Carla Kelly (33 page)

To his grim amusement, they found themselves hurried into a cluttered office. “Mr. John Henry Capper,” the porter announced and then beat a hasty retreat.

Capper stood and motioned them into chairs in front of the desk. He took a few swipes at the piles of paper surrounding him, gave up, then seated himself.

“I am Lord Ragsdale, and this is my servant, Emma Costello,” he began, gesturing to Emma. “She has a story for you.” He sat back then, and let Emma tell it all again, leaving nothing out. He watched the clerk's face, wondering if such a man in such a job would be moved by her words.
I wonder if it is possible to become hardened to such wretchedness,
he thought and then decided it was not. Capper listened intently, asking questions quietly but not disturbing the flow of her narrative. Several times he passed his hand across his eyes, but his attention never wavered.

When she finished and blew her nose on the handkerchief Lord Ragsdale kept handy, Capper looked from one to the other, his lips set in a tight line. He asked her the names of all her family members and scribbled them on the pad in front of him.

“Your mother, Miss Costello. Do you think she is yet alive?”

Emma shook her head and reached for Lord Ragsdale's hand again. “She was so sick when I was taken out for torture in Prevot.”

Capper drew a line through her name, and Emma flinched.

Lord Ragsdale tightened his grip. “And here, your little brother Timothy?” he asked, his pencil poised over the next name.

“Oh, no,” she whispered. “He is the only one I am certain of.” Lord Ragsdale felt his own nerves tingling at the pencil's brief scratch.

Capper quickly drew a line through Eamon's name. “I suspect he was hanged, as you fear. You say he was separated from you after his confession?”

Emma nodded, her face pale. Capper sighed and drew a circle around the two remaining names. He stared at them a moment, as though wishing the names would turn into information, then reached behind him to pull down a ledger. He searched through the pages, then opened it on his desk.

“Miss Costello, you must be aware of one thing that might render any search futile. A great number of those Irish insurrectionists were never tried but were sent directly to Australia or Van Diemen's Land. I am telling you this, because there will likely be no record of them in any Home Office or judicial files.”

“They just vanish then, as though they had never lived?” Lord Ragsdale asked in amazement.

Capper nodded. “It certainly makes for untidy records,” he said.

“Blast your records,” Lord Ragsdale said. “These are people we are talking about.”

“I know, my lord, I know,” Capper said. He directed his attention to Emma. “Miss Costello, I can think of only one way to learn anything, and that is to locate the ship's manifests for those convict voyages. They may or may not contain the information you seek on prisoner rosters.”

He turned back to the ledger and ruffled through several more pages before pausing. He pounded on the ledger in triumph. “And here we have the ships, my dear.” He leaned closer to the book, then began to write on his pad again. “There were six ships in the 1804 transport.” He looked up at them. “And we are only assuming here that they were transported in 1804, and not 1805. It could not have been 1805?”

Emma shook her head. “I think it was almost October when I was taken to Prevot.”

“Well, then, here we are. The
Minerva
, the
Lady Penthyn
, the
Friendship
; the
Marquess Cornwallis
, the
Britannia
, and the
Hercules
.” He wrote down the names of the ships and handed it to Emma. He spoke to Lord Ragsdale. “I will send you with a porter to the Home Office archives. I do not know that they can offer you any assistance, but the records could be there.”

Lord Ragsdale rose and shook hands with Capper. “We appreciate your efforts.”

“It was paltry,” he said, nodding to Emma. “And you must also realize, my dear, that even if you discover they were transported, that is far from being a guarantee that they are alive.”

“I know that,” Emma replied, looking at the names on the paper she held. “But I must try.”

Capper nodded and walked them to the door. He handed a note to the porter, who led them quickly through the corridors to the Home Office, looking over his shoulder in fear at Lord Ragsdale several times. They followed him up a flight of narrow stairs and into a room filled with file boxes. “Criminal Business there in the corner,” he said, gesturing to a row of boxes stuffed on shelves.

“You are all kindness,” Lord Ragsdale murmured. He rubbed his forehead, feeling the beginnings of a headache. “Well, Emma,” he began when the porter left. “Shall we start?”

Hours later, his head was pounding in dreadful earnest as he paused and looked at the pile of papers that surrounded them. His good eye was beginning to tear and blur, and he knew he was defeated. Emma watched him from the middle of her pile of papers, and he could see nothing but concern in her eyes.

“You have to stop, Lord Ragsdale,” she said, her voice practical, as though she admonished him over tea and biscuits. “I am discovering how much I can bear, but I could not bear it if you lost the sight in your eye because of this.”

“I'm sorry, Emma,” he began, but she stopped him with a gesture.

“I'll stay here a little longer,” she said. “Why don't you go home?”

“I feel like a quitter,” he protested. “Perhaps if I just lie down for a while and close my eye …”

“I won't hear of it,” she insisted as she got to her feet and pulled him to his. “You used to tease me about ‘too much exertion,’ but this is truly too much for you. Just leave me a little money for hackney fare.”

