Complete Works of Joseph Conrad (Illustrated) (803 page)

“‘And do you think that you can make out to live here?’ he asked gently.

“‘Can’t I?  You know I have always stuck to men through thick and thin till they had enough of me.  And now look at me!  But inside I am as I always was.  I have acted on the square to them all one after another.  Only they do get tired somehow.  Oh, Davy!  Harry ought not to have cast me off.  It was he that led me astray.’

“Davidson mentioned to her that Harry the Pearler had been dead now for some years.  Perhaps she had heard?

“She made a sign that she had heard; and walked by the side of Davidson in silence nearly to the bank.  Then she told him that her meeting with him had brought back the old times to her mind.  She had not cried for years.  She was not a crying woman either.  It was hearing herself called Laughing Anne that had started her sobbing like a fool.  Harry was the only man she had loved.  The others —

“She shrugged her shoulders.  But she prided herself on her loyalty to the successive partners of her dismal adventures.  She had never played any tricks in her life.  She was a pal worth having.  But men did get tired.  They did not understand women.  She supposed it had to be.

“Davidson was attempting a veiled warning as to Bamtz, but she interrupted him.  She knew what men were.  She knew what this man was like.  But he had taken wonderfully to the kid.  And Davidson desisted willingly, saying to himself that surely poor Laughing Anne could have no illusions by this time.  She wrung his hand hard at parting.

“‘It’s for the kid, Davy — it’s for the kid.  Isn’t he a bright little chap?’

CHAPTER II

“All this happened about two years before the day when Davidson, sitting in this very room, talked to my friend.  You will see presently how this room can get full.  Every seat’ll be occupied, and as you notice, the tables are set close, so that the backs of the chairs are almost touching.  There is also a good deal of noisy talk here about one o’clock.

“I don’t suppose Davidson was talking very loudly; but very likely he had to raise his voice across the table to my friend.  And here accident, mere accident, put in its work by providing a pair of fine ears close behind Davidson’s chair.  It was ten to one against, the owner of the same having enough change in his pockets to get his tiffin here.  But he had.  Most likely had rooked somebody of a few dollars at cards overnight.  He was a bright creature of the name of Fector, a spare, short, jumpy fellow with a red face and muddy eyes.  He described himself as a journalist, as certain kind of women give themselves out as actresses in the dock of a police-court.

“He used to introduce himself to strangers as a man with a mission to track out abuses and fight them whenever found.  He would also hint that he was a martyr.  And it’s a fact that he had been kicked, horsewhipped, imprisoned, and hounded with ignominy out of pretty well every place between Ceylon and Shanghai, for a professional blackmailer.

“I suppose, in that trade, you’ve got to have active wits and sharp ears.  It’s not likely that he overheard every word Davidson said about his dollar collecting trip, but he heard enough to set his wits at work.

“He let Davidson go out, and then hastened away down to the native slums to a sort of lodging-house kept in partnership by the usual sort of Portuguese and a very disreputable Chinaman.  Macao Hotel, it was called, but it was mostly a gambling den that one used to warn fellows against.  Perhaps you remember?

“There, the evening before, Fector had met a precious couple, a partnership even more queer than the Portuguese and the Chinaman.  One of the two was Niclaus — you know.  Why! the fellow with a Tartar moustache and a yellow complexion, like a Mongolian, only that his eyes were set straight and his face was not so flat.  One couldn’t tell what breed he was.  A nondescript beggar.  From a certain angle you would think a very bilious white man.  And I daresay he was.  He owned a Malay prau and called himself The Nakhoda, as one would say: The Captain.  Aha!  Now you remember.  He couldn’t, apparently, speak any other European language than English, but he flew the Dutch flag on his prau.

“The other was the Frenchman without hands.  Yes.  The very same we used to know in ‘79 in Sydney, keeping a little tobacco shop at the lower end of George Street.  You remember the huge carcase hunched up behind the counter, the big white face and the long black hair brushed back off a high forehead like a bard’s.  He was always trying to roll cigarettes on his knee with his stumps, telling endless yarns of Polynesia and whining and cursing in turn about ‘mon malheur.’  His hands had been blown away by a dynamite cartridge while fishing in some lagoon.  This accident, I believe, had made him more wicked than before, which is saying a good deal.

