Authors: Caridad Pineiro
When she spoke, the strength of her conviction was clear. “I'll go to Sebastian tomorrow, but for the otherâ¦I'm not asking permission, Ryder. I plan on scouring those journals for any hint of a cure. With or without your help.”
“And nothingâ”
“Nothing, not even getting toothy, is going to stop me.”
S
ebastian Reyes had a problem. Or rather, his new client had one. They had gotten the SQL Slammer virus because someone in their IT department forgot to shut down Port 1434. He entered the user name and password he had been provided, cleared his client's firewall and remotely accessed their network. With a few keystrokes, he had a patch going to fix the issue.
He grabbed three squeeze stress balls and pushed away from his desk, where his computer was monitoring the progress. He tossed the first stress ball high into the air, followed it with the others, juggling them to pass the time while his computer ground away. As he walked around, stress squeezies flying through the air, Sebastian occasionally shot a look at the monitor where a large dialogue box announced how much of the patch was finished.
Not much longer, he realized, pleased his new computer and server setup were working so well. Even though the dotcom bust had finally reached the company for which he had been working, resulting in its bankruptcy, he'd recently sold one of his computer games. And he'd turned the frequent requests from former clientsâsuch as the frantic call regarding the virusâinto a consulting business for those who needed their networks operating, and the private things on their systems remaining private. So instead of doing the nine-to-five office routine, he worked out of the apartment he shared with his FBI agent sister, Diana, writing new games and monitoring for performance and security issues. Plus he got to do other fun things, like hacking into the systems of clients and other consultants to make sure everything was in working order. Nonconformist that he was, he loved the hacking best.
All in all, he couldn't complain. At twenty-eight, he was making a decent living with less stress, and he was his own boss. He smiled, tossed the balls around, then stopped his juggling as he noticed the patch was complete.
Sebastian laid the squeeze balls on the desktop and ended the remote session just as the doorbell rang.
He opened the door and stopped short.
Melissa Danvers.
Dr. Melissa Danvers, vampire keeper, still looking as stunning today as she had nearly three months ago when she'd first dropped that bombshell on him. He'd thought it a shame someone so very beautiful was a crackpot, until his sister confirmed that Ryder Latimer was a vampire.
“Hi. You're the last thing I expected to see,” he said, wondering what she was doing on his doorstep, but pleased nonetheless.
She held her Coach purse before her and nervously fingered the straps, looking decidedly prim, proper and uneasy. But that uneasiness couldn't dim her beauty. For months, he'd tried to convince himself his recollections of her had been suspect, colored by the tension and danger of the night they had shared.
They hadn't. Wheat-blond hair framed an oval-shaped face that was classically beautiful. From the straight, slightly pug nose to a heart-shape mouth with lipsâ¦
Don't think about those lips,
he warned himself.
Just keep it simple. Meet her gaze directly and firmly andâ¦
Only the blue of her changeling eyes was a stormy gray tonightâthe color of trouble. So he shouldn't have been surprised when she said, “I have a problem.”
“A problem?” Panic raced through him. There was only one problem he could think of that would bring her to
his
door. They'd taken precautions when they'd made love that night, but of course, nothing was foolproof. His gut tightened with concern. He was barely capable of taking care of himself, much less a child or a wife. His father would haveâ¦
He refused to think about the chastisement that would have been sure to come from his father, if he'd still been alive. Sebastian was no longer the hesitant little boy always striving for his
Papi
's acceptance. He was a grown man, and he knew what he had to do.
He motioned Melissa into the apartment, then closed the door behind her and strove for a totally-in-control kind of voice. “Wrong.
No problema
. Whatever you need, Melissa. Are you Catholic?”
A shocked expression crossed her patrician features. “Forthright, aren't you? And no, I'm Episcopalian.”
He squared his shoulders and, with what he hoped seemed like bravado, nodded. “I'm a responsible kind of guy. And you're smart. Attractive. Andâ”
“Healthy. See. I have all my teeth,” Melissa said with some bite and forced her mouth wide open to display her perfectly white and straight teeth.
Sebastian narrowed his eyes as he considered her carefully. “Do you always hide behind a joke?”
She shook her head, as if chastising herself, and her shoulder-length hair swayed with the movement. “We're getting off on the wrong foot. I'm sorry. It's not a personal kind of problem. I need your techno-knowledge.”
Sebastian released a long breath and was surprised that mixed in with the relief was a little regret. Maybe even a bit of anger. Three months of not being able to stop thinking about her and the only reason she was on his doorstep now was because she needed his expertise. “So I guess what happened between us wasâ”
Melissa held up her hand to silence him. “Please don't be offended, but I thought we both knew that it was a result of the danger andâ”
“The tension. Right. Nothing else.” He had known someone like Melissa would have no interest in someone like him. They were too different. It was why he hadn't called her after their night together. It was why he shouldn't have been thinking of her all this time. He stuffed his hands into his pocketsâhe was too tempted to move a stray lock of her silky blond hair from her face. That would be wrong. So totally wrong.
“What kind of computer help do you need?” He struggled for a neutral tone.
When her gaze met his, something big and dangerous flared to life inside him. She hesitated, seeming to recognize what he was feeling. “Actually, I'm rethinking this.”
Despite her statement, she took the seat Sebastian offered and settled herself on the black leather couch in the living room that doubled as his office. He sat before her on the coffee table. Leaning forward, he braced his elbows on his thighs and clasped his hands together. He was fighting a losing battle not to touch her. “Why don't you let me be the judge of that?”
