Authors: Rachel Caine
Yves took my hand. The warm anchoring of his skin helped keep me from visions of the plane corkscrewing down into the earth and exploding.
I closed my eyes as the plane shuddered and rocked, heeling from one side to the other, slipping violently sideways as if trying to avoid something I couldn't see or sense. My weather senses were overloaded. I was useless up here, with so much happening and focused right on us. If I'd been on the ground, it would have been different, but I felt so helpless up here, so out of controlâ¦.
The plane leveled out in a sudden lurch, as if it had suddenly hit a patch of glass-smooth air. No turbulence, not even the slightest bounce. I opened my eyes, blinked at Yves, and he raised his eyebrows and gave a Gallic shrug.
“Bathroom,” I said, and unfastened my seat belt, climbed over his knees and hustled for the tiny, cramped stall. It was unoccupied, thank God, and I lunged inside, clicked the latch shut, and leaned over to splash cold water on my face. The urge to vomit was passing. I dampened a paper towel and used it to blot sweat from my face and neck, then leaned over to splash my face again, since it had felt so good the first time.
When I straightened up, there was fog coming out of the air vent over my head. I blinked at it, thinking wildly about James Bond movies and knockout gas, but I didn't smell anything, and I didn't feel any more light-headed than normal.
It continued drifting down from the vent in thick, cloudy streamers, twisting lazily in the air, tangling together into a denser mist as it fell. I stretched out my hand and felt cool moisture on it.
Even though I didn't fly much, I was pretty sure this didn't qualify as normal.
In seconds, the mist had formed a shape, and that
definitely
wasn't normal. Not even on an airplane full of Wardens.
I felt the hard edge of the sink cabinet digging into my butt, and realized that I was staring when I ought to be fleeing. I reached for the latch on the doorâ
âand it instantly froze up, covered with ice crystals. When my skin touched it, it burned like liquid nitrogen, and I yelped and flinched backward.
The shape in the fog wasn't male, and it wasn't female. It wasn't anything, really. Soft edges, curves, a genderless oval of face, no features on it.
As I watched, the whole door glittered and glistened with forming ice. No way was I going out that way.
Which was the only way, unless I was brave enough to rip out the chemical toilet and go that direction.
Which I wasn't.
I backed away as far as the tiny bathroom would allow, overbalanced, and sat down hard on the toilet's lid. The fog-shape leaned toward me, and the air around me began to move and breathe in subtle motions, whispering over my skin and combing through my hair, sliding under my clothes to touch me in places where, well, wind just didn't usually go. I controlled the impulse to self-defense. So far, nothing that had happened was life-threatening, justâweird.
“Umâhi?” I ventured. The air around me stirred up, moving faster, ruffling my hair and fluttering my shirt. There was no sense of heat or cold to it; everything was exactly room temperature, passionless and sensation-free. “Who are you?”
The figure wrapped in fog bent closer, and suddenly I couldn't breathe. No air. Okay, no problem, I was a Weather Warden, I'd dealt with this beforeâ¦.
Only I couldn't. I couldn't get a grip on the air at all. Whatever was facing me had absolute control over my native elements.
As soon as I realized it, the air flooded back in, and I took a grateful gasping breath. “Right,” I said. “Oracle. There was a Fire Oracle, so you'd beâ¦Air and Water.”
I hadn't even thought about it, but of course Oracles would come in threesâFire, Weather, Earth. Collect the whole setâ¦. Well, at least it was another opportunity for me to communicate.
Maybe. So far, this one hadn't said a word.
“I'mâI'm supposed to talk to the Mother,” I said. It'd be nice to dress my mission up in fancy talk, but I didn't think that would come naturally to me under stress, and I didn't think that I'd have the time, either. “Can you help me with that?”
No answer. Even the subtle currents of air that had been stroking my skin came to a halt. I hoped that wasn't a rude question.
