I stood motionless getting myself under control.
Ren
finally took off my top so I was completely naked before him. I wanted to cover myself, but kept my hands in place. This was his show. He took off his own shirt and stood before me in only his pants. I wasn’t sure when he’d lost his shoes, but damn, even his feet were sexy. His chest was hairy and strong-looking, not quite the six pack, but he was toned and his arms were big, but not muscle-bound. He looked good and I wanted to see the rest of him, but he kept his pants on.
“Anticipation is the best foreplay. Now get on the bed. Hands and knees.”
I gulped and hurried to do his bidding. I faced the wall and couldn’t see where he was. I didn’t know if I wanted to. Was he grabbing something from the drawer? Was it one of the whips, like I’d seen earlier? Or something else I’d ached to try, but never got up the nerve—like a butt plug or even cuffs. I’d seen those as well before the paddle caught my eye. The excitement of the unknown was something I’d never felt before in my sexual experience. I strained to hear, but no drawer opened or shut.
Ren
didn’t keep me waiting for long. He ran his hand down my back and cupped my ass. He didn’t get on the bed, but stood beside it. Something soft caressed my ass. I closed my eyes, the soft sensation going through my entire body. I fell into a tranquil place I’d never been to before, but should have known it wouldn’t last. There was no warning before the tap came on my ass cheek. It wasn’t hard. Just a little swat, like he was gauging my reaction. I didn’t move but waited to see if he would do it again. I wasn’t disappointed. It felt like he had used the paddle I’d looked at earlier, but I didn’t risk turning around to check for fear he’d stop. He smacked my other cheek, making me gasp.
He alternated with first one then the other. Light taps in a rhythm that wasn’t too scary. But again, I got too comfortable and his hand got heavier. It stung and it took a minute for my brain to process what was happening.
“So, my little pet likes that. Likes to have her ass paddled red, it almost matches the fur you stroked earlier. Do you remember the soft feel?” He rubbed what I assumed was the toy against my skin, the one I’d taken such an interest in when I first walked into the room. “It’s so hot back here. How about this? Do you like this?”
The paddle came down again, not the fuzzy side, but the rough leather side he’d started with. One swat after another on my ass. It edged on painful, but not so much that I couldn’t handle it.
Ren
slowed his strokes, but I wanted more. I whimpered and rocked back.
Something dropped and I looked—there it was, the red and black paddle laid on the floor and
Ren’s
pants pooled around his ankles. When had that happened? I glanced up, his cock at eye level. He was just as turned on as I was, his thick, hard dick standing straight up. I licked my lips and wanted a taste, but his hands wandered over my ass distracting me. Hissing at the touch, I still felt very sensitive after the spanking.
“So warm. I want to feel your hot ass against my cock.”
Ren
got on the bed behind me. His hard length rubbed against my stinging cheeks.
“Your ass is so hot to the touch, it’s burning me up. I want inside you. Will you let me fuck you?”
I whimpered, but didn’t respond. I was almost beyond words. Did he even have to ask? God, I wanted to be under him in the worst way. This stranger who made me feel for the first time in my life. I was alive.
“Answer me.” He swatted my ass, adding to the burn.
“Yes, please, sir, fuck me.” The words were as natural as breathing. I pushed back against him.
His breath hitched. I must have said the right thing.
“You are in such a rush. There is more to sex than rushing to completion. The journey is the best part.”
Ren
got off the bed. “Roll over onto your back.”
I hissed as I complied. My ass really did hurt now that the fun part was over. But the brush of the sheet against it reminded me how much I’d enjoyed the experience. I wanted him to spank me again. I didn’t know what to do with my hands or my feet. He hadn’t said.
Ren
crawled up the end of the bed and pushed my legs open. If the bed was any smaller I’d be hanging off it. Good thing there was so much space.
God, I must look wanton with my thighs spread so wide
. I didn’t care and I wanted to stop thinking again. He didn’t touch me anywhere. His big body just hovered over me.