He fished in his pocket for some change and handed it to her.

“We can return tomorrow …” he began, then sighed in exasperation. “Oh, bother it! Emma, I am to go to Bath tomorrow with Clarissa Partridge!”

She smiled at him, “That is hardly lover-like, my lord. It is a good thing I do not intend to tattle to her. I will return here tomorrow, if I have your permission. And you will go to Bath and fix your fate.”

He wished she would not put it like that and nearly told her so.

Before he could speak, she stood before him on tiptoe and dabbed at his eye. “Please go right home and have Lasker give you a cold cloth for that. I'll follow soon enough. I promise.”

“Oh, very well,” he grumbled.

He was still muttering to himself as he descended all those stairs and found himself on the street again. He hailed a hackney, gave his direction, and sank into it with some relief as the jarvey cracked his whip and they started off. He closed his eye, wondering if he would be dreaming of ships and lists all night, and praying that Mama and Sally had no evening plans that would affect him beyond a little polite conversation over dinner.

They had traveled several blocks toward Mayfair when he suddenly realized where they had gone wrong. He sat up and pounded on the side of the cab. “Stop this thing!” he roared.

The jarvey did as he was bid. “Sir?” he asked in frosty surprise.

“Turn around,” Lord Ragsdale said decisively. “Take me to the docks.”

He sank back into the cab two hours later, just as the sun was going down. He could scarcely see out of his good eye, and he wondered how much of a peal Emma would ring over him. He held the lists tight in his hand and brought them close to his face. “Yes!” he said in triumph and closed his eye for the return trip.

His eye had stopped blurring by the time the jarvey let him off at Curzon Street, and he had no trouble negotiating the steps to his front door. He knew that Emma would be waiting for him as soon as he opened the door, and she was. He wanted to grab her and whirl her about, but the look on her face brought him back quickly to his own state.

“Where have you been?” she asked, and she helped him from his coat, ignoring Lasker, who hovered nearby. “I have been beside myself.”

He knew she was telling the truth. Her own eyes were puffy from crying, and it touched him to the bone that she cared so much. He let her help him to the book room, where she pushed him down on the sofa and told Lasker to bring a cold cloth for his eye, scolding all the while.

“I am certain your doctors tell you not to strain your eye, my lord,” she said as she took off his shoes and made him swing his legs onto the sofa. She covered him with a light blanket and gently put the cloth to his eye when Lasker returned. The darkness was soothing, and he almost allowed himself to sleep. The lists. He sat up, even as she tried to push him down again.

“Emma, don't be a carbuncle,” he protested. “Hand me my overcoat. I have something for you.”

She did as he asked. He kept the cloth to his eye as he groped in the inside lining. He held up the sheaf of papers to her. “I was starting home when it occurred to me that I should check some ships’ offices at the docks. Emma, we were looking at this problem from the wrong end!” He handed her the papers and lay back down again.

“My lord, these are three rosters!” she said, her voice filled with wonder.

He grinned at her. “There they were, languishing on yet another dusty shelf. Mr. Capper didn't stop to consider that sometimes the prisoners were transported in vessels contracted by the Royal Navy, and other times, by commercial carriers arranged by the Colonial Office. I can only conclude that 1804 was a year for the merchants, and not the navy.” He paused then and took the cloth off his eye. “Much better, Emma.” He rose up on his elbow. “I do have some bad news. The
Lady Penthyn
went down in a gale with all hands.”

She considered that information, sitting beside him on the sofa.

“I intend to believe they were not on that ship,” she said quietly. She looked at the papers in her hands. “Thank you, my lord.”

“You're ever so welcome, Emma,” he said. “You peruse them, and then I must see the lists are returned. I have promised half my kingdom and my firstborn son as ransom for those rosters.”

She smiled and looked at the lists. “That leaves the
Hercules
and the
Minerva
unaccounted for now. No trace of them?”

“None,” he agreed, “but they're out there somewhere. They have to belong to someone.”

Emma nodded, then looked up as Lasker came into the room.

“Yes?” she asked. “Lord Ragsdale should not be disturbed, if you can help it, Lasker.” She rested her hand on his shoulder, and his cup ran over with the pleasure of it all. “He's had such a day.”

“Then I hate to add to the misery” came a vaguely familiar voice. “Lord Ragsdale, may I trouble you to take your miserable cousin off my hands before he causes the complete downfall of Oxford University?”

E SAT UP QUICKLY, DESPITE EMMA'S protests, and slowly took the compress off his good eye, hoping that when he did so, his sight would have returned to normal, and it would not be Robert Claridge smiling down at him.

But it was Robert, and there was his old warden from Brasenose, even more' grim-lipped than usual, standing beside him. As he stared at his cousin, Robert's grin widened, as though he had never been so happy to see anyone.