Authors: R. R. Hardy
Tags: #romance, #erotica, #coming of age, #contemporary, #bdsm, #submissive, #dominant
“It’s now or never,”
“I can’t. I won’t do it,”
“I know. But you have no choice,” She’s
really out of her mind. “Call me back, I’ll go now. See you.” There
you have Elizabeth again. When she likes it, she likes it. She gets
what she wants. She will push you to what you know is hard. She
won’t care at all. And she’ll make sure, you will do what she wants
you to do at the end.
So I called my parents to tell what she has
told me. I know it’s wrong but she’s right there, it’s now or
never. Honestly, I’ll do the same with what she has advised me. And
I don’t have to elaborate my answer here.
And after some convincing performance,
fortunately, they understand. They said, they want to see me as
much as I want to see them as well but they feel sorry for
Elizabeth so I don’t have to worry about them. I really love my
parents, they’re the best! But I felt guilt after that. But I can’t
say no to Walter either.
***
Days gone by so fast. I woke up today Wednesday so
early. Honestly, I couldn’t sleep well last night and I think the
reason is very obvious. I’ve waited for him but he didn’t call me.
I’ve wanted to do it but I don’t want him to think that I don’t
trust him so I just let it like that. Right after a quick look in
front of my mirror, I rushed my way down of the building. Outside,
a black BMW limousine is already expecting me. The doorman
approached me and took my luggage and carried it at the back of the
car. Then he opened the door for me and led me inside. The driver
asked me one last question and I said I’m all set, so we finally
left. Inside, I just can’t avoid myself to feel intense enjoyment.
And it tames my anxiety away.
Time flies and I didn’t even noticed we’ve
already traveled half an hour when we reached Dallas/Fort Worth
International Airport. When I got off the car, the gladness I feel
became so heavy I can’t stop showing my smile a little. Then the
doorman accompanied me inside. There, at the lobby, I saw Walter
waiting for me. He looks so perfect with his casual army green wool
Mackinaw Cruiser jacket over is plaid long sleeve shirt and jeans
at the bottom. This is the first time I saw him wearing casual
attire. But he appears so cute in my eyes. And it is so attracting
to me. “Glad you made it,” he greeted to me.
“I’m more glad I made it,” I greeted back to
him.
“You look so fair with that trench coat and
plaid shirt dress,” he followed.
I smiled, “And you’re attractive with that
casual wool jacket and plaid long sleeve shirt on top of your
jeans,” I praised back. Though his lips didn’t, his eyes smiled at
me.
“You ready now?”
I nodded yes, “Sure,” I said. Then he grabbed
my left hand with his right hand and locked it there. Finally, we
walked our way through with the doorman carrying our luggage at our
back till we reached the gate. Then we boarded the plane and got
settled in. Believe me, we actually settled in a first class
private suites at the Emirates! Oh gosh, it’s outstanding! As we
enter our place, there are two seats waiting for us inside. Then he
slid the door closed for our privacy. I took the chance to roam
around and I found a shower spa. Oh goodness, it’s elegant! It’s
just unbelievable at first that there’s something like that in our
own private seats.
“Did you like it?” he asked to me.
I gave him a smile, “It’s wonderful! I do,” I
answered.
Then he carried me to our chair, “Let’s have
a seat,” And oh it’s so comfortable. He served something to drink
afterwards. “So how does it feel?”
“Good,” I replied. I just don’t know what to
answer. I can’t find any words to express my happiness in a
simplest way. I just can’t believe I’m finally sitting on a chair
inside an airplane. This is just fascinating. We drank our drinks
for a while then.
After that, he asked somebody else to convert
our seats into a fully flat bed with mattress and pillows. As we
enter it back, our suite became a small hotel room, it’s so lovely.
“We’ll have a long travel, you need to get some sleep now,” he said
last. So we both laid down on the bed. Then he leaned his head on
my shoulder and began to do what he just told me. He fell asleep.
Oh I just can feel the weight of it on my body. I’m electrified. I
can smell the scent of his hair, it’s so good in my nose. As I turn
and look at him I just can’t stop myself feeling it. I am talking
about care. This is what you feel whenever you’re into someone,
when you feel something special to somebody else. This is what you
feel when you are in love. I know and I am fully aware that I
haven’t really experienced it if we will talk about my previous
relationships. But I know in one point of my life I have felt it,
even just once. And now, that’s exactly what I’m feeling as I
continue to look at him, as I stare at his face, his tame face. I
just can’t stop myself doing it more.
