The pain was so intense he stumbled, hands smacking the tarp as he broke his fall.
“—hear that?” the woman’s voice whispered.
Wilkes pushed up straight, both hands on his gun to steady it, waiting for one of them to appear. But all went silent, even the sound of the flapping tarps from earlier gone as the wind had died. He surveyed the construction yard. It was dotted with piles of lumber, covered drywall, bricks…a dozen places to hide.
Did he expect them to waltz over here, letting him get a clean shot? Did he really think Jack was that stupid? He wanted to. God, how he wanted to. But he knew better.
He checked his watch: 11:48. No more time to waste. As much as he’d love to stick around and see this through, he had a train to catch.
He hadn’t made it to his car. He’d got about a quarter of the way when he’d picked up the sounds of pursuit. Knowing he was in no condition to outrun them, he’d taken the first port of refuge: the security guard’s van. He’d known it was open—he’d left it that way after he’d killed the guard.
The perfect hiding place. He’d positioned the guard so, from a distance, he appeared to be dozing. Jack wouldn’t dare come close enough to see otherwise. He’d spot a sleeping guard and avoid the van, assuming his quarry would do the same. So now, hunkered down in the back, tying makeshift bandages on his wounds, Wilkes only needed to wait Jack out.
He checked his watch. Could he still make the train? He had over an hour’s drive just to reach the station. He fought the first prick of panic. He’d still have time. Jack wouldn’t search for long, not with the girl in tow.
They’d left. They’d finally left. Wilkes checked his watch for the hundredth time in the past hour, his rage so white-hot that sweat streamed down his face.
No, it wasn’t too late. He could drive to the next station. He could—
Impossible. He’d calculated it, recalculated it with every possible variable in his favor and knew he’d never make it on time.
Take another train. Kill another victim.
And, while he was at it, he’d send the Feds a congratulations card, for scaring him off his promise, making things too hot for him to pull the promised hit. That’s what they’d assume.
He’d failed.
No, not failed. Changed his plan. He was toying with them. He never even got on the train. Couldn’t have, because he’d been in Vegas, killing a security guard.
He smiled, took out his wallet and removed a dollar bill, rubbing it between his gloved fingers to make sure he only had one. Then he reached into the front seat, laid it on the guard’s lap and—
And looked down at the bloodied shirt he’d stripped off.
His gut went cold.
He fought the panic back. He’d been careful. Even the shirt was folded, unbloodied side down. But if he made this an HSK kill, the Feds would rip this van apart. A single blood drop. A single hair. Even an eyelash. They’d comb the building site, too, and he knew from Jack’s words that he’d dripped blood somewhere.
He swallowed. Fresh rage enveloped him.
In a flash, he was back in that house, in that hall, seeing Jack down the hall illuminated by the moonlight. His face hard. Emotionless and cold, as if he knew he’d make his shot. Jack hadn’t feared starting a gun battle in an empty house because he knew he’d instinctively cover all the contingencies, that even if he wasn’t hunting a mark, he’d have covered his traces.
So damned perfect. Jack wouldn’t have panicked and crawled into this van, bleeding.
Wilkes shook off the thought. He’d leave this as an unmarked killing, and he’d be safe. That meant the Helter Skelter killer couldn’t strike in or near Vegas tonight—couldn’t take the chance of the murders being linked.
It didn’t matter. He’d make up for it. Something bigger. Better. Splashier. Let the Feds think he’d been pulling their strings with the train hit, making them dance. He’d do it right next time.
Then he’d take care of Jack.
FORTY
We searched for longer than we should have. If I needed further proof that Jack was as frustrated by this “interruption” as I was, this was it. After a thorough sweep, we should have left, in case the dozing guard awoke. Even more dangerous was our pursuer himself, possibly holed up somewhere, gun poised, ready to blast if anything crept past his hiding spot. That
I
realized this first—when the black fury over losing our prey lifted long enough for me to take stock of my situation—proved how furious Jack was.
