Read For My Lady's Heart Online
Authors: Laura Kinsale
She was here. And in faith, it felt more like a blow to his belly than a
boon.
His breath frosted in the cold as he bit into an apple. Holding the fruit
between his teeth, he pulled the green hose over his linen. A few gentlemen
began to wander out of the great hall to relieve themselves, passing the
open door of the buttery where the servants had grudgingly hauled the
bathtub for Ruck.
La la! Seest thou, Christine, said a feminine voice. He is not green
all over!
Ruck looked up from belting his hose to find a pair of ladies leaning in
the door. He didnt know either of them. He dropped the apple from his mouth
and caught it in one hand. As he bowed, he grabbed his mantle from Pierres
hands and tossed it around his bare shoulders. A common man only, madam.
The dark-haired one giggled. The other, the one whod spoken, was blonde
and comely and she knew it; she moved upon him with a flow of brilliant
parti-color robes. Thy form gives thee the lie, sir. Thou art uncommon
strong and pleasing. Smiling, she traced him with her forefinger from the
base of his throat down to his chest. And uncommon brave, to proclaim such
a challenge.
He lightly clasped her hand and lifted it away from him. For the honor
of Her Highness, he said evenly.
Her smile deepened. Such wild courage, she murmured, lifting her mouth.
We have heard much of your ferocity in battle. Stay and tell us more.
He looked down at her offered lips, the soft smiling curve. For Gods
mercy, you tempt me to dally, but I cannot. He held up the apple, brushed
her cheek with the rosy smooth skin, and pressed the fruit into her fingers,
setting her away from him. Accept this, and I know Ive shared a sweet with
a gracious lady.
A shadow of pique crossed her features. But she stepped back, taking a
bite with a crunch of white teeth. The Princess Melanthe, she said airily.
You know her?
I know her, he said.
Ah. Then you know to accept no apples of love from that one. She
poisoned her own husband.
Ruck stiffened. Madamit were better that thou speak truth on thy
tongue.
Oh, I speak true enough. She licked a drop of juice from the apple.
Ask it of anyone. She was put to trial for the deed.
He scowled at her for a moment, and then held out his hand to Pierre for
his tunic. His squire caught the mantle as Ruck shrugged it off and pulled
the green wool over his head. A few more gentlewomen hovered outside.
She is a sorceress, his blonde temptress said, and looked to the
others. Is she not?
That gyrfalcon, another offered. The bird is her familiar. Never has
she flown it in the light of day.
She bewitched the magistrate to release her
She took her own brother for a lover
Yea, and murdered him with that very dagger at her waist; whilst he was
a guest in her husbands house.
And now on her way to gorge on his birthright! But no Christian knight
will escort her hence, for fear of his soul.
Nay, Ruck objected, she is a princess.
A witch! Sir Jean will say you! Feminine hands urged a knight forward
from where hed been lingering at the edge of the group, trying to woo one
of the gentlewomen.
Pierre helped Ruck into his surcoat, smoothing down the cloth-of-silver.
Ruck stood facing the other man, his jaw rigid. Have a care, he said. The
chatter of the women is naught. On behalf of my sworn lady, sir, I will not
take thy words so lightly.
You have sworn to her? the blonde asked, stepping back.
Yea. I am her man.
For the tourney, the other knight said. My lord the duke will abide no
more. He gave Ruck a shrewd grin. It was a bold stroke you took. Hes
angry now, but hell value you to show him at his finest on the morrow.
I am her man, Ruck repeated.
Sir Jean looked at him. Nay, you dont mean to be serious in this?
Ruck stared back, eyes level, showing nothing. I am sworn to her. I am
honored with her gift. I fight for the Princess Melanthe.
The spectators began to depart, withdrawing with sidelong glances and
murmurs among them. Ruck threw his mantle round his shoulders and stabbed
the pin of his silver brooch through the cloth. When he looked up, he and
Pierre were alone in the buttery.
The mute squire elevated his eyebrows expressively. He dug in his apron
and held out a leather-bagged amulet.
She is not a witch, Ruck snapped.
Pierre crossed himself and mimicked a priest blessing the charm.
Curse thee!
She is my lady
!
