Black Dagger Brotherhood 11 - Lover at Last (172 page)

odd light in them.

“What.” Oh, for God’s sake. “Fine. Why wouldn’t it ever work out?”

“Because I was, and I remain, utterly and completely and totally…in love with you.”

Qhuinn’s mouth dropped open. As his ears began to hum, he wondered if he had heard that right.

He leaned in closer. “I’m sorry, what did you—”

“Hey, baby,” a female voice cut in.

On the right side of him, a woman with enough cleavage to fill a pair of salad bowls pressed into

his body. “How would you like a partner in crime—”

“Back off,” Blay barked. “He’s with me.”

Abruptly, Qhuinn’s spine straightened: It was amply clear from the cold blue fire spitting out of

Blay’s eyes that the guy was prepared to tear the throat of that woman wide-open if she didn’t

disappear quick.

And that was…

Awesome.

“Okay, okay.” She put her hands up in submission. “I didn’t know that you were together.”

“We are,” Blay hissed.

As the woman with the formerly bright idea skulked off, Qhuinn turned to Blay, well aware that

his shock was showing.

“Are we?” he breathed to his former best friend.

With the club music pounding, and a stadium full of strangers milling around them, with the

bartender delivering drinks and the working girls working, with a thousand other lives rolling

onward…time stopped for both of them.

Blay reached forward and took Qhuinn’s face in his hands, that blue stare warming as it roamed

around. “Yes. Yes, we are—”

Qhuinn nearly jumped on the guy, closing the distance between their mouths and kissing the love

of his life once, twice…three times—even though he had no fucking idea what was happening, or

whether it was real or if his alarm was about to go off.

After all the suffering, he was parched for the relief, even if it was just temporary.

When he pulled back, Blay frowned. “You’re shaking.”

Was it possible he wasn’t imagining this? “Am I?”

“Yes.”

“I don’t care. I love you. I love you so damned much, and I’m sorry that I wasn’t male enough to

admit—”

Blay stopped him with a kiss. “You’re plenty male enough now—the rest of it’s in the past.”

“I just…God, I really am shaking, aren’t I?”

“Yeah. But it’s okay—I’ve got you.”

Qhuinn turned his face into one of the male’s palms. “You always have. You’ve always had me…

and my heart. My soul. Everything. I just wish it hadn’t taken this long for me to man up. That family of mine…nearly killed me. And not just thanks to that Honor Guard of theirs.”

Blay’s eyes drifted. And then his hands dropped.

“What,” Qhuinn blurted. “Did I say something wrong?”

Oh, God, he knew this was too good to be true….

There was a long moment when Blay just stared at him. But then the male held out his palm. “Give

me your hand.”

Qhuinn obeyed instantaneously, as if Blay’s command ran his body more than his own brain did.

When something slid onto his finger, he jumped and looked down.

It was a signet ring.

Blay’s signet ring. The one the male’s father had given him immediately after his transition.

“You are perfect the way you are.” Blay’s voice was strong. “There is nothing wrong with who

and what you have always been. I’m proud of you. And I love you. Now…and always.”

Qhuinn’s vision got wavy. Hard-core.

“I’m proud of you. And I love you,” Blay repeated. “Always. Forget about your old family…you

have me now. I am your family.”

All he could do was stare at the ring, seeing the crest, feeling the weight on his finger, watching how the light reflected off the precious metal.

He had wanted one of these all of his life, it had seemed.

And what do you know…as usual, as always, Blay was the one who had come through for him.

As a sob ripped up Qhuinn’s windpipe, he felt himself get pulled in close to a big, powerful

chest, strong arms wrapping around him and holding him. And then, from out of nowhere, a dark spice wafted up, the scent—Blay’s bonding scent—the single most beautiful thing that had ever been in his nose.

“I’m proud of you, and I love you,” Blay said yet again, that old, familiar voice cutting through all of those years of rejection and judgment, giving him not just a rope of acceptance to hang onto, but a flesh-and-blood hand to lead him out of the darkness of his past….