When I did realize it, I felt a lick of fear, worried that if I suggested we should quit, he’d turn that anger on me. Yet I didn’t get more than a whispered “Jack, I think—” out before he was nodding and nudging me to a quiet spot, where he said the very words I’d been ready to speak, as if he’d already realized we should leave and had just been holding out a few minutes longer before surrendering.
And it
did
feel like surrender. Jack said our target had probably left, and I agreed, but we both knew neither of us believed it. Even if we suspected it, we wanted to be sure, to cover every square inch, hunt until dawn drove us off.
It was a silent drive to the hotel.
Instead of letting me sink into my black thoughts, the quiet refocused my attention. Jack was just as angry, just as frustrated as I was, and what I felt was the overwhelming need, not to join him, but to pull him out of it. Help him as he’d helped me last night, after the opera.
Yet last night, he’d initially seemed uncertain how to help, leaving my room to buy a bottle. Only later did he hit on the perfect diversion—And so now I sat there, wishing I knew him better, knew how to help.
When we finally reached the hotel and got inside, I said the only thing I could think of.
“You got him. Shot him, I mean. For all we know, he’s holed up, dead.”
Jack shook his head, tossing his keys on the dresser, rattling as they collapsed in a heap.
“Fucked up,” he said.
“You? I never even got off a shot.”
He shrugged off his jacket and tossed it on the chair then, with a glance my way, picked it up and laid it neatly across the back. I watched him, measuring the set of his jaw, the force of his footfalls as he crossed the room. He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck, vertebrae crackling. Then he kicked off his shoes, thumping one-two on the carpet.
“Fucked up,” he said again, as if he’d never paused the conversation. “Back at Little Joe’s place. That punk. Message wasn’t enough.”
“We don’t know that. This was more likely Gallagher’s man—”
“Doesn’t matter.” He lowered himself onto the bed, springs squeaking. “Ten years ago? Would a put a bullet in him. Never thought twice. Punks like that? Can’t let them think they bested you.”
Another neck rub. “But like I said tonight? Ten years ago? Don’t much like who I was then. Things I did. These days? Try to find other ways. Sometimes? Go too far.”
“Even if you had killed that guy the other day, that’s not to say the Nikolaevs wouldn’t have sent this one…if that’s who did send him.”
Jack opened his mouth, as if to argue, then said, “Gotta get some sleep.”
“Can you? I mean, I’m not sure
I
can so if there’s anything I can do…”
He paused and I could tell he was ready to lie and say “Nah, I’m good,” but then he glanced my way, hesitated a few more seconds and said, “Talk to me.”
I managed a wry smile. “Now that I can do, as you well know—though, after I get going, you probably wish I came with a shut-up button.”
He met my gaze. “Never.”
I felt my cheeks heat. Didn’t know why, but felt the blush anyway as I stumbled on. “If it’s war stories you’re looking for, I’m afraid I can’t match yours. Mine are all pretty much ‘find Mafia thug, kill Mafia thug.’ Good for putting you to sleep, though…”
“None of that shit. Just tell me…” He shrugged. “Talk about the lodge. Your plans. Where you want to be in five years.”
“Still open for business.”
A quarter-smile. “Yeah. I know. You will be. Must have plans, though.”
“Tons of them.”
“Tell me.”
And so I did. Babbled on about the lodge, my plans for it, and he listened, even prolonging the conversation with questions and suggestions. Absolutely meaningless drivel that we managed to invest with all the gravity and consideration we gave to our investigation plans.
After ten minutes, we were stretched atop our respective beds, heads on the pillows. Jack had his shirt off, jeans still on, half ready for bed but not prepared to make the full commitment. Another twenty, and his questions came slower, as he relaxed, lack of sleep from the night before catching up with him. Ten more and he was gone, snoring softly, as if exhausted.
I slipped from bed, tiptoeing, knowing how easily he woke. I took a blanket from the closet and laid it over him, as he’d done with his jacket the night before. Then I changed into my nightshirt, turned off the lights and crawled into bed.
