Dreams Die First (38 page)

“Have they withdrawn their invitation?”

“No.”

“Then I’ll be there.”

“I’m just trying to save you some embarrassment,” he said. “Many of them touted your stock to the sky and they feel you took them. They can get pretty rough and they’re not in a happy frame of mind.”

“Neither am I. See you tomorrow.” I put down the phone and pressed the intercom.

“Yes, Mr. Brendan?”

“Charter a plane to take me to New York tonight. I expect to leave sometime between midnight and three in the morning.”

“Yes, Mr. Brendan,” she said. “Your mother’s on the line, returning your call.”

“Hello, Mother.”

“Gareth, I feel so bad for you.” She seemed to mean it.

“I’m all right, Mother.”

“How could those Mexicans do such terrible things to you? And after you were so good to her, too. Taking her out of a menial clerk’s position and giving her such an important job. I knew you couldn’t trust her the first time I heard her voice over the telephone. We were just talking about it on the Fischers’ yacht at lunch today. They have such a beautiful yacht. Seventy—”

“Mother,” I interrupted, “who was talking about it?”

“We all were. But then Uncle John explained what really happened and we all felt so bad for you.”

“Uncle John was with you?”

“Yes.”

“Is he with you now?”

“No. He had an appointment for dinner.”

“With whom?”

“I thought I heard him mention the name of that nice young man, Dieter von Halsbach.”

“Thank you, Mother.” I put down the telephone without even saying goodbye and pressed the intercom. “See if Marissa is still in her office.”

She wasn’t, so I told them to keep trying her at home. They reached her a half hour later. “Do you know where Dieter might be having dinner?” I asked.

“No. I saw him in the office about five thirty. Then he rushed off for a very important appointment.”

“Where could he be?”

“If I hear from him, I’ll have him call you.”

“Thanks.”

“Gareth, I’m sorry about Verita. I hope you don’t believe what the papers are saying.”

“I don’t.”

“I’m glad. I don’t either.”

I decided to call Bobby at home. Since there were no secrets in the gay world, I thought he might be able to help. “Do you think you can find out where Dieter is tonight?” I asked.

“I’ll try,” he said. “It may take some time. Where can I reach you if I do?”

“I’ll be in the office.”

He called back at ten fifteen. Dieter had a reservation at the Greek Chorus.

“The Greek Chorus?” I echoed.

“That’s right. He took a suite for the whole night. Dinner and everything. Our friend must be flush.”

I put down the telephone. It didn’t make sense. The Greek Chorus was the most expensive gay brothel in the world. Appointments were by reservation only and the minimum charge was five hundred dollars. I’ve heard of tabs that ran as high as ten thousand for one evening. But that was an Arab who had flown in especially for the night and bought everything and everyone in sight.

The Greek Chorus was in an old movie star’s mansion high in the Hollywood Hills. Tony pulled the car into the driveway and stopped in front of the entrance. “Wait for me,” I said as I rang the bell.

A burly man in a dinner jacket opened the door. Another man in a dinner jacket stood just behind him. “Do you have a reservation?” the first man asked.

“No, but I only have a few hours in town and I heard so much about this place.”

“Sorry,” the man said, stepping back. “Reservations only.” He began to close the door.

I stopped it with my foot and showed him a hundred-dollar bill.

He looked at it impassively.

I added another hundred to it. Then another, and another and another. I stopped at five hundred. Too much and I would blow it.

“What’s your name?” he asked.

“Gareth.”

“Just a moment, sir. I may have overlooked your name in the book.”

He stepped inside and spoke to the other man. A moment later he was back. “I’m sorry to have kept you waiting, sir,” he said, pocketing the five bills. “But an ink smudge partly covered your name.”

I followed him through the door. “This is just a precaution, sir,” he said, stopping me. “Would you please hold out your arms.”

I did as he asked and he patted me down very professionally. He straightened up. “We don’t allow guns or knives in here,” he said apologetically. “It’s for your own protection as well as that of the other clientele.”

We passed through the grand entrance hall. The elegant old twenties mansion had been re-created as a gays’ paradise. “Do you prefer any particular type, sir?” he asked.

“I’m open. I’d like to see them all.”

