Amnesia (12 page)

“Mr. Cortez, what are you doing here?”

Wearing faded blue jeans, a beige turtleneck sweater and a brown leather jacket, he didn’t look like a wealthy lawyer. But even in casual attire, he possessed an aura of power and strength. And danger.

“I thought we needed to talk,” he said. “After we settled things with Griffin Powell last night, you rushed off in quite a hurry before we had a chance to discuss the situation.”

Go away. Leave me alone. I don’t want to see you or talk to you or think about you
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“There isn’t anything to discuss,” she said. “Not until Mr. Powell has some information for us.”

“May I come in?” he asked.

“I don’t see the need. Besides, I’m expecting company any minute now.”

“This shouldn’t take long. What if I come in and stay until your company shows up? Then I’ll leave.”

He wasn’t going to take no for an answer. It was that plain and simple. Short of slamming the door in his face—which is probably what she should do—her only alternative was to give him what he wanted.

“Very well, Mr. Cortez, you may come in for a few minutes.”

As he entered the apartment, he paused and their gazes locked. “I thought we agreed last night that you’d call me Quinn.”

Heat suffused her, warming her from head to toe. “Please, come in, Quinn.”

“Thank you, Ms. Vanderley.”

When he smiled at her, the bottom dropped out of her stomach. Dear God, had she gone so long without a man that she had become little more than a bitch in heat? What was wrong with her? She never—not ever!—reacted this way to a man.

Annabelle cleared her throat. “Would you care for something to drink? I just made a fresh pot of chocolate caramel coffee.”

“Yes, thanks. That sounds good.”

“Please, have a seat.” Annabelle all but ran from the room, glad for any excuse to get away from Quinn.

While safe in the kitchen, she grasped the edge of the tile countertop and closed her eyes.
Get control of yourself. And do it now
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She took her time preparing his coffee, calling out once to inquire about sugar and cream. He took his coffee black.

When she reentered the living room, she found him sitting on the sofa, looking like he belonged there. He exuded an air of confidence as if he controlled the world and everyone in it.

Instead of handing him the cup of coffee, she placed it on a coaster atop the cocktail table. No need to risk their hands accidentally touching. She sat across from him in one of two straight back wooden chairs that doubled as dining chairs and matched the small dining table in front of the windows.

“I don’t bite,” he told her, glancing pointedly at the sofa cushions where he had apparently thought she would sit. “At least not without an invitation.”

“Do you find that comment amusing?”

“You really are uptight, aren’t you, honey?”

“I am not your honey.”

“Do you dislike me because you think I killed Lulu? Or do you object to the fact she and I were lovers? Or is there another reason…a more personal reason?”

Annabelle jumped up, balled her hands into tight fists and kept her arms straight down on either side of her body. “Why are you really here, Mr. Cortez? You know as well as I do that we have nothing to say to each other. I agreed to become partners with you in hiring Mr. Powell because I believed doing so would be the lesser of two evils. But let’s get something straight—I do not want to become better acquainted with you. I do not want to be your friend or your lover.”

He rose from the sofa in one quick, fluid move. Annabelle gasped when he rounded the coffee table and came over to her before she realized his intent. Nervous and taken by surprise, she tried to retreat, only to encounter the chair behind her. The backs of her thighs hit the wooden edge.

She shook her head and held up a restraining hand. He was close. Too close. She couldn’t breathe.

“What makes you think I want to be your friend…or your lover?” His black eyes bored into her. “My God, you’re afraid of me, aren’t you?”

Annabelle’s pulse pounded. “Why shouldn’t I be afraid? After all, you might have killed Lulu.”

A mocking smile played at the corners of Quinn’s mouth. “No, that’s not it. You’re not afraid of me because you think I might be a murderer. You’re afraid of something else.”

“Don’t be absurd.”

He reached out toward her. Shivering, she stood her ground, despite wishing she could bolt and run. When his fingertips touched her cheek, she gasped.

“You shouldn’t believe everything you hear about me.” He caressed her cheek. “I know I have a reputation where the ladies are concerned, but I can assure you that I’ve never forced myself on an unwilling woman.”

“I—I haven’t heard anything about you. I don’t know your reputation.”