As the cold temperature inside reaches us, he
held my hand so tight to find some warmth from it. Then he tried to
hug it as well. I know the cold began to make him feel
uncomfortable so I took the blanket and wrapped it around his body.
Then I just did the same too, I leaned my head to him and let
myself to fall asleep as well.
Our flight is a non-stop straight to Japan,
that maybe a total of fourteen hours on board. So he was right, we
really need to have sleep just to kill the time. Honestly, I’d
rather spend it talking to him the whole flight time but I
understand him, maybe he’s tired from all of these things so he
really needs some rest.
***
As my hand crawls on the bed, I can’t feel anything
but a free space, so as I open my eyes again, I saw Walter
preparing something in our small kitchen at the corner. Afterwards,
he served something to me, it’s a gourmet meal, “Bon appétit,” he
said.
He’s just so sweet. “Thank you,” I really
don’t know how long we have been in the flight now so I asked him,
“What time is it?”
“We only have an hour left so if I were you
start eating now,” he replied.
I smiled at him. How thoughtful was that
right? So I followed what he told me and he even watches me while I
do it. So I shared it to him. I started to feed him with what he
has served me. We eat it together. We both happily consumed it
together.
As time passes by, we’ve finally reached
Japan. We landed at Osaka International Airport. And as I step my
feet outside the plane, I can already smell the scent of the
country even if we’re still inside the airport. So this is Japan?
This is how it smells. This is how it looks. This is how it feels.
From what I remember from my dad’s Japanese friend, I heard many
beautiful places around Tokyo. From people I’ve talked with, I
heard many answers like Japan smells like flowers, tatami mats,
pork udon, grilled beef, noodle soup, beer, and a lot more. But
from what I feel right now, I could say it’s different. I am just
alive and I can’t wait to explore it.
“Are you okay?” asked Walter to me as I
continue my silence while we walk our way from the departures
lounge.
“I am,” I replied shortly.
He looked right through my eyes and I know he
has felt what I’m feeling at that moment. “Come on, let’s hurry,”
So he held my hand again and made our walk as fast as we can. He
knew I am that excited to experience the place for the first time
of my life. And that too made me happy. That made me fall for him
more.
A Rolls-Royce Phantom Extended Wheelbase car
is waiting for us outside, so when we reached it, we immediately
rode it. Then from there, we found our way going to The Peninsula
Tokyo, the luxury hotel located in Yurakucho, Chiyoda, in Tokyo.
And at last, we continued our journey up to the nineteenth floor of
the building till we arrived at our deluxe suite.
I can already feel the atmosphere of the room
and it’s overwhelming as we just walk the grand entrance hall.
Then, as I reach the living room the feeling gets massive. Well
because from there you can see the surroundings of the hotel itself
from the full-height windows. And I could say it’s just incredible.
You can really see a 180-degree view from the living room. Then, as
I move to the next room, the king-sized bed approached me. There’s
only one thing I can say and it’s luxurious. And the room alone is
actually spacious. I walked my way to the dressing room and the
area is just big. At last, I found my direction to the bathroom.
When I opened the door, an extravagant territory unfolded right
before my eyes. It’s just magnificent. I can see the tub sitting at
its throne at the corner making the whole small kingdom complete. I
just can’t help myself but to get impressed. The whole place is
just brilliant.
I don’t know but I feel really important
right now. I feel I’m somebody else at this moment. Seeing
everything around me makes me think that he values me so much. That
I’m worth to whatever he feels today. That he simply loves me.
Right after we settled inside our hotel room he
asked me out. He said we need some real meal to feast so we pursued
our way down, hopped back in to our Lincoln Stretch Limo, and at
last discovered our way to the finest restaurant in the city, the
Aronia de Takazawa. There, in a private windowless chamber, with
its sleek wood paneling and dramatic spot lighting, on a table just
for two, we found ourselves sitting comfortably. It’s in middle of
the day so that means the restaurant is supposed to be closed
because they only operate at six to nine in the evening, but Walter
contracted Chef Yoshiaki Takazawa to prepare lunch for us. Hearing
it from him makes it feel like rare. How would you feel when
somebody else makes impossible to reality? I don’t know, I feel
like I’m out of this world. He remembered that I am really into
Japanese cuisine so he asked the Japanese chef to serve us the best
gourmet meal the restaurant can offer us. And as the food comes in,
I just can’t control myself but to give in with all that I can see.
