Cruel Justice (DI Lorne Simpkins (Book one)) (22 page)

"Is that what you truly believe?"

"Why else would he be trying to make contact with me?"

"There could be a number of reasons. You're the lead investigator."

"Hmmm …"

"It's plausible that he sees you as a friend rather than foe."

"If that's the case, why won't he confide in me
why
he's carrying out these murders? Why are his calls so brief?"

"Because he's not stupid, he knows you'll try your best to trap him, to trace his calls. Whatever happens, swear to me you will never agree to meet him, not alone."

"If it means I can save the lives of other women that's exactly what I'll have to do."

"But that's ludicrous. You can't put your life at risk to save others."

"I joined the police force to protect and serve my fellow countrymen. If I turn away and run when things get tough then I shouldn't be in the job, should I?"

He shrugged, defeated by her words. "I can see it would be useless to try and dissuade you."

Pete returned to them and shaking his head, he said, "I told you he was getting worse."

Jacques gave Lorne a puzzled look. "The crimes, Pete's got it into his head that each murder is worse than the previous one."

"It is not uncommon for a murderer to perfect his art. He becomes more confident and I suppose more adventurous in the way he kills."

"Tell us something we don't know," Pete uttered.

Jacques' eyes creased in annoyance at Pete's derogatory tone. "Far be it for me to tell you your job DS Childs, but I think it would be better if you took DI Simpkins home. She's had a rough day and she also spent an uncomfortable night at the station."

"Yeah, you'd know all about
that
of course."

"Pack it in you two for God's sake. Thanks for your concern Jacques, but I have a post-mortem to attend in case you've forgotten. There's no way I can call it a day, even if I wanted to. Which I don't."

After a moment's pause, Jacques said, "Is that the only reason you have to stay at work?"

"I suppose so," she replied, perplexed.

"Then I will postpone the post-mortem until tomorrow." When Lorne stared at him in open-mouthed disbelief, he added, "It is my prerogative, as leading pathologist on the case. No seriously, being practical I would have to wait for the body to cool down before I attempt a post-mortem anyway."

"Okay, you win. What time shall I be there in the morning? Bearing in mind I have a funeral to attend at eleven on the other side of town." It was pointless arguing with him, she could feel exhaustion tapping at her bones.

"If you promise me you'll go straight home, then I will consider an early start. Shall we say about seven?"

"That's fine. I'll see you bright and early at the mortuary."

He walked off without saying goodbye and for some reason she felt abandoned by his departure.

"Come on, I'll drive you home," Pete said, his eyes burning through Arnaud's back.

"But your car is back at the station," she replied.

"I'll drop you off, take your car home then pick you up in the morning, if that's okay?"

She was in no mood to argue with him as they got in the car. He cursed when he bashed his knee on the steering wheel. She was a good six to seven inches shorter than he was. His frustration increased when his belly prevented him from locating the knob that adjusted the seat.

Lorne found it hard to keep a straight face and he shot her a disapproving look.

It was dark when they pulled up outside her house. Her heart pounded as she prepared herself for yet another of Tom's likely filthy moods.

Pete noticed her anxiety and asked if she wanted him to accompany her.

She smiled and placed a hand on his arm. "Would you mind, just for a minute? I know he won't argue if you're there. I want to see Charlie's all right before I thrash things out with him."

Tom's angry scowl changed to a loving smile when he spotted Pete lurking behind her.

"Is Charlie in her room?" Tom nodded and turned his back. "Get Pete a drink will you please, Tom?"

After checking Charlie was happy and had completed her homework, Lorne returned downstairs to find the boys debating football, what else?

"He's gotta be the best player Wenger has brought to the club in a long time, apart from Henry that is."

"Who are you talking about?" Lorne sat on the leather sofa next to her husband.

"Jose Antonio Reyes. The kid they bought in January. He's playing out of his skin at the moment."

"The cute one with the sexy smile, you mean?"

