"They know I'm marrying you. I told them."
"You're lucky they didn't accuse
you
of being a spy as soon as they heard that! Tell me you're not actually thinking of going along with this."
"Jen, I don't want to! But Captain Hayes is a good officer and I really think a good man. He's personally asking me to help. And if those agents are right, if somebody's selling our secrets, then we're all being put at greater risk."
"You can't trust them!"
"Do I know that?"
"They want to use you, Paul. They think they can, but they don't know you."
"No, they . . ." Paul's voice trailed off.
They know . . . just like the SASALs knew. Admit it. You think they had our rules of engagement. The SASALs knew they could shoot up that asteroid and we couldn't do anything against them.
Whoever gave them those rules of engagement helped cause the deaths of those settlers.
"Paul? Hello. Lieutenant Paul Sinclair, please report back to your brain."
Paul blinked, focusing back on Jen. "I'm sorry. I was just thinking of something."
"Obviously something important," she prodded.
"You know what happened last time my ship was out. And you know how the SASALs acted. Like they didn't need to worry about what we'd do. Maybe they
knew
they didn't need to worry."
Jen paused, her mouth twisting as she thought it over. "Possible," she finally conceded.
"We've been trying to understand how they'd take the risk of opening fire. But if they knew it wasn't a risk . . ."
"Okay. I agreed it was possible." Jen let aggravation show. "That makes it personal, doesn't it?"
"Yeah."
"But . . . what does Sheriff Sharpe think?"
"He's not involved. He's leaving the ship real soon anyway."
"One more reason not to play, if you ask me. You
are
asking me, right? This isn't some roundabout way of trying to get me to think you've heard me out so you can go off and do whatever you've already decided to do, is it?"
He glared at her. "Jen, I don't deserve that. I've always been straight with you."
She sat still for a long moment, then nodded. "You're right. Do I have final say?"
Paul thought about that. "No."
"You're too damned honest for your own good, Sinclair."
"I can't let someone else decide this for me. But I can't make that decision without the input of a woman I not only care very deeply about but also admire as an officer."
Jen quirked an eyebrow at him. "Who is she?"
"Jen . . ."
"Herdez?"
"Yeah, right. Me and my old XO."
"
Our
old XO." Jen made a face, staring into a corner. "I wonder what she would think."
"She'd tell me to help NCIS, Jen. You know that."
"Yeah. All professional, all the time. Make sure you're looking out for . . ." Jen paused, her head down, then looked up and over at Paul. "You know what? Thinking about Herdez and all cleared things up for me. I want you to cooperate with them."
Paul was sure his amazement showed. "Cooperate with the NCIS agents? You mean that? Why?"
"Because of that trust thing. You know how Herdez worked. If she trusted you, she'd keep giving you more to do. Because she knew you'd do it right. Well, I trust you. I trust you to be involved with this. Because I
know
if they try to do to someone else what someone tried to do to me,
you
won't play along. You'll make sure the truth comes out."
Paul looked away, shaking his head. "I'm not perfect, Jen."
And I'm tired of being the guy other people count on to do the right thing. Why can't somebody else do that? Especially when the right thing isn't so obvious
. "What about the guys I work with? I guess just about all of the ones you knew are gone, now. But, still, we're talking about me spying on my fellow officers."
"Two of them, from what you told me."
"Yeah, just two. But it's the act, not how many people are directly affected by it. Would you ever trust another officer if you knew they'd spied on other officers in their wardroom?"
She came close and knelt to look into Paul's eyes. "That'd depend on who and why. Really. Two things, Paul. First, make sure you're protected. Even if you do this, your role doesn't have to be known. Confidential informant, isn't that what they call them? And if all this stuff does is point them at the right target, they won't need you to nail that target. Second thing, I've lost a lot of shipmates. Don't flinch. I'm the one who saw the
Maury
's crew gutted. They died because someone played games with them. Some bureaucrat who wanted to score points by moving a program forward and didn't care what might happen to the sailors on the
Maury
or any other ship. I hate that guy, whoever he or she is. And if there really is somebody selling important classified info to the other side, then they're playing the same kind of games and I want them stopped. Just like you do, because their little game might've caused the deaths of those settlers, and could cause the deaths of others. Including you or me."