I said to him that it’s too much but he said back it’s just nothing
to the special woman in front of him now. I quote, ‘special woman’,
those are the words that echoed in my ears. So that mean I’m not
‘nobody’ else to him, that I am really somebody else. Oh God,
that’s just so pleasurable to hear! He’s making me blush. He’s
making me feel uncomfortable. He’s making me fall more again.
We thought of giving respect to a God-Emperor
and asking for guidance as well for our travel so after our
bountiful meal we went straight to Meiji Shrine. We strolled around
the place and he was knowledgeable enough about it huh. He told me
that the shrine is dedicated to the deified spirits of Emperor
Meiji and his wife, Empress Shōken. So nice of him.
He revealed to me that he had a self-research
about why women love shopping. He said to me that way back 8000
B.C.E., women were the ‘gatherer’ half of that dynamic duo. Men
would go out and hunt down wild animals, while women would forage
for wild fruits, vegetables, berries, nuts, and seeds. And he was
absolutely right there I think. He knew that I love shopping as
well so afterwards, we visited Nakamise, it is one of the oldest
shopping centers in Japan. We can do a city style shopping but he
stressed out there that he wants me to experience the traditional
one which I totally agreed. I just can’t think of any other than
considerate with what he just thought about. Oh, this man right
here, right next to me is a thoughtful one. He’s just generous.
I took the chance of buying kimono and a
Buddhist scroll. The first one is a must-buy and the latter, I feel
like I need to know about enlightening thoughts from Buddha. I also
both Elizabeth a paper lantern. I hope she’ll listen to my point
why I chose that to her. I didn’t actually shop that much as he
would thought I would be because I don’t want him to think that I
take advantage of it though he said to me I can buy whatever I want
but still I didn’t.
I mentioned to him that I do Karate and it’s
my most-loved sports, but he added there that I should see the
other siblings of Japanese martial art which is the sumo wrestling,
so we headed to Ryougoku Sumo Hall to see a show there. He is right
with it, watching it live is really a different experience. Hence,
it is certainly one of the most authentic things you can do
here.
We both felt tired and consumed after a
series of activities so we decided to have some break and stopped
at a sushi restaurant and that’s actually at Sukiyabashi Jiro, the
restaurant of the known sushi master Jiro Ono. Walter told me that
Shinzo Abe and Barack Obama have served by the sushi master himself
there once. Now I know how hard it is to have a reservation there.
And I know how I am really special to him. True to what the
president himself experienced there, it’s the best sushi I’ve ever
had in my life too.
We stayed at the Tokyo Skytree a while after
the savory treat. There, at the highest observation deck, maybe
four hundred and fifty meters above the ground, we both looked at
the panoramic view of the night life of the city. It’s just
breathtaking. It’s really a dream, hence to the tower’s motto. And
what makes it really special is, you are with the most valued
person in your life now. It feels like magic. “So, what’s feeling
of being up here?” asked Walter to me who is standing and leaning
at my back. I can feel his voice, it’s closer.
“I’m speechless. It’s so beautiful,” I
replied.
“Told you it’s different here,”
“I believe you now,” I don’t have that
confidence at first but he said I just need to trust him which I
did. And now he’s like my Superman showing me what are our eyes can
see up in the world’s highest sky walk. It’s just fascinating. The
feeling is one of a kind. Right after my answer, I was waiting for
the next line he’s going to tell me but silence occupied him. He
didn’t speak then. So I turned to him to check him out and I saw
him, I saw his eyes waiting for mine. So as soon as I faced him,
our eyes touched each other. We’re like, I’m leaning my back at the
handle of the railing while I am inside of his arms. But it’s
different this time. The way he looks at me feels so heavy in my
eyes. And I am very much familiar with that kind of stare. I know
where it will lead. So I just stayed looking at him too. And while
we linger with what we do, I noticed he took a quick look at my
lips. Not just once but he many times. It’s like, he’s looking at
my eyes and occasionally at my lips too. That’s why I took my
chance to do the same too. When at last we got tired, he finally
kissed me on my lips. That quick and simple.