Alien Child (2 page)

Llipel stepped back. Nita shook the water from herself and then wrung out her long black hair. “You must use care,” Llipel said; she was no longer pulling at her fur, and her dark eyes seemed calmer. “What do you feel now, Nita?” Llipel held out one arm, then touched her furry chest with her hand, as she usually did when she was asking Nita a question.

“I was scared at first,” Nita answered. “But it’s warm, and it felt good, and I got out by myself. I liked it.”

“You liked it.” Llipel’s large black eyes widened, showing her surprise. “You like to feel this water around you?”

“Yes. I wash inside, don’t I?”

Llipel put her hands together, then drew them apart; she was saying, with this gesture, that this was not the same thing as bathing. “You like to move in this water. Perhaps your kind—” The tall, furred creature paused. “You do not enter that water now unless I am near. I do not want harm for you. You will say this.”

Nita pouted. “All right.”

“Say it.” Llipel often asked Nita to state what she would or would not do, as though speaking the words would somehow bind her.

Nita sighed. “I won’t go into the pool unless you’re with me.”

Llipel smoothed the golden fur on her chest, a sign that she was satisfied with the answer. “Remember what you say now, Nita. Forget, and you will have a time without this garden.”

“But you can’t pull me out even when you’re here. You hate water.” Nita giggled. “If you fell in, I’d have to save you.” Her guardian folded her long, thin arms; she did not seem amused.

The gardener, one of the squat, domed machines that took care of the garden, was tending a small flower bed, pulling out weeds with its clawed metal limbs. Another machine, with a wide scoop and blade, clipped the grass. Nita had often watched the two robots at their work, wishing that she could float over the ground as they did when they were moving.

She ran toward the mower and halted in front of it. The robot stopped, then moved to her right. She stepped to one side, blocking the machine again; the mower floated backward, then moved to her left.

“What are you doing?” Llipel asked. “It cannot do its work if you are in its way.”

“I’m just playing.”

“It is not a thing for play.”

Nita made a face at the mower, then looked around for the gardener. That robot was now floating along a path that led to the west wing; she wondered if it was going to get itself repaired. Even though she had never seen it, she knew that there was a room in the west wing where another machine tended to the robots. She began to follow the gardener. Llipel had never allowed her to enter the west wing, and the doors leading into it never opened while Nita was in the garden. Perhaps one door would open this time, allowing her to follow the robot inside and meet the one who lived in the west wing’s rooms.

Llare was there, another being like Llipel. But Llipel never visited her companion; Nita wondered why. She glanced at the windows, wishing that she could see through them from this side, but they had mirrored surfaces like the windows in the east wing, where she lived with Llipel; she could see out of them, but could not look through them when she was in the garden.

The gardener settled down on the path, a few paces from the door. Nita hurried to its side. She had never seen Llare here; was Llipel’s companion afraid of the outdoors? Llare would be safe enough in the garden, which was completely enclosed. In addition to the east and west wings, hallways leading to a high tower bordered the garden on the south side. To the north, there was a long, metallic wall without windows; behind that wall lay the place Llipel called the cold room.

A furred hand suddenly gripped her shoulder. “Where do you go now?” Llipel asked.

“Why can’t I see the west wing? You never let me.”

“You cannot go there. It is Llare’s place. We have another place.”

“But why can’t I see it?”

“It is not time. You are not authorized, and these doors do not open to you.” Llipel touched the silver rectangle she wore on a chain around her neck; this was her authorization. The rectangle allowed Nita’s guardian to pass through any door, to go where she liked. She could order certain doors not to open to Nita if she misbehaved, or command the screens and voices inside not to discuss certain matters with her. It did not seem fair that Llipel was authorized, while Nita wasn’t.

“You can open the door for me,” Nita said.

“That is Llare’s place. It is not a time for togetherness. Come away now.”

Nita followed her guardian back to the pool. She would have to obey, or Llipel might make her go inside.

Llipel had taken care of her for as long as Nita could remember. But she was beginning to realize that her guardian did not see things in quite the way Nita did. Llipel said that there was a time for certain questions and answers, while Nita seemed to have questions all the time.

She sat down near the edge of the pool, lowered her feet into the water, then glanced back at Llipel. Her guardian seemed curious enough about some matters; Llipel was always questioning the screens. Nita kept wondering what lay outside, beyond her home, but whenever she asked Llipel about it, she was always told that there would be time enough to learn about that. Perhaps when she was older, she would become more like Llipel and would be able to view the world as she did.

Nita turned and gazed longingly toward the west wing, then looked away.

2

Nita’s home was called the Kwalung-Ibarra Institute. The faces she
saw on the screens and the voices she heard when the faces moved their mouths usually referred to
her home only as “the Institute,” although occasionally they used the longer term. The faces would
answer some questions if she asked them clearly, but when she first asked about kwalungs and
ibarras, the face staring out at her seemed puzzled.

“Kwalung,” she said, wondering if she was saying the word properly. She had noticed by then that Llipel sometimes did not pronounce words in quite the way the faces did. Nita could usually repeat the words she heard with little trouble, while Llipel often struggled with unfamiliar sounds. That might be because Llipel’s mouth was small and her teeth sharp and pointed; her words usually had a slurred, whistling sound. She often relied on a few gestures Nita had learned to interpret in order to make her speech more easily understood.

“Ibarra,” Nita continued. “What’s a kwalung? What is an ibarra?”

“I see,” the face on the small screen above her answered. “You mean
who
are Kwalung and Ibarra. I’ll show them to you.”