“I'm a Weather Warden,” I said. “I'mâin a way I'm part of youâ”
Mistake. The wind came back, a steady, crushing pressure all over me, pinning me in place. I'd never experienced real g-forces, but this reminded me of the films I'd seen. It was painful in ways I'd never imagined, stressing every muscle and bone to the limit.
Then it stopped. I overcompensated, pitching forward almost to the floor, and sawed in ragged breaths that tasted of blood.
The Oracle didn't like being compared to humans; that much was obvious. I could understand that. We were imperfect creatures, constantly being born and dying. Tied to the earth and sea by gravity, hunger, a thousand invisible strings. The Earth herself saw us as a nuisance. The Oracle hadn't seen anything to change its mind.
“I saved him,” I said, and looked up at the faceless creature floating in the air above me. “I saved the Fire Oracle. The Demon Mark would have destroyed him, and once it was past him, it would have been in the Mother's blood. So a little respect might be in order here.”
No answer. Man, this was frustrating, not to mention scary. I cast a longing look at the ice-covered bathroom door.
“I saved the life of an Oracle, and I need you to help me now. Just help me talk to the Mother.”
There was a sudden sensation in the air, as if everything in the world had shivered. The Oracle, wreathed in fog, leaned closer. As it did, streamers of milk-white mist wrapped around me to lick me like tongues. I shuddered, and as the Oracle's face came closer to mine, I saw its eyes.
Just for a split second, because I turned my face away and closed my eyelids and prayed,
prayed
never to see such a thing again. I remembered that I'd thought Jonathan's eyes had been scaryâand they had been, depthless and terrifyingâbut at least they'd reminded me of something I understood. Something inside my experience.
These were the eyes of eternity itself.
“Help me,” I said. “Please.”
The air shivered again, more violently this time, with a sound like a million silver bells falling out of a dump truck. Deafening. Was that a voice? Was I supposed to understand it? I didn't. I couldn't. Even the Fire Oracle's screams had made more sense.
“I can't understand you!” I said, and immediately knew that was a mistake. One doesn't correct gods, even minor ones, and if the Djinn bowed to these creatures, that was good enough to qualify them for the name. The air around me curdled and thickened, pressing on me again. Squeezing. I couldn't breathe. Spots danced bright in front of my bulging eyes, and I pitched to my knees on the tiny bathroom floor with the Oracle, bent at some impossibly inhuman angle, following me down. Boring into me with those
eyes.
I was starting to wish that I was any kind of Warden other than a Weather Warden. If this was my patron saint, I was in real trouble, because I had the sense that it was playing with me. Enjoying my pain. Interested in my panic.
Just when I thought it would crush me like a grape, the air stilled again, completely dead of intention or life. The Oracle hadn't moved away. When I breathed, I was breathing in mist that flowed off its genderless, featureless face.
I avoided looking at it directly.
“I'm not quitting,” I said. “If you won't help me, I'll go to the Earth Oracle.”
It had a mouth, after all, and teeth made of ice, and it showed them to me. I whimpered, I think, waiting for it to destroy me, and mist wrapped around my neck in a thick, choking rope to pull me closer.
My skin stung with a sudden ice-cold chill.
I focused past the teeth, on the terrifying eyes of the thing, and said, “I'm not giving up. If I have to give my life to get this done, then I will. Kill me, or let me talk to the Mother.”
The vote seemed to be on the side of killing me, but it was too late to reconsider, and besides, I meant it. If I had to die, I would. Hell, I'd done it before, and I would again, at least once. Might as well make it count.
Apparently there was a third alternative I hadn't considered, because the rope around my throat suddenly dissolved into cool white fog, and the Oracle's teeth flashed in what could only be interpreted by my brain as a smile, andâ¦it simply misted away. Back up through the ventilation system.
Gone.
My gasping breaths hung white on the ice-cold air, and I sat there shivering for a few more minutes before I felt a shudder through the deck.
We were out of the clear air and heading back into turbulence.
I unlocked the bathroom door. It unsealed with a snap-crackle of ice, and I walked on shaky legs back to my row, lurched past Yves, and strapped myself back into my seat.
