Authors: Andrea Smith
~ TAZ ~
I was sitting in the passenger seat of Slate’s truck, heading for Charlottesville. I hadn’t seen much of him since Thanksgiving. I’d been working on a different case that was nearly wrapped up. He’d been conducting training sessions at Quantico. Something seemed different between us. I wasn’t sure what it was. Maybe it was simply my own guilty conscience for treating Lindsey the way I had.
What a dick I’d been. She hadn’t deserved that shit. Hell, I made her feel like a freak because she wasn’t a slut. How fucked up was that?
God, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. It was driving me nuts. It was as if her face, her body, her voice, her hair, her scent, the taste of her were all imprinted on my brain like some primal connection that I couldn’t shed.
I’d been on a jack-off bender for three weeks. Even having Roxie over for a nightly fuckfest hadn’t offered any relief from my thoughts and mental pictures of Lindsey.
Over the past week, I simply told Roxie it was over. The fucking just wasn’t any good any more. She’d taken it in stride, taking her coyote howl with her as she moved on to someone else.
I thought about Roxie. Maybe Slate was pissed because I hadn’t told him on the phone that day that Roxie was my date for Thanksgiving dinner. After all, they had fucked once or twice. I hadn’t stopped to think about him not being comfortable with that since he was married now. Roxie had been okay with it. She knew better than to say anything about that to him or in front of Sammie. We’d only been on the road for twenty minutes. It was going to be a long trip if we continued it in silence.
I knew he was worried about Lindsey. He was afraid that Jack Dennison had slipped back into the country, and was hunting her down, thinking she might be able to offer him something. Everyone else pretty much wanted him dead. I couldn’t stand it anymore. I needed to break the silence.
“Slate, man—are you pissed off at me for some reason?”
He glanced over at me. His face was expressionless.
“Why would you ask me that?”
“You’ve been pretty quiet.”
“Have a lot on my mind at the moment.”
“Before that. Since Thanksgiving. I guess I owe you an apology.”
“Oh yeah? I’m listening.”
“I guess I should’ve told you ahead of time that Roxie was who I was bringing with me to dinner. I’m sorry, man.”
“You’re apologizing for bringing Roxie to the house? That’s it?”
“Well, yeah. What else is there?”
“Why don’t you fucking apologize to me for whatever it was you did to my stepdaughter, ass-wipe?”
“What the hell are you talking about?”
“Don’t give me that shit, Taz! I was up the night you dropped her off. I was the one that lay in my bed downstairs and heard her crying right above me in her room for the next two nights. Then she fucking goes back to school a day early? What the fuck did you do to her?”
Now Slate was just plain pissing me off. He was butting into shit that was clearly none of his damn business. “Why didn’t you ask
her,
man?”
“I did!” he yelled.
“Well?”
He was obviously flustered.
“She told me it was none of my business,” he snapped.
“So then, maybe you need to back off!”
I could see his knuckles turn white as he gripped the steering wheel of the truck. Slate didn’t like it when someone shut him out. But the truth of the matter was, it wasn’t any of his fucking business.
A few minutes later, Slate spoke up again. He wanted to go over the strategic plan we’d put together for the authorities in Charlottesville. We reviewed the file together, putting contact information together for them. Lindsey’s car had been towed to a forensic lab in Richmond for a detailed analysis. The report was due tomorrow.
The local authorities had contacted the apartment building security manager. There were cameras scattered throughout the hallways and parking garage. Slate and I requested them to pull the tapes.
“So,” I said, once we had finished the review, “do you think it’s the rat bastard?”
“My gut says it is. He needs something. She’d be the only person he might feel would help him get it.”
“What do you think?” I asked.
“What do you mean?”
“Do you think Lindsey has it in her to turn away her father if he asks for her help?”
“I’m not sure,” he answered honestly.
I wasn’t sure either. That would be a tough position for a young woman.
She’d likely been the apple of Daddy’s eye, and in the dark for all of those years, thinking she was part of a normal family. I guess suddenly finding out that her father was a fucking sociopath must’ve been really tough.
Jack Dennison was a textbook sociopath. We probably hadn’t even scratched the surface on that one.
“Do you think Dennison will try to hurt Sammie?”
“Not while I’m alive,” Slate replied.
Slate was so fucking in love with his wife. I guess that’s how it was supposed to be.
My family was a different story. My mother and father had been together for thirty-five years. They were very social people; yet not overly clingy or romantic with each other. I’d never observed any bad behavior out of either of them growing up in Northern California, but then we weren’t exactly the Cleavers, either.
“Taz,” Slate said, turning to look me in the eye, “don’t do anything to hurt Lindsey anymore, okay?”
“Slate,” I said in a tone that had some anger creeping into it, “it’s not what you think.”
“I don’t know what it is. You’re right. It’s none of my business. I don’t even want to know the details. All I know is that Lindsey is a sweetheart, and she’s my wife’s daughter. If she gets hurt, Sammie gets hurt. I won’t let that happen.”
“You have nothing to worry about. I don’t have any intention of hurting Lindsey. I promise.”
“Okay then, brother.”
chapter 10
Fall semester was officially over with the completion of the finals I took today. I was free until the second week of January. I felt pretty good about how I’d done on my exams. Even with the crap that had happened three days ago, I was able to concentrate on my studies.
Jill had left this morning for Seattle to spend some time with her family and her real boyfriend. I had to smile when I thought back to her tears and sniffling last night when she told Gabe she would see him in January. I hadn’t cried like that since—well since Taz had dissed me for being a virgin. I was so over that.
I walked out of Sumner Hall. It was chilly in mid-December in Virginia. I looked around and quickly spotted Kyzer. He was waiting for me just outside the door as promised.
