Ally and Jake (5 page)

Smack! Smack! Smack!

Ally started kicking her feet. Her breath
came
in gulping sobs as Jake continued to spank her, his hand heavy, landing without hesitation on her poor bottom.

“And I will do this every time I hear you putting yourself down.”

He gave her four more
hard spanks
. By this time, Ally had wished she’d never opened her mouth. Why hadn’t she just sat on his lap?

“So, Ally, I want you to tell me why you were punished.”

Jake always required this of her. And he kept her over his lap until she gave him a satisfactory answer.
His hand rested on her bottom, an ominous reminder that he could very quickly resume her spanking if he didn’t like her answer.

Ally sniffled miserably.
“For calling myself heavy.”

“And why do I object to that?”

“Because I’m putting myself down
,” she replied.
“A
nd you won’t let anyone, including me, put me down.”

“Good girl
,” he praised her.
“
Now I want you to stand up.”

Jake helped her up.

             
“Strip,
”
he ordered.

“W-what?” she stuttered in shock.

“I said strip. I want to see my gorgeous body
,” his voice was darker, deeper, filled with intimacy. “
I want to see those beautiful breasts, that small waist, your pretty pussy. I want to see it all.”

“B-but, Jake,” she protested. He’d seen her naked before, plenty of times. But somehow this was different. It was as though she was on show.

“You seem to be under the misconception that you
have a choice about this, love,” he said not unkindly.
“
You don’t. Strip for me now.”
H
er stomach flutter
ed
and she found herself pulling off her t-shirt
, leaving
her
only in her bra
. Her pants and panties already lay on the floor
.

“All of it, Ally
,” Jake growled.
“
I won’t tell you again. And you won’t like it if I
do it
.”

Ally reached behind her back and unhooked her bra, pulling it o
ff her large breasts
. They were too
big
,
too
cumbersome. Lyle had once likened them to cow’s udders. But when
Jake stared at them with such heat in his eyes she could
almost believe them beautiful.

“Simply perfect. I don’t see enough of them, you know. I’m
thinking
that you need to be naked far more often. Having you greet me at the end of the day without a stitch of clothing on, yes, that would be a truly wonderful way to come home.”

She flushed with a mi
x of arousal and embarrassment.

Jake continued to stare at her, his gaze caressing and thorough.
Thank God she’d shaved that morning, her legs and her pussy were both smooth
.

She stood, her gaze downcast. Jake was silent and she shifted awkwardly, wondering what he was thinking. Finally, she raised her eyes to stare at him. He was watching her, his eyes locked on her body, his breath coming quickly.

“You make me hard so quickly, beautiful girl. Turn around for me.”

He made a circling motion with his hand. Ally turned around, trying not to think of the cellulite that covered her thighs and ass.

“Ahh, pretty in pink.
Look at me
, Ally girl.”

She turned back to look at him.

“Tell me what you like about your body.”

Ally
jolted in shock, staring at
him. This, she hadn’t expected.
“Umm.”

“
It’s
not a hard question. I’ll make it easier, though, I’ll start first. I love
your
creamy, smooth skin. I e
specially love the way it your
cheeks grow pink, at both ends.”

She blushed, realizing he was talking about her ass during a spanking.

“I love that you have curves. T
hat I can hold you without being scared you’ll break. The way your waist curves in makes me incredibly hot. And those breasts, well, I could stare at them
all day without growing bored. Of course
I’d be rather uncomfortable.” He shifted around on the sofa and she immediately stared at his crotch. His cock was pressing against his trousers.

“And
that pussy, well, I don’t even know
where to start.
It’s a piece of art. You taste divine, your scent out of this world. I love burying my face between your legs and feasting to my heart’s content.
Kneel, baby.”

She gazed at him for a long moment, then knelt less than gracefully on the floor.

“Back straight, gaze to the floor. I want your hands resting on your thighs, palms up. Lovely. Now spread your legs.”

Spread her legs? Was he mad? He’d see everything. Sure
,
he’d seen it all before, but this was more open, she’d be on display.

“Ally,” he said warningly.
“
I’m waiting.”

She had to be brave. This was what Jake wanted. Needed. He’d done so much for her this was the least she could do.

Ally
moved
her thighs apart.

“Wider. I want to see everything.”

Could a person die of embarrassment?

But she slid
her thighs
wide apart, blushing wildly, knowing he could see every part of her. Ally knew it was stupid to be embarrassed. As a little girl, Jake saw every part of her, hell, he often examined that part of her close up and in great detail.

But sitting there, showing it to him, she felt
indescribably
vulnerable and ridiculously aroused.

“Now that is the prettiest pussy I have ever had the pleasure to see. Are you wet, baby?”

“Jake,” she squealed. What had come over him? Sure, he liked to take charge in the bedroom, and everywhere else, but he usually wasn’t this-this explicit, this dirty.

Truthfully, she
kind of liked it.