“Yes, sir,” he said, opening the door. When I heard the buzz of conversation I realized how thoroughly soundproof the place was. “This is the salon, sir. The fees depend on the person you choose. There is a five-hundred-dollar minimum. Drinks and food are on the house.”

“Thank you.” I stood for a moment to let my eyes get used to the soft light, then headed for the semi-circular bar at the end of the room.

Groups of men, many of them nude, were sprawled around the room on couches and chaise longues. I assumed that those who were dressed were clients like myself. The nude men glanced at me as I walked by, but none of them made an obvious approach.

A man in a dinner jacket leaned across the bar. “Your pleasure, sir.”

“Scotch on the rocks.” I threw down a five-dollar bill as tip.

“Sorry, sir,” he said, pushing the bill toward me. “No tipping allowed. You are our guest, sir.”

“Thank you.” I leaned back against the bar, looked around the room and took a healthy slug of my drink. Then I saw someone I knew and smiled to myself.

With drink in hand I crossed the room and stopped in front of the naked black man who was stretched out on the chaise with his eyes closed. “Jack,” I said in a low voice.

King Dong opened his eyes in surprise.

“Sleeping on the job?” I smiled.

He sat up slowly. “What are you doin’ here, Mistuh Gareth? I never expected to find you in a place like this.”

“How about you?” I retorted.

“I work here one night a week. Sometimes I pick up as much as a grand. It pays the rent. There ain’t much work in modelin’ no more.”

“Are you interested in a grand clear?”

“Money’s my middle name.”

“Remember the Mexican man, the blond one?” I sat down on the couch next to him. “Is he here tonight?”

A man walked by in a dinner jacket. “Play with my cock,” King Dong said. “That’s one of the spotters.”

I lifted his joint. I swear it weighed as much as a boa constrictor. The spotter retraced his steps and went out the door.

“Yes, he’s here,” King Dong said.

“Do you know what room he’s in?”

He nodded.

“Can you get me in to see him?”

“To do that you got to go upstairs. An’ the only way you gits upstairs is with one of the boys.”

“I’ll go up with you.”

“I don’t know,” he said doubtfully. “If’n these guys fin’ out, I’m dead. They killers.”

“Nobody will find out. There won’t be any trouble.”

“It’ll cost you five hundred for the house.”

“Okay.”

His low voice rumbled through the room. “You in an awful hurry, man.” He laughed.

“I’ve got a plane to catch,” I said, playing along.

I followed him to the bar.

“I got me an eager beaver,” he said to the bartender.

The bartender didn’t smile. “Five hundred dollars, please.”

I laid five bills on the bar.

“Thank you.” He reached under the bar and came up with a gold-plated room key. “Room sixteen.”

“Six or seven open?” King Dong asked. “You know I don’t do my best work in a room with a low ceiling.”

The bartender checked again. He changed the keys. “Six.”

“Thanks,” King Dong said.

In the far corner of the room he parted some drapes, revealing a staircase.

“We lucked in,” he whispered. “He’s right next door in room five.”

“Will I need a key to get in?” I asked.

He shook his head. “The doors are never locked when the room is in use. Sometimes there’s trouble an’ they have to get in there in a hurry.”

We reached the first landing. He stopped in front of the door that was emblazoned with a brass number six. He looked up and down the hall. It was empty. “You kin go in there now,” he whispered. “But be careful comin’ out.”

I opened the next door and slipped into the room. At the same time I saw King Dong disappear into number six.

All the lights were on. Across the room Dieter lay facedown on the bed. On the floor next to him was an empty hypodermic syringe and a twisted rubber cord. I saw the needle marks on Dieter’s outstretched arm. The future Count von Halsbach was nothing but a junkie.

I knelt over him and shook his shoulder. He moved but didn’t open his eyes. I heard a sound coming from behind the curtain at the other end of the room. I moved toward it quickly and pulled the curtain back.

Three pairs of dark eyes looked up at me from around a table, laden with food. I stared down at their grubby faces. They were nothing but children.

“
Qué pasa?
” one of the boys said as he stood up. His naked little body was soft and round. He seemed to be the oldest but couldn’t have been more than nine.

