broken my reality. “That’s
not
going to happen. If I curl up and pretend none of this is real, then I’ll always be scared. Because I’ll still
know
.”

“I see,” Yamaraj said, still watching me carefully. “Then you’re going to become one of us, and very soon.”

I stared back at him, my skin restless and tight. The numbness I’d
felt since the attack was melting, like when you put your ice-cold hands under running hot water, and the cold turns into itches and sparks.

“What the hell
are
we?” I looked down at the glimmer that lay on my pale hands, a fainter version of Yamaraj’s shine.

“There are many words,” he said. “Soul guides. Reapers. Psychopomps.”

I looked up. “Um, did you just say ‘psychopomps’?”

“Some names are more graceful than others. I don’t like ‘reaper,’ myself.”

“Too grim?” I asked.

As he smiled, I noticed that his eyebrows had a natural arch in them, a crook in their curve. It made him look like he was teasing me, despite the topic of conversation.

“You can give yourself any name you want,” he said. “What matters is, when we’re brushed by death, we change. Some of us can see the dead and walk among them. Some of us even live in the underworld. But most of us take longer than a few days to see ghosts clearly.”

I didn’t know what to say. I had seen Tom only hours after the attack.

“Unless . . .” He paused. “Has anything like this ever happened to you before?”

“Are you serious? Not a chance. But you said
guides
. So where did your sister take all those people?”

“To our home.” Yamaraj looked down at the rivers of black oil that coursed among the dunes. “Down to the underworld, where they’ll be safe.”

“Safe from what? They’re
dead
.”

He hesitated, then said softly, “There are predators.”

The last word sent a trickle down my spine. Suddenly this all felt vast and paralyzing, like realizing for the first time that death was real, and scarier and more complicated than I’d ever imagined.

Yamaraj leaned closer. “You’ll be okay, Lizzie. I can help you understand.”

“Thank you.” I reached out to take his hand.

At the spark of our fingers brushing, something went through my body, an ache, a longing. My heart beat sideways, and sudden colors wheeled across the sky, cutting the gray into tatters. For a moment I was back in reality, the rivers of black oil and red stars gone, like ghosts chased away by morning.

I pulled my hand away from him, and the gray world all came rushing back.

“Maybe this is too soon.” He looked down at his own fingers, which had sent that surge through me. “I should go.”

I swallowed, trying to speak. I wanted him to stay and tell me everything, but I also felt defenseless before all these changes—like the scar on my cheek, I was raw and new.

In the end all I could do was nod, and a moment later I was sitting alone on that tall sand dune, gasping fresh air, the sunrise pink and brilliant and warm on my skin.

“Shit a brick,” I said, staring at my hand. One touch had been enough to throw me back into reality.

My fingers went to my lips, and I sat there for a while, feeling alive for the first time in two days. Only a little piece of the afterworld’s cold remained, like a sliver of ice on my tongue.

*  *  *

My mother was stirring by the time I made it back to the room. My shoes and hair were full of sand, and sweat slicked my back inside my hoodie. But a shower could wait.

“Breakfast?” I asked as her eyes opened.

Mom nodded. “You must be starving. You hardly ate yesterday.”

She got up and ran a brush through her hair, and a minute later we were headed toward the motel diner. As we crossed the parking lot, an eighteen-wheeler rolled to a stop in one of the truck-sized spaces. I could feel its rumble through my feet and the heat of its engine against my skin, as if it were a monster beside us.

“You look kind of spacey,” my mother said.

“Not enough sleep.” Then I did the math. “Make that too much sleep.”

“Poor kiddo,” she said softly.

We went inside and studied the place mat menus, Mom smiling at how much I ordered. My body was really waking up now, wanting food and coffee and for the world to make sense again.

After the waitress had left us, I caught my mother staring at the stitches on my forehead. Then her eyes lingered on the place where the single tear I’d cried in the afterworld had left a tear gas burn on my left cheek.

I doubted she knew how often she did that. Would she keep doing it for the rest of her life?

But finally she turned from me to look out the window. “It’s so beautiful here. We should stop and see some of the sights.”

“Um, like the sand dunes?”

“Well, they’re kind of hard to miss. But there’s a ghost town up
north of here. It’s called Chloride, because of a mining boom way back. There was a brochure in the room. Looked interesting.”

For a moment I thought of Tom’s face, and a shudder went through me. “No ghost towns, okay?”

She turned back from the window and saw my expression, then reached to take my hand.

“Of course not.” She was talking just above a whisper, like she didn’t want anyone else to hear. “Sorry I even mentioned that.”