“He was always talking about ‘resuming his activities’ some day, whatever they were, if he could only get an intelligent companion.  It was evident that the little shop was no field for his activities, and the sickly woman with her face tied up, who used to look in sometimes through the back door, was no companion for him.

“And, true enough, he vanished from Sydney before long, after some trouble with the Excise fellows about his stock.  Goods stolen out of a warehouse or something similar.  He left the woman behind, but he must have secured some sort of companion — he could not have shifted for himself; but whom he went away with, and where, and what other companions he might have picked up afterwards, it is impossible to make the remotest guess about.

“Why exactly he came this way I can’t tell.  Towards the end of my time here we began to hear talk of a maimed Frenchman who had been seen here and there.  But no one knew then that he had foregathered with Niclaus and lived in his prau.  I daresay he put Niclaus up to a thing or two.  Anyhow, it was a partnership.  Niclaus was somewhat afraid of the Frenchman on account of his tempers, which were awful.  He looked then like a devil; but a man without hands, unable to load or handle a weapon, can at best go for one only with his teeth.  From that danger Niclaus felt certain he could always defend himself.

“The couple were alone together loafing in the common-room of that infamous hotel when Fector turned up.  After some beating about the bush, for he was doubtful how far he could trust these two, he repeated what he had overheard in the tiffin-rooms.

“His tale did not have much success till he came to mention the creek and Bamtz’s name.  Niclaus, sailing about like a native in a prau, was, in his own words, ‘familiar with the locality.’  The huge Frenchman, walking up and down the room with his stumps in the pockets of his jacket, stopped short in surprise.  ‘Comment?  Bamtz!  Bamtz!’

“He had run across him several times in his life.  He exclaimed: ‘Bamtz!  Mais je ne connais que ca!’  And he applied such a contemptuously indecent epithet to Bamtz that when, later, he alluded to him as ‘une chiffe’ (a mere rag) it sounded quite complimentary.  ‘We can do with him what we like,’ he asserted confidently.  ‘Oh, yes.  Certainly we must hasten to pay a visit to that — ’ (another awful descriptive epithet quite unfit for repetition).  ‘Devil take me if we don’t pull off a coup that will set us all up for a long time.’

“He saw all that lot of dollars melted into bars and disposed of somewhere on the China coast.  Of the escape after the coup he never doubted.  There was Niclaus’s prau to manage that in.

“In his enthusiasm he pulled his stumps out of his pockets and waved them about.  Then, catching sight of them, as it were, he held them in front of his eyes, cursing and blaspheming and bewailing his misfortune and his helplessness, till Niclaus quieted him down.

“But it was his mind that planned out the affair and it was his spirit which carried the other two on.  Neither of them was of the bold buccaneer type; and Fector, especially, had never in his adventurous life used other weapons than slander and lies.

“That very evening they departed on a visit to Bamtz in Niclaus’s prau, which had been lying, emptied of her cargo of cocoanuts, for a day or two under the canal bridge.  They must have crossed the bows of the anchored Sissie, and no doubt looked at her with interest as the scene of their future exploit, the great haul, le grand coup!

“Davidson’s wife, to his great surprise, sulked with him for several days before he left.  I don’t know whether it occurred to him that, for all her angelic profile, she was a very stupidly obstinate girl.  She didn’t like the tropics.  He had brought her out there, where she had no friends, and now, she said, he was becoming inconsiderate.  She had a presentiment of some misfortune, and notwithstanding Davidson’s painstaking explanations, she could not see why her presentiments were to be disregarded.  On the very last evening before Davidson went away she asked him in a suspicious manner:

“‘Why is it that you are so anxious to go this time?’

“‘I am not anxious,’ protested the good Davidson.  ‘I simply can’t help myself.  There’s no one else to go in my place.’

“‘Oh!  There’s no one,’ she said, turning away slowly.

“She was so distant with him that evening that Davidson from a sense of delicacy made up his mind to say good-bye to her at once and go and sleep on board.  He felt very miserable and, strangely enough, more on his own account than on account of his wife.  She seemed to him much more offended than grieved.

