Alphas - Origins (8 page)

“Couple of weeks. Maybe longer. Depends on how quickly you deal with my venom.”

“Why?”

“Because too much of my toxin at once will kill you.”

She remembered his explanation from the night before. “You said your venom hurts you. Does it hurt now?”

He nodded.

“Always?”

Lucas looked at her. “Always. Worse after I am injured and much worse after I phase out of the attack variant. Sometimes I have seizures after phasing out.”

If he hurt always, he would have to feed always . . . “How often do you . . .”

As if reading her thoughts, he shrugged. “Once the optimal ratio of my venom to your hormones is reached in my blood, I'll need to feed every three weeks to maintain it. I won't be drinking as much as the last time. Come on. You need a shower and I need to sit down.”

He stepped out of her way. During the day she had used the bathroom in the hallway, near the kitchen. She had assumed this one would be the same.

A room almost as big as the bedroom itself greeted her. A dark green hot tub was sunk into the sealed wooden floor. Beyond it a shower stall stretched the entire length of the wall. Its frame matched the hot tub, but the stall itself consisted of wide, dark green panels, either glass or plastic, thick and frosted from the inside. Lucas hadn't lied—he might be able to discern her shadow, but that was about it. To the right was another stall, which she assumed hid the toilet, next to a large sink.

Lucas flipped a switch on the wall and the hot tub jets started, whipping the water into froth.

The shower called to Karina. To go on and disrobe while he was in the tub was insane, but she was covered in food and his scent from the previous night still stained her skin. She could wash him off.

Karina bit her lip and slipped past Lucas to the shower. She closed the door and saw a latch. Relief flooded her. She could lock herself in and for a few minutes pretend she was safe. She slid the latch closed and almost cried.

The shower stall was divided into a dressing area and the shower itself, separated by a curtain. Karina dug into the pocket of her jeans and fished out the knife. The blade seemed so small compared to Lucas. If she stuck it into his back, he might not even notice. She put it on the small metal shelf next to the soap and, pulled off her clothes, dropping them into a rumpled pile on the bench. An array of shampoo bottles and soaps waited her selection. She took the bottle with the picture of a green apple on the side, picked up a bar of soap at random, and stepped into the shower. Jets surrounded her on three sides. She turned the big wheel of the faucet and a wide sheet of water spilled on her from above in a warm, soothing waterfall. She dropped the shampoo and the soap. All around her water sprayed and cascaded, drenching her, washing away the scent of warm copper. She stepped into the deluge, closed her eyes, and swayed.

*   *   *

Lucas slid into the hot water. He liked it near scalding. It wasn't quite hot enough, but it was getting there. The currents pummeled his body. He switched the two nearest jets off. The sharp claws of pain that scraped his ribs dulled to a low ache as he healed. His right arm still throbbed. Daniel was getting stronger.

One day one of them would get careless and they might finish each other off. Lucas closed his eyes and submerged. There were worse ways to go than being killed by your brother.

The rage that had driven him these past few days was gone, burned out in an adrenaline rush of violence.

He came up for air and settled with his head on the ledge, positioned in the dip of the shelf, the only place he could sit with the water lapping at his neck.

So tired . . .

The healing was draining his inner resources and he felt thin and weak, as if all of his muscles were a threadbare shirt hanging off his bones. From here he could see the door and the shower stall. She was in there. Naked. Wet. A fruity synthetic scent teased him—she was washing her hair. He pictured her body under the water, her hands sliding over her breasts and down . . .

A dull thud made him lift his head. In the shower, a dark shadow slumped, pressed against the glass.

It had hit her finally. He'd waited the whole day for it.

Lucas climbed out of the hot tub. The shower-stall door was locked. He hit it with his palm and the lock popped open. Karina lay curled in a corner of the shower, a small wet clump. Her legs shivered. Her skin had gained a pale, almost gray tint. He scooped her off the floor.

“No,” she stuttered. Her lips had turned blue. Not a good sign.

