Gilgi (25 page)

The “national and cultural reasons” that prompted the prohibition of Keun’s novels were not described further in the Book Trade Association’s letter to Universitas. However, many aspects of
Gilgi, One of Us
were obviously contrary to Nazi sensibilities. The association’s reference to “national” reasons probably includes Gilgi’s distaste for demonstrative patriotism:

But Gilgi’s clearest divergences from Nazi ideals originate in her self-concept as a woman, which encompasses a commitment to a professional career, sex independent of marriage, an acceptance of abortion for economic reasons, and a resolve to support her child as a single mother. And Gilgi’s attitudes are shared at least in part by her friends Olga and Hertha, and her colleague Fräulein Behrend.

It is perhaps worth noting in passing that although the Book Trade Association made no detailed criticism of
Gilgi, One of Us
in November 1933, at least two specific complaints were laid out later. On December 12, 1934, the police in the Silesian city of Opole wrote to the Gestapo in Berlin seeking advice about suppressing a copy of the novel that had remained in a local library, and quoting Gilgi’s words about “Deutschland über alles” as evidence of the narrative’s “hostility to the state.” And on September 19, 1934, the Reich Office for the Promotion of German Literature had also consulted the Gestapo about a copy of
Gilgi, One of Us
in a Berlin library, complaining on behalf of the Reich Federation of German Civil Servants that “the reputation of female postal workers” was “insulted in the crudest way” by the narrative’s incidental comment that if
a group of street prostitutes “weren’t wearing make-up and using belladonna you could take them for unemployed telephone operators” (
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).

As I have explained in my afterword to Melville House’s edition of
After Midnight
(1937), Keun never entirely recovered from the damage which the advent of Nazism inflicted on her creativity and her career. She published nothing more of substance until she had left Germany in 1936; she struggled with financial difficulties, psychological strain, and professional self-doubt while producing three novels and a volume of short stories after emigrating; she necessarily fell silent once she was overtaken by the invasion of the Netherlands in 1940 and, for sheer lack of other options, returned clandestinely to Germany; and she wrote very little in the decades between her sixth novel in 1950 and her death in 1982, although she did live to experience the belated recognition which was accorded to her work when critics and scholars began extensive study of writing by women, and writing by anti-Nazi exiles, in the 1970s.

The identity which Gilgi asserts places her at the center of the Weimar Republic’s debates about the so-called New Woman.
Gilgi, One of Us
was of course only one among many novels of the period in which New Women played important roles, though arguably it can be located more precisely within a kind of sub-genre which featured female typists, and which included works such as Vicki Baum’s
Grand Hotel
(1929) and Rudolf Braune’s
The Girl at the
Orga Privat
(1930; Orga Privat was a brand of typewriter). In fact, Gilgi references Christa Anita Brück’s 1930 contribution to this sub-genre when she tells Martin that she tries to deflect her employers’ sexual advances “without starting some great drama of outraged honor, like in that novel,
Tragedies at the Typewriter
!” (
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).

Despite Gilgi’s comment here, “great drama” is a constant and significant element in her own story. Gilgi’s initial self-concept is founded on a fierce commitment to material and emotional self-sufficiency. Her meditations during the first scene in her attic room are about professional success through her own efforts, whether through her skills in office work, foreign languages, or dress design. She is equally self-contained when she decides that the departure of Olga’s brother after their brief romantic interlude is “as it should be” (
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), and that spending time as a family with Herr and Frau Kron “is always a pointless waste of time” (
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). But simultaneously as the narrative communicates all this, it also suggests that Gilgi’s autonomous persona is somewhat self-conscious and exaggerated, as when she “assumes her best woman-of-the-world expression” (
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) while discussing with Olga how to divert her boss Herr Reuter’s sexual advances without endangering her job. Moreover, the narrative notes how Gilgi avoids showing her admiration for Olga by criticizing the “dirty marks” (
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) on her blouse instead, and how “if she didn’t have such a distaste for the word ‘romance,’ you could say: for Gilgi, Olga represents romance” (
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), as though Gilgi’s studied self-sufficiency will eventually face challenges from circumstances and emotions which she cannot disregard forever.

When these challenges duly emerge, they do so in a
greatly dramatic manner. Firstly, the Krons reveal that Gilgi is adopted, and when she seeks out the woman whom the Krons believe to be her birth mother, Fräulein Täschler, the plot thickens still further: the impoverished Fräulein Täschler explains that she passed Gilgi off as her own child because she was paid by a well-to-do family who concealed their unmarried daughter’s pregnancy to preserve their reputation in society. These revelations encourage Gilgi to reflect on how much her career success so far owes to her middle-class upbringing with the Krons as well as to her own efforts (“Just don’t stick your nose so high in the air, just don’t always think it’s so completely your own doing,”
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), and to sympathize with those who are less successful than she is, such as the unemployed “pale woman” who also applied for the casual typing job which Gilgi secures with Herr Mahrenholz (
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–
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). Secondly, Gilgi falls suddenly and tumultuously in love with Martin, with the narrative characterizing her attraction to his bohemian, exuberant personality as the more or less inevitable reflex of her rationality and self-containment:

As her emotional dependence on Martin increases, Gilgi abandons her material and professional ambitions almost entirely, for example by doing “something […] disorienting and momentous” (
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) in absenting herself from work on a false plea of illness, and later by actively welcoming the loss of her job when the hard-pressed Herr Reuter reduces his staff: “Thank God, thank God—now it’s not my fault, I can’t be blamed” (
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).