Pierre ducked and genuflected. With a roll of his eyes and a shake of his
head, he tucked his saints tooth away.
Tell me, Melanthe said lightly in Italian. I can see thou art full of
thine own shrewdness.
Allegreto Navona rested against the curve of the spiraling stairwell, his
arms crossed, grinning down at her from two steps above. The last thin light
fell between them from an arrowslit. The green man is invincible, my lady,
he whispered, leaning as near as he dared while she had Gryngolet on her
fist. Your fine Duke of Lancaster will have his tail feathers plucked
tomorrow.
Will he? After they have sent half their knighthood against my
poorchampion? She made a short laugh. So I suppose I must title him.
Nay, you miscalculate your knight, lady. They have another name for him
here. They call him after some barbarian tale from the north
Berserka,
or some such. He gave an elegant shudder. Im told it is the north-name of
a savage in bear-coats. A warrior who would as soon kill as breathe.
Berserker,
Melanthe said, gazing at Allegreto thoughtfully.
Thou hast busy ears, to know so much of him. Where didst thou find this
great warrior?
Why, in the stable, my lady, braiding his green destriers green mane
with silver, in preparation to fight in the hastilude tomorrow. A most pure
and courteous knight, well-liked by common men-at-arms. He keeps to himself
and the footsoldiers and the chapel, and has no traffic with ladies. But
when they ordered him to play your unicorn because of his color... I thought
to take him aside, Your Highness, and tell him of your wishes.
My
wishes. She lifted her eyebrows.
You wished to bestow your tournament favor on him, lady. Allegreto
smiled angelically. Did you not? But he would have none of it, I fearuntil
I walked with him past the hall. I caused him to look upon you, lady ... and
sweet Mary, I only wish you might have seen his face.
What was in his face? she asked sharply.
Allegreto leaned his head back against the curving wall. Indifference.
And then He paused. But what does my ladys grace care of his thoughts?
He is only an English barbarian.
She stroked Gryngolets breast. The gyrfalcons talons relaxed and
tightened on the gauntlet. Allegreto did not change his lazy stance, but he
moved a half-step upward.
Indifference, my lady, he said more respectfully, until he had a fair
sight of you. And then he became just such a witless lover as we needed to
dissuade your duke, though he veiled it well.
Thou promised him no promises, she said coldly.
Lady, the sight of you is promise enough for a man, Allegreto murmured.
I
made none, but I cannot vouch for what blissful hopes he might
have in his own mind.
She regarded him for a long moment. He was young and beautiful, dark as a
demon and as sweetly formed as the Devil could make him. Gryngolet roused
her feathers, pure ruthless white. He glanced at the gyrfalcon for the
barest instant. Allegreto dreaded naught on earth but three things: the
falcon, the plague, and his father. Gryngolet was Melanthes one true shield
against him, for she had no mastery of the plagueand none over Gian Navona,
for a certainty.
Prince Ligurio of Monteverde had been dead three months, but for years
before he drew his last breath, Melanthe had upheld her husbands place and
powers. As he declined into illness and vulnerability, she had defended him
by the methods he had taught her himself. He it was who had schooled her to
guard her back, who had been her father from the age of twelve when a
terrified child had left England to wed a man thirty years her senior; he
who had ordered her to deal with the Riata, to tantalize Gian Navonabecause
the triangle would always hold, there would always be the houses of Riata
and Navona and Monteverde like wolves prowling about the same quarry.
Now Prince Ligurio was gone. The triangle of power fell in upon itself,
leaving Melanthe between the wolves and the fortune of Monteverde.
She relinquished it to them. She did not want Monteverde, but to yield
her claim was as perilous as to contend for it. Like a fox making for a safe
earth, she must dodge and deceive and look always behind her as she escaped.
She had bargained with Riatasafe passage to a nunnery in England, in
exchange for her quitclaim to Monteverde. She had bargained with Allegretos
father: she had smiled at Gian Navona and promised to be his wife, gladlyso
gladly that she would even travel to England first, to confirm her
inheritance there, that she might bring that prize, too, with her to their
marriage bed.
Promise and promise and promise. They were made to betray, in layer upon
layer of deception.