“You’re so beautiful.”
I turned away from his intense stare.
“No. Look at me. You don’t know how to take a compliment, do you?”
He waited for me to answer. My hands fluttered open and closed and I didn’t know what to say. Was there a right answer? Finally I spoke.
“I—no. No one’s ever—”
“You’ve been hanging out with the wrong people. You’re gorgeous. Every inch of you. Your long brown hair, the way it curls over your breast, almost hugging your nipple. And your breasts are so full and plump. Your nipples are begging for my mouth. Your round belly and nice soft hips are perfect for my body to settle into. Your long legs are strong and firm. And your eyes—I could drown in your dark brown eyes. They say so much about a person. You have so much passion and fire inside that I want to be the one to unleash it all.
“And your smell is like heaven. When my face was buried in your pussy, I just wanted to sink inside and bury my dick to the hilt. Your scent is intoxicating, and your skin is so soft, I want to lick every inch.”
Never had anyone spoken to me like
Ren
. He appreciated my body and made me feel like a sex goddess.
I could get used to this treatment.
Ren
let his arms relax and his warm chest pressed against mine. His hair rubbed against my nipples and the sensation had me moving my chest against his, but he stopped me.
“Kiss me back,”
Ren
demanded.
His kissed me, just as our hands entwined, bringing them together and raising them above our heads until he had me clutching a bar. He moved us up the bed so my arms were bent, but he squeezed my fingers tightly in silent command. I wouldn’t release until he told me to; I was his to command.
True to his word,
Ren
started with my mouth then moved his tongue to my cheek, then my ear. He gave me a little nip before going to my throat. He sucked and nibbled which made me plant my feet on the bed and raise my hips. God I wanted him inside me something fierce. He had to fuck me soon.
Ren
pushed my hips back down to the bed and continued his slow exploration of the body he’d just praised.
“Please, sir… I need—” I thrashed my head against the pillow.
“Calm down or I’ll stop. I told you, no rushing and you’ll come when I let you. I’m not ready yet.” His raspy voice soothed me.
I closed my eyes and stopped racing towards the end. My entire focus was on his tongue as it weaved its way around my body. He reached my nipples and sucked each one into his mouth. He bit down and I resisted the urge to buck up into him. My head was clear of everything but sensation of his mouth covering my skin. I breathed in and out through my nose and clutched at the bar. Stillness. I was there, so turned on I could come at any minute, but he didn’t say it was time yet. His tongue continued its path. I almost laughed when it dipped into my belly button. I did moan when he reached my pussy. He lapped at my entrance, but didn’t delve inside me. He gave it no more attention than he did the rest of me. My eyes were still closed as he moved down to my legs until he reached my toes. He sucked each one into his mouth like he’d done with my nipples.
This man knew his way around a woman’s body. I thought I would die when he continued on his path back. No one had ever spent this much time lavishing such sweet attention on my body. Every nerve ending tingled. Release was right there for me to take. I hadn’t been given permission but I still didn’t want any of it to end.
I whimpered when he got to the other side of my neck. I controlled myself when he bit the tender spot where neck met shoulder. It seemed like biting had become a new kink I didn’t know I had, but when his teeth nipped down I wanted to come with a scream.
I was rewarded by his mouth against mine again.
“Kiss me.”
And I did. I put all of my gratitude into the kiss. Tears streamed down my face, but he didn’t stop. The moment was so beautiful. One I would cherish forever because that was how
Ren
made me feel—like a cherished princess.
My body released the tension as the tears continued. I wanted to shatter right then, but I still didn’t have his okay to come. It wouldn’t take much for me to go over the edge.
“Open your eyes,” he softly commanded.
