Authors: James White
“I think I'm mad, too,” he said softly to himself.
Lightly he touched the robot in the center of what he assumed was the cranial swelling on its forebody. His gloves were insulated but very thin and he was expecting anything from a faint, tingling sensation to a lethal bolt of lightning, but nothing happened at all.
He concentrated his entire mind on his empathic faculty to force it into maximum sensitivity. As well as receiving the emotional radiation of patients, injured casualties, and accident survivors, he possessed a projective empathic ability which, if the receiving entity was not too distressed by fear or pain, could be used to pacify and reassure. It was the reason why most people felt good around him and why he had so many friends. As an aid to focusing the effect rather than in an effort to communicate, he began to speak.
“I mean you no harm,” he said. “If you are in trouble, sick, injured, or malfunctioning, I want to help you. Disregard my outer shape and that of the other person who was with me, and the others you may meet. We must look strange and frightening to you, but we all mean you well.⦔
He repeated the message while continuing to project reassurance, sympathy, and friendship at maximum intensity and, while doing so, he moved his hand to the middle of the robot's body and changed his touch into a soft, gentle push.
Abruptly it released its grip on the netting with four of its hands and used the other two to pull itself rapidly away from him. It was about to disappear forward beyond the range of his light when it paused and began to move back towards him again. When it was about five meters distant it stopped, then began to move away more slowly.
Plainly it wanted him to follow it, which, after a moment of fearful hesitation, he did.
The passageway was leading directly towards a complex structure that seemed to fill the interior of the vessel's bow section. The bracing members radiating from it and the framework of the passageway he was following were festooned with cable looms, many showing the distinctive color-coding of the outer hull's sensor network.
He was beginning to feel something.
“Are you doing this,” he called ahead to the robot he was following, “or is it your superintelligent captain robot?”
It continued moving forward without replying. There was nothing on its silvery body surface that resembled a mouth, so probably it couldn't.
The feeling that came to him was so tenuous that it verged on the insubstantial, but it was increasing slowly in strength. At first he was unsure whether it was originating from one mind or a group of them; then he decided that it was coming from two separate thinking and feeling beings. Both of them felt distressed and frightened, and, as well, one was puzzled and intensely curious while the other was radiating the claustrophobic panic characteristic of close confinement and sensory deprivation.
So far as he could feel, neither of them were in any pain nor were they exhibiting the fear characteristic of imminent termination, but then, he thought, thinking robots might not have such feelings. For a more accurate emotional reading he needed to get much closer to them, but that was triply impossible.
He was at the end of the passage and facing the solid wall of the structure that probably housed them. Although there was a convenient panel filled with colored buttons and switches, he had no idea of the operating principles of the actuator mechanism that would allow entry or the damage he might doânot least to himselfâif he tried and failed. And most important of all, he was fast running out of conscious time.
Prilicla was still frightened but for some odd reason he no longer felt threatened by his situation. Still, it would be considered an act of utter stupidity and carelessness if he were to fall asleep in the middle of an alien starship.
When Prilicla wakened he felt rested and clearheaded but he was also feeling, in spite of the source being half the ship's length away, the angry impatience of the captain. He had been semicomatose from fatigue when he had returned from the alien vessel, and had not been able to make a coherent report, and now friend Fletcher was waiting to talk to him. The trouble was that he was still feeling so confused by his discoveries inside the ship that the report would sound incoherent. He needed more time to think.
Cowardiceâboth physical and moralâand procrastination were second nature to him. He flew down the central well to the casualty deck and used its communicator to contact Pathologist Murchison for a detailed report on the condition of
Terragar
's casualties.
It told him that Captain Davidson and the two surviving officers were stable, responding to the limited treatment available in a temporary medical facility, and being maintained on a regimen of IV feeding and heavy sedation. Personally, it felt that the quarantine arrangements between the patients and the ambulance ship were totally unnecessary, and a rapid casualty transfer to
Rhabwar
and a fast return to Sector General for more aggressive treatment were indicated. It ended by saying that the investigation and first-contact situation with a bunch of intelligent robots was a technical matter and none of their medical business.
Prilicla was unable to detect the pathologist's emotional radiation from orbit, naturally, but he could imagine the intense irritation and concern it and the rest of the team were feeling for their patients. He also knew that friend Fletcher would be routinely monitoring all radio traffic between the ship and the surface so that what he was about to say would mean that he could not delay speaking to the captain any longer.
“Friend Murchison,” he said gently, “I don't foresee an immediate return to Sector General because the situation here is becoming more complicated. There are two other-species casualties on the alien vessel who may also require attention.⦔
“Other-species casualties!” it broke in. “Sir, with respect, we're not running a bloody robot-repair shop down here.”
“You are assuming that the alien casualties are nonorganic life forms,” he replied. “That may not be so. But I have no wish to answer the same questions twice, so keep your communications channel open and listen in while I talk to the captain. I can feel friend Fletcher very badly wanting to talk to me.”
“You're right, Doctor,” said the captain as he flew onto the control deck a few minutes later. It gestured towards the communicator whose monitor light was showing and went on, “What was that all about? Other-species casualties? What did you find after I left you alone back there?”
Prilicla hesitated, but not for long because the other's impatience was so intense that it was making him tremble. He said, “I'm not sure what it was that I found, and even less sure of what it means.⦔
Briefly he described the events following the captain's departure for
Rhabwar,
the silent but obvious efforts of the robot crew member to entice him to follow it forward to the end of the central passageway where he could go no farther, and all that he had seen, thought, and felt there.