“Run your fingers through your folds, show me
how wet you are
. Now, Ally.”

That voice, so dark, deep and strict.

She could do
nothing else but obey. Ally
slowly dropped her hand to her mound, pushing the tips of two fingers through her wet folds. She shuddered, need racing through her, it wouldn’t take much
,
just a few flicks of her fingers over her clit and she would come.

“Don’t even think about it,” Jake said sternly. “You come, little one, and you will find yourself bound to my bed with a plug up your scarlet bottom. Understand?”

She nodded. “Yes, sir,” she said breathlessly.

“Now come here and let me taste you.” He placed a cushion on the floor between his spread legs. Ally stood and walked over, kneeling on the cushion. She held her fingers up. Jake leaned down and sucked them into his mouth. Ally whimpered as the sensation replicated itself on her clit.

Her body trembled, her pussy weeping.

“Delicious. Look at me, Ally.”

She stared up into his eyes, saw the loving concern there. “Ally, why do you think the nightmares have started again?”

She swallowed h
eavily. He wanted to talk now? W
hen her body was on fire and her mind was mush? When all she could think of was easing the arou
sal thrumming through her veins?

“I-I don’t know.”

“That’s twenty swats,” he said sternly.
“
I don’t like to be lied to, baby. If that’s the path you’re going to take, then your bottom’s going to pay the price.”

Damn. Twenty on top of her already hot bottom?

She licked her lips. Shoot, what to do?

“Five more. Answer me.”

“I, well, I don’t really know. I just
…
you know that Lyle, he never really liked the way I looked. He was quite critical. I never dressed right or wore my hair right, my boobs were to
o big
, my thighs pudgy. He was always telling me to lose weight
, that-that I wasn’t attractive enough for him.”

This was so humiliating. She’d talked to the
therapist
about this, but never laid it all out with Jake.

“That bastard,” Jake said in a deadly voice
, his eyes flashing with anger
. “If I ever get my hands on him
…
”

“Well, hopefully we
’ll never see him again.” At the moment
was still in prison, serving a t
hree
year sentence.

“Why did you never tell me all this?”
Jake asked, looking a little hurt.

She dropped her head. “I was too ashamed. H
e’d treated me like shit and I
let him. It’s humiliating. I should have been stronger, I should be stronger now
. I
t’s been nearly two years. Why do I still feel this way? Why do I still let him get to me? I look at myself in the mirror and I see this fat, wimpy person staring back and I hear his voice in my head. Sometimes I hate myself, I just want to be beautiful and thin and loved.”

“You are all those things, Ally. I don’t know what you see when you look in the mirror because when I look at you I see the most gorgeous woman in the world and I wouldn’t change one little bit of her. I see someone who is generous and kind and sweet. I see the woman I love. And the woman I
am constantly hard for
. And sometimes I see the little girl
who I adore, who I want to take care of and protect, just as I do the older Ally.”

“I think my nightmares are being triggered by my insecurities over my weight, my looks
,” she admitted.
“
Sometimes I’m scared you’ll wake up and realize I’m not good enough for you.”

“Ally, look
at me.”

She stared up at him miserably.

“That’s the stupidest thing I ever heard. Not good enough for me? Hell, I wake up every morning thanking God for you. And Kevin, I thank him every day for you. My life was meaningless before you, Ally. I was lost, I had no real purpose. I lived for my work and nothing else. Then this amazing, gorgeous woman walked into my life
and turned it upside down. Now
I couldn’t imagine my life without you. You’re everything. Don’t you understand that?”

Tears welled in her eyes. “I love you,” she whispered.

“I love you
,
too. So much.”

“Now, what are we going to do about these worries of yours?”
he asked.

“I don’t know,” she sighed miserably. “I know I’m
overweight, but whatever I do, however I try to diet
,
I can’t lose any
weight
.
I try and I try, but I fail every time
.
”

“This is my fault,” he spoke quietly but she heard him and sat back in surprise.

“Your fault? No, this is not your fault.
It’s Lyle’s.
”

“
No, Lyle started this off, but I haven’t stopped it.
I
should’ve been paying more attention to your eating habits. This obsession needs to stop, it’s not healthy. I’m g
oing to be
paying even
close
r
attention to your health from now on.
” His voice was resolute, firm and she
knew
he meant every word.

“You’re going to put me on a diet?” she asked in a small voice
, unsure how she felt about that
.

“No!” His voice was shocked. “Hell no! There will be no dieting in this house, no talk of being fat or
overweight. But I will insist that you eat
properly, miss
,
and I will be ensuring that you are healthy.
And I really
think
that
seeing a
therapist
would be a
good idea.
A therapist who
deals with eating disorders.
”

Ally immediately shook her head. “
I don’t have an
eating disorder.
”

“Ally
, you
need to
talk about your weight
issues
. And I’m worried
about these thoughts of yours. I’m worried
that you might be heading towards
an eating disorder
.
I want you
to consider it.”