“No, I’m fine, Mom. It’s just that . . .” These terrorists had tried to kill me but I’d gone to the land of the dead and now could see ghosts and apparently had acquired dangerous new powers and this boy, this boy had touched my fingertips—and they still tingled.

Plus, I really needed some better clothes.

“It’s okay,” my mother said. “We’ll just get you home.”

CHAPTER 9

AN HOUR LATER SOME TWO
dozen authors had arrived. YA Drinks Night had taken over several tables, though these were populated only by handbags and empty glasses, as everyone was standing now.

Oscar had introduced Darcy around, as a writer whose debut novel featured a hot Vedic death god. Everyone smiled when they heard that phrase, or joked that they were
dying
to read it. Somehow reducing her book to a single phrase made talking about it less paralyzing. It gave Darcy a feeling of control, like knowing Rumpelstiltskin’s name.

Everyone was talking about their own work as well, and about the superpowers of their agents, the bloody-mindedness of copyeditors, and the perfidies of marketing departments. Darcy was swimming in a sea of publication, and all she wanted was to drown.

My first day in New York
, she thought, a little giddy from her second Guinness.

“Are you Darcy Patel?” asked a young woman in a bright red fifties cocktail dress. “You signed with Paradox a couple of months ago, right?”

Darcy smiled. “That’s me.
Afterworlds
.”

“Sister debs!” the woman cried, and gathered Darcy into a breath-stopping hug.

When she let go, Darcy stumbled back a step. “Um, sorry?”

“I’m Class of Fourteen too! We’re sister debs!”

“Right.” Darcy wasn’t sure if “deb” was short for “debutante” or “debut author,” but they meant the same thing. “It’s nice to meet you.”

“I’m Annie Barber. Pretty stupid, right? I should have gone with a pen name.” She looked fearful, as if Darcy were going to revoke her publishing deal on the spot.

“I’ve always liked the name Annie,” Darcy said.

“Yeah, but ‘Barber’ sounds like . . . a barber. But at least I’m at the beginning of the alphabet, so I’ll get shelved at eye level. I’ve heard the end is okay too, because some people sit down and start at the end. It’s just the middle letters that everyone ignores.”

“Oh,” Darcy said, wondering if her middling last name had doomed her to shelving oblivion. “What’s your book called?”


A Parliament of Secrets
. Does that sound boring?”

“No, I love collective nouns. Like a parliament of owls, right?”

“Yes!” Annie’s face broke into a smile, and her phone came up. “I’m tweeting this.”

“Congratulations,” Darcy said. “On your book deal, I mean. Not on tweeting this.”

“I’m so glad I found you! We’ve been looking for more sister debs.”

“We?”

In answer, Annie propelled Darcy across the room to meet three more debutantes from the Class of 2014. They were all as bubbly as Annie, most of them meeting each other for the first time in person. They’d been on an email list together for months, exchanging advice and gossip and ironclad rules of publishing, none of which Darcy had ever heard before.

“If you don’t make a bestseller list in your first week, you’re doomed!” was one.

“Blurbs don’t work anymore!” was another.

“You should make sure that the quotable lines of dialogue in your book never exceed a hundred and forty characters!” seemed at best debatable.

“Your website should get at least a thousand hits a day
before
your book comes out!” was the scariest.

The strange thing was that the four of them seemed to be in awe of Darcy. They’d read about her deal in
Publisher’s Brunch
, and had gleaned how much Paradox had paid.

“Do they, like, roll out a red carpet when you come to the office?” one of her new sisters asked. Her name was Ashley, and her novel was a dystopian set on Mars.

“Not exactly,” Darcy said, laughing. When she’d come to New York in March to meet Nan and Moxie, all the carpets at Paradox had been industrial gray.

“Maybe you can blurb me!” another of them joked, and Darcy didn’t know what to say to that. She was suddenly glad that
Publisher’s Brunch
hadn’t given her age. Her sister debs were all in their midtwenties at least.

Again, the little black dress was feeling too big, as if Darcy were shrinking inside it.

“Isn’t this fun?” Annie asked as she handed Darcy her third beer.

“Sure,” Darcy said, staring at the drink warily. “But you guys all know so much. I haven’t really figured out anything yet. Like, what should I do to promote myself?”

“Everything.”

As that word twisted itself into Darcy, she drank carefully, casting her eyes around for Kiralee Taylor. Being teased by Kiralee and Coleman had been frightening, but it had filled Darcy with a prickly, shivery joy. Her sister debs’ zealousness was generating only formless terror.

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