“Believe me, Ms. Vanderley, I don’t want anything from
you except your cooperation. And maybe your trust.” He eased his hand down her throat, allowing his thumb to skim her bottom lip before resting on her chin. “Work with me to find Lulu’s killer. I need for you to believe I’m innocent.”

She felt as if she were suffocating. “We are working together. We hired Mr. Powell jointly.”

When Quinn removed his hand and stepped backward, Annabelle drew in a deep, cleansing breath, then let it out on a long, rushed sigh.

“I think we can help Powell and the police if we put our heads together and try to figure out who might have had a motive for wanting Lulu dead. You’re a member of her family and I’m a member of her social set. The two of us probably know most of the people in Lulu’s life.”

“What you say makes sense,” she told him. “But I have no reason to trust you. You could be using me, knowing that as the Vanderley family representative if I believe you didn’t kill Lulu, then the media and even the police might—”

“Tell the damn police that you think I might be guilty. Call a press conference and tell the media you think I killed Lulu.” He grabbed her by the shoulders and shook her. None too gently. Fear raced through her at breakneck speed. “If that’s what you want to do, then do it.”

He released her so quickly she almost lost her balance and just barely managed to keep herself from falling backward onto the chair.

“I came here hoping—hell, I don’t know what I was hoping. I must have been out of my mind to think you’d give me a chance.” Quinn strode toward the door.

Annabelle cried out his name silently, inside her mind.
Quinn, don’t go. Stay. I want to believe you didn’t kill Lulu. I want to trust you
.

After opening the door, he paused and glanced over his shoulder. “You said you didn’t want to be my friend or my lover. That’s your loss, honey. I make a good friend. Ask any of my friends and they’ll tell you that I’m loyal to a fault. I stand by my friends and would do anything for them.” He
narrowed his gaze, raking her with a contemptuous glance. “And if I ever became your lover, I’d satisfy you the way no man ever has.”

Annabelle stood there, her eyes wide and her mouth agape as Quinn walked out of her apartment and disappeared down the hall.

Quinn zipped his Porsche along the street, forcing himself to go no more than five miles over the speed limit. The last thing he needed was to be stopped by the police. He’d had his fill of the Memphis PD, especially Sergeant George. As he’d exited Annabelle’s apartment building, he caught a glimpse of the pretty boy cop heading for the elevator. They’d barely missed running into each other.

So that was the company she’d been expecting. Even if Annabelle thought the sergeant’s visit pertained to nothing more than official police business, Quinn knew better. Nobody with eyes in his head could have missed the way Sergeant George had looked at Annabelle yesterday. As if she were a Christmas present he couldn’t wait to unwrap. But who could blame him? The lady projected a hands-off attitude that a man couldn’t help but take as a challenge.

Was that why he’d gone to see her today? Maybe. Probably. What’s that old saying about a leopard not changing his spots? He’d been a ladies’ man since reaching puberty. Was it his fault that the opposite sex found him irresistible? It was that combination of Mexican and Irish genes that gave him his rugged good looks, just about the only good thing he’d inherited from his parents. Having been jerked up by
the hair of his head instead of being raised properly had made him a bad boy. And women loved bad boys. Every damn one of them thought they’d be the woman to tame him.

Quinn had some regrets, things he’d done that he wished he hadn’t. And a few things he hadn’t done that he wished he had. But for the most part, he didn’t look back. For years he’d looked to the future as he scratched and clawed his way out of the gutter. Money and power were his gods. Romancing the ladies was his hobby.

If he was arrested for Lulu’s murder, everything he’d spent a lifetime building would be destroyed. He couldn’t let that happen. He’d do whatever it took to save himself. Hell, he was a survivor, wasn’t he? If he hadn’t been, he’d have never made it through childhood. Not with Sheila Quinn Cortez as his mother.

Forget about trying to convince Annabelle Vanderley of your innocence. You don’t need her. Let her doubt you. Let her suspect you. As long as she doesn’t work against you, you can get out of this mess without her help
.

But not without Griffin Powell.

No, not without the investigator coming up with at least one other viable suspect. Considering how many men Lulu had known—in the biblical sense—there had to be at least one angry, jealous ex-lover. It was just a matter of finding him.

