Awakened (Vampire Awakenings) (16 page)

The soft touch on his arm caused his eyes to fly open. He had been so immersed in his own thoughts, in his own grief, that he hadn’t heard her approach. “Sera,” he managed to choke out.

“I don’t want to leave,” she whispered.

He swallowed heavily as he fought back the hope that threatened to choke him. “I can offer you nothing.”

She smiled softly as her hand tightened upon his arm. “You can offer me you. I just want you.”

He was frozen as his conscience waged a fierce war with his heart. His heart won out. With a groan he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her tightly against him. “I hope you understand what this means,” he said hoarsely.

“Yes.”

“I’m never going to let you go now. Do you understand that?”

“I don’t want you too.”

His heart contracted as his hands convulsed around her. He pulled her tighter and buried his head in her soft, fragrant hair. He had never done anything to deserve her. He didn’t understand how she could love him so willingly, so freely, and so openly. She clung to him, her head buried in his chest, completely vulnerable, and totally giving.

He held her for a long time, unwilling to release her. She yawned softly and he took a small step back. He lifted her gently and crossed the room in three long strides to lay her down on the bed. She clung to his shirt. “Lay with me.”

He smiled softly as he climbed in beside her. She nuzzled closer to him as she savored in his strength and warmth. He held her tightly in his arms, clinging to her as if he was a drowning man and she was his life raft. Which, she was. 

CHAPTER 11

Liam’s back was pressed firmly against the wall; he had one leg drawn up, and his arm draped over it. Mike sat across from him in the easy chair, he had turned sideways so that his long legs dangled casually over the side. He was smoking a cigarette, the ashes drifted to the floor as he ignored the ashtray in his hand.

“Well,” Mike said softly. “I’ll take care of Jacob’s body.”

“Thanks.”

“No problem. What about her?”

“She’ll be all right.”

“You said she was pretty shook up. Nice way to tell her too. I mean, you drop a bombshell on her and then transform yourself into a monster. That’s not easy to take.”

“She wouldn’t believe me.”

“Did you honestly expect her too?”

Mike took a long drag of his cigarette. The smoke curled slowly out of his nose as he finally remembered the ashtray and snubbed it out. “I don’t know what I expected.”

Mike snorted and sighed as he reached into his pocket. He pulled out another cigarette and lit it. “Well, I guess you had to tell her.”

“Yes.”

“I don’t know what to say to you Liam.”

“Then don’t say anything.”

“You know this goes against all of our rules.”

“Of course I know it. I made the damn rules!” he snapped

Mike took another drag and flicked an ash to the floor. “Yeah, I guess you did.”

Liam rubbed at his throbbing temples. “You’ll understand one day.”

Mike chuckled softly. “I don’t think I will. As long as you think that it’ll be all right, then I won’t argue with you. But, I don’t like it. I don’t want to see either one of you get hurt.”

“She won’t be hurt.”

“I hope you won’t be hurt either.”

“I won’t.”

“Yeah well, I’ll stand by you, no matter what.”

“Thanks.”

Sera stirred slightly and he looked down at her. His hand lightly stroked her hair as she rolled over and buried her head in his lap. She opened her eyes and looked dazedly up at him; a soft smile lit her angelic face. She sat up slowly and rubbed the sleep from her eyes.

“Hi Sera,” Mike greeted.

She jumped in surprise; her hands fell to her sides as she turned to look at him. He looked very casual in the chair, but there was an air of tension around him that belied his casual demeanor. She inhaled sharply as her heartbeat kicked up a notch. Suddenly, she completely understood why he had been there last night. “Hello Mike,” she said softly.

He smiled as he flicked an ash to the floor and swung his legs leisurely back and forth. “How are you doing today?”

Her eyes jumped wildly to Liam, and then back to Mike. “Sera,” Liam said as he gently clasped her hand.

Mike’s eyes were an intense blue as they burned into her. He snuffed his cigarette out and dropped the ashtray to the floor. “I suppose you’ve figured out that I am too.”

Sera’s gaze flew back to Liam’s. He squeezed her hand tightly, willing her to be okay. For a moment she simply stared at him. Then her eyes sparked, and a soft smile curved the corners of her full mouth as her hand tightened around his.

She turned back to Mike and nodded slowly. Liam pulled her into his arms, nestling her against his chest as he met Mike’s gaze above her head. Mike stared silently back at him as he lit another cigarette and took a long drag. He looked down at Sera, his brow furrowed in puzzlement as he studied her carefully.

