Delphi Complete Works of Oscar Wilde (Illustrated) (27 page)

LORD WINDERMERE.  Oh, I am not going to mince words for you.  I know you thoroughly.

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[Looks steadily at him.]
  I question that.

LORD WINDERMERE.  I
do
know you.  For twenty years of your life you lived without your child, without a thought of your child.  One day you read in the papers that she had married a rich man.  You saw your hideous chance.  You knew that to spare her the ignominy of learning that a woman like you was her mother, I would endure anything.  You began your blackmailing,

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[Shrugging her shoulders.]
  Don’t use ugly words, Windermere.  They are vulgar.  I saw my chance, it is true, and took it.

LORD WINDERMERE.  Yes, you took it - and spoiled it all last night by being found out.

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[With a strange smile.]
  You are quite right, I spoiled it all last night.

LORD WINDERMERE.  And as for your blunder in taking my wife’s fan from here and then leaving it about in Darlington’s rooms, it is unpardonable.  I can’t bear the sight of it now.  I shall never let my wife use it again.  The thing is soiled for me.  You should have kept it and not brought it back.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  I think I shall keep it. 
[Goes up.]
  It’s extremely pretty. 
[Takes up fan.]
  I shall ask Margaret to give it to me.

LORD WINDERMERE.  I hope my wife will give it you.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  Oh, I’m sure she will have no objection.

LORD WINDERMERE.  I wish that at the same time she would give you a miniature she kisses every night before she prays - It’s the miniature of a young innocent-looking girl with beautiful
dark
hair.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  Ah, yes, I remember.  How long ago that seems! 
[Goes to sofa and sits down.]
  It was done before I was married.  Dark hair and an innocent expression were the fashion then, Windermere! 
[A pause.]

LORD WINDERMERE.  What do you mean by coming here this morning?  What is your object? 
[Crossing L.C. and sitting.]

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[With a note of irony in her voice.]
  To bid good-bye to my dear daughter, of course.  [LORD WINDERMERE bites his under lip in anger.  MRS. ERLYNNE looks at him, and her voice and manner become serious.  In her accents at she talks there is a note of deep tragedy.  For a moment she reveals herself.]  Oh, don’t imagine I am going to have a pathetic scene with her, weep on her neck and tell her who I am, and all that kind of thing.  I have no ambition to play the part of a mother.  Only once in my life like I known a mother’s feelings.  That was last night.  They were terrible - they made me suffer - they made me suffer too much.  For twenty years, as you say, I have lived childless, - I want to live childless still. 
[Hiding her feelings with a trivial laugh.]
  Besides, my dear Windermere, how on earth could I pose as a mother with a grown-up daughter?  Margaret is twenty-one, and I have never admitted that I am more than twenty-nine, or thirty at the most.  Twenty-nine when there are pink shades, thirty when there are not.  So you see what difficulties it would involve.  No, as far as I am concerned, let your wife cherish the memory of this dead, stainless mother.  Why should I interfere with her illusions?  I find it hard enough to keep my own.  I lost one illusion last night.  I thought I had no heart.  I find I have, and a heart doesn’t suit me, Windermere.  Somehow it doesn’t go with modern dress.  It makes one look old. 
[Takes up hand-mirror from table and looks into it.]
  And it spoils one’s career at critical moments.

LORD WINDERMERE.  You fill me with horror - with absolute horror.

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[Rising.]
  I suppose, Windermere, you would like me to retire into a convent, or become a hospital nurse, or something of that kind, as people do in silly modern novels.  That is stupid of you, Arthur; in real life we don’t do such things - not as long as we have any good looks left, at any rate.  No - what consoles one nowadays is not repentance, but pleasure.  Repentance is quite out of date.  And besides, if a woman really repents, she has to go to a bad dressmaker, otherwise no one believes in her.  And nothing in the world would induce me to do that.  No; I am going to pass entirely out of your two lives.  My coming into them has been a mistake - I discovered that last night.

LORD WINDERMERE.  A fatal mistake.

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[Smiling.]
  Almost fatal.

LORD WINDERMERE.  I am sorry now I did not tell my wife the whole thing at once.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  I regret my bad actions.  You regret your good ones - that is the difference between us.

LORD WINDERMERE.  I don’t trust you.  I
will
tell my wife.  It’s better for her to know, and from me.  It will cause her infinite pain - it will humiliate her terribly, but it’s right that she should know.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  You propose to tell her?

LORD WINDERMERE.  I am going to tell her.

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[Going up to him.]
  If you do, I will make my name so infamous that it will mar every moment of her life.  It will ruin her, and make her wretched.  If you dare to tell her, there is no depth of degradation I will not sink to, no pit of shame I will not enter.  You shall not tell her - I forbid you.

LORD WINDERMERE.  Why?

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[After a pause.]
  If I said to you that I cared for her, perhaps loved her even - you would sneer at me, wouldn’t you?

LORD WINDERMERE.  I should feel it was not true.  A mother’s love means devotion, unselfishness, sacrifice.  What could you know of such things?

MRS. ERLYNNE.  You are right.  What could I know of such things?  Don’t let us talk any more about it - as for telling my daughter who I am, that I do not allow.  It is my secret, it is not yours.  If I make up my mind to tell her, and I think I will, I shall tell her before I leave the house - if not, I shall never tell her.

LORD WINDERMERE. 
[Angrily.]
  Then let me beg of you to leave our house at once.  I will make your excuses to Margaret.

[Enter LADY WINDERMERE R.  She goes over to MRS. ERLYNNE with the photograph in her hand.  LORD WINDERMERE moves to back of sofa, and anxiously watches MRS. ERLYNNE as the scene progresses.]

