Blooming (28 page)

“Shit,” she
groaned - stretching the syllable out.        

Her eyes
flicked up and her breath caught in her throat, Todd was looking at her as if
he was going to eat her alive.

****

It felt like
a full minute passed as they stood there, Todd held himself stock still while he
decided what he should do.

In the next
second he pulled his t shirt up and over his head revealing his beautiful long
torso. Heated anticipation sizzled up Jen’s spine as his hands grabbed her
waist and pulled her vest off leaving her shocked and trembling in a flimsy
lace bra. She made a useless attempt to cover up but he brushed her hands away
and dropped to her ankles. Bypassing her skirt - he ran his hands up her bare
legs, lifting her up when he reached her butt and perching her on the desk as
he stepped between her legs. The strength and speed of his possession left an
overwhelmed Jen no option but to capitulate.

As the breath
left her lungs, his mouth clamped down over hers and his tongue forced its way
inside, it felt so excruciatingly right she kissed him straight back - not
missing a beat in surrender. Jen’s hands went to roam in broad sweeps over his
warm back & up to the nape of Todd’s neck. She locked her legs round his
hips and pulled back hard on his hair to force him to let her take a breath, before
she pressed her lips back onto him. Todd licked and tasted her, biting her
lower lip hard enough to make her cry out.

“I’ve missed
you so much,” he rumbled in her ear, Jen buried her face in his neck and laid
slow wet kisses on his skin. Todd responded by squeezing her bottom harder
pulling her closer against his long thick erection making her squirm with
pleasure.

All thoughts
of confusion and rejection fell away from Jen’s mind, in that moment nothing
mattered except him and this.

She grabbed
his jaw and looked deep into his desire filled eyes and croaked hoarsely, “Are
we really going to do this?”

“Fuck yes.”

He reached
over her head and smiled into her wild blue eyes, a touch of mischief tinting
his.  “I’ve dreamt of doing something like this since I saw you strutting in your
underwear for Sean and Seb.” Jen looked down wondering what he was up to and
saw the flash of scissors in his hand.

With
exquisite care and a precision so slow she knew it was to heighten her
suspense, he cut the elastic band holding her hair up. Immediately as it fell in
one heavy mass - draping across the desk, Todd ran his fingers through it and
bent to kiss the line of her throat. His hand flickered over her breasts and
before she could blink he cut through her bra in three sharp snips and yanked
it away.

Jen’s back
arched up involuntarily as his mouth latched onto her breast and he suckled her
hungrily. She felt a cool blade run along her thigh and a final quiet snip as
her cut her bikini briefs away and dangled them in front of her face.

“You’re all
mine now Jennifer.”                              

 Jen gasped -
the combination of cool air and anticipation sending gooseflesh all across her
skin. Her hands went to Todd’s waist and squeezed him tight. “Please take your
clothes off – quickly Todd please,” she begged, “I can’t be naked on my own.”

“You take the
lead - show me what you’ve got,” he said releasing his hold, perching next to
her and crossing his arms.

Trembling Jen
slid off the desk making the decision to suspend her embarrassment for a
minute. She looked at him nervously, trying to decide what to do, before
sinking to her knees and with shaky hands she unfastened Todd’s belt and slid it
slowly out of the belt loops. Then she unbuttoned him slowly, keeping her mouth
busy tracing his sexy abs and his belly, running her finger over the dip of his
navel, so focused on her task it took her a few moments to register Todd’s
hands sinking into her scalp, grasping thick handfuls of her hair, urging her
on. The sexiest rumbling noises coming from deep in his chest.

As his zipper
starting inching down his cock sprang free - surprising her for a second, but
she recovered at the double. She was really getting to adore the sight of
Todd’s naked body.

Jen looked
Todd up and down from his head to his toes just once, in a mixture of frank
appraisal & awe, and then she brushed her cheek against his engorged cock
before taking him in her hand and stroking gently. She watched his body’s
jolting reaction to her touch and gave a satisfied smile as she looked up into
Todd’s intense stare.

Before she
could go any further she was wrenched to her feet and Todd kissed her senseless.
“No more foreplay, I need to take you to bed now.”