Melissa paused again, clearly troubled. With a nod of her head, she explained. Sebastian patiently listened to her description of the Danvers family journals and how one had recently been taken from her office. That didn't give him a clue as to why his help was needed until Melissa finished by saying that Ryder and Diana thought someone should scan the remaining journals as a safeguard.
He gave a careless shrug. “Scanning is easy enough to do. But someone could still snatch the one machine with the images. Unless you encrypt the files and the database. Put the pieces at different secure locations.”
Melissa smiled. “That's why you're the best person for this job. You know exactly what we need to do. And you already know Ryder's secret.”
“It would take a day orâ”
Melissa quickly jumped in. “It needs to be foolproof. No one can hack into this.”
From the tone of her voice, Sebastian gathered there was something she wasn't telling him. It bothered him that she wasn't being totally honest. “Not giving me all the details, are you?”
She flushed and shifted nervously. “I'm not really sureâ”
He moved off the table and sat down next to her. “And I'm not sure I want to be dragged into something without all the information.”
The stain of color on her cheeks deepened and she looked away. Sebastian lost the battle then. He cupped her chin and applied gentle pressure until she faced him. Her skin was smooth and warm beneath his fingers. As soft and silky as it had been the night theyâ¦He ripped himself from those thoughts. They were a dangerous distraction. “If there's more, I need to know.”
Giving him a tight smile, Melissa shied away from his touch. “I'm not sure there's more yet. But there are too many things that seem to connect.”
“Like?” he pressed.
“Ryder's secret. The missing journal. The car crash that killed my parents more than a year ago. It's just too many things happening too close together.” She looked down at her hands as she spoke. They were clasped together tightly, her knuckles nearly white from the pressure.
“I'm sorry. I didn't know your parents were dead.” Sebastian reached out and covered her hands with one of his. “Have you talked to Diana about your suspicions?”
Again Melissa eased away from his comforting gesture. “Ryder and I told her about the crash. And the journal. She's not sure we should be worried, but thinks it can't hurt to get some more information. We gave her the details we had.”
Sebastian considered all that Melissa had revealed, and all that she hadn't. She was unsure around him. That was clear from the way she withdrew every time he tried to make some overture. He knew from their night together, she wasn't used to being close to people, not even in a friendly way. Could they work together, given what had happened between them? And she obviously believed there was a possibility the journalsâand the people connected to themâwere in danger.
With the exception of his sister, Sebastian kept away from emotional complications. Maybe it was selfish, but the life he had chosen spared him from dealing with the expectations of others, his father in particular. Sebastian had found his own way and was happy with it. He wasn't sure he was prepared to be anyone's champion.
“I need to think about this.”
Her head jerked up and her eyes widened with surprise. “You're not sure you can do what we want?”
Sebastian rose. He rocked back and forth on his heels as he said, “Tech stuff is a slam dunk. I'm a whiz at that. But the restâ”
Melissa jumped up off the sofa. “Whatever happened before, it won't happen again.” She stressed that promise with an emphatic slash of her hand.
He wished it were that simple. “Well, thanks for that little ego boost,” he quipped and, before she could answer, continued. “I'm not sure I want to be involved. I kinda like my solitary life. Plus, being a hero is more up Diana's alley than mine.”
“B-but you helped before. When Ryder was hurt,” Melissa said.
Sebastian shrugged. “No choice then. You needed meâ”
“We
need
you
now
. There's no one else we can trust with Ryder's secret.”
He wasn't going to leap without thinking about it first. His father may have believed him to be thoughtless in his rebellion, but in fact, Sebastian's decisions had always been studied and logical. Right now, logic was telling him that it made no sense to become more involved in Melissa's life.
Melissa, with her by-the-book personality, was a challenge to the comfortable world he had created for himself. She was also a possible danger to his safety, if it turned out she was right and the crash that had killed her parents hadn't been an accident. And worse, although he didn't want to admit it, she was a real risk to his heart, regardless of everything else.
He didn't want to seem callous, but it made no sense to carry on with the conversation until he'd had time to consider everything without the pressure of Melissa hovering nearby. She was a distraction he didn't need. He motioned to the door and Melissa hurried to it, the lines of her body tight with anger.
As she stepped out, he gently grasped her arm. “I didn't say no, Melissa. I just need to think about it.”
With a curt nod, she strode off. He lingered by the door, watching her go, wishing he could have immediately said yes. Despite his mixed emotions, something about Melissa Danvers intrigued him.
When Sebastian closed the door he'd intended to try out an amended version of his latest game. But as he took hold of the joystick and loaded up the program, his mind drifted back to Melissa.
Forcing himself to concentrate, he made sure the changes requested by the computer game manufacturer were working. He was just completing the first level when he heard the grate of a key in the lock. “Well look who's finally home.”
“I have an early morning,” Diana answered as she entered the apartment.
Sebastian gave her a puzzled look.
“Ryder's still weak. He needs to restâ”
“And he's not about to get it with you around,” he said with a knowing grin.
Diana smiled and grabbed the squeeze balls from the desk. She juggled them at a speed well beyond what Sebastian could manage. But then again, Diana never did anything at normal levels. Including picking a boyfriend.
“Show-off,” Sebastian teased and Diana playfully tossed the balls at him in response.
Sebastian managed to catch them all as his sister peeked at the screen. “What are you working on?”
Rising, Sebastian blocked Diana's view of the monitor, leaned on the edge of the desk and crossed his arms. “Hacking into classified FBI files to see what's new with my sis and her furry friends.”