And into a future that didn’t require lies or excuses, because what he was, and what they were,

was both extraordinary—and nothing out of the ordinary.

Love, after all, was universal.

Qhuinn closed his fist up tight, and knew he would never, ever take that ring off.

“Always,” Blay murmured. “Because family is an always kind of thing.”

Sweet Jesus, Qhuinn was sobbing like a pussy. But Blay didn’t seem to mind in the slightest—or

judge.

And that was the point, wasn’t it.

“Always,” Qhuinn echoed hoarsely. “Always…”

EPILOGUE

TWO WEEKS LATER…

Whereupon life was pretty frickin’ awesome.

“So did you like last night?”

As Qhuinn spoke into Blay’s ear, Blay rolled his eyes in the near darkness. “What do

you think.”

With their naked bodies under warm, weighty covers, Qhuinn was pressed in behind him, their

arms linked, their legs entwined.

Turned out Qhuinn was a snuggler. Who knew—and how fabulous.

“I think you liked it.” Qhuinn licked his way up the side of Blay’s throat. “Tell me you liked it.”

By way of reply, Blay flexed his spine and drove his ass right into the other male’s erection. The

resulting groan made Blay beam.

“Sounds like
you
were into it,” Blay murmured.

“Fuck, yeah, I was.”

The night before they’d both been off rotation, and after a workout in the gym and a pool game

against Lassiter and Beth—which they’d lost—Blay had suggested they hit the Iron Mask for a very

specific reason.

As Blay remembered what had transpired after they’d gone back there, Qhuinn’s cock got into

places where it was very much welcome…and Blay once again gave himself up to the delicious

penetration and the slow, riding rhythm his mate established.

The things that he recalled from the club just made everything hotter: The pair of them had gone

over and sat at the bar and had a couple of drinks, Herradura for Qhuinn, and a couple of G&Ts for Blay. And then Qhuinn had gotten that look in his eye.

And Blay had gotten down to business.

He’d led the male back to one of the bathrooms, and as they’d gone inside together, it had been a

fantasy come to life, the kissing, the hands in the pants, the frantic get-naked from the waist down….

A moan came out of Blay’s mouth as what was happening, and what had happened, mixed, the

erotic cocktail taking him to the brink of an orgasm—and then, thanks to Qhuinn’s grip pumping him

off, right over the edge, his cock coming hard into his lover’s hand, his body jerking and sending

Qhuinn into a release as well….

After a period of recovery, and a very satisfying round two, Qhuinn drawled, “Any chance you

were thinking about that bathroom?”

“Maybe.”

“We can do that any night, if you like.”

Blay chuckled. “Well, I guess we’re free again this evening, so…”

The Brotherhood had been ordered to stay in, and as there had been no explanation in Tohr’s text,

Blay figured it had to be a meeting with the king. The Band of Bastards and the
glymera
had been quiet for two weeks—no e-mails, no troop movements downtown, no phone calls. Never a good sign.

Probably an update or a strategy session about that Council member’s death and its implications.

Although Blay really couldn’t see any downside to Assail’s having killed the dumb son of a bitch.

Bye-bye, Elan. P.S., Next time you implicate someone falsely, try to pick a pacifist.

The prospect of a meeting made him think about Qhuinn’s integration into the Brotherhood—

which had been seamless, as it turned out. The fighter’s behavior was no different, his attitude just the same. And that was one more reason to love the guy. Even with the elevated status he’d been given,

he hadn’t let shit go to his head.

And that teardrop tattoo that had been changed to purple on his face? Totally hot. Just like that

new star-shaped scar on his pectoral.

“We’re defo going to be doing that again,” Qhuinn said as he slowly retracted himself and rolled

over on his back. Putting his arms above his head, he smiled and stretched, the far-off light from the bathroom illuminating things just enough so that Blay could make out the lift to those incredible lips.

