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C: the Library that was another another place another time that time you slipped in off the street out of the cold and rain when no one was looking what was it then you were never the same after never again after something to do with dust something the dust said sitting at the big round
table with a bevy of old ones poring on the page and not a sound

B: that time in the end when you tried and couldn't by the window in the dark and the owl flown to hoot at someone else or back with a shrew to its hollow tree and not another sound hour after hour hour after hour not a sound when you tried and tried and couldn't any more no words left to keep it out so gave it up gave up there by the window in the dark or moonlight gave up for good and let it in and nothing the worse a great shroud billowing in all over you on top of you and little or nothing the worse little or nothing

A: back down to the wharf with the nightbag and the old green greatcoat your father left you trailing the ground and the white hair pouring out down from under the hat till that time came on down neither right nor left not a curse for the old scenes the old names not a thought in your head only get back on board and away to hell out of it and never come back or was that another time all that another time was there ever any other time but that time away to hell out of it all and never come back

C: not a sound only the old breath and the leaves turning and then suddenly this dust whole place suddenly full of dust when you opened your eyes from floor to ceiling nothing only dust and not a sound only what was it it said come and gone was that it something like that come and gone come and gone no one come and gone in no time gone in no time

Silence 10 seconds. Breath audible. After 3 seconds eyes open. After 5 seconds smile, toothless for preference. Hold 5 seconds till fade out and curtain.

Footfalls

Footfalls
was first performed at the Royal Court Theatre in the spring of 1976 during a season mounted to mark the author's seventieth birthday.

MAY (M),
dishevelled grey hair, worn grey wrap hiding feet, trailing.

WOMAN'S
voice
(V)
from dark upstage.

Strip: downstage, parallel with front, length nine steps, width one metre, a little off centre audience right.

Pacing: starting with right foot (r) from right (R) to left (L), with left foot (l) from L to R.

Turn: rightabout at L, leftabout at R.

Steps: clearly audible rhythmic tread.

Lighting: dim, strongest at floor level, less on body, least on head.

Voices: both low and slow throughout.

Curtain. Stage in darkness. Faint single chime. Pause as echoes die. Fade up to dim on strip. Rest in darkness.
M
discovered pacing approaching L. Turns at L, paces three more lengths, halts facing front at R.

Pause.

M: Mother. (
Pause. No louder
.) Mother.

Pause.

V: Yes, May.

M: Were you asleep?

V: Deep asleep. (
Pause
.) I heard you in my deep sleep. (
Pause
.) There is no sleep so deep I would not hear you there. (
Pause.
M
resumes pacing. Four lengths. After first length, synchronous with steps
.) ................... seven eight nine wheel ........seven eight nine wheel. (
Free
.) Will you not try to snatch a little sleep?

M
halts facing front at R. Pause.

M: Would you like me to inject you … again?

V: Yes, but it is too soon.

Pause.

M: Would you like me to change your position … again?

V: Yes, but it is too soon.

Pause.

M: Straighten your pillows? (
Pause
.) Change your drawsheet? (
Pause
.) Pass you the bedpan? (
Pause
.) The warming-pan? (
Pause
.) Dress your sores? (
Pause
.) Sponge you down? (
Pause
.) Moisten your poor lips? (
Pause
.) Pray with you? (
Pause
.) For you? (
Pause
.) Again.

Pause.

V: Yes, but it is too soon.

Pause.
M
resumes pacing, after one length halts facing front at L. Pause.

M: What age am I now?

V: And I? (
Pause. No louder
.) And I?

M: Ninety.

V: So much?

M: Eighty-nine, ninety.

V: I had you late. (
Pause
.) In life. (
Pause
.) Forgive me … again. (
Pause. No louder
.) Forgive me … again.

Pause.

M: What age am I now?

V: In your forties.

M: So little?

V: I'm afraid so. (
Pause.
M
resumes pacing. After first turn at R
.) May. (
Pause. No louder
.) May.

M (
pacing):
Yes, Mother.

V: Will you never have done? (
Pause
.) Will you never have done … revolving it all?

M (
halting):
It?

V: It all. (
Pause
.) In your poor mind. (
Pause
.) It all. (
Pause
.) It all.

M
resumes pacing. Five seconds. Fade out on strip. All in darkness. Steps cease.

Long pause.

Chime a little fainter. Pause for echoes. Fade up to a little less on strip. Rest in darkness.
M
discovered facing front at R.

Pause.

V: I walk here now. (
Pause
.) Rather I come and stand. (
Pause
.) At nightfall. (
Pause
.) She fancies she is alone. (
Pause
.) See how still she stands, how stark, with her face to the wall. (
Pause
.) How outwardly unmoved. (
Pause
.) She has not been out since girlhood. Not out since girlhood. (
Pause
.) Where is she, it may be asked. (
Pause
.) Why, in the old home, the same where she— (
Pause
.) The same where she began. (
Pause
.) Where it began. (
Pause
.) It all began. (
Pause
.) But this, this, when did this begin? (
Pause
.) When other girls of her age were out at … lacrosse she was already here. (
Pause
.) At this. (
Pause
.) The floor here, now bare, once was—(M
begins pacing. Steps a little slower
.) But let us watch her move, in silence. (M
paces. Towards end of second length
.) Watch how feat she wheels. (M
turns, paces. Synchronous with steps third length
.) Seven eight nine wheel. (M
turns at L, paces one more length, halts facing front at R
.) I say the floor here, now bare, this strip of floor, once was carpeted, a deep pile. Till one night, while still little more than a child, she called her mother and said, Mother, this is not enough. The mother: Not enough? May—the child's given name-May: Not enough. The mother: What do you mean, May, not enough, what can you possibly mean, May, not enough? May: I mean, Mother, that I must hear the feet, however faint they fall. The mother: The motion alone is not enough? May: No, Mother, the motion alone is not
enough, I must hear the feet, however faint they fall. (
Pause.
M
resumes pacing. With pacing
.) Does she still sleep, it may be asked? Yes, some nights she does, in snatches, bows her poor head against the wall and snatches a little sleep. (
Pause
.) Still speak? Yes, some nights she does, when she fancies none can hear. (
Pause
.) Tells how it was. (
Pause
.) Tries to tell how it was. (
Pause
.) It all. (
Pause
.) It all.