I shook my head. “
Nada.
”

He sat down again and they resumed eating as if they had never been interrupted. I let the curtain drop and went back to the bed.

I shook Dieter harder. He finally opened his eyes and after a moment showed a sign of recognition.

“Where’s Lonergan?” I asked.

He shook his head, then groaned. “He’s gone.”

“How long?”

“An hour, a half hour. I don’t know. I was asleep.”

“Go back to sleep,” I said.

He closed his eyes again. I went to the door, opened it a crack and peered out. The hall was empty. Quickly I went next door.

King Dong was sitting on the edge of the bed, masturbating.

“Okay,” I said. “Let’s go.”

“Just a minute,” he said, reaching for a towel and his orgasm at the same time. He closed his eyes. “Ahh,” he sighed, spilling himself into the towel.

After a moment, he stood up. He reached across the bed, pulling down the cover and mussing the sheets. “That’s still my favorite way,” he said over his shoulder pleasantly. “Nobody can do it for me like I do it for myself.”

After wrinkling the bed, he threw the towel into the middle of it. “Okay, now we kin go. I was jus’ takin’ no chances. They might get suspicious if’n evvything was too neat and tidy.”

“You can pick up your grand at the office tomorrow,” I said, following him down the stairs.

The man at the door bowed. “I trust everything was to your pleasure, sir.”

“Just fine,” I said.

“Thank you, sir. Please come again.”

Tony started the engine as I got into the car. I looked at the digital clock on the dash. Twelve-ten. I knew exactly where to find Lonergan at this time of the night.

CHAPTER 52

The Silver Stud was crowded and as noisy as it had always been. Everything seemed the same. Only the chick banging away at the piano was different.

But a few minutes later I noticed that there was something else that was different. I made it all the way across the room and not once did anyone make a grab at me. Now I knew I was getting older.

I stopped in front of the Collector. As usual, there was a bottle of scotch on the table in front of him. He looked at me with a smile. “Hey, man, it’s been a long time.” We slapped hands. “Sit down an’ have a drink,” he invited. “We been expectin’ you.”

He poured me a drink. “Lonergan in?” I asked.

He nodded. “He’s finishin’ a meeting. He’ll see you in a few minutes.”

I had a taste. The liquor helped.

“What do you think of that chick at the piano?” he asked enthusiastically.

“It seems to me I’ve heard that song before.”

He laughed, showing all his teeth and slapping his thigh. “Can I he’p it if I’m a freak for chick piano players?” A buzzer sounded under the table. “You can go up now.”

Lonergan, seated behind his desk, regarded me with cool eyes. “I hear you’ve been looking for me.”

“All day.”

“Any special reason?” he asked mildly.

“I think you know.”

“You tell me.”

“You set me up. You killed Julio and Verita and God only knows how many others.”

His voice was calm. “You can’t prove that.”

“That’s right. I just wanted you to know.”

“I saved your ass. I gave you a perfect setup. Now you can get up in front of your analysts’ lunch on Wall Street and lay everything out for them. In a few days everything opens up again and you’re home free.”

“Is that all there is to it?”

“What more do you want?”

“I want Verita back. Alive and well and happy. The way she was the last time I saw her.”

“Only God can do that. Ask me for something I can do.”

“Shit. You and I will never understand each other.”

“I think I understand you. You’re like your father. You think tough, but inside you’re all mush. Neither of you was strong enough to be real men.”

“But you are?”

He nodded. “Nobody takes anything from me.”

“You mean you give nothing to nobody.”

“Semantics.”

“Love,” I said.

His voice was cool. “What’s that?”

“If you have to ask, you’ll never know.”

“Do you have anything more to say?”

I shook my head.

“Then you’d better go. It’s twenty-four hundred miles to New York and if you don’t make your luncheon on time, you’re finished.”

I started for the door. A picture of the grubby faces and three pairs of staring eyes flashed through my mind and I had a sudden jolt of memory. I stopped. “There is one thing you can tell me, Uncle John,” I said.

“What’s that?”

“You were sucking my baby prick that day my father found us on the beach, weren’t you?”

He didn’t blink, but I saw him turn pale. It was enough. I went out of his office and down the stairs without looking back.