“I didn’t know you smoked,” Sera mumbled.

He shrugged as he blew a small smoke ring. “Only once in awhile.”

Liam was glad that Mike refrained from telling her that he only smoked when he was agitated, and worried. “Good thing you don’t have to worry about lung cancer.”

Mike’s eyebrows shot up in surprise, and then he grinned as he took another long drag. “Yep.”

“So who are the other three?”

“What?” Mike asked in surprise.

Sera lifted her eyes to Liam. “You said that there were four others that needed to be protected. Obviously Mike is one, but who are the other three?”

Liam’s hands tightened on her. They had never exposed themselves before. Mike’s eyes darted to his and narrowed sharply. Liam silently dared Mike to make any sort of objection, but he didn’t. Instead, he took another long drag of his cigarette and snubbed it out.

“You haven’t met David. He’s going to college in Pennsylvania,” Liam said.

“And the other two?”

“Doug and Jack,” Mike answered. Sera’s eyebrows rose sharply, but she didn’t say anything. “Look, you’re obviously taking this rather well, but...”

“You don’t trust me.”

“No, I don’t.”

Sera bit into her bottom lip as she lowered her eyes from his intense stare. Liam’s arms were warm and secure around her. Liam trusted her, he would keep her safe, but she wasn’t sure that it would be enough. He had said that he wouldn’t be able to protect her from all of them. That he couldn’t keep them all away. If they decided that she was a threat they would kill her, and Liam, in order to get to her. The thought sent a bolt of fear through her that caused her to shudder.

She lifted her head to gaze up at his hard, determined chin. His gaze slowly met hers. His eyes were dark and turbulent, but the love in them was unmistakable. “Do you trust Liam?” she asked quietly.

Mike’s eyes flickered for a moment. “Well yeah,” he said hesitantly.

“Then you should trust the fact that he trusts me.”

Mike frowned thoughtfully, and then nodded slowly. “I guess I should.”

Sera dropped her head against Liam’s chest and snuggled closer to him. He stroked her hair lightly, smiling softly as he met Mike’s startled gaze. “Amazing,” Mike mumbled.

Liam didn’t have to ask what was amazing. He was holding it securely in his arms. The piercing ring of her phone caused them all to jump in surprise. Mike grabbed it off the desk and tossed it over to Liam. “Hello.”

“Where the hell is Sera!?” Kathleen demanded loudly.

“She’s right here, hold on,” he said, handing the phone to her.

“Hello,” she said softly.

“What the hell is going on!?”

“Nothing.”

“Don’t give me that shit! Something is going on. Liam came in last night and took Michelle out of the party, did you know that?”

“Yes Kathleen, I know that,” Sera replied tiredly. “I was in the car.”

“Why?”

“We had a few things to straighten out, that’s all.”

“Oh, that’s all! Really? There’s more going on, and I want to know what it is.”

“There is nothing else going on Kathleen,” she said firmly. “I wouldn’t lie to you, you know that.” Sera closed her eyes and took a deep breath as guilt washed through her. She was lying now, but there was no way that she could tell Kathleen that. “I’d had it with all of Michelle’s crap and decided to confront her on it. I knew she wouldn’t leave the party with me, so Liam came to get her.”

Kathleen was silent for a moment. “Why did Liam want to know if I had said anything about Jacob?”

Sera bit her lip and closed her eyes as memories flowed over her. For a moment a shiver so fierce wracked her that she almost dropped the phone. Liam grabbed her shoulders and reached around to take the phone from her. She shook her head, holding up a hand to ward him off. She had to deal with this sooner or later, and Kathleen would only become more adamant if Liam took the phone now.

“He called me,” she managed to say.

Kathleen inhaled sharply. “Oh Sera, that must have been awful!” she cried. “Did Michelle tell him where you were?”

“Yes.”

“Oh God, I swear I didn’t say anything to her Sera. I swear it!”

“I know you didn’t.”

“How did she find out?”

“It’s a long story Kathleen. Can we talk about it later?”

“Oh, oh yeah.” Sera could hear the hurt in her voice, but there was nothing that she could do to ease it. “Um Sera, the door to the room is broken. What if it was him? What if he came here? I should call campus security and...”

“No!” Sera nearly shouted.

“But what if he came here?”