M
continues pacing. Five seconds. Fade out on strip. All in darkness. Steps cease.

Long pause.

Chime a little fainter still. Pause for echoes. Fade up to a little less still on strip. Rest in darkness.
M
discovered facing front at R.

Pause.

M: Sequel. (M
begins pacing, after two lengths halts facing front at R
.) Sequel. A little later, when she was quite forgotten, she began to—(
Pause
.) A little later, when as though she had never been, it never been, she began to walk. (
Pause
.) At nightfall. (
Pause
.) Slip out at nightfall and into the little church by the north door, always locked at that hour, and walk, up and down, up and down, His poor arm. (
Pause
.) Some nights she would halt, as one frozen by some shudder of the mind, and stand stark still till she could move again. But many also were the nights when she paced without pause, up and down, up and down,
before vanishing the way she came. (
Pause
.) No sound. (
Pause
.) None at least to be heard. (
Pause
.) The semblance. (
Pause. Resumes pacing. Steps a little slower still. After two lengths halts facing front at R
.) The semblance. Faint, though by no means invisible, in a certain light. (
Pause
.) Given the right light. (
Pause
.) Grey rather than white, a pale shade of grey. (
Pause
.) Tattered. (
Pause
.) A tangle of tatters. (
Pause
.) A faint tangle of pale grey tatters. (
Pause
.) Watch it pass—(
pause
)—watch her pass before the candelabrum how its flames, their light … like moon through passing … rack. (
Pause
.) Soon then after she was gone, as though never there, began to walk, up and down, up and down, that poor arm. (
Pause
.) At nightfall. (
Pause
.) That is to say, at certain seasons of the year, during Vespers. (
Pause
.) Necessarily. (
Pause. Resumes pacing. After one length halts facing front at L. Pause
.) Old Mrs. Winter, whom the reader will remember, old Mrs. Winter, one late autumn Sunday evening, on sitting down to supper with her daughter after worship, after a few half-hearted mouthfuls laid down her knife and fork and bowed her head. What is it, Mother, said the daughter, a most strange girl, though scarcely a girl any more … (
brokenly
) … dreadfully
un—(Pause. Normal voice
.) What is it, Mother, are you not feeling yourself? (
Pause
.) Mrs. W. did not at once reply. But finally, raising her head and fixing Amy—the daughter's given name, as the reader will remember—raising her head and fixing Amy full in the eye she said— (
pause
)—she murmured, fixing Amy full in the eye she murmured, Amy, did you observe anything … strange at Evensong? Amy: No, Mother, I did not. Mrs. W: Perhaps it was just my fancy. Amy: Just what exactly, Mother, did you
perhaps fancy it was? (
Pause
.) Just what exactly, Mother, did you perhaps fancy this … strange thing was you observed? (
Pause
.) Mrs. W: You yourself observed nothing … strange? Amy: No, Mother, I myself did not, to put it mildly. Mrs. W: What do you mean, Amy, to put it mildly, what can you possibly mean, Amy, to put it mildly? Amy: I mean, Mother, that to say I observed nothing … strange is indeed to put it mildly. For I observed nothing of any kind, strange or otherwise. I saw nothing, heard nothing, of any kind. I was not there. Mrs. W: Not there? Amy: Not there. Mrs. W: But I heard you respond. (
Pause
.) I heard you say Amen. (
Pause
.) How could you have responded if you were not there? (
Pause
.) How could you possibly have said Amen if, as you claim, you were not there? (
Pause
.) The love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Ghost, be with us all, now, and for evermore. Amen. (
Pause
.) I heard you distinctly. (
Pause. Resumes pacing. After five steps halts without facing front. Long pause. Resumes pacing, halts facing front at R. Long pause
.) Amy. (
Pause. No louder
.) Amy. (
Pause
.) Yes, Mother. (
Pause
.) Will you never have done? (
Pause
.) Will you never have done … revolving it all? (
Pause
.) It? (
Pause
.) It all. (
Pause
.) In your poor mind. (
Pause
.) It all. (
Pause
.) It all.

Pause. Fade out on strip. All in darkness.

Pause.

Chime even a little fainter still. Pause for echoes. Fade up to even a little less still on strip. No trace of May. Hold fifteen seconds. Fade out.

Curtain.

Ghost Trio
A Television Play

Ghost Trio
was first taped for television by the BBC in October, 1976, directed by D. McWhinnie. It will be taped again by the Süd-Deutscher Rundfunk in May, 1977, directed by Samuel Beckett, with Klaus Herm as F.

Female Voice (V)

Male Figure (F)

I. Pre-action.

II. Action.

III. Re-action.

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