Danger Calls (5 page)

He nodded slowly. “You're right. We probably shouldn't be doing this.”

She felt disappointed, again, then something definitely short-circuited in her brain because she blurted out, “Why not?”

“Because I can't be your hero, Melissa. I'm not cut out for it.” He took a step back toward the door and away from her.

She raised her chin slightly and with a trace of defiance in her voice said, “I'm a modern woman. I don't need to be saved.”

Sebastian gave a soft little laugh and smiled sadly. “Everyone needs to be saved eventually, Melissa.”

She moved until she was standing barely an inch from him. His shaky exhalation washed over her face. It reminded her of that wonderfully sweet and enticing kiss. Up this close, it was impossible to avoid the full impact of his presence. Strong and capable. Sexy. Way too sexy.

She cupped his cheek and he didn't pull away.
That was good. But not enough.
Gently she brushed her thumb across his skin, which was rough with the start of an evening beard. The whirl of emotions in his gaze touched her. In some ways, they were very similar creatures.

She saw his fear. Determination. Loneliness. Yearning. The last made something inside of her clench tightly, for she knew what it was like to want that much. She whispered, “Do
you
need to be saved?”

In the second before he turned and strode away, she thought she saw his answer—that he didn't think himself worthy of salvation.

She wanted to go after him but she didn't know how to run toward something, only how to run away. She'd been doing it her whole life. First from the hurt caused by parents who couldn't love her. Then from the impossibility of a normal existence, given her role in Ryder's undead life. It had been easier to run than to face reality with all its problems.

But now Sebastian made her feel something she'd never felt before. Something that dared her to rethink what her life was supposed to be. It was only by accepting this challenge that she could find out what was meant to be…or not meant to be.

G
iven that he didn't think of himself as hero material, Melissa was prepared for Sebastian to cut and run when Diana asked, “Are you with us on this?”

Sebastian stood by the table, his arms crossed against his chest. A defiant edge to his stance. “If you're in it, Diana, I'm in it.”

Feelings of unworthiness rose sharply again, but Melissa ignored them. “You and Sebastian don't have to be involved. Ryder and I can handle it.”

Diana laid her hand over Melissa's in a comforting gesture. “You don't have to be alone anymore. Plus, it may take the right connections to get the information we want.”

“Meaning?” Ryder asked.

Diana looked across the table at her lover, but refrained from reaching out to him. “The locals might be a little concerned with a Fed like me asking any more questions. I may need someone else to do the asking.”

“But that's one more person in the loop who might become aware of Ryder's secret. What if we just left this alone?” Melissa suggested, concerned that the inquiry into her parents' death might do more harm than good.

Sebastian surprised her by saying, “If these events are connected, whoever broke into your office may not be satisfied with what they got. They may come looking for more. You can't risk that.”

“No, you can't,” Diana said. “We're not really sure what happened with your parents yet, but if they were murdered—”

“Then whoever did it is willing to go to any lengths to get what they want,” Ryder finished.

There was a moment of silence as Melissa considered all they had said.

“What if you had been in your office, Melissa?” Sebastian asked. “What if the intruder had found you there?”

Melissa was about to answer that she could take care of herself when Diana spoke up, “How'd they know you were gone? They timed the burglary perfectly. That would require knowledge of your whereabouts and that you had the journal with you.” There was silence all around. “I need you to think about everyone who was at the hospital that night. Anyone who would have known where you were. What you were doing. Make a list of names so we can check them out.”

Melissa thought back to the staff that had been present and those who had dropped by after the theft. It was easy enough to remember, but it was difficult for her to imagine that any of them might be responsible. Despite that, she said, “I can do that. But what about my parents? How will you get more info on the accident?”

Diana glanced at Ryder uneasily. “Peter Daly. He assisted me on the Williams case.”

Melissa waited for Ryder's reaction, aware of his dislike for the handsome NYPD detective. His face hardened slightly and his gaze narrowed. “How do you know we can trust him? He and I are—”

“I know he had issues with you during the Williams investigation, but if I vouch for you—”

“He'll be your willing lapdog?” Ryder asked testily.