He bent down. She lashed out. He caught a glint of metal and pulled back, letting the knife blade miss him. Where had she even gotten one? Ah, yes. The kitchen. He plucked the knife out of her fingers and picked her up off the floor.

“No.” She pushed against his chest.

“Shhh,” he told her. “I'm not going to hurt you.”

He carried her out. Her wet skin was ice-cold against his.

She fought him even as he climbed into the tub and lowered her onto the shelf, sinking her up to her chin in the hot water. “Let me go . . .”

Afraid to agitate her any further, he put the full width of the tub between them, giving her room. No need to strain her. If she passed out, the chances of her survival would drop to almost nothing.

It took a full three minutes before her teeth stopped chattering. She looked at him. “Everything hurts.”

“Your body is reacting to the venom,” he said. “Hot water will help. It soothes the muscles. It's normal.” Technically everything he said was true. He just didn't go into the rest of the details. Not yet.

A short bitter laugh slipped from her lips. “Normal? Nothing about this is normal.”

True. Not for her anyway. For him, it was business as usual. “Thirsty?”

“Yes.”

He waded through the tub, reached for the small fridge beside it, and extracted a bottle of water.

She took the bottle, clamped the plastic cap in her teeth, twisted it off, and drank, draining nearly a third in a single long draft.
That's it . . . Drink, Karina.

He recalled Galatea's first time. She'd known exactly what would happen. She had been raised for precisely this purpose: to support him. And she loathed him for it. Hate would've been too personal of a word; he didn't rank that high in her mental roster. Galatea hated the family; she hated Arthur because he was in charge; but Lucas she merely despised, disgusted by his touch. The older he got, the more he realized that sex with him was her way of revenge. In feeding he dominated her and she had no choice but to submit. In bed, for a few fleeting moments Galatea dominated him. That first time, when she cried and screamed as her body struggled with its initial dose of his venom, he had tried to hold her. She was so pretty, so fragile . . . He didn't want to break her. She had sensed that small spark of compassion in him, clutched on to it, and twisted it, used it against him again and again, until finally he could stand it no longer. Living with Galatea meant fighting a constant war. Living with Karina so far was like sparring with an honest fighter. She defied him, but she would never stick a knife in his back. She would try to stab him in plain view.

Lucas sank down into the water and closed his eyes. Thinking about Galatea left a foul taste in his mind. His ribs ached again. Drowsiness came, threatening to smother his mind like a heavy blanket.

Karina's voice tugged on him before he passed out. “Why are you being nice to me?”

“‘Nice' isn't in my vocabulary. I'm just tired.”

“Your ribs are bruised.”

“Daniel.”

“I didn't see him hit you.”

“He doesn't have to. I'm a Demon, and he's an Acoustic. He can mimic voices and wrench the bones from my body with a focused sound wave.” He raised his arms and stood up, showing her the long angry welts outlining his ribs. “If he really pushed, you'd see bone shards puncturing the skin.”

She stared at him in horrified silence. He sank back down and closed his eyes.

“Why do you fight like that?” she asked.

“There's no single reason. Sometimes he doesn't like something I've done. Sometimes I do it because he annoys me.”

“What about today?”

Lucas sighed. She wouldn't let him be. “Today we fought because Daniel argued with Arthur. Daniel wants to evacuate. Arthur doesn't. Daniel insisted and Arthur bruised his pride. I took Arthur's side. Evacuating the base is costly. One scout isn't reason enough to do it. It's a bad sign—we had seen scouts before in the neighboring fragments, but never this close. But we can't just run at the first hint of trouble.”

She frowned. “So twisting bones out of your sockets is the way he demonstrates his displeasure at being pushed around?”

“Pretty much. Daniel wants to be taken seriously. So I treated him as a serious threat and made a big production of it. I was a substitute fight. What he really wanted was a shot at Arthur, which I can't let him take, because Arthur will kill him.” Lucas thought of leaving it at that, but something nagged him to explain. “It's complicated. We live by different rules. In your other life, people undergo strict social conditioning that evolved over hundreds of years. They grow up in relative safety and under constant supervision. Parents, schools, peers—all of their interactions fine-tune their behavior until they are . . .”