Todd lifted
her up and carried her through to his bedroom, Jen’s resolve flickered a little
and she looked at Todd for reassurance. It didn’t help - his eyes were full of
love and want and need, and there was no chance of going back.

As he went to
place her on the bed Jen reached and dragged the comforter back so they could
slip underneath.

He laid her
on her back following her straight down, easing her legs apart as he rested
himself in the cradle of her body, his hands roamed everywhere, her neck, her
breasts, his fingers delved between her legs and flickered over her labia,
revelling in her heat and wetness.

The feel of
Todd’s weight and warmth, skin to skin, was beyond exquisite. It was comforting
and exciting all at the same time and Jen was lost to it. She shoved and pushed
at his jeans, trying to get more, get closer. Todd tore himself away long
enough to fling them off and dived back on top of her making her gasp and
giggle involuntarily at his enthusiasm.

He laved his
tongue over her scar, gently sucking, before settling his attention lower. He
licked and kissed one breast then the other, cupping and squeezing her - enjoying
the silky fullness against his fingers and tongue. Todd lifted his head
momentarily - he looked so deliciously rumpled and sexy, his eyes glazed and
heavy lidded, his lips swollen. “Jen there is not a single thing I would change
about you, you’re beautiful and I can’t get enough of you.”

“And you are
easily pleased,” she said, making him groan with frustration, but in the next
second Jen felt his hand settle on her mound and one of his long fingers pushed
firmly and smoothly inside her sliding back and forth, testing her. She gasped,
arched and thrust back against him. Jen had just got used to the sensation when
a second finger plundered her and he whispered gruffly in her ear, “Do you like
the feel of my fingers fucking you Jennifer?”

“Oh God,” was
her only response as she locked her arms around his neck nestling into him for
reassurance.

He pulled his
fingers out a little roughly making her cry out as she felt his hard cock rest
at the entrance to her slick channel. “See, look how our bodies line up just
fine now I’ve got you in my bed. Are you ready honey?” Todd’s voice, impossibly
so very much deeper than she’d ever heard before, made every inch of her hum
like a struck tuning fork.

“Tell me what
you want Jennifer, I want to hear it from your lips.”

With only a
momentary pause Jen fumbled for the right words. She couldn’t bring herself to
say “make love” that seemed unrealistic - even more intimate than what they
were actually doing, but she wanted to please him, “I want you to fuck me Todd,
I, I really do want you to,” she stuttered.

Todd pierced
Jen with a look of desire so intense she shuddered and then with great control
he teased her centre over and over with his erection, sliding the length back
and forth against her. He desperately wanted this hard and fast but even with
the knowledge that there was no barrier, he didn’t want to scare her, so with
calculated stealth he slipped the head of his cock inside her, absorbing her
cries of pleasure with his mouth even as he groaned himself, thrusting his
tongue deep into her mouth.

Jen held
herself as still as she could, while she opened herself mind and body to Todd’s
controlled progression deep within her. She wanted to memorize forever how it
felt to have every hot inch of him possessing her for the first time while her
body of its own accord shifted and melted around him, getting used to the feel
and weight of him inside her. He slid back and forth once, twice and again, and
then just when her mind was screaming she couldn’t take anymore he came to
rest, seated fully inside her. Todd looked down and his kind green eyes
flickered over Jen’s face, reading her. He watched as she breathed in deeply
and let out the breath on a shaky exhale then he began to move, rocking up into
her - punctuating each gentle thrust with a twist that simultaneously teased
her clitoris.

As Jen
quickly responded to the delicious sensations and her face softened and
relaxed, Todd’s hand reached for an ankle and brought it around his waist - Jen
followed his lead and brought her other up to lock them in place, earning her a
deep masculine sigh and a long soulful kiss that she never wanted to end.

Lifting
himself up on his elbows Todd slicked her sweaty hair back away from her face
and upped his speed, studying her face - wanting to make sure he was pleasing
her. “Look at me,” he demanded, “are you ok, it’s not too rough?”