“Nadia…”
Running. Lungs on fire. Heart pounding. It hurt. Hurt so bad. Pain ripping through me. Couldn’t think about that. Couldn’t think about
me
. All that mattered was Amy. Gotta get home. Gotta tell my dad…
Hands grabbed me, strong hands. I fought, kicking, biting.
“Nadia…”
Arms going around me, holding me still. Restraining me. No! Wouldn’t let him touch me again. Wouldn’t let him—
“Nadia!”
I slammed awake, head flying back, gulping air. For a moment, I seemed to hang there, between sleep and waking, not sure where I belonged. Then I felt the arms around me, bare skin hot against mine. I blinked. A face appeared, black eyes, tousled black hair, black beard shadow framing a frown…Jack.
I jumped, arms flailing, one catching him in the jaw hard enough that the smack resounded through the tiny room.
“Oh, geez,” I said, scrambling up. “I’m sor—”
“Deserved it,” he said, rubbing his jaw. “Shouldn’t have startled you.”
He sat on the edge of my bed, still dressed only in his jeans.
“You were having a nightmare,” he said.
Wisps of the dream fluttered back to me. “I was. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean—Did I wake you?”
“Yeah. That’s what I’m worried about. Losing a few hours of sleep.” He met my gaze. “Seemed like a bad one. You were…screaming.”
I rubbed my eyes. “Sorry.”
“Stop that. Fuck.” He shook his head and went silent, as if considering something, then, slowly, turned to meet my gaze. “You were calling for your cousin.”
“My—?” The word jammed in my throat. “You know.”
“Yeah. Evelyn.”
Of course. I’d already suspected she’d found the case. It wasn’t difficult—almost any article on the Franco incident mentioned my past.
I rubbed my throat. His gaze went there, and stayed there. I yanked my hand away.
“That’s where you got it,” he said. “Isn’t it?”
His fingertips brushed the faint scar on my throat.
“N—no,” I said, backing up and instinctively ducking my head, covering the mark. “That’s just—Kids’ stuff. You know. Goofing around, doing what our parents always tell us not to do. I learned my lesson. Anyway, I’m sorry I woke you and—”
“Papers don’t say anything about you.”
“Papers?”
“Your cousin’s murder. The articles. Said you escaped unharmed.”
“Amy—” I swallowed. “She was prettier, more mature. So he picked her first and…”
“Left you alone?”
I met his gaze. “Yes.”
In the silence that followed, I sat there, mouth slightly open as I struggled for slow, easy breaths. He stared out across the room, and rubbed his lower lip. Twice his gaze swung my way and I froze, certain he was going to ask another question.
The third time, his gaze came to rest on my throat and I struggled to keep my chin up, letting him look.
“What’d you do?”
“Wha—?” The word came out as a squeak. I coughed. “What?”
“The scar. Looks like a knife wound.”
I managed a laugh, a little too high-pitched, but he didn’t seem to notice, his expression unchanged.
“If anyone asks, that’s exactly what it is,” I said, forcing a smile that felt like baring my teeth. “It’ll give me some street cred. Truth is, I sliced it open climbing a barbed-wire fence.”
“Huh.”
“Stupid kid tricks, huh?”
I pried my grip from the bottom sheet, twisted to sit up more and found myself caught in the covers. I looked down to see them tangled around my bare legs, my oversized T-shirt bunched up around my stomach, underwear on full display.
I yanked my shirt down. “I think I need more roommate-friendly sleepwear.”
He didn’t answer. Just sat there, studying me, then after a moment, his gaze dipped away and he shrugged, gesturing at his bare chest. “I’m not any better.”
“Well, between the two of us, we’re fully dressed.”
“Yeah.”
He stayed there, gaze fixed on something across the room. I tried not to stare…but, well, he was sitting right there, in front of me, so he was all I
could
see, his head tilted slightly, face in shadow, strong jaw set, dark beard stubble somehow emphasizing the planes of his face, making it rougher, sexier. Yes, sexier, as much as I hated to admit it, even to myself. He looked damned good half naked, with the muscled chest and arms of someone who stays in shape because he has to, not necessarily because he wants to. Nothing showy, just lean and hard and sexy as hell.