"Yeah, exactly that had already occurred to me. But even if there's a chance the one who's accused might be innocent?"
"
You
get in there and
you
make sure their rights are protected, and then
if
the evidence you help find points that way, we'll know. We'll also know if it
doesn't
."
"
Why do I have to do it
?"
Jen eyed him for a long moment, her face close to his, then suddenly grinned. "You big dope. I told you this would happen when you stood up for that idiot Wakeman. I told you everybody would start counting on you to 'do what's right.' You didn't believe me. I was right, wasn't I? Admit it."
"Jen—"
"Admit it."
"Jen—"
"I was right and you were wrong," Jen declared in a mocking sing-song voice.
He wanted to stay mad, wanted to stay frustrated, but started laughing. "Am I ever going to get to be right?"
"I'll think about it." She leaned forward and kissed him, letting the gesture linger. "Too bad you have to get back to your ship in the morning. I could do with a full day of you."
He held her shoulders lightly, smiling back at her. "Having tonight isn't anything to complain about."
"Yeah." She leaned back, letting his hands drop. "First we need to eat."
"Fogarty's?"
"No. Let's just grab some sandwiches from a take-out."
"Okay." Paul paused as they walked toward the nearest take-out, looking at Jen. "Why does this stuff always seem to be my responsibility?"
"Because you keep volunteering."
"I could say no."
Jen shook her head, looking rueful now. "No, you couldn't. Not you."
"You could tell me not to."
This time she cocked her head and regarded him for a moment. "Could I?"
"If anyone could, you could."
"But I won't. Because every time you've taken a stand, Paul Sinclair, you've been right."
He gave her a rueful look back and walked on silently for a while, thinking that the paths of duty shouldn't lead to an assignment on Mars without Jen.
* * *
Special Agent Connally smiled encouragingly. "You made the right decision."
"Yeah. What do I have to do?" Paul felt uncomfortable in the sealed room, as if he were plotting against his friends outside their knowledge. He'd managed to get another officer to cover his duty on the ship for a few hours because he wanted to get this over with as soon as possible. Of course, he'd had to lie about why he needed to be off of the ship, but his fellow officer hadn't noticed. Apparently Paul was a better liar than he'd thought.
"You have to do two things." Connally leaned back and pressed her fingertips together. "First, stay alert for unusual activities by either person of interest. Unusual for you people on the ship, that is."
"So what's unusual?"
Connally looked thoughtful. "Secretive activities. You know, if it becomes apparent they're trying to hide something from the rest of the people on the ship."
"Isn't that going to describe me?" Paul couldn't help asking.
"In a way. Also watch for signs of interest in things they shouldn't be pursuing. Things unrelated to their jobs. Messages they shouldn't have access to. That sort of thing."
Paul rubbed his neck, grimacing. "Brad Pullman's the communications officer now. He could see any message on the ship. And since Commander Moraine is the Operations officer, there's not a lot she couldn't see."
"I understand. That aspect of things is going to be hard. That's why we're asking you to do this other thing." Special Agent Connally held up a small, paper-thin disc. "This, believe it or not, is a wire."
Paul stared at it. "That's it? The entire thing?"
"Yeah. Beautiful, isn't it? Power source, microphone, storage media all in one." She leaned forward and reached inside his uniform to press it against the fabric. "See? It affixes here, under the collar. That's all you have to do. It'll monitor everything you hear for the next twenty four hours."
"Everything?"
Connally laughed. "You don't have to wear it while you're with your girlfriend."
"I've got duty tonight, so I'm stuck on the ship. But that was just one of my areas of concern."
"I can imagine the others. Trust me, there's not a lot we haven't heard. We actually have a very good reason for having you wear it all day on the ship. We want you to forget, as much as you can, that you're wearing it."
Paul brushed his collar near where the wire rested. "I don't see how I could do that."
