Chaos Walking: The Complete Trilogy (90 page)

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I hear Todd come into the room, hear his Noise come first, but I can’t look up.

“Viola?” he says.

I still don’t look up.

It’s over.

We’ve lost.

I feel his hands on the binds at my wrists, pulling at them, finally getting one free, but my arm is so stiff from being held back it hurts more when it’s released than it did when it was bound.

Mayor Prentiss has won. Mistress Coyle tried to sacrifice me. Lee’s a prisoner if that wasn’t a lie and he’s not already dead. Maddy died for nothing. Corinne died for
nothing
.

And Todd–

He comes around in front of me to take off the second bind and when it’s loose and I fall from the frame, he catches me, kneeling us gently down to the floor.

“Viola?” he says, holding me against himself, my head against his chest, the water on me soaking into his dusty uniform, my arms out, not able to grab anything, the metal band throbbing.

And I glance up to see the shiny silver
A
on his shoulder.

“Let me go,” I say.

But he still holds me there.

“Let me
go,
” I say, louder.

“No,” he says.

I try to push him away but my arms are so weak and I’m so tired and everything is over. Everything is over.

And still he holds me.

And I start to cry again and I feel him hold me tighter and I cry harder and when my arms can move a little I put them around him and cry even harder because of how he feels and how he smells and how his Noise sounds and how he’s holding me and his worry and his fretting and his care and his softness–

And I didn’t know until just now how much I missed him.

But he told the Mayor–

He
told
him–

And I have to try and push him away again, even though I can hardly bear to do it.

“You told him,” I say, choking it out.

“I’m sorry,” he says, his eyes wide and terrified. “He was drowning you and I couldn’t, I just couldn’t–”

And I look at him and there I am in his Noise, dropping down into the water with him pounding on the other side of the mirror and worse, I can see what he felt, see the hopeless
rage
of it, see him unable to save me–

And his face is so worried.

“Viola, please,” he says, begging me.
“Please.”

“He’ll kill them,” I say. “Every one of them. Wilf is there, Todd.
Wilf.
”

He looks horrified. “Wilf?”

“And Jane,” I say. “And so many others, Todd,
all
of them. He’ll slaughter them and that’ll be the end. That’ll be the end of
everything
.”

His Noise goes black and barren and he sort of crumples down next to me, splashing in the little puddle that’s formed around us. “No,” he says. “Aw, no.”

I don’t want to say it but I hear my voice saying it anyway. “You did exactly what he wanted. He knew exactly how to get it out of you.”

He looks at me. “What choice did I have?”

“You should have let him kill me!”

And he’s looking at me and I can see his Noise trying to find me, trying to find the real Viola that’s deep down in this mess and pain, I can see him looking–

And for a minute I don’t want him to find me.

“You should have let him kill me,” I say again quietly.

But he couldn’t, could he?

He couldn’t and still be himself.

He couldn’t and still be Todd Hewitt.

The boy who can’t kill.

The
man
who can’t.

We are the choices we make.

“We have to warn them,” I say, feeling ashamed and not looking into his eyes. “If we can.” I grab the edge of the tub of water to pull myself up. Pain shoots up my legs from my ankles. I call out and fall forward again.

And once more, he catches me.

“My feet,” I say. We look at them, bare and swollen badly, turning ugly shades of blue and black.

“We’ll get you to a healer.” He puts an arm around me to lift me.

“No,” I say, stopping him. “We have to warn the Answer. That’s the most important thing.”

“Viola–”

“Their lives are more important than my–”

“She tried to
kill
you, Viola. She tried to blow you up.”

I’m breathing hard, trying not to feel the pain from my legs.

“You don’t owe her nothing,” he says.

But I feel his arms on me and I’m realizing things don’t seem so impossible any more. I feel Todd touching me and there’s anger rising in my gut but it’s not at him and I grunt and I pull myself up again, leaning on him to keep me there as I stand. “I
do
owe her,” I say. “I owe her the look on her face when she sees me alive.”

I try to take a small step but it’s too much. I cry out again.

“I have a horse,” he says. “I can put you on her.”

“He’s not just going to let us leave,” I say. “He said guards would escort us back to him.”

“Yeah,” he says. “We’ll see about
that
.”

He puts his arm further around me and leans down to put his other arm under my knees.

And he lifts me in the air.

The pull on my ankles makes me cry out again but then he’s holding me up, carrying me like he did down the hillside into Haven.

Holding me up.

He remembers it, too. I can see it in his Noise.

I put my arm around his neck. He tries to smile.

And it’s crooked like it always is.

“We just keep on having to save each other,” he says. “We ever gonna be even?”

“I hope not,” I say.

He frowns again and I see the clouds roiling in his Noise. “I’m sorry,” he says quietly.

I grab the cloth of his shirt front and squeeze it tight. “I’m sorry, too.”

“So we forgive each other?” The crooked smile climbs up one more time. “Again?”

And I look right into his eyes, right into him as far as I can see, because I want him to hear me, I want him to hear me with everything I mean and feel and say.

“Always,” I say to him. “Every time.”

He carries me to a chair and then goes over to the door and starts pounding on it. “Let us out!” he shouts.

“This does mean something, Todd,” I say, taking as little breath as possible because my feet are throbbing. “Something we have to remember.”

“What’s that?” He pounds on the door again and says “ow” quietly with how it’s hurting his hands.

“The Mayor knows I’m your weakness,” I say. “All he has to do is threaten me and you’ll do what he wants.”

“Yeah,” Todd says, not looking back. “Yeah, I knew that already.”

“He’ll keep trying it.”

He turns around to face me, fists clenched at his sides. “He won’t be laying his eyes on you. Not never again.”

“No.” I shake my head and wince at the pain. “It can’t be that way, Todd. He has to be stopped.”

“Well, why’s it have to be
us
that stops him?”

“It’s got to be somebody.” I arch my back a certain way to keep any weight off my feet. “He can’t win.”

Todd starts kicking at the door. “Then let yer Mistress do it. We’ll get to her somehow, warn ’em if we can, and then we’re outta here.”

“Out of here where?”

“I don’t know.” He starts looking around for something that might knock down the door. “We’ll go to one of the abandoned settlements. We’ll hide out till yer ships get here.”

“He’ll beat Mistress Coyle and then he’ll go right for the ships.” I gasp a little as I turn my head to follow him. “There’s only a small number of people awake when they land, Todd. He can overpower them and keep everyone else asleep as long as he wants. He doesn’t ever have to wake them up if he doesn’t want to.”

He stops his search. “Is that true?”

I nod. “Once he destroys the Answer, who’s left to stop him?”

He clenches and unclenches his fists again. “We have to do it.”

“We find the Answer first,” I say, trying to pull myself upright. “We warn them–”

“And tell ’em exactly what kinda leader they got.”

I sigh. “We’re going to have to stop both of them, aren’t we?”

“Well, that’s easy, ain’t it?” Todd says. “We tell the Answer all about yer mistress and then someone new will lead ’em.” He looks at me. “Maybe you.”

“Maybe
you
.” I take a minute to try and catch my breath. It’s getting harder. “Either way, we have to get out of here.”

And then the door suddenly opens.

A soldier stands there with a rifle.

“I have orders to take you both to the cathedral,” he says.

And I think I recognize him.

“Ivan,” Todd says.

“Lieutenant,” Ivan nods. “I’ve got my orders.”

“You’re from Farbranch,” I say, but he’s staring at Todd, not blinking. I can hear something in his Noise, something–

“Lieutenant,”
he says again in a way that seems like some kind of signal.

I look at Todd. “What’s he doing?”

“You have orders,” Todd says, concentrating on Ivan. I can hear stuff flying between their Noises, fast and blurry. “
Private
Farrow.”

“Yes, sir,” Ivan says, standing at attention. “Orders from my superior officer.”

Todd looks at me. I can hear him thinking.

“What’s going on?” I say.

I see Lee rise in Todd’s Noise. He turns back to Ivan. “Is there another prisoner? A boy? Blond shaggy hair?”

“There is, sir,” Ivan says.

“And if I ordered you to take me to him, you’d do it?”

“You
are
my superior officer,
Lieutenant
.” Ivan’s looking harder at Todd now. “I’d have to follow any orders you gave me.”

“Todd?” I say, but I’m beginning to understand.

“I’ve been a-trying to tell you this for some time, Lieutenant,” Ivan says, impatience in his voice.

“Are there any higher ranking officers on the premises than me?” Todd asks.

“No, sir. Just myself and the guards. Everyone else has gone off to fight the war.”

“How many guards?”

“Sixteen of us, sir.”

Todd licks his lips, thinking. “Would they regard me as their superior officer, too, Private?”

Ivan looks away for the first time, glancing quickly behind him before saying again in a lower voice, “There is some concern with our current leadership, sir. They might be persuaded.”

Todd stands up straighter, pulling at the hem of his uniform jacket. I notice again how tall he is, how much taller than the last time I saw him, how his face is lined in a way that’s not at all boyish, how his voice is deeper and fuller.

I look at him, and I begin to see a man.

He clears his throat and stands at attention before Ivan. “Then I order you to take me to the prisoner called Lee, Private.”

“Even though I have been instructed to take you straight to the President,” Ivan says in an official voice, “I feel I cannot disobey your direct order,
sir
.”

He steps back out of the door to wait. Todd comes to my chair and kneels down in front of me.

“What are you planning?” I ask, trying to read his Noise, but it’s spinning so fast I can hardly keep up with it.

“You said it’s us who has to stop him cuz no one else will,” he says, the crooked smile inching higher. “Well, maybe there’s a way we can.”

[T
ODD
]

I feel Viola watching me as I leave and follow Ivan down the hallway. She’s wondering whether we can trust him.

I wonder it, too.

Cuz the answer’s no, ain’t it? Ivan joined the army as a volunteer, saving his own skin in Farbranch, and I remember him slinking up to me all those months ago even before it happened and telling me he was on the side of Prentisstown. He probably couldn’t wait to join the army when it marched into town and then he led troops here and was even a Corporal.

Till Mayor Prentiss shot him in the leg.

You go where the power is,
he said to me once.
That’s how you stay alive.

So maybe he thinks he’s found the new power.

“Exactly what I’m a-thinking,
sir,
” Ivan says, stopping outside a door. “He’s in here.”

“Can he walk?” I say as Ivan unlocks the door–

But Lee’s already jumping out with an
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!
and knocking Ivan over and punching him again and again in the face and I have to grab his shoulders and pull him back and he turns to me fists ready till he sees who it is.

“Todd!” he says, surprised.

“We need–” I start.

“Where is she?” he shouts, already looking round, and I have to step forward to keep Ivan from smashing the back of his head with a rifle.

“She’s hurt,” I say. “She needs bandages and splints.” I turn to Ivan. “You got those here?”

“We got a first aid kit,” Ivan says.

“That’ll do. Give it to Lee and he’ll take care of Viola. Then tell the men I wanna talk to ’em out front.”

Ivan’s glaring at Lee, Noise blaring.

“That’s an order,
Private,
” I say.

“Yes,
sir,
” Ivan says, all sour, before he disappears down the hallway.

Lee goggles at me.
“Yes, sir?”