Melissa uneasily shifted her glance from Ryder to Diana, then to Sebastian as she said, “Detective Daly doesn't need to know much. Just that we want more details on the crash.”

“We may not even need Daly,” Sebastian added and wiggled his fingers as if he was busy typing on a keyboard. “Most records are electronic now. A little hack here, a little hack there—”

Diana angrily slashed her hand through the air. “
Hermanito
, don't even think about it.”

Sebastian held his hands up in surrender. He knew his sister well enough to know she wasn't kidding. “We do it whatever way you want.”

“Whatever way
I
want.” Ryder slammed his hands flat on the table. “It's my secret—”

“But it's
my
parents who were possibly murdered,” said Melissa as she jumped to her feet. “And it's my neck that's on the line if whoever took the journal wants more.”

She looked from one person to the other, and finally to Sebastian. “So unless there's a risk that the good detective will nose around for info on Ryder, I don't see why we shouldn't ask him for help.”

Melissa glanced at Ryder, but he just muttered, “I have no problems with Daly so long as he keeps out of my business.”

Melissa coughed uneasily to draw attention back to herself after a too-long silence. “So we're done, right? Diana, you'll let us know when you have more news.”

“And I'll get to work on the equipment and programs,” Sebastian said, jumping out of his seat and grabbing Melissa's hand. “I think I owe you coffee and dessert.”

 

Once out on the street, Sebastian took a deep breath. “It was getting a little—”

“Tense up there,” Melissa said, buttoning up against the night chill and burying her hands in the deep pockets of her wool peacoat.

“Was it me, or was Ryder getting all alpha male?” Sebastian asked as they strolled westward.

Melissa rolled her eyes. “It was definitely getting run-with-the-wolves with him.”

Sebastian chuckled and glanced at her out of the corner of his eye. “And you. That was pretty alpha to call the shots.”

A broad smile erupted on Melissa's face. “It was, wasn't it?”

“Is Ryder generally so—”

“Jealous?” Melissa raised an eyebrow to underscore her query.

“
Sí
. Would he get, you know…all demony if Daly got in his face?” As he said it, Sebastian made a snarly face and curled his hands as if they were claws ready to scratch someone.

Melissa chuckled. “I've never seen Ryder get fangy except to feed.”

“Was it weird? To see him…What's the right term? Change? Transform? Seems to me if I'm going to be dealing with this—”

“
You
don't have to deal with Ryder, Sebastian. That's my job.” Clearly uncomfortable with the new direction of their conversation, she said, “You did mention dessert, didn't you?”

“I did, only I'm not really a sweets kind of guy.”

She paused in her walk, forcing him to stop and face her. “That's a shame,” she said.

Puzzled, he asked, “Why?”

“Because dessert is the best part of the meal. It's the reward after a hard day.”

Sebastian eyed her up and down and shook his head. “No offense, but it seems to me you don't pack away dessert all that often.”

Melissa examined herself, beginning with the coat she wore. She realized for the first time that it hung loose on her. It had fit just right when she had bought it, but that had been before the death of her parents. Before her world had gone topsy-turvy. Meeting Sebastian's gaze, she said, “You're right. It's been a long time since I've had the leisure of getting dessert. Or being able to take long walks with nowhere to go.”

He pointed at her. “Doc, don't ever let it be said you're not direct and to the point. So a mobile dessert is in order.”

Melissa grabbed his finger and gave it a playful shake. “Around the block. There's a tiny coffee shop that has an awesome hot chocolate they drown with whipped cream and little drizzles of caramel.”

Sebastian grinned and looped his arm through hers. “Sounds like a plan.”

 

Sebastian was used to working alone. It went with the territory of being a computer programmer. Despite that, he had been a trifle uneasy as he set up the equipment in Ryder's office. What could he blame it on? Maybe the fact that he was alone in an apartment with a vampire?