Nita had climbed up on a chair near the screen in order to see it more clearly; she craned her neck as other images appeared. Kwalung turned out to be a face with long, straight, black hair and almond-shaped brown eyes, while Ibarra was a fiercer face with heavy brows and dark hair. “The woman is Dr. Kwalung Chun, and the man is Dr. Ferdinand Ibarra. They founded the Institute.”

“I knew that,” Llipel said behind her. “You did not have to ask the screen.”

Nita had learned earlier from the faces what a man was and what a
woman was. She had never seen very much of their bodies, which were hidden by coverings of various
colors, but had been shown some anatomical images. One referred to a man as “he” and to a woman as
“she.” Nita, apparently, was a “she,” even though her body lacked the protuberances she had noticed
on the chests of the women. She had always thought of Llipel as a “she,” perhaps because her high,
soft voice resembled those of the female faces; now she wondered.

She climbed down from the chair and walked over to the table on which Llipel was sitting. Her guardian’s chest was flat; her long arms and legs seemed almost boneless and were thinner than Nita’s limbs. Her body was covered by short golden fur; her six-fingered hands bore tiny claws instead of nails, as did her toes. Her large black eyes were the most prominent feature on her round furry face.

“What are you?” Nita asked.

Llipel motioned with one hand. “I do not understand.”

“Are you a he or a she?”

“It does not seem to apply. What do you think?”

Nita frowned. “I think you’re like me. But I don’t know.”

“Does it matter? A he or a she—they are all one kind. This difference has something to do with how your kind brings young into the world. It does not seem to apply to me. You may call me what you like.” Llipel gestured to her. “What is that you hold?”

Nita held out her hand, showing her guardian the metal object. “I found it before, in a drawer. The screen called it scissors.”

“What does it do?”

“It cuts things.” She had already found that out from the screen. “Watch.” She pulled a lock of her dark, curly hair over her face, then cut it off.

“Your head fur—do you want it removed that way?”

Nita nodded. Llipel’s fur never seemed to need trimming, while her own hair had become an unruly mass reaching to her waist.

“Come closer, then,” Llipel said. “I will learn how to use the scissors.”

Nita climbed up onto the table and nestled near Llipel, welcoming the feel of her guardian’s fur. It seemed unfair that she would never have such fur on her own body when she was older, that she would be like the ones inside the screen, with bare skin and a harder, more clipped voice.

Nita had once thought of the faces as people who lived inside the screens, who looked out at her through the windows of inaccessible rooms. She learned in time that the faces were only images and not people like her, although it was easy to forget that when she spoke to them. On the small screens, she saw only faces; on the large screens, which took up nearly the space of a wall, she could almost believe that the man or woman there might suddenly stride into the room.

The images were, it seemed, of people who had once been at the Institute. She was soon favoring two images, one of a woman called Beate and the other of a man named Ismail. Beate had short fair hair that reminded Nita of Llipel’s fur; Ismail had friendly dark eyes and a broad, smiling face. She learned that she could call them up by name, and was soon speaking to them more often than to others.

“Why are you there?” she had asked Ismail.

“I’m not sure I understand your question, Nita.”

“Why do I see you in the screen?”

Ismail’s brow wrinkled a little. “You know of the artificial intelligence that cares for this facility, don’t you?”

Nita nodded. The intelligence’s circuits were embedded in the walls and floors of the Institute. Through the robots, the artificial intelligence maintained the Institute and the garden; she knew that this mind could see and hear whatever the robots perceived while it was directing them.

The mind, however, had other eyes and ears and could watch and listen through the screens in the halls and rooms of the Institute. Knowing this made Nita try to behave, most of the time, since Llipel, who was authorized, could ask the mind to present a visual record of anything Nita did.

“The mind has memories of those who were once here,” Ismail continued. “It uses these memories to make the images you see. I am the image of the man who was Ismail, but you’re speaking to the mind when you speak to me.”

“Then you aren’t real.”

“I’m an image, a representation of Ismail, but I’m not the man. Some preferred to see an image when addressing the mind, rather than hearing a voice from a blank screen. The mind draws on its memories to create such a face.”

She felt a twinge of disappointment; she would have been happier to think of him as real, even if the screen would always separate them.

She had another question for Ismail. “Why are there markings on the doors here? What are they for?”

“They’re letters, Nita. They spell out words. Each letter is a symbol standing for one of the sounds you make when you speak. If you learn how to read them, you’ll see what the words say.”

She wondered why Llipel had never told her this. “Can Llipel read them?”

“No,” Ismail replied.

“Why not?”

“It was hard for Llipel to learn how to speak this language. She never asked about reading.”

“Maybe she didn’t think it was a time to learn it,” Nita muttered. She could learn something her guardian did not know; that thought cheered her. “I want to learn, though.”

“Then we shall begin.”

Reading became a new game. With a flat, portable screen she could hold in her lap, Nita learned to read letters and then groups of words. Other games involved numbers and ways to manipulate them.

She was soon able to read the words on the doors of the rooms in which she and Llipel lived. The room where they slept, with its long couch, chairs, and wide desk, had a sign saying ADMINISTRATOR, DEPARTMENT OF EMBRYOLOGY on the door. The room with a row of sinks, mirrors, and stalls was called WOMEN, while a similar room was called MEN. Nita washed and relieved herself in both rooms, as Llipel had taught her to do, although she still needed a chair to climb up to the sinks. Other rooms where she played were called CONFERENCE ROOM; ADMINISTRATIVE ASSISTANT, PRENATAL SERVICES; DIRECTOR, CYTOLOGY DEPARTMENT; ASSISTANT DIRECTOR, CRYONICS; INSTITUTE PERSONNEL ONLY, and other such mysterious terms.