He’d been taking me to and from school since my car had been towed to some forensic impound facility for examination. I liked that he wasn’t nosy about it. He knew something had happened and he wanted to help.
Kyzer Stanfield was pure Ivy League in looks and manners. He was also a jock, which was a nice blend of characteristics in my book. He was about six feet tall, slender but muscular, had blond hair and brown eyes. I’d always thought that to be an attractive combination.
“There you are,” he said with a smile. “How’d it go?”
“I feel pretty good about it. How about you?”
“I finished my last exam about thirty minutes ago. It’s hard to know. A lot of times when I think I’ve clinched it, I’m unpleasantly surprised; conversely, there are times I feel I’ve totally bombed and I’m pleasantly surprised. I do know that I did all I could to prepare, so I take satisfaction in that.”
He put his hand on the small of my back as he walked me to his Mercedes and opened the door for me.
“Are you hungry?” he asked as he slid into the driver’s seat. “How about a celebratory dinner now that finals are finished?”
“I’d love to, Kyzer, but I’m expecting my stepfather at some point this afternoon or evening. He’s driving me home to Falls Church for the holidays. I’m just not sure what time because he has to meet with some law enforcement locally. Hey, how about when you drop me off, coming in and I’ll treat us to a delivered pizza?”
“Sounds great,” he said with a smile.
He had dimples that were adorable. He had a baby face going on big time. It was so cute, I could eat him up.
We headed to my apartment. I phoned in our pizza order. They said they would deliver in about thirty minutes. I saw that Darcy had left a note on the refrigerator for me.
Lindsey,
Left for home early. I’ll be in touch over the holidays. Be careful. Love ya!
Darce
“Would you like a beer or a glass of wine?” I asked Kyzer.
“A beer would be great,” he said, shrugging off his jacket and taking a seat on the sofa.
“Coming right up.”
Between Darcy, Jill and Gabe (who was here a great deal of the time) there was always beer and wine on hand.
I grabbed a beer from the fridge, and poured it into a beer glass for him. I poured a glass of wine for myself. I sat down next to him and we toasted the end of fall semester.
“What are your plans for the holidays?” I asked him.
“I leave tomorrow to fly home to Naples. I’m just going to chill with the fam, catch up on my reading, do a bit of partying, I’m sure.”
“I bet Florida’s nice about now,” I commented.
“Yes. I’m definitely going to do some beach time. Why don’t you think about coming down for a few days?”
“Oh, I appreciate the invitation and trust me, there’s no place I’d rather
not
be for the next few weeks than D.C., but my mother would have a fit.”
“I understand,” he said, taking a swig of his beer. “You have my cell phone number. If you should change your mind, please call. My father has a private jet. It would be no problem to send our pilot to pick you up. I really mean it.”
The truth was, I knew he did. Kyzer was simply one of the nicest people I’d met of the male gender in a very, very long time.
“I promise,” I said, taking his hand into mine. “You’ve become such a good friend to me. I really appreciate your chauffeuring me around like you have.”
“Nonsense,” he said, waving his hand at me to let me know that it was no problem. “I don’t like the fact someone’s violated your feeling of security. I hope things work out.”
I wasn’t sure exactly what he meant by that, but I didn’t have much time to ponder it when the doorbell rang. Our pizza was here.
Kyzer and I devoured the pizza, talking about our families, our classes and our roommates. He was so congenial and funny. I was so comfortable around him. Before I realized it, I’d sipped another glass of wine and Kyzer had downed another beer.
It was nearly 6:00 p.m. and I hadn’t heard a thing from Slate, but then I saw that my cell phone battery had died.
Oops!
I hurriedly put it on the charger in the kitchen, just as someone pressed the doorbell to the apartment multiple times, and immediately began pounding on the door.
“I’m coming,” I hollered, as I opened the door to a very pissed-off Slate.
“Slate,” I started.
“What the fuck’s with your phone?” he snapped, barging into the apartment, totally bent out of shape.
“I’m sorry,” I replied, moving to close the door, “I just saw that the battery had died.”
I saw someone else cross over the threshold just as I was ready to shut the door. It was Taz.
Sweet.
I backed out of his way as he came into the room, immediately eyeing Kyzer, as if he was some sort of a perpetrator. I felt my cheeks flush. I was embarrassed that Slate had come barging into my apartment like a worried father. That wasn’t his place.
I had nothing left to do but to introduce Kyzer to my step-father and Taz. Why in the hell had Slate brought Taz anyway?
They both nodded to Kyzer, neither one of them particularly friendly. It didn’t take long for Kyzer to get the hint.
“Well,” he said, grabbing his jacket and putting it on, “I’ll be taking off now. Remember what I said Lindsey, if you want to spend some time in Naples, the invitation’s open.”
I nodded mutely.
“Mr. Slater, nice meeting you,” he said, shaking Slate’s hand again. “You too, Mr. Matthews.”
“Uh huh,” Taz grunted, unimpressed with Kyzer’s manners.
“Have a great holiday, Kyzer. Thanks again for chauffeuring me around this week.”
I walked him to the door, opening it for him. I could still feel Slate and Taz’s eyes on us.
Oh God, Oh God, Oh God!
“It was my pleasure,” he said giving me a dazzling smile.
He leaned down and gave me a soft, sweet kiss on the lips. “Have a wonderful holiday with your family. I’ll keep in touch in case you change your mind about coming to Naples for a few days.”
“Thank you,” I murmured, feeling my cheeks flush. I heard Taz clear his throat behind us.
Kyzer gave me a quick hug and then he was gone. I was mesmerized by his sweetness. He had, in his own way, become my protector over the past several days. He’d looked after me, making sure that I was delivered and picked up from my classes. He hadn’t delved into the specifics of my situation, respecting my need for privacy regarding the incident.