“Safe?” she suggested.

“Socialized. But Daniel and I grew up as outcasts, with only the extremes of our behavior corrected—so we don't murder someone whenever the urge strikes us. Our interactions are simpler than yours, less layered and closer to . . .” Lucas grappled for the right word. When it came to him, he didn't like it. “Animals. Both of us reached sexual maturity a while ago. We have a strong urge to mate and have our own territory, our own families, and separate lives. Instead we're stuck with each other, in this house, with an illusion of privacy and an excess of aggression. And now there is you. Daniel doesn't really want you for your own sake. He wants you because he views me as competition and now I have something he doesn't. I am the only consequence he fears. He's hostile and defensive, and Arthur made him sit down and shut up today. Daniel had to vent and I'm the only one who would put up with it.”

“Why?” she asked softly.

“Because he is my brother.”

There was a tiny pause. “But he is not a Demon like you.”

“Different fathers,” he told her. “All of us within the House of Daryon carry genes from many different subspecies. Our mother was a Demon. My father was a normal human. Daniel's father was a powerful Acoustic. We both played the genetic lottery and got different prizes.”

He left out rape, imprisonment, and murder. It sounded much better this way.

“Did Daniel hoard food as a child?”

She was perceptive. He would have to remember that. “Yes.”

“And you took care of him?”

“Yes.” Because nobody else would.

“Why doesn't he just leave?” she asked. “Why don't you? You don't seem to like living here.”

“Because we have a job to do. We guard you from genocide.” The mission overrode everything. A logical part of him assured Lucas that life outside of the original mandate existed. He just couldn't picture himself living it. “As long as we exist, you survive.”

“I don't understand.”

He sighed. This was another long explanation and he had no energy for it today. Nor did he want to shock her again. She'd been through enough. “Monsters exist. They call themselves Ordinators. They want to kill people like you. Normal ordinary people. We exist to keep them from succeeding. That's all there is to it.”

“But what do they want?”

“They want you to die.”

“Why do they hate us so much?”

He sighed. “They don't hate you. They simply want you not to be. It's a genetic cleansing, a mass extermination. They view the current situation as a mistake, which they're trying to correct. They feel that they are ordained to take your place. Subspecies 61, the ‘normal' human, has no value to them, except maybe as an occasional food source in a pinch.”

“They're cannibals?” Her voice spiked a little.

“Only some of them. I meant a food resource for their war animals. Do you know what a daeodon is?”

“No.”

“It's a nasty breed of entelodon, a prehistoric boar. Picture a predatory pig, twelve feet long, seven feet tall at the shoulder, jaws like a crocodile. It eats anything, and once you mess with its genetics, it gets smart and breeds fast. They need a lot of meat.”

When he opened his eyes, he found her looking at him. Karina sat submerged so deeply, only her face floated above the water. Warm color had returned to her cheeks. Her hair, slicked by the shower, swirled in the roiling water.

Mmmmm. Mine.

Lucas could reach out and pull her to him and run his hands up and down her body, to feel the heavy fullness of her breasts, the curve of her ass . . . If it wasn't for fatigue, and the fact that she trusted him, anchoring him to the spot, he might have done it.

His thoughts must've reflected on his face, because she pulled as far from him as the tub would allow. A haunted look claimed her face, sharpening her features. Like a stray dog, he thought, shivering, scared, and ready to bite. He held the key to her: turn it one way and break her; turn it the other and the pressure would ease. He'd been just like that a few years ago. The memory of being scared of everyone was still fresh.

“You know I can't stop you. What consequences do you fear?” Karina asked.

“Right now I just don't want to fight with you,” Lucas said. “I fight with Arthur, with Daniel, with Henry. I'm tired.” And he wanted her to stop jerking back every time he looked at her. It made him feel like he was a monster and he had enough help with that already.

“If you want peace, let me have Emily.”