She kept only one, if she died for it. To herself. She was going hometo
England and to Bowland. The fox escaped to earth.
I am displeased with thy interference, she said to Allegreto. Thou
dost not understand the English. If thou thought to discourage the duke by
such a challengeit has done no more than place him so that he must prove
his devotion, and now tomorrow I must spurn him yet again.
I know aught of these boorish English manners, my lady, he said with
light malice, if a man must thrust his attention upon a lady without her
encouragement.
Save thy indignation for a fool who meddles in his mistresss business.
I had my own intent with regard to Lancaster.
Allegreto merely grinned at the rebuke. Not to take him in marriage,
lady, so I hope.
If he will not bring himself to the point and ask, I cannot take him,
can I?
He will, Allegreto said. He made a mock bow. But my ladys grace would
not break my fathers loving heart that has bided so long in silent hope.
Melanthe returned his salute with an affectionate smile. I will not have
Lancaster at any pricebut Allegreto, my lovewhen next thou dost write to
thy father, tell Gian that in truth, thou art such a tender gentle boy,
there are moments I should rather take thee to husband in his stead.
Allegretos face did not change. He maintained the pleasant curve of his
lips, his dark eyes fathomless. I would not be so foolish, my lady. That
price has indeed been paid already.
Melanthe turned her face. She shamed herself even to taunt Allegreto with
it. What Gian Navona had taken of his bastard son, to be certain that
Allegreto would sleep chastely in Melanthes bedchamber, was beyond cost or
pity.
Let us go. She lifted her skirt, stepping upward, but he made a faint
hiss of warning and raised his forefinger. Instead of waiting for her to
pass, he turned, going lightly up ahead of her, his yellow-and-blue slippers
silent on the stone stairs.
Melanthes pulse heightened. That was her weakness, as the falcon was
Allegretosshe could not for her life keep her heart cool when her mind
required it. Through the harder beat in her ears, she turned to listen
behind her. Come, give me a kiss, Allegreto, she said to the empty
stairwell, and let us be gone.
She heard nothing but the rhythm of her own blood. After a moment she
stepped up quietly after Allegreto, her hand on her dagger, her eyes on the
turning of the newel. This winding stair gave onto the ramparts above and
the chapel below, with a door into a small stone passage connecting to her
inner apartment. She had not liked the insecure arrangement when she saw it,
and she liked it less now.
The door stood open to empty darkness. She hesitated, staring at it,
assessing it. Gryngolet preened calmly, but the falcon was no dog to bark at
danger. She held aloof from human matters, as did all her kind. Melanthe
took her misericorde from its sheath and turned the blade outward. She
lifted Gryngolet, ready to fling the falcon safely free if she must.
Come, lady.
Allegretos ghostly voice drifted on silence, beckoning her. She took a
quiet breath and stepped upward through the door.
He knelt behind it over a deep shadow. Melanthe saw a white shape, a limp
palm half-openand the shadow became a form: the Riata assassin sprawled
dead in the half darkness.
There was no blood but on Allegretos slim dagger; she had seen him
practice his thrust on pigsto make a stab that stopped the life flow
instantlywhat little gore there was bled to the lungs and not the surface,
as he had once informed her with his sweet pride and pleasure in his craft.
He was not smiling now, but sober, skilled in his task, stripping the corpse
of her livery.
She pressed her lips tight together. To my garderobe, she murmured.
Ill send Cara and the others away.
He nodded. Melanthe moved quickly back down the stairs to the chapel
whence shed come, spent a moment pretending to pray, and then climbed to
her apartments by the grand staircase. She retired to the solar, demanding a
preparation of malvoisie wine sweetened with scented flowers and roses, and
peace for her aching head. Her ladies knew better than to be in a hurry to
return when she gave such an order.
When she was certainly alone, she unbolted the door onto the passage.
Allegreto waited in the darkness, his prey stripped naked at his feet. He
hefted the body to his shoulder, adept at that, too, though he staggered a
little beneath the weight. Fat Riata swine, he muttered, and flashed
Melanthe a grin over the pale legs of the dead man.