"Trust me. You'll forget it's there." The NCIS agent brought out a large data pad. "This can't leave our office, so I'll have to ask you to memorize it as much as possible. We'd like you to somehow bring up the following topics while talking to Pullman and Moraine."
Paul took the pad, reading slowly. The topics were fairly predictable, once he thought about it. Money troubles. Recent purchases. Investments and investment advice. Opinions on foreign policy. Opinions on the current political leadership. "I have a little trouble with some of this. It's not illegal to dislike whoever's in the White House and I don't want to entrap someone into violating Article 88 of the Uniform Code."
Connally looked at him in surprise. "Contempt toward Officials? Not a lot of people even know about that one, let alone the right article number."
"I'm my ship's legal officer."
"Oh. In any event, nobody's going to get convicted of that charge nowadays unless they're standing on a mountaintop screaming obscenities and threats. You know that. All we're looking for is motivation."
Paul read the data pad again. "You think somebody would dislike the president enough to spy on their own country?"
"Stranger things have happened," Connally noted dryly. "How well do you know Pullman and Moraine?"
"Do you mean personally?" Paul made a dismissive gesture. "Neither all that well. Both of them just came aboard a little while ago. I knew Brad in school a little, but just sort of in passing."
"Then it might be a little hard to start discussing personal opinions and finances with them. Just do your best."
Paul shook his head. "I'm not a brilliant conversationalist. If I could get someone else to help—"
"No. I'm sorry."
"I'm sure Captain Hayes—"
"That reminds me." Connally leaned forward again, her eyes fixed on Paul. "Don't talk to your captain about this."
Rebellion rose immediately. "I can't do this and not inform my commanding officer!"
"We'll tell him." She must have read Paul's skepticism. "I swear. He'll know this evening. But you can't talk to him about it. Where could you get enough privacy?"
"The captain's cabin. We shut the hatch—."
"There might be a tap in there."
That startled Paul into momentary silence. "Are you serious?"
"Absolutely. There's any number of devices that could be concealed in there and be effectively invisible. We don't know whether or not our target has planted one, and there's no way to sweep the cabin for it without tipping off our target." Connally pointed to Paul's data pad. "Not to belabor the point, but just a reminder to make sure nothing's put in your data pad about this either."
Paul couldn't decide if was unhappier about being asked to spy on his fellow officers or unhappier about the real possibility that one of them was spying on him. "Understood. I guess I just come back here tomorrow and you take the tap off me?"
Connally shook her head. "No. We don't want you coming here too often. That might tip off someone, too. Is there someplace we could meet tomorrow?"
"Sure. A private place?"
"No. Someplace public." Connally smiled. "I'm new up here so I won't be recognized easily as an NCIS agent. And we're old friends! Did I tell you?"
Paul couldn't help smiling back. "Really?"
"Oh, yeah. We go way back. When I see you I'll be sure to stop by and say hi. Might even give you a hug."
"Um . . . I'm engaged."
Connally's eyebrows rose. "Just a hug, Paul. I'm not
that
kind of friend. Or agent. You haven't been watching too many spy movies, have you?"
Paul laughed. "I didn't mean . . . That is, it might attract attention. People might talk about seeing us if you hug me because everyone knows I'm engaged and you're, well, pretty good looking."
"You silver-tongued devil you. And you said you weren't a good conversationalist. Don't worry. Bring your fiancé. It'll be good cover. As far as she's concerned, I'm an old friend, too. She's not obsessively jealous, is she?"
Paul thought about that. "Do comments about ripping my lungs out if I ever cheat on her count?"
"Uh, yeah, but we'll keep this friendly. That's all. Your lungs should be safe."
"One other thing." Paul pointed to where he'd seen her shoulder holster on his earlier visit. "Are you going to have, uh . . ."
Connally frowned, following the line of Paul's finger toward her underarm. Then her expression cleared. "Oh. Am I going to be carrying, do you mean?"
"Carrying?"
"That's what we call it when we've got a sidearm. Yes. I'll be on duty. Don't worry. With my jacket on no one will be able to see I've got a weapon in a shoulder holster."