Gilgi’s story reaches its peak of drama after she encounters her former friend Hans, and undertakes to save him from jail by repaying the twelve hundred marks he has embezzled to feed his destitute family. This leads her to contact her affluent birth mother Frau Greif for the first time (“I want you to give me five hundred marks, and I want to tell you that you’re my mother,”
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), Frau Greif hands over several rings which were gifts from her husband (“every time he cheats on me he gives me a piece of jewelry,”
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), Gilgi is then diverted from delivering her own money and the rings by Martin’s jealous demands on her (“I want you to stay here, Gilgi—do you hear me, I want you to,”
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), and the next morning she discovers that Hans, his wife Hertha and their two children have committed suicide. Gilgi reacts to this dénouement by resolving to seek work in Berlin (where she intends to bear her child and raise it by herself), leaving Martin immediately. For Gilgi has decided that her love for Martin is destroying her autonomy completely, but that she should
not expect him to adapt his life to hers in any way, as she explains to her friend Pit:

Thus at the end of the novel Gilgi reverts to and intensifies one of the attitudes which she demonstrated at the beginning. She does not simply reiterate that professional success is purely a matter of individual effort (“I’ve seen so many people who looked for work and didn’t find it—but most of them only half-wanted it, they’d already given up on everything. […] My will is stronger and more durable,”
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), but she expects to succeed notwithstanding that she is now unemployed, without any support from the Krons, and intending to assume sole care of a baby. Gilgi also reverts in a significant sense to her emotional self-sufficiency, regarding her baby as a kind of insurance
against further romantic entanglements (“without the child, without such a stark necessity it would’ve been harder. I would’ve had no armor—and so alone—maybe some man or other—,”
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), though presumably she feels a connection to the baby, and through it to Martin, and she has a confused hope that she will be reunited with Martin eventually: “And then if I’m making a living later—a good, secure living—and the child—Pit, don’t you think too that then he’d come to me and be proud and happy, and everything would turn out right?” (
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).

In characterizing Gilgi’s initial self-concept as somewhat overwrought, and then showing how it fluctuates through dramas of abandonment, passion, jealousy, suicide, and “flight” (
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), the narrative maintains a measure of detachment from her, and it extends this detachment by signaling doubts about Gilgi’s ultimate plans, particularly in the final scene when she boards the train to Berlin. The most obvious signal is when Gilgi tries to smile, to convince Pit that she is confident about the future, but only “half-succeed[s]” (
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). The repeated image of the orange lying in front of the locomotive (which clearly invokes Gilgi’s love for Martin; see
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) is similarly ambiguous, as it is uncertain whether the orange is crushed by the departing train or lies far enough below the machinery to survive unscathed. And there is a more subtle double-edged allusion in the description of how Gilgi “gives Pit her hand once more” (
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) from the train, as this recalls the song—known in German as “Reich mir zum Abschied noch einmal die Hände” and in English as “Good Night”—which is in Gilgi’s thoughts earlier in the novel (see
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), and which is sung by the lovers Victoria and Stephan in the operetta and film
Victoria
and Her Hussar
(1930 and 1931) immediately before they are separated. This reference could ridicule Gilgi’s decision to renounce Martin in the hope of an eventual reunion by linking it with a kitschy popular drama, but that reunion could also be foreshadowed by the fact that Victoria and Stephan are married at the end of their story.

There are also some short passages earlier in the novel which have implications for Gilgi’s plans after she leaves Cologne. The first is when Herr Kron reads out a newspaper report about a woman who killed her child by jumping with it from “the Treptow Bridge” (
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), which is in Berlin. The second is when Fräulein Täschler recalls that many of her customers “didn’ want anythin’ to do with me anymore” (
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) when she was passing herself off as Gilgi’s unmarried mother. The third is when Gilgi reads a letter from the “little Dutch girl” who is “still in love with Martin” (
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), and who still writes to him. All three passages are bad omens for Gilgi’s ideas about supporting herself as a single mother in Berlin, and perhaps one day returning to Martin, though of course these omens are of no account if Gilgi really is as exceptionally competent as she believes, and it is possible that she would encounter less prejudice than Fräulein Täschler suffered twenty years previously.

The narrative’s slightly detached presentation of Gilgi’s frenetic present and her ambiguous future is complemented by its account of her difficulties in expressing herself verbally. Although there was some justification for the dismissive remark of Keun’s great contemporary Kurt Tucholsky that the characters in
Gilgi, One of Us
too often speak “as though they’d just been eating Freud for breakfast,” later commentators such as Ritta Jo Horsley
have shown that the issue is more complex than that. For the novel emphasizes what Horsley has termed “Gilgi’s crisis of language” repeatedly, most often by describing her relationship to “words” (“Worte” in the German text). For example, the difference between Gilgi’s psychology and Martin’s which is apparent at their first meeting is encapsulated in her sense (in the passage quoted above) that she has only “little, gray words,” and her wonder that Martin “can speak so colorfully