I saw him through my watery eyes. He looked as awed as I felt. The tears flowed and he kissed them away. He grabbed a condom from the bowl and sat up. I watched him roll it on over his hard, thick cock. I needed to feel that inside me—to come so hard around his dick. He didn’t rush in—he slid inside me inch by tantalising inch. I was going crazy, but I didn’t move. Right now my body was his to do with as he wished. I sighed when he was completely inside me, I had never been so full. I wanted to rush to the end, but it wasn’t a race. For the first time in my life I wasn’t ready for the experience to be over. My adventure into my sexual desires was at the beginning of something wonderful.
“Wrap your legs around me.”
I locked my ankles around his back. I didn’t think, I just did what he asked of me. “Now your arms.”
I let go of my grip on the bar and squeezed him to me. I felt enveloped in
Ren
. He was everywhere. He rocked his hips and I met him with mine. Slow, just like everything was with
Ren
. He took his time moving in and out of me. His arms started to quiver around me. He lifted a little and sat up so I clung to him, not ready to let go of his delicious body. The press of him against me let me know he was there in the moment with me and I didn’t want to lose that.
He gave over some of his control. He moved his hands to my hips up and down so I rode this beautiful man in front of me. My body locked around his because this moment, this night—I wanted it to last forever.
Ren
gripped my ass, helping me along. Our movements picked up speed. My breasts pressed against his chest and I kissed every inch of his face until our lips collided.
Ren’s
hips went faster, pumping deep and hard into me. I was so close I could almost taste it—that orgasm just out of my reach. I needed something more to push me over the edge.
“Please, sir. Harder,” I begged—the ‘sir’ fell easily from my lips.
Ren
stopped moving and pressed his whole body on top of me. When my back hit the mattress he pounded into me, his hips
jackrabbiting
. I had to brace myself against the headboard. Closer. I just needed—oh god, so close. I was right there ready to explode. I had to—I—
oh
god
.
“Come for me, pretty baby.”
And that was it. What I needed. I came apart in his arms. I thought my first orgasm of the night was the best I’d ever had until this moment. Everything about this was perfect.
Ren
moved off the bed and I opened my eyes just a little to see what he was doing. He’d disposed of the condom and brought a towel back to the bed from the dresser. The place was well stocked. He wiped my face first and kissed each cheek before he cleaned me up, then he threw the towel with the other sheets by the door.
I didn’t want to move. That had been the most powerful moment of my life by far. What was the etiquette? Should I get dressed and leave? God, I hoped not. I had no idea what time it was and really, I didn’t care as long as I didn’t have to leave.
“Stop thinking. Rest.”
Ren
pulled me to him and cuddled me into his side. I placed my head on his chest and listened to his heart beat slowly and steadily, just like the man himself.
What would it be like to belong to him for real? To be his pet, like he called me. I didn’t think I could let someone boss me around twenty-four-seven. Was that what he wanted or was I just his plaything for the night? Did he do this with other women?
I shifted around, took a deep breath and opened my mouth to say—something. I had no idea what, but I didn’t speak and I couldn’t get comfortable so
Ren
pulled me tight to him.
“Ask and stop fidgeting.”
He used that commanding tone of his that I had to follow.
“I—” Shit. What did I say? I still had no clue how I could ask if he only wanted a fuck buddy or if he was looking for more? We’d only just met. Would I be coming on too strong?
“You—what? Ask me, Elli. Stop worrying and find out what you want to know.”
He was petting me again, like his strength could give me the courage I needed.
“Do you pick a different girl every night? Should I leave? I don’t know what—”
He didn’t let me finish. He moved his hand over my mouth so my words would stop. I nodded to let him know I was listening and he removed his fingers.
“Relax, my pet. You’re always in such a rush. I’ll have to help you with that. This is not the norm for me in any way at all. I had a partner, but we broke it off. She wanted things I couldn’t offer. I’ve been searching for months to find someone I could be compatible with. When I heard about the mixer tonight I decided to give it a try, I usually steer clear of new recruit night. I had no need for it when I was with my last sub. I was about to leave when I saw you on the phone. You looked like you were going to bolt before you went to that table. I was intrigued so I approached you. Now here we are.”