“â¦On the way back,” he continued, “I decided that I had enough time to spare before I fell asleep to explore the ship's stern, and followed the passageway all the way aft. The inside of of that ship is like a three-dimensional spider's web, with thin supporting and bracing members, open-netting passageways, and, most of all, cable runs linking the major internal structures. Considering the color-coding on the majority of the cable looms I sawâespecially those linking the microcircuitry underlying the ship's outer hull to what is presumably the control center forwardâthere are close similarities in the overall structure to the layout of major organs, musculature, and central nervous system of an organic life-form. The skin is highly sensitive and we know how it can react to an attack, or what it thinks is an attack, by an outside agency.
“We were safe,” he went on quickly, “because we entered through the damaged hatch, which is analogous to a traumatized and desensitized surface wound. The forward structure obviously houses the brain and⦔
“Wait, wait,” said the captain, holding up one hand. “Are you telling me that the whole ship is alive? That it's an intelligent, self-willed star-traveling machine like its robot crew members, only bigger? And that all that stopped you getting into its computer superbrainâor, from what we overheard you tell Pathologist Murchison, its
two
superbrainsâwas a simple, structural impediment and your lack of physical endurance?”
“Not exactly,” Prilicla replied. “There has to be a nonorganic interface, but I'm beginning to suspect that the two controlling brains belong to organic life-forms, with feelings. I won't be able to prove that until you find a way of getting me into the brain housing.
“I need to go back inside that ship,” he ended, “for an extended stay.”
The captain and everyone else on the control deck were staring at him, their emotional radiation too complex for individual feelings to be isolated. It was Murchison on the communicator who broke the silence.
“Sir,” it said, “I strongly advise against this. We're not dealing with ordinary casualties here⦔
“Define an âordinary casualty,'” said Prilicla quietly.
“â¦being recovered from the usual run of space wreckage,” it went on, ignoring the interruption. “This could beâin fact it was, so far as
Terragar
was concernedâan actively hostile vessel. Its hyperdrive is out, but otherwise there appears to be only superficial hull damage. In spite of your theory that its sensors are only skin-deep, there may be internal booby-traps that could injure or kill you because you don't understand the technology behind them. Captain Fletcher is the specialist in other-species technology. At least let him open up this metal cranium before you go in.”
While Murchison had been speaking, the captain had been nodding its head and radiating agreement.
“I agree with both of you,” Prilicla said. “The trouble is that while the captain is a topflight solver of alien puzzles, it is not an empath. The moment-to-moment feelings of the beings we are trying to recover could be a very important guide to whether or not we are doing the rescue work properly. The captain and myself will do it together.
“Friend Fletcher,” he said, gently changing the subject, “is the information you have now enough to send that hyperspace message?”
“Enough for a preliminary report,” the captain replied, radiating anxiety. “My problem will be making it short enough not to drain our power reserves.”
Prilicla was well aware of the problem. Unlike the detonation of a hyperspace distress beacon, which was simply a location signal and an incoherent cry for help, this message had to carry intelligence. It had to carry it in spite of all the intervening sunspot activity, charged gas clouds, and other forms of stellar interference that would be tearing it into incoherent shreds. The only solution that had been found was to make the message brief and concise and to repeat it as many times as the transmitting station's available power would allow so that a receiver could process it, filter out the interstellar mush, and piece the remaining fragments together to obtain something like the original signal. A surface station with virtually unlimited power reserves, a major space installation like Sector General, or even one of the Monitor Corps' enormous capital ships could send messages lengthy enough for later processing with clarity. Smaller vessels like
Rhabwar
had to reduce the possibility of additional local interference from a planet's gravity field by transmitting their signals from space, and even then they had to trust to the experience and intuition of the person manning the receiver.
But the captain was radiating a level of anxiety greater than that warranted by simple concern over the wording of a condensed situation report.
“Is the necessarily compressed wording of the signal your only problem,” Prilicla asked, “or are the two new aliens a complication?”
“Yes, and no,” the captain replied. “There will be too few words available for me to include either complicated arguments or reasons for what I want done. Are you quite sure that the two new ones you found are organic rather than robotic life-forms? And would you object if the signal expressed doubt on that point?”
“No, and no,” said Prilicla. “The emotional contact was tenuous. Perhaps it is possible for a really advanced computer to have feelings, but there is doubt in my mind. Something else is worrying you, friend Fletcher. What is it?”
The captain sighed, and embarrassment diluted its feelings of anxiety as it said, “This whole situation is potentially very dangerous and, if it isn't handled correctly, it could develop into a greater threat to the Pax Galactica than the Etlan War ⦠I mean, police action. I want to order this solar system to be placed in quarantine, interdicted to all service and commercial traffic and contact forbidden to all personnel other than those presently on-site. That includes medical assistance, first-contact specialists, or technical investigators, and there must be no exceptions.
“My worry,” it ended quietly, “is whether or not my superiors will obey that order.”
In spite of its efforts at emotional control, the captain was radiating a level of concern that verged on outright fear. Fletcher, as Prilicla knew from long experience of working with it, rarely felt fear even in situations where it would have been warranted. Perhaps, considering their initial contact with the outwardly undamaged but utterly devastated
Terragar,
the other was frightening itself needlessly. Or, more likely, it understood the nature of this technological threat better than could a medic like himself. Either way, it was a time to offer reassurance.
“Friend Fletcher,” he said, “please remember who and what you are. You are the Corps' most experienced and respected specialist in the investigation of unique other-species technology, otherwise you would not have been given operational command of this, the greatest and most nonspecialized recovery vessel ever built. When your superiors consider this fact, I have no doubt that your orders will be obeyed.