She stood back with an unforgiving starewhich made Allegreto laugh
silently. Bravado, perhaps, or real amusement: it was no more possible to
know his true feeling than it was for her to reveal the emotion that swirled
in her stomach. She would punish him for this murder, because she had
ordered him to refrainbut that did not diminish the horrible shock of
triumph, the elation of safety, however brief; of knowing the thing done.
He carried the body before her, naked arms danglinga sight that she
dislikedbut worse yet was the garderobe, a cold small chamber and a cold
stone bench, a revolting moment while Allegreto worked to arrange the
Riatas flaccid torso, forcing it head downward into the shaft of the privy
well, so that it would not wedge in the fall. He gripped it by the thighs,
panting a little with his efforts. The white corpulent limbs scored against
stone without bleeding, opposing him with slack resistance until he had
shoved the thing in past the shoulders to the waist.
He let go. The feet vanished. For a long moment there was nothing. Then
the sound as it hit the rivernot what shed expected, not a splash, but a
boom like a stone catapulted against steel, echoing and echoing in the rank
well.
He crossed himself and knelt before her. I beg you pray for me, my
lady, he said humbly. I know I have displeased you, but I did it for your
life.
She said nothing. He rose and caught up the pile of green-and-silver
livery, folding it into neat lengths. From the yellow shoulder of his
doublet, he plucked a loose hair. He held it over the privy and flicked his
fingers, sending the strand drifting into darkness.
Melanthe watched him. She had no nightmares. She never slept enough to
dream.
The Princess Melanthe held audience amid Tharsia silks and exotic
courtiers, warmed by a perfumed fire. And of course she did not remember
him.
Ruck had himself not recognized her at once there in the hall, at a
distance, chafed as hed been by the dukes sudden demand to appear in full
tournament armor for the pleasure of some highborn lady, distracted by the
strange foreign youth who dogged his heels. Hed thought nothing of the
dukes guests, annoyed by the whelps insistence that Ruck pause at the door
to look. He had seen only a bored and black-haired feminine figure on the
daisuntil she had turned her head and gazed with that cold irony upon
Lancaster himself, had lifted her fingers to stroke the white falcons
breastnot until that crystallized moment had her face and the
silver-and-green colors that matched his own burst into recognition.
Now that he saw her again, he could not imagine that he hadnt instantly
perceived the lady of his life. She was precisely as he recalled; all of his
dreams, all of his aspirations, thirteen years of fidelity and devotion come
to pass in gemstone radiance ... except that he had thought her hair not
quite so dark, and her eyes a paler blue.
In fact, hed thought her more like Isabelle, only comelier.
She was comely indeed; gloriously, magnificently beautiful, none could
gainsay it, but in a bold style that made the ladies gossip just a trace
more credible. Her chamberlain intoned, The Green Sire, Your Highness, and
she didnt even glance up at Ruck from the jewel casket that one of her
gentlewomen held before her, merely lifting a hand toward the side of her
bed.
He strode to the position. The slender youth who had conveyed her command
to Ruck, that he challenge for her favor, showed no such respect. The boy
lounged against a carpet-covered chest, decked in hose of one leg yellow and
one leg blue. From the extreme edge of his vision, Ruck could see the puppy
staring at him. Keeping his eyes straight ahead, he had nothing to look at
but his liege lady, and she was a vision like ebony hammered into gold.
She had changed her gown. It was not now the low-cut kirtle of green
samite that she had worn in the hall: it was a golden brocade cotehardi,
long-sleeved, tight-fitting, trimmed in black, cut open and laced all the
way down both sidesand it took him a long moment to realize that she wore
nothing beneath it. He could see her white, bared skin all the way from her
torso to her ankle.
He strove to keep his face expressionless. He dared not even blink. The
sultry room made him hot beneath his ermine mantle. As she chose a necklace
and belt of copper gilt and black enamel, the youth at his side moved,
sliding a grin at Ruck, lolling across the bed to pluck the jewelry from her
hands.
She bent her head as he clasped the necklace at her nape and smoothed his
fingers down her throat. He was sixteen, mayhap less, scarce half her age or
Rucks, with black hair and skin as soft as hers. He stroked her as a lover
would, bending to fasten the belt about her waist, kissing her shoulder as
he did it.