“
Mon Dieu
, you look as if you've seen a ghost,” he said, and touched the back of my hand with his fingers. “You're freezing.”
Lightning flashed hot in the sky, changing black to smoke gray, and there was something floating outside the plane in a drift of mist and curves, with the eyes of eternity.
I flattened my hand against the window in a reflexive gesture, trying to reach it, trying to push it away, maybe both, but then the lightning failed and there was nothing there.
Nothing.
I felt my stomach churn and grabbed for the airsickness bag.
Yves, alarmed, pulled away as I retched, and looked relieved when I stopped, wiped my mouth, and closed up the bag. “Okay?” he asked, and patted me awkwardly on my shoulder. I nodded, throat still working. I felt drained and exhausted, as if I'd been through hours of Warden work. “We're almost down. We're going to make it.”
He was right. Even as he said it, the clouds swirled from black to gray outside the windows, and then there was free air and the sight of desert under us. The rest of the passengers spontaneously applauded. I clutched my airsickness bag in both hands and tried not to weep.
The Learjet touched down with barely a bumpâsmoothest landing I'd ever seenâand taxied sedately toward a terminal. The engines powered down to a purr. “Right,” said the copilot crisply. “I won't tell you to stay seated because you won't anyway, passengers never do, so I'll just say that it's your bonesâbreak them if you will. Miss Baldwin, thank you for flying with us, you certainly gave us a nice diversion from the boredom, and you're now on the ground in Phoenix, Arizona. Good luck to you.”
I sucked in deep breaths and managed a weak smile in return for Yves's delighted grin. I managed to get myself loose from the safety straps and kept the airsick bag because I didn't know what to do with itâthey never tell you these thingsâand air-kissed Yves on the cheeks because I wasn't sure he'd want vomit-mouth on his lips. He hugged me. That was nice.
Cherise hugged me, too. Kevin just gave me his patented too-cool-for-this shrug and waved a limp-wristed good-bye. Everybody else seemed relieved when I made my way to the door.
Nobody else was getting out in Phoenix.
Captain Montague appeared to open the door and let down the steps for me. He looked just as starched and together as he had at the beginning of the flight. I, on the other hand, was trembling, clutching a sloshing airsick bag, and had my shirt plastered to my skin with sweat.
“Good flying,” I said. “I think I owe you one.”
He lifted his silvery eyebrows and moved his uniform jacket enough to show me damp patches of sweat on his shirt, under the arms.
“Not at all,” he said. “First time I've broken a sweat in three years. I haven't had so much fun since I flew a planeload of drunk Weather Wardens from a convention in Tahiti in hurricane season.”
I offered him the hand that wasn't holding the sloshing bag. “I'll never fly with anyone else.”
“I think I'm in love,” he said, and gave me a professional smile to make sure I knew it was a professional sort of rapture. “Take care, Miss Baldwin. It's nasty out there.” He wasn't talking about the weather in Phoenix; it was cloudy, but seemed stable enough.
I saluted him and retrieved my suitcase, then rolled it down the red carpet toward the entry gate. I resisted the almost overwhelming urge to throw myself to my knees and kiss the tarmac.
There was a trash can at the entrance, and I dropped the evidence of my weakness into it.
My journey was complete.
If the Oracle in the clouds had been my last hope, it was over in more ways than one. But maybe, just maybeâ¦there was one more chance.
The first rental car agency didn't have a huge selection, and mostly it ran to sedate four-door sedans or cramped little economy cars. When I expressed that to the rental agent, a neat little redhead who was just cute as a bug in her dark blue suit, she looked conspiratorial and leaned forward to say, “You should call these guys.” She handed over a brochure with the underhanded motion of someone completing a drug deal. I glanced down at the name on the glossy paper:
Rent-A-Vette.
Holy crap, I'd actually found somebody who understood. What were the odds?
“Thank you,” I said with heartfelt sincerity. “You're a lifesaver.”