Both men looked at her in surprise.

"But you don't take much notice of the football when it's on. How the hell do you know who we're talking about?" Tom asked.

Her secret was out, how the hell was she going to get out of this one? "There was an article in Pete's paper the other day about a new player Arsenal recently signed. You don't have to be a flippin' genius to work it out. I am a DI after all."

Pete and Tom eyed her suspiciously but decided not to challenge her. She stood and went through to the kitchen to fix something to eat. Not having much of an appetite, she settled on another cheese and tomato omelette. She poked her head in the lounge and asked Pete if he wanted to stay for dinner. He declined and she felt the panic rise within. Her safety net was deserting her and heading for the front door.

"Thanks for paving the way for me, Pete," she whispered as he made to leave.

"See you in the morning, boss. I made Tom aware of the stress you've been under today," he assured her before closing the door behind him.

Lorne crept back into the kitchen and sat at the breakfast bar to eat her omelette. Putting the last mouthful of dinner in her mouth, she looked up to see Tom leaning against the doorframe watching her. Their eyes locked, searching for answers to questions that neither of them were prepared to ask.

In the sickening silence Lorne washed her plate, placed the bottle of wine back in the fridge and tried to walk past him, but he refused to budge. She took a step back, pleading with her eyes to be allowed to pass. He stood firm, so she returned to her seat and waited for him to speak.

The tension was palpable. Neither of them knew where to begin. It was up to one of them to start a conversation that could either break or make their marriage. But which of them was it going to be? She was weary, exhausted beyond comprehension. His selfishness caused her blood to boil — all she wanted to do was curl up in her soft, warm comfortable bed and go to sleep.

Instead, Lorne said, "Did Charlie enjoy her stay at grandma's?"

"Yup."

"It's been one hell of a day," she said, hoping to gain a little sympathy.

It didn't come. "I know, Pete told me."

Her emotional state caught up with her and tears welled in her eyes. "What do you want from me, Tom?"

"I want you to be my wife, is that too much to ask? Apparently it is."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"It means, I want things back to the way they were before you got this fucking promotion."

The vicious impact of his angry words slapped her in the face.

"Don't raise your voice, Charlie will hear."

"Your consideration for our child is touching, if a trifle false."

His face was taut with an anger she'd never witnessed before. His handsome features became twisted and ugly.

"False. In what way is it false?"

"If you had any,
any
consideration for your child, you'd be here when she came home from school. Be here when she ate her dinner. But it's more convenient for me to do it, isn't it? Saves you the trouble."

"That's not fair, Tom." His words twisted her stomach into knots.

"Life ain't fair. But you know that, don't you, Lorne? To you, life is about banging up criminals rather than spending time with your family. When was the last time you took your daughter swimming? Bloody months ago, that's when. When was the last time you sat down and helped Charlie with her Maths homework? Months ago. But then you've got someone to fall back on, haven't you? Well, supposing I walked out on you tonight. What the fuck would you do then?"

His words frightened her, as was his intention, she suspected. He was right, of course. It had been months since she'd spent any quality time with either of them. Maybe Charlie had received a bad report from school he wasn't telling her about? She couldn't rely on Tom to help their daughter with her homework because he wasn't the sharpest chisel in the toolbox — he'd always wanted to play with cars rather than take an interest in studying at school. The teachers at one point had thought he was dyslexic but the truth was he was just plain lazy, so they'd let him plod away at his own slow pace.

What the fuck would she do if he walked out on her and their marriage?

All these questions and she didn't have a single answer to give him.

"Tom … please, you know how difficult my job is. As I recall, you supported me in my application for promotion."

"That was before I knew how much time you'd actually spend at home. Do you have any idea what my state of mind is these days? These four walls, that's all I see twenty-four hours a day. And do you care? Huh, don't make me laugh. You couldn't give a shit about it. You don't even realise it, do you?"

