Forsaken (Fated Saga Fantasy Series Book 8) (12 page)

They joined the others.

“I don’t understand,” muttered Milo. “All of this… this was all so they could take Juliska?”

“It would appear,” confirmed Nashua.

“Then why did the rest of the Grosvenor remain once he’d taken her? Why not just leave with him?” asked Balloch. “Were they just bored? Thought they’d have a little fun? Killing everyone just for the hell of it.”

“No.” It was Eddy. “They were giving him time to get away and cover up his tracks so we could not follow.”

They all glanced at Cornell. He nodded in forced agreement. It was true, there was no magical trail left to follow from Fazendiin. It had been wiped clean.

Eddy began searching through what belongings still remained after the destruction of the tent, looking for anything that might give him a clue. He had to find her. He’d promised to keep her safe. Everyone else just stood and watched. He stopped and gawked at them.

“Why aren’t you helping me? We have to try.”

“Eddy,” pleaded Arnon. “We’re not going to be able to find her.”

“And we’re supposed to not even try?”

“It’s a useless endeavor to start now,” agreed Nashua. “It might take months. Maybe years.”

“It’s true,” said Cornell, though his voice was tight. “Grosvenor are very hard to find. And if they came specifically for Juliska…” he couldn’t finish. “I’m sorry, Eddy.”

“I can’t…” Eddy was at a loss. “I have to try. I can’t just…”

“We won’t abandon her, Eddy,” said Arnon as decisively as possible. “But it’s not going to be easy, or quick.”

Cornell came over and patted Eddy on the shoulder. “Let’s go home. We
will
do everything we can.”

Eddy’s mind spiraled downhill fast. The woman he loved was gone. The woman he’d promised never to let go of, had been ripped out of his arms. Taken because of what she was. Taken because the Grosvenor needed a seer.

The woman he loved was a prisoner now. He’d weakened her, because he’d made her love him. He’d taken away her focus. Maybe she would have had the vision she needed if he hadn’t… he stopped himself.

None of this thinking was going to change what happened or get her back.

He looked at them all and nodded in grim acceptance. He wouldn’t give up looking for her, ever. But he could see it in all their eyes. Hear it in their unspoken words. In the tears they were trying to hold back.

They didn’t believe they’d ever see Juliska Blackwell again.

At least not alive.

CHAPTER NINE

Month One…

Juliska’s eyes fluttered open. She took in a deep breath and let it out. Her head ached a bit, and there was a haze keeping her brain from thinking coherently. She looked up at the ceiling…

“This isn’t my ceiling.” Her mouth was dry, her throat scratchy.

She sat up, looking around her.

“This isn’t my bed.”

It was much fancier than anything she’d ever slept on before. A four-poster wooden antique from the looks of it.

“This isn’t my room. This isn’t my house.”

She looked down at herself. She was fully dressed in the same clothes she’d been wearing and had been placed on top of the covers. A flutter of nausea swept through her. 

How long had she been sleeping? Where was she? And how did she get here, the last thing she remembered…

“I was taken…” it all came slicing back into her mind.

Jurekai Fazendiin had taken her. She was his prisoner.

She slid her legs over the side of the bed and put her feet on the floor. She had to get out of here.

“I don’t even know where here is.”

Panic took over. How did one escape the Grosvenor?

First answer… they didn’t.

That was an unacceptable outcome.

There had to be a way.

Grosvenor were wise and cunning. Not so much because they had more power or magic than anyone else, but because they’d lived for such a long time. They’d amassed hundreds of years of knowledge. Plus, being Grosvenor, they were immortal. You could hurt one. Maim one even. But not kill… they always came back, which made them a formidable foe even without all their years of knowledge.

They were dangerous, selfish, untrustworthy creatures. Once, a very long time ago, living men and women. They might look the part today, but anything that made them human had been stripped from them ages ago. They lived for one purpose… their own.

And now she was a prisoner of this inhumanity.

It zapped her breath away and she clung to the edge of the bed.

“Eddy…” his name slipped across her lips, longing, heavy in her tone.

What had happened to him? To the others? Had the Grosvenor left them alive? Were they all dead?

Why had they taken her? What did the Grosvenor, or Fazendiin, want with her?

What do they all want?
her snide brain retorted on her behalf.