Not that he wasn't used to working with night owls, being one himself. Only Ryder was…

A bloodsucking, possibly lethal night owl?

It was crazy, Sebastian told himself as he set up the computer and assorted peripherals so he could commence the scanning. His sister was involved with this thing and Melissa not only lived with him, but was obviously quite fond of him.

He'd wondered about Ryder for days as he worked in his apartment to create the program for saving the scanned images and made arrangements with friends to create a peer-to-peer network to securely hold all the data. He'd tried to concentrate on the technology, but in the back of his mind were questions about Ryder and his relationships with both Diana and Melissa.

Sebastian knew Diana could take care of herself, but Melissa…

Didn't need a hero, he reminded himself, recalling how capable she had been the other night.

As he kneeled beneath the desk to check the connection of the scanner to the USB port, he reminded himself that all Melissa wanted from him was his techno-knowledge. Nothing else.

“Need anything?”

Sebastian jumped up, banging his head on the bottom of the desktop. “Shit.”

He eased from beneath the desk, rubbing his head as he glared at Ryder, who was standing almost on top of him. “Don't sneak up on me like that.”

Ryder stepped away. “Not sneaking. I knocked. Repeatedly.”

Sebastian crammed his hands into his jeans pockets and rocked back and forth on his heels. “Yeah, well. I didn't hear you.”

Ryder narrowed his gaze. “You're uncomfortable around me, aren't you?”

Evasion was not one of Sebastian's traits. “You might say that.”

Ryder gave an amused smile and sat down on the sofa at the far end of the room. “There's no need to worry. I don't bite humans.”

“You bit my sister,” Sebastian challenged. He leaned against the edge of the desk and tried to adopt a nonchalant stance.

“She told you about that?” There was a hint of surprise in Ryder's voice.

“We're close. Have been since before
Papi
was killed.”

Ryder rubbed his index finger across his lip as he considered the young man across the room from him. He'd sensed something between Sebastian and Melissa and had worried about it.

Sebastian was too young, with a rebelliousness that normally boded ill. Despite that, he'd helped when called upon and Ryder had no doubt Diana strongly believed in her brother. Melissa also had clearly developed feelings for him. Feelings that could not only cause her a great deal of pain, but could place her in danger if she trusted this child to keep her safe.

Child
. It was the only way Ryder could think of Sebastian, given the age difference between them and the differences in their life experiences.

“Melissa and I are close,” Ryder said. He was unprepared for what came next.

Sebastian skewered Ryder with his gaze. “Do you love her?”

Ah, so he has feelings for Melissa, as well. “I do. As a friend. As a sister. As my companion.”

“Your companion,” Sebastian said with a strangled laugh. He walked across the room to stand directly before Ryder. “She's trapped by that and by the loyalty she feels toward you.”

Ryder didn't need to be reminded. Melissa had confessed as much to him. It had come as a shock that she felt so differently from all the Danverses before her. Or maybe they had all felt the same, but lacked the courage to say it. He'd borne that guilt for months now and had told himself he was capable of dealing with it. Until now.

“She's free to go when she wants,” he growled.

Sebastian surprised him again. He squared his shoulders and stood up to Ryder. “She won't go until you set her free.”

They stood there nearly nose to nose for several seconds until Sebastian finally stepped away.

“I need to get some other equipment. I'll be back later.” He walked out the door.

Ryder watched him go. There was no hint of his having tucked his tail and run. On the contrary, there was a swagger that said Sebastian had no problems with standing up for what he believed.

Ryder had to admire him for that. He also had to admit that he might be wrong about whether Sebastian was right for Melissa.

But Sebastian was definitely wrong about one thing. It wasn't Ryder who had to set Melissa free. That was something she had to do herself.

As Ryder left the room and returned to his floor of the duplex it occurred to him that Sebastian could provide the goading Melissa needed to do it.

Amazingly the thought didn't displease him the way he thought it would have.