She winked and moved on to the tourist family behind me, who wanted a boxy four-door sedan.
I went to the phone bank and called the number on the paper. Did I have a driver's license? Sure. Major credit card? No problem. I almost wept over the choices the woman on the other end began to reel off: Viper SRT-10, Mercedes SL-500, Porsche Cabriolet, Corvette C6, Porsche Boxsterâ¦I stopped her at the BMW Z4, mainly because I'd never driven one and always wanted to. If we were entering the end of days, I might as well indulge myself.
I had a shuttle within fifteen minutes.
Phoenix is pretty. Austere but pretty, in the way that only desert towns can beâthe urban part looks pretty much standard, but it's surrounded by rugged country, upthrust hills and mountains, and three hundred days out of the year, it's dry and cloudless.
Unfortunately for the two million residents, I'd flown in dragging one of those not-dry, not-clear days along with me.
The shuttle driver chatted about things to do in Phoenix, which I accepted with a polite smile and a deaf ear. I had deadlines, emphasis on the
dead
. Hiking probably wasn't going to be on the agenda. Neither was a spa day, tempting as that might be.
Rent-A-Vette was a showplace of heart-stopping automotive delights. I could have wept at the gleaming ranks of muscle cars, but I managed to keep my cool and present myself at the rental counter to claim the keys to my Z4. It required me to pull out a driver's license and credit card, which I did, emptying my pockets along the way. While that was getting settled, I turned away and speed-dialed Sarah's cell phone.
A sleepy warm female voice answered. “Hello?”
“Sarah,” I sighed. I managed to keep my voice low, somehow, although I wanted to shout. “I heard from Cherise. Are you okay?”
“Of course,” she said, and laughed. It was a drunken, slow laugh, the kind you make right before you succumb to the anesthesia after counting backwards. “Yes, silly. I'm fine. Eamon's taking good care of me.”
“Eamon?” I interrupted.
“Didn't I tell you?” Another slow throb of a laugh. “I forgot to mention him. Silly me. But I know you don't like himâ”
How had he found her? Oh
God
⦓Listen to me, Sarah. Please. Eamon is not a good man. I need you to start paying attention. You need to walk away from him.”
There was a long, long delay, and then she said, “I don't understand.”
“Look, just tell me where you are!”
Another laugh. “I can't do that. It's a secret.”
And then the phone changed hands.
Before he even spoke, I said, “You fucking bastard. How
dare
you?”
“The rules were that I stay away from you and your daughter, Joanne,” Eamon said in that low, pleasant voice that was such a good disguise for him. “Which I am doing. I love your sister. I told you that. And I'm not willing to give her up just yet. So please, do keep on with your no doubt important crisis, and let us have some time to get better acquainted. I'll see you at the next family picnic.”
“Eamon!” I hissed it, as much as you can hiss something without sibilants. “You
keep your hands off my sister!
”
“Love, I can't keep
her
hands off
me
.” He laughed, and it sounded utterly unaffected. Villains didn't have the right to laugh like that, so infectiously. I could hear Sarah joining in.
I was glad I'd emptied my stomach on the plane.
I hung up without any good-byes before he could cut me offâa little control on my part, anywayâand went back to the counter. They looked happy. Apparently, my credit limit was stratospheric.
I pulled out of the parking lot in a sky-blue convertible Z4, hit the gas, and almost broke the sound barrier.
Damn.
The thing was little, light, and incredibly maneuverable. It smelled like rental cars smell, only newer; the interior wasn't roomy, but it seemed to make that an asset by cradling my body in an almost sensuous fashion.
I slipped on my sunglasses at the first stoplight and consulted the free map they'd given me. It looked easy enoughâa straight shot up I-17 towards Flagstaff, with a quick jog off to the west at the Highway 179 exit. About a two-hour drive, if you obeyed the speed limit.
I was in a Z4, trying to save the world. Did I intend to obey the speed limit?
Hardly.