“My
gift
of course. They want me to
see
something…”

But for how long? The rest of her life? And how long would they let her live?

Juliska swallowed that thought and buried it as deep as it would go. Letting panic claim her now would prove a mistake. She needed focus. And calm. And some way to escape.

She got to her feet and tiptoed to a window. She was far up, at least three stories. Outside was a vast expanse of manicured grounds, including lush, blooming gardens. She turned around and saw a door. It took every ounce of strength she could muster to step over and turn the knob.

An anxious breath escaped her lips…
not locked in.

She twisted the knob and pulled. The door was heavy, but it opened with only a slight squeak. She peered out, and to each side, saw nothing moving and daringly stepped out into the hallway.

It was long, narrow and went in both directions, left and right. Something wasn’t right about it though. The hallways went on and on, seemingly with no end in sight. It could not be real. Probably the point. Wherever she was being held prisoner, they’d confuse her so she could not escape.

Still, she had to try.

“Which way?” She looked right, then left, many times.

She finally picked right and started out, but the hall went on and on and never came to any end. Her heart pounded hard. Could she even get back to her own room? There was obviously some kind of trickery at work here.

She came to a stop with a rush of air.

Her room.

It had taken her in a big loop of some kind and she was back at her room. The thought was dizzying. What if she was stuck in this illusion forever?

She stepped back into her room and went back to the window.

Assuming the view was even real… she wondered if the window would open and how difficult the climb down would be. Once outside, she’d find her way to freedom.

“What if this isn’t real either?”

Maybe none of it was real. All some sort of illusion and she was actually chained up in a dungeon somewhere. Panic threatened to surface, the idea of being stuck inside some kind of prison with no exit suddenly making her spacious bedroom feel like a coffin that might as well have been buried underground because the oxygen was sucked out of the room making it hard to breathe.

You still have to try…
Juliska reminded herself.
You can’t give up.

With a hard push, she got the window to open. A warm breeze came in, filled with the smells of the blooming gardens below. If this was an illusion, it was the best one she’d ever seen. She leaned out to have a better look below her window when her entire body jumped, startled.

“It’s a long fall, straight down. I would not recommend trying it.”

She spun around, a hand still clinging to the window frame for support.

Her captor. Jurekai Fazendiin.

He was alone at least. For now…

“I did not mean to frighten you.”

She wanted to say, “yeah, right,” or “too late,” but her vocal chords refused to obey her order to speak.

He took another step inside. She could not go back without falling through the window… for a moment she wondered if it might be a better fate. To just fall out and plummet to her death. He’d probably just stop her from falling… at least until he’d gotten what he wanted.

“I truly do not mean to frighten you, Juliska. You are safe her. Although I realize it will take some time to understand this. Or trust me.”

“Trust you?” she stammered with a shake of her head. “The very idea is…” she stopped herself from saying more.

“Insane? Preposterous? Never going to happen in a million years?” he finished for her.

She refused reply but he was right, and he knew it.

“I’m certain you’ve heard many
stories
about me. And my kind.” The way he said it insinuated what she’d heard about him was not true. “ With time, you’ll understand what I mean.”

All she heard was him claiming everything she knew about him were falsehoods. The only thought in her mind again…
Yeah. Right…

“Do you feel rested? I’d imagine at this point you must be hungry.”

At this point…
how long had she been here?

“You’ve been asleep for nearly three days,” he informed her.

“Th-three days?” she stuttered.

Three days already. Was he telling the truth?

And no rescue.

Rescue?
How the heck would anyone rescue her? She’d heard the stories, the nightmares, the things Grosvenor had done and were capable of. There was no rescue coming for her.

Don’t think about that
… she scolded herself.
Accept that you are on your own. Trust yourself and no one else. It’s the only way you’ll survive this.

“You can relax Juliska. I’m not going to hurt you. I didn’t take you to harm you. I’m actually going to help you.”

“I don’t have any problems that require your kind of help.”

“Ah, except that is not entirely true. It’s just that you don’t know.
Yet.
”

Her eyes widened in repulsion of the smug grin on his face.

“I’m sorry about the confusion in the hallways. I couldn’t stand around waiting for you to wake up. And I wanted the chance to show you around the house myself, once you were awake, and ready.”

“Wh-what do you want with me?” she asked boldly.

“I told you already. I’m going to help you.”