She was too stunned to answer him. Too ashamed to look at him and he was quick to point this out.

"What's wrong, Lorne, hit the nail on the head, have I?" He took a big stride towards her and she cowered. "Christ, did you think I was going to hit you?"

"I don't know."

"It proves we no longer know each other the way we used to. It's pointless going on." His shoulders slumped in defeat as he plonked down on the stool beside her.

"Please, Tom don't say that. I love you." She reached out and placed her hand on his arm.

"Do you, Lorne? Or do you just see me as someone you can rely on to take good care of your child?"

"You mean
our
child?"

"When it suits you she's our child, other times I just don't know what she is. A noose around your neck maybe?"

"How can you say that? I love her as much as I love you."

"Then for Christ's sake start showing it. Show some interest in your family for a change. Take last night for instance, I told you Charlie would be spending time with her gran, it was an ideal opportunity for us to spend time together. But no, you told me you
had
to work late."

"You said you were going out with the boys for the night," she cried in anguish.

"If you'd asked me not to go, I would have thought up an excuse to get out of it. I would have done that for you, Lorne. For you. What the hell do you do for
me
nowadays? Think carefully before you answer." A sneer came with the warning.

She wracked her brain and had trouble remembering the last time she had done anything nice for him. How long had he bottled all this anger up inside? Was this what had been wrong with him over the last few months? Why hadn't he mentioned it before now? Was she that wrapped up in her work that her family life took a poor second place to it?

"It's difficult isn't it? I'll tell you when it was, four months ago to the day; you looked after Charlie while I went fishing with Dan. Four shitting months, since I've had a single day off. Whereas you, well what can I say? When was the last time you did the vacuuming, cleaned the bathroom, picked up a duster …"

Her hands flew up to cover her ears. "Stop it. Stop it, Tom. I'm begging you …"

He strode over to the cupboard above the breakfast bar and pulled out a tumbler, which he filled with whisky from the new bottle that had been sitting on the countertop beside him.

"That's your answer to our problems, is it?" Lorne asked, voice shaking with annoyance.

"Let me know if you can think of a better one," he shot back, and emptied his half-filled glass in one gulp.

"I'm tired. I'm going to bed now, Tom."

As she walked out of the kitchen she heard the chink of the bottle hitting his glass.
Let him get on with it, let him drown his sorrows, what do I care anyway?
Weary she climbed the stairs to her bedroom. The trouble was she did care, but she was also confused. Did she care enough to save her marriage? And what part did Jacques Arnaud play in her confusion?

She found an old pair of pyjamas to wear, just in case Tom had any intention of making-up with her when he finally came to bed.

Sleep evaded her, every time she attempted to close her eyes the terrifying images of the charred body burned her eyelids. Beads of sweat seeped from every pore. Guilt ridden, that's what she was.
What
if
was a terrible question to ask. Yet it was a question she punished herself with over and over again.
What
if
she had been there to take the killer's call?
What
if
they had at least started bringing in suspects?
What
if
she didn't have this fixation with Jacques?
What
if
she was the next name on the killer's list? And finally,
what
if
he did eventually kill her and she never got to see her daughter grow up?

She held her breath pretending to be asleep when Tom staggered into the room and got into bed beside her.

"Lorne, sweeyheart, are you ashleep?" he slurred as he leant over her.

Rigid with apprehension, she dared not wiggle her big toe in case he realised she was awake. Before long it was his snoring keeping her awake instead of the vivid images of the mysterious woman's charred remains.

Chapter Thirty-Four

The alarm went off at six-fifteen and Lorne turned it off before Tom had time to register what the noise was. Creeping around the bedroom, she gathered clean clothes and closed the door behind her. After grabbing a quick shower she dressed and was ready for Pete ten minutes later.

Pete pulled up and found her standing in the porch trembling, her hair soaking wet.

"Don't say a word," Lorne warned, jumping in the passenger seat. She leaned forward and turned the heater on full blast.