LADY WINDERMERE.  I am so sorry, Mrs. Erlynne, to have kept you waiting.  I couldn’t find the photograph anywhere.  At last I discovered it in my husband’s dressing-room - he had stolen it.

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[Takes the photograph from her and looks at it.]
  I am not surprised - it is charming. 
[Goes over to sofa with LADY WINDERMERE, and sits down beside her.  Looks again at the photograph.]
  And so that is your little boy!  What is he called?

LADY WINDERMERE.  Gerard, after my dear father.

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[Laying the photograph down.]
  Really?

LADY WINDERMERE.  Yes.  If it had been a girl, I would have called it after my mother.  My mother had the same name as myself, Margaret.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  My name is Margaret too.

LADY WINDERMERE.  Indeed!

MRS. ERLYNNE.  Yes. 
[Pause.]
  You are devoted to your mother’s memory, Lady Windermere, your husband tells me.

LADY WINDERMERE.  We all have ideals in life.  At least we all should have.  Mine is my mother.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  Ideals are dangerous things.  Realities are better.  They wound, but they’re better.

LADY WINDERMERE. 
[Shaking her head.]
  If I lost my ideals, I should lose everything.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  Everything?

LADY WINDERMERE.  Yes. 
[Pause.]

MRS. ERLYNNE.  Did your father often speak to you of your mother?

LADY WINDERMERE.  No, it gave him too much pain.  He told me how my mother had died a few months after I was born.  His eyes filled with tears as he spoke.  Then he begged me never to mention her name to him again.  It made him suffer even to hear it.  My father - my father really died of a broken heart.  His was the most ruined life know,

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[Rising.]
  I am afraid I must go now, Lady Windermere.

LADY WINDERMERE. 
[Rising.]
  Oh no, don’t.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  I think I had better.  My carriage must have come back by this time.  I sent it to Lady Jedburgh’s with a note.

LADY WINDERMERE.  Arthur, would you mind seeing if Mrs. Erlynne’s carriage has come back?

MRS. ERLYNNE.  Pray don’t trouble, Lord Windermere.

LADY WINDERMERE.  Yes, Arthur, do go, please.

[LORD WINDERMERE hesitated for a moment and looks at MRS. ERLYNNE.  She remains quite impassive.  He leaves the room.]

[To MRS. ERLYNNE.]
  Oh!  What am I to say to you?  You saved me last night? 
[Goes towards her.]

MRS. ERLYNNE.  Hush - don’t speak of it.

LADY WINDERMERE.  I must speak of it.  I can’t let you think that I am going to accept this sacrifice.  I am not.  It is too great.  I am going to tell my husband everything.  It is my duty.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  It is not your duty - at least you have duties to others besides him.  You say you owe me something?

LADY WINDERMERE.  I owe you everything.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  Then pay your debt by silence.  That is the only way in which it can be paid.  Don’t spoil the one good thing I have done in my life by telling it to any one.  Promise me that what passed last night will remain a secret between us.  You must not bring misery into your husband’s life.  Why spoil his love?  You must not spoil it.  Love is easily killed.  Oh! how easily love is killed.  Pledge me your word, Lady Windermere, that you will never tell him.  I insist upon it.

LADY WINDERMERE. 
[With bowed head.]
  It is your will, not mine.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  Yes, it is my will.  And never forget your child - I like to think of you as a mother.  I like you to think of yourself as one.

LADY WINDERMERE. 
[Looking up.]
  I always will now.  Only once in my life I have forgotten my own mother - that was last night.  Oh, if I had remembered her I should not have been so foolish, so wicked.

MRS. ERLYNNE. 
[With a slight shudder.]
  Hush, last night is quite over.

[Enter LORD WINDERMERE.]

LORD WINDERMERE.  Your carriage has not come back yet, Mrs. Erlynne.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  It makes no matter.  I’ll take a hansom.  There is nothing in the world so respectable as a good Shrewsbury and Talbot.  And now, dear Lady Windermere, I am afraid it is really good-bye. 
[Moves up C.]
  Oh, I remember.  You’ll think me absurd, but do you know I’ve taken a great fancy to this fan that I was silly enough to run away with last night from your ball.  Now, I wonder would you give it to me?  Lord Windermere says you may.  I know it is his present.

LADY WINDERMERE.  Oh, certainly, if it will give you any pleasure.  But it has my name on it.  It has ‘Margaret’ on it.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  But we have the same Christian name.

LADY WINDERMERE.  Oh, I forgot.  Of course, do have it.  What a wonderful chance our names being the same!

MRS. ERLYNNE.  Quite wonderful.  Thanks - it will always remind me of you. 
[Shakes hands with her.]

[Enter PARKER.]

PARKER.  Lord Augustus Lorton.  Mrs. Erlynne’s carriage has come.

[Enter LORD AUGUSTUS.]

LORD AUGUSTUS.  Good morning, dear boy.  Good morning, Lady Windermere. 
[Sees MRS. ERLYNNE.]
  Mrs. Erlynne!

MRS. ERLYNNE.  How do you do, Lord Augustus?  Are you quite well this morning?

LORD AUGUSTUS. 
[Coldly.]
  Quite well, thank you, Mrs. Erlynne.

MRS. ERLYNNE.  You don’t look at all well, Lord Augustus.  You stop up too late - it is so bad for you.  You really should take more care of yourself.  Good-bye, Lord Windermere.
[Goes towards door with a bow to LORD AUGUSTUS.  Suddenly smiles and looks back at him.]
  Lord Augustus!  Won’t you see me to my carriage?  You might carry the fan.