“That was fucking hot. You are totally fucking hot.”

“What can I say, it’s been a fantasy of mine for a long time.” As Qhuinn got serious, Blay touched

the male’s frown. “Hey. Stop that. Fresh slate, remember?”

After the night of the big reveal at the Mask, they’d had a number of long talks, and decided that

they were going to take the relationship thing step by step, without making assumptions. They had

been friends, then sort of enemies, then lovers of a kind…before they’d finally gotten their shit

together. And just because they’d hung out for years, and they knew each other in a lot of ways,

boyfriends was a different thing.

“Yeah. Fresh slate.” As Qhuinn leaned in for a kiss, Blay’s phone went off with a text.

Naturally, Qhuinn wasn’t interested in communications from the outside world, and continued to

lick his way into Blay’s mouth, even as Blay reached out for the cell.

Blay had to hold it over Qhuinn’s heavy shoulders as the guy maneuvered on top, rubbing his still-

hard cock on Blay’s—

“What the hell?” Blay said, breaking the lip contact.

“Have we been interrupted?”

“Yeah…Butch says he needs me in the Pit for a wardrobe consult?”

“Well, you do have perfect style.”

For some reason, the comment made him think of Saxton. As soon as Qhuinn and he had decided

to make things legit, Blay had told the lawyer what was going on—and the gentlemale had been

gracious beyond measure…and not at all surprised. He’d even said it was a kind of relief in a strange way, a sign that all was right in the world, even though it had sucked for him.

At least Blay had gotten his true love, he’d said.

Now, if only Saxton could find his.

“I’d better head over there,” he muttered. “Maybe it’s date night.”

As he went to get out of bed, Qhuinn’s hands locked on his hips and pulled him in for another

long, lingering kiss.

When Qhuinn eased back, his eyes were half-closed. “Date night’s a great idea. You wanna go

dancing with me sometime?”

“Dancing?” Blay laughed. “You would go dancing. With me.”

It was everything Qhuinn hated: kind of schmaltzy, lot of eyes on them, and, assuming they did it in public, they had to be fully clothed.

“If you wanted me to, I would in a heartbeat.”

Blay put his hand on the male’s face. Qhuinn was trying really hard, and Blay was more than

willing to wait for the day when the guy was ready to be into the PDA. The Brotherhood and the

household knew that they were together—it was kind of obvious after Qhuinn had moved his stuff into this room. But you didn’t spend a lifetime in denial and automatically feel comfy sucking face with your boyfriend in front of God and everyone else.

But he was trying. And he was talking—a lot—about his family and his brother, who was slowly,

painfully trying to recover down in the clinic.

Behind closed doors, though? It was magic, without any barriers at all.

Exactly what Blay had always wanted.

“Are you going down to First Meal?” Blay asked as the shutters began to rise from the windows.

“Maybe I’ll just stay here and wait to eat you when you come back.”

Ah, yes, that naughty growl was in Qhuinn’s voice again, and didn’t that make Blay want to hop

back in between the sheets.

“You are—” As a groan echoed up, Blay stopped in the process of heading into the bathroom.

“Where is your hand?”

“Where do you think it is.” Qhuinn arched, one fang biting down on his lower lip.

Blay thought of the text that he didn’t intend to ignore. “You suck.”

“Yes, I do, don’t I.” Qhuinn licked his lips. “And you like me to.”

Blay cursed and marched into the bath. At this rate, he was never going to get out of their room….

And sure enough, one hot shower and a shave later, Qhuinn was still in bed, lounging like a lion,

his black hair tousled from Blay’s hands, his half-lidded, mismatched eyes promising all kinds of

pneumatics when Blay returned.

Horny motherfucker.

“You’re just going to lie there?” Blay chided from over at the exit.

“Oh, I don’t know…might get some exercise in while you’re gone.” A hiss was followed by