“He didn’t.”

“Sera...”

“Kathleen please, there is nothing to worry about. Liam broke the door last night. I was so upset after Jacob called that I accidentally locked myself out.” She was normally a horrible liar, but suddenly they were pouring off her tongue as if she was accomplished at it. She had never felt so awful before.

“Oh, okay. Well that’s good then. I’ll just have maintenance come and fix it. Your sheets are gone too, but I guess I don’t have to ask what happened to those if Liam was here,” she added with a laugh.

Sera winced as she vividly recalled Jacob’s body wrapped within those sheets. “No,” she mumbled. “No you don’t.”

“Are you sure you’re all right?”

“I’m fine,” she answered tiredly. “I’ll be back later today, okay?”

“Okay. If you need anything, call me.”

“I will,” she promised.

She hung the phone up and tossed it back to Mike. He placed it on the desk and turned to face her, a look of admiration on his face. “Well,” Mike said softly. “It’s good to know that you think fast in a pinch.”

Sera nodded numbly as she rubbed at her pounding temples. “I hate lying,” she mumbled.

“You’re going to have to get used to it.” Liam and Sera glared at Mike. He held up his hands quickly in surrender. “Well you are!” he protested. “And trust me it doesn’t get any easier. Wait till people start to ask questions about what happened to Jacob. I just hope that no one knew he was coming here, or saw him.”

Sera’s eyes widened. She hadn’t even begun to think about that. Her mind had been too overwrought with everything else that was going on, to even begin to wonder what would happen when Jacob was reported missing. “I doubt he let anyone see him,” Liam said. “He came here for a reason, and he wouldn’t want anyone to be able to testify against him.”

“But he might have told someone. He might have even told Michelle,” she whispered as panic began to flare through her.

“No, he wouldn’t.”

Sera spun toward him. “You can’t know that!”

He clasped hold of her hands and held them tightly. “No, I can’t,” he said slowly. “But we also can’t know if he told anyone. Worrying about it now isn’t going to do any good. If something happens, we’ll worry then. Okay?”

She searched his face for a moment before nodding her consent. “What about the body?”

“I’m going to take care of that,” Mike answered. “Speaking of which, it’s getting pretty late. I’d better go.”

“Thanks Mike,” Liam said.

“No problem. I’ll let you know how everything goes.”

He climbed slowly to his feet and left. Sera turned to look at Liam, her weariness and hopelessness radiated from her body. He pulled her down onto the bed with him. “Things will be all right,” he assured her. “I promise.”

She lifted her head to look at him. Her eyes burned into his as she leaned down and kissed him softly. “I don’t want to think about it anymore,” she whispered. “I don’t want to think about anything right now.”

She kissed him again, her mouth warm and soft against his as she opened to him. His passion and desire built rapidly as she melted against him. He rolled her over, resting himself on top of her as his mouth savaged hers. He needed her with a hunger that was nearly consuming him. His hands roamed wildly over her body, relishing in the feel of her warm skin as he hastily shoved her shirt up.

Sera pulled eagerly at his shirt in her desire to feel his skin, to feel his hard body flush against hers. He sat up quickly and ripped his shirt and jeans off. Sitting beside him she pulled off her own clothing to expose her splendid body. He took a moment to study her before pulling her against him.

He was wild with need, desperate to feel her, to be inside of her. Frantic to have her ease the torment of the past day and to wash away the dark memory of blood on his hands. He pushed her back on the bed, kissing her savagely, as his hands explored every inch of her satin skin. She moaned and lifted herself against him, her body begging him for more.

He drove himself into her with such force that for a moment he was afraid he had hurt her. But she showed no signs of pain as she arched beneath him and her hands dug into his back. Her soft moans and furious movements urged him to a faster, harder pace, as he drove in and out of her. He forgot everything as he was swept up in her body, in her movements, in the pleasure that she gave him. Her hands grasped his buttocks, begging him for more, bringing him harder and tighter against her.

She cried out as the orgasm ripped through her. Her muscles tightened exquisitely around him as her body began to shake. He drove hard into her, emptying himself with a loud groan of pleasure.

She collapsed on the bed, her body still trembling from the waves of pleasure that racked her. She smiled sleepily at him as she reached up to stroke his face. Sweat beaded along his brow, matted his black hair, and made him look darker and sexier. He kissed her lightly, nibbling on her lower lip and causing her to shiver.