I've never really thought about why I like to drive fast, but it probably has to do with control. I like being in control, and I like pushing limits, and the adrenaline rush you get from hurtling down a clean, empty freewayâthat's like nothing else. Driving felt especially good after the nauseating, disconnected trip in the plane. Not that I didn't have faith in the pilots, but I never liked being in the backseat. Or the passenger seat, for that matter.
The Z4 throbbed around me like a living thing, and we left the stone-and-glass caverns of Phoenix behind. The sun was a weak brass shadow behind gray clouds, and the rain fell in fits and starts. Not as determined as it had been to wash me away, but spitting its contempt nevertheless. The road looked black and shiny as it stretched out due east, toward Sedona and Flagstaff. I shifted gears as the traffic thinned, and felt something primal in my body relax at last. I might be flying toward disaster, but at least I was controlling the trip.
I felt the hair on my arms stir and come to attention, as if an electrical field had formed around me and I was static-charged. Something dark and shadowy formed slowly in the passenger seat next to meâ¦too slowly. Djinn were masters of the now-you-see-them, now-you-don't, and this was
way
too gradual an appearance.
I backed off the gas, saw a scenic turnout up ahead, and took it in a hiss of tires on damp road, then braked fast as details came clear in the figure appearing next to me. Long black hair hanging limp, half-hiding the face. A shredded black leather jacket. Leather pants split in long cuts, showing pale-gold skin and blood.
There was blood on her hands.
“Imara?” I said, and felt my heart freeze solid in my chest. Part of me felt like it was falling backward. “Imara, what happened?”
Her head slowly tilted back to rest against the leather seat, and I saw the blood spattered on her face. She looked far too pale. Her eyes were colorless, pale and clear.
“Help,” my daughter whispered, and slithered sideways into my arms. “Mommy, help.”
I screamed, calling her name; she didn't answer. Her eyes were still open, and her chest still rose and fell, but that was all. I couldn't even begin to think what to do. Djinn could have human form, but it wasn't real in the sense of mortal flesh; if they got hurt badly enough, they could let go of it, mist away. Their real injuries were metaphysical onesâenergy depletions. Had Imara been attacked by an Ifrit? No, that would show up in other ways, not as physical woundsâ¦.
I remembered Rahel, coming up out of the surf in Florida not so long ago, looking ragged and half-killed. Whoâor what?âhad she been fighting? I'd never really had the time to find out. Could it have been a Demon? Imara shouldn't have even tried; our child didn't have the experience of a full-fledged Djinn, or the endurance. Or the powers.
I could barely breathe. When I felt for a pulse I found one, weak and unsteady under my fingertips. Not that a pulse mattered, but as long as she was manifesting physically, it was an indicator of how strong her life force might be.
“Imara, can you hear me? Imara!” It was crazy, but I shook her. Her head lolled. No reaction. She was like a living corpse.
Ashan had allowed this to happen. If he hadn't done it himself. My cold terror turned hot. Incandescent.
If he's laid a hand on my daughterâ¦
I cradled her in my armsâshe was heavy and warm and oddly humanâand braced her head against my shoulder. I pressed a kiss against her temple, and tried to think what to do. If David wasâ¦I couldn't let myself really think about David, where he might be, what he might be suffering. Too frightening. If Imara had been human, I could have driven her to a hospital, hooked her up to machines and tubes, let doctors take care of her. But an injured Djinn, even half of one, couldn't be so easily handled. If she couldn't do it on her own, I had no idea how to do it for her.
The Ma'at.
The Ma'at had demonstrated some arcane knowledge that the Wardens certainly didn't possess; they'd been able to heal Rahel, for instance, when she'd become an Ifrit. So they had some kind of resources I didn't. The only problem was that, so far as I knew, the Ma'at were off handling things with the rest of the Wardens, or else they'd be hunkered down at their cushy Las Vegas headquarters, safe within the glass and faux-Egyptian sleekness of the Luxor hotel. Probably playing cards. They liked playing cards while things burned down around their ears.