Quinn whipped his Porsche off the street and into Kendall’s driveway. At least here he was assured of a warm welcome. He’d be heading across town later this afternoon to the house Marcy had leased for their indefinite stay in Memphis. She and the guys had flown in earlier today and would have everything set up by tonight. But in the meantime, he was in need of a little ego soothing. Who better than Kendall? She was a willing woman, wasn’t she?

She’s your lawyer. You’re a fool if you mix business with pleasure. It’s one of your cardinal rules. If you break it, you’ll regret it
. Besides, they had come to an agreement, of sorts, this morning, hadn’t they?

Kendall met him at the door. Smiling. And looking damn
good, even if she wasn’t the blue-eyed blonde who’d given him a hard-on.

“How did it go?” she asked.

“Let’s just say I didn’t earn any brownie points with Ms. Vanderley.”

Kendall looked into his eyes and he realized she knew what was going on with him. He reached for her then, right there in the open doorway. She didn’t hesitate. Not for a second. When he grasped the back of her neck and drew her to him, she threw her arms around him and pressed herself intimately against his erection.

Kendall’s mouth was warm and wet and sweet. Her tongue darted out and into his mouth. He groaned deep in his throat. Images of another woman flashed through his mind. Her mouth would be sweeter, hungrier.

Quinn shoved Kendall backward, into the foyer, then reached behind him and closed the door. While they kissed, he ran his hands inside her spandex slacks and panties, cupping her buttocks. Inserting her hands between their bodies, she worked his belt loose and unzipped his jeans.

Lifting his head, he paused long enough to ask, “Are you sure about this?”

She answered him by removing a condom from her pants pocket and handing it to him. Then she yanked off her slacks and panties.

Quinn freed his sex, sheathed himself and lifted Kendall so that she straddled him. He braced her back against the foyer wall and rammed into her. With his eyes shut, he pretended he was fucking Annabelle Vanderley, taking her with brutal force and giving her what she so desperately needed. Kendall came first, crying out and raking her fingernails deep into the material of his brown leather jacket. His climax hit him hard, releasing the pent-up anger and sexual hunger his encounter with Annabelle had created.

As he eased Kendall down and onto her feet, he opened his eyes and found her staring at him. “Thanks, honey. I
needed that.” Realizing how impersonal his comment had sounded, he added, “I needed you.”

Smiling sadly, she shook her head. “Don’t you think I know what that was all about? I knew you’d come back here frustrated. Why do you think I had a condom in my pocket?”

“What are you—?”

She placed her index finger over his lips. “Hush. Don’t lie to me.”

“Kendall, I…”

“You weren’t fucking me. You were fucking Annabelle Vanderley. I had a pretty good idea when you left here that you’d come back to me with your tail tucked between your legs.” Laughing, she shrugged. “That’s how much I wanted you—enough to let you use me.”

“Honey, I’m sorry. I never meant to—”

“I know. And I’m okay. Really. It’s not your fault that we women are such fools when it comes to you. You don’t make any promises. You’re honest up front. And yet we still give you whatever you want, knowing you’ll break our hearts.”

“Kendall?”

“This was a one-time-only thing.” Her gaze didn’t quite connect with his; it settled somewhere in the middle of his chest. “From here on out, I’m just your lawyer. It’s better for both of us that way. So, the next time you need a warm body—and you will—find somebody else.” She bent over and picked up her discarded clothing.

When she walked away from him, he wanted to say something to soothe her hurt feelings, but what could he tell her that wouldn’t be a lie? Damn, he felt like the biggest heel of all time. What was it about him that made him hurt people? He never meant to hurt anybody, least of all a great gal like Kendall.

Not for the first time, he thought there must be some horrible defect in him because not once in his life had he ever truly loved a woman.

* * *

Quinn’s in there right now screwing his lawyer. She’s as big a fool as all the others. How many have there been? Hundreds? Why were they all such stupid cunts? He doesn’t love her anymore than he loved any of the others. They mean nothing to him; they’re just willing sex partners
.

I can’t blame him, can I? What man wouldn’t take what was so freely offered? But how many lives has he destroyed? How many women have gone mad after they lost him? And who should know better than I do what it’s like for those poor foolish women? How they suffer. How they make others suffer
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