“It’s good,
it’s really good, I’m OK keep going.” She brought her hands around his waist
relishing the play of his muscles. Jen’s fingers got tangled with her own legs
as they drifted to his hips and butt digging in, in time with his thrusts.

“You feel so
amazing Jen,” Todd’s voice teased her ear lobe, the words that followed driving
her sensitivity higher. “You’re hot and snug and all mine, look down and watch,
look at how we are together.” He shifted, lifting her legs until they were
hooked over his forearms, sinking even further inside her with a groan as her
hips came up off the bed.

Todd saw
Jen’s eyes flare with passion as she registered the sight of him slick with her
fluids plunging inside her – connecting them intimately and deeply.

“Can you take
more Jen?” he panted – she nodded unable to voice a sensible word, she got it
now, she understood why people made such a big deal about sex, she, “Oh my
God...” Todd went wild on top of her, almost folding her in two, he bucked down
onto her, the full length and thickness of his cock plundering her, the feel of
his balls slamming against her thrilled her until everything within her tightened,
pulsed and exploded as she came hard and loud - screaming senselessly in his ear.

Still inside
her and holding onto his control by a fine hair Todd let Jen’s body settle back
on the bed as her legs flopped uselessly. She was so relaxed he was a little
afraid she’d passed out, he gently resumed thrusting - achingly slow now, in
and out relishing every flicker and flutter of Jen’s aftermath pulsing around
him. “Talk to me Jen - are you still with me?” he whispered.

Jen’s eyelids fluttered open
again, her eyes unfocused and dreamy, “I’m here I can’t believe I’m having
sex!”

Todd gave a
hoarse sexy chuckle, “Oh you definitely are and you’re great at it baby.” He
bent and kissed her so sweetly and passionately while gently tilting inside her
that soon she was practically melting against him and when his finger slipped
along her clitoris and he switched up his thrusts, grinding his pelvis into her
twice more before grunting his satisfaction loudly, Jen peaked all over again
as his hot release swept enticingly through her core.

****

They lay in
Todd’s bed for a deliciously intimate hour, chest to chest, legs entangled,
necking softly. Too exhausted for more other than to enjoy the proximity, Todd
was revelling in Jen’s wide eyed joy and the idea that this was just the first
time almost scared him about how good they’d get with practice.

“Something
tells me every lady doesn’t get as lucky in bed as I just did.”

“I’ll take
that compliment and run with it,” he laughed, “there’s thousands of women out
there who just wish they could be so lucky.”

“You’re so full
of it,” she laughed.

“No regrets?”           

“I wouldn’t
have missed being with you like this for the world - but I’m still all mixed up
and a bit angry. I’m not stupid enough to doubt you want me here like this,
unless you’re a masochist, so I know it’s me you want to be with as crazy as I still
think that sounds. But I still don’t know what to think about your past with
her, I can’t even bring myself to say her name. Can you really promise its
fully resolved when you’ve had that kind of intense history with someone – you
can just let it go?”

“I’ve told
her Jen – as honestly & clearly as I can.” Todd was troubled because although
he was telling the truth, he had told Carly over & over in the plainest of
terms that he wouldn’t be able to see her again, the problem was from her
response he thought Lily’s personally held suspicion may be right. That there
was no other man in Carly’s life, and he might hear from her again whether he
liked it or not.

It struck
Todd with a sharp thunk that until he was absolutely sure Carly had got the
message, he might end up lying to Jen every time they were together.

“Good, it’s
not my place to tell you who to be friends with but my gut says there’s something
seriously off about her, and remember my gut has an inbred aptitude for detecting
crazy!”

At that exact
moment her gut interjected by rumbling loudly and Todd glad for the excuse to
distract her, pulled her out of bed with the promise of making breakfast.

As Jen
retrieved her clothes and her puppy she caught sight of herself in the mirror
and gasped, “God I look like Night of the Living Dead.”

“Todd’s bare-chested
reflection appeared over her shoulder. Jen watched his hands reach up to cup
her breasts as his mouth snuggled into the curve of her neck and he whispered,
“No that’s well fucked woman, I’m very proud of making you look like that.
Sean’s not the only one who does makeovers you know?”