“That…” she shook her head. “Why did you take me?”

“Same question, same answer. But the truth is, I smelled your blood.”

“What does that even mean?”

“I will explain. But not just yet. The spell is removed from the hallways. You’ll find a hot bath waiting for you just down the hall to your left. It’s your own personal bathroom, and I’ve had it stocked with anything and everything you might need while you’re here with me. If you open any closet in this room, you’ll find the same. Once you’re bathed and feeling ready, come downstairs and we’ll have a meal. Then… we’ll talk.”

He left her alone, the door open.

She had no choice but agree. At least she’d get out of this room and beyond his illusion in the hallways. Magic beyond anything she’d ever seen before, and didn’t understand. She wondered how much he knew about Firemancy; it might be her only defense.

Who was she kidding? This
man
was immortal. Grosvenor. He’d been alive for hundreds upon hundreds of years. She’d never outsmart him.

For a moment, she wanted to sink down into the bed and hide under the covers. Maybe she’d fall asleep, wake up and see this was all just a nightmare.

If he was telling her the truth, she’d been gone for three days.

She wondered if Eddy was out searching for her, or if they’d given up once they knew she’d been taken by the Grosvenor. Even with a skilled magic tracker, like Cornell, they would not get far.

Most likely, she thought, they’d all returned to the island. The quest an instant failure. Her mother worried sick… her siblings… she honestly had no idea what they’d be feeling about her sudden departure. And Eddy… she fought back the tears. Another wave of nausea swept through her.

Poor Eddy.

Forced to go home without her after swearing he never wanted to spend a day apart.

Forced to give up the search… they would let him try if only to make himself feel like he was doing something… but she knew… she knew he would never find her.

Juliska pushed these concerns deep into her mind. If she allowed them to surface she’d never make it. Never survive whatever her captor had in store for her. And most likely, once the Grosvenor were done with her, she’d either remain a prisoner or they’d kill her. So the fact that she’d never see Eddy again… she pushed it deep. This thought would only make her lose focus. She needed to be alert and sharp in the upcoming hours.

She looked up and with determined strides went to one of the closets and opened it.

This one was lined with clothes and shoes. She looked into another. Coats, sweaters, boots…
boots!
It was the middle of summer. Another wave of panic swept over her.

He really wasn’t going to let her go. She was a prisoner here, indefinitely.

And what was all this talk about helping her, and smelling her blood?

Sure, he was acting all friendly now, but once she refused to help him, or give him what he really wanted… the friendly act would disappear.

“He took me because I’m a seer,” she whispered. “Don’t forget that.” She’d keep this reminder firmly at the front of her thoughts.

And what was she going to do? Avoid having visions? Lie to him when she did?

Did he have some way to force her to tell him what she saw? And just what was he hoping she’d see? Surely he had to be aware that having visions wasn’t something she could just do. Or force. Especially of specific topics. And even more so while under duress.

Yes, with time and focus, she could sometimes manage specifically aimed visions, but more often than not, this was not the case. Seers could not just
see
on demand, which made their jobs all the harder, since that’s what almost everyone wanted and expected.

Her mentor, PanSofia, managed this more so than any other seer she’d met. But her mentor also had many long years of practice and she’d be the first one to warn that seeing was not instant gratification, or a way to determine a certain future.

Regardless of what Fazendiin or the Grosvenor wanted from her, she would not betray her people or her family. Or Eddy… she wished desperately to know if he was okay. Or even still alive.

Another fact she had to remind herself of… she’d never find out if he or anyone else from the quest was dead or alive unless Jurekai Fazendiin suddenly let her go. She’d have to give him something, or maybe everything he wanted if she had any hope of this happening.

Betray those she loved? Or stay prisoner forever? Or maybe even face her own premature death?

She wiped away the tears falling down her cheeks, just now feeling the wetness against her skin and realizing she was crying. She could not remember the last time she’d cried. But she refused to let her captor see any weakness.

She left her room and found the bath, as promised.

It wasn’t easy but she took her bath and returned to her room and dressed. Once done and ready, she opened her bedroom door and stepped out into the hallway. A perfectly normal looking hallway now. To her left was a staircase. She fisted her hands, trying to keep her angst clenched inside them. After reaching the bottom of the stairs, she heard the sounds of dishes clanging around. The kitchen, she assumed, and followed.