I reluctantly moved Imara, got her upright in the passenger seat and strapped in place. Blood dripped from her hand in a steady rhythm onto the leather seat, but I had no idea whether it was real blood or metaphoricalâif I bound up her wounds, would it make her better? Or would it just not matter, one way or another? Dammit. No signal on the cell phone. I had no way to contact Lewis until I got to the next town.
Or I could turn around, go back to Phoenixâ¦
It hit me in a sudden rush of comprehension. I was
meant
to turn back, wasn't I? There was a reason Imara had appeared here, now. She was a vivid, unmissable distraction, an emotional roadblock I couldn't help but consider.
I turned off the engine of the roadster, set the brake, and stepped out onto the crisp gravel of the roadside. The wind was cool and cutting, sharp with the scent of rain in an area that had little of that kind of thing in the normal course of events. I breathed deeper and got an aroma of wet sage. “You might as well come out. I know you're here.”
Ashan was as gray as the clouds, and he seemed to just appear out of them, gliding down like some Hong Kong wire artist, landing with perfect poise and walking toward me without hesitation. A perfectly tailored suit around a perfectly proportioned body. Expensive, shined shoes that disdained little things like rain and wet sand. Ashan was twenty feet away, then ten, then five, and he wasn't slowing down.
“You bastard,” I said, and I called the wind. It came as if it was waiting, as if it was more than willing. A hard wall of air hit him hard, shoved him back on his heels and dragged him ten feet. He stayed upright, staring at me with fierce colorless eyes. “You did this to my daughter.”
He shrugged. “Don't take that tone with me. I could have ripped her into nothing. She's barely Djinn, and yet she's inherited all your arrogance.”
He waved a hand. That was all it took to turn the wind around, and it hit me with the force of a sandblaster, driving me back against the car. I instinctively shielded my eyes and gasped for breath as pressure tried to compress me flat. He was playing with me. If Ashan really wanted to, he'd introduce my ribs to my backbone with shattering force and leave me a ruptured bag of meat.
The pressure slacked off enough for me to catch my breath. “How long have you been planning to destroy the Wardens?”
“Not the Wardens,” he corrected. “Humans. You're killing us. Draining us of magic, and life. Your kind are a revolting perversion of the Djinn, and you think you are the lords of creation. We are
better
than you. We were
first.
”
“Some of you were. Some of you came from humans,” I said. “That must really piss you off. I mean, how does the inferior create the superior? By your logic, it can't happen. But it does, Ashan. It happens all the time.”
“No,” he said sharply. “Mongrels came from you, creatures like Jonathan and David. Heavy with humanity. I am not like them. My brothers and sisters are not like them.”
I'd forgotten, but David had made that clear, once upon a time: there were Djinn who were created from humans, like the five hundred born out of the destruction of Atlantis, or like Jonathan and David on the battlefield. And then there were theânobility, if that was the right term. The pure. The ones who'd been spawned directly from the Earth itself.
Ashan, of course, was one of them. And it appeared he had a whole political party behind him, because I could feel the power crackling around him, the hissing presence of others who didn't choose to show themselves.
Who stood between me and the nextâthe lastâOracle.
“Turn around,” he said. “Turn around and go. Die with your people when the Demon turns her mad and wipes your corruption from her skin.”
“If you put a Demon Mark into an Oracle, how do you know it won't destroy
you
?”
“It won't,” he said. “We are eternal.”
“I thought you said we were killing you. Humans. You can't have it both ways, you know. Eternal, not eternalâ”
“I control the Demons.”
“Sure you do. Ashan, you really have mastered all the basic skills of a bad guy, including arrogance and cluelessness. I'm proud of you. Now, if you can just make an empty, impotent threatâ”
“Shut up or I'll destroy you!” he roared, right on cue. Oh, he was mad. Really mad. I'd succeeded in royally teeing off the second most powerful Djinn in the world, and all his invisible allies, when I was all that stood between humanity and destruction.