“Three weeks later, having collected a good many cases of old dollars (they were stowed aft in the lazarette with an iron bar and a padlock securing the hatch under his cabin-table), yes, with a bigger lot than he had expected to collect, he found himself homeward bound and off the entrance of the creek where Bamtz lived and even, in a sense, flourished.

“It was so late in the day that Davidson actually hesitated whether he should not pass by this time.  He had no regard for Bamtz, who was a degraded but not a really unhappy man.  His pity for Laughing Anne was no more than her case deserved.  But his goodness was of a particularly delicate sort.  He realised how these people were dependent on him, and how they would feel their dependence (if he failed to turn up) through a long month of anxious waiting.  Prompted by his sensitive humanity, Davidson, in the gathering dusk, turned the Sissie’s head towards the hardly discernible coast, and navigated her safety through a maze of shallow patches.  But by the time he got to the mouth of the creek the night had come.

“The narrow waterway lay like a black cutting through the forest.  And as there were always grounded snaggs in the channel which it would be impossible to make out, Davidson very prudently turned the Sissie round, and with only enough steam on the boilers to give her a touch ahead if necessary, let her drift up stern first with the tide, silent and invisible in the impenetrable darkness and in the dumb stillness.

“It was a long job, and when at the end of two hours Davidson thought he must be up to the clearing, the settlement slept already, the whole land of forests and rivers was asleep.

“Davidson, seeing a solitary light in the massed darkness of the shore, knew that it was burning in Bamtz’s house.  This was unexpected at this time of the night, but convenient as a guide.  By a turn of the screw and a touch of the helm he sheered the Sissie alongside Bamtz’s wharf — a miserable structure of a dozen piles and a few planks, of which the ex-vagabond was very proud.  A couple of Kalashes jumped down on it, took a turn with the ropes thrown to them round the posts, and the Sissie came to rest without a single loud word or the slightest noise.  And just in time too, for the tide turned even before she was properly moored.

“Davidson had something to eat, and then, coming on deck for a last look round, noticed that the light was still burning in the house.

“This was very unusual, but since they were awake so late, Davidson thought that he would go up to say that he was in a hurry to be off and to ask that what rattans there were in store should be sent on board with the first sign of dawn.

“He stepped carefully over the shaky planks, not being anxious to get a sprained ankle, and picked his way across the waste ground to the foot of the house ladder.  The house was but a glorified hut on piles, unfenced and lonely.

“Like many a stout man, Davidson is very lightfooted.  He climbed the seven steps or so, stepped across the bamboo platform quietly, but what he saw through the doorway stopped him short.

“Four men were sitting by the light of a solitary candle.  There was a bottle, a jug and glasses on the table, but they were not engaged in drinking.  Two packs of cards were lying there too, but they were not preparing to play.  They were talking together in whispers, and remained quite unaware of him.  He himself was too astonished to make a sound for some time.  The world was still, except for the sibilation of the whispering heads bunched together over the table.

“And Davidson, as I have quoted him to you before, didn’t like it.  He didn’t like it at all.

“The situation ended with a scream proceeding from the dark, interior part of the room.  ‘O Davy! you’ve given me a turn.’

“Davidson made out beyond the table Anne’s very pale face.  She laughed a little hysterically, out of the deep shadows between the gloomy mat walls.  ‘Ha! ha! ha!’

“The four heads sprang apart at the first sound, and four pairs of eyes became fixed stonily on Davidson.  The woman came forward, having little more on her than a loose chintz wrapper and straw slippers on her bare feet.  Her head was tied up Malay fashion in a red handkerchief, with a mass of loose hair hanging under it behind.  Her professional, gay, European feathers had literally dropped off her in the course of these two years, but a long necklace of amber beads hung round her uncovered neck.  It was the only ornament she had left; Bamtz had sold all her poor-enough trinkets during the flight from Saigon — when their association began.

“She came forward, past the table, into the light, with her usual groping gesture of extended arms, as though her soul, poor thing! had gone blind long ago, her white cheeks hollow, her eyes darkly wild, distracted, as Davidson thought.  She came on swiftly, grabbed him by the arm, dragged him in.  ‘It’s heaven itself that sends you to-night.  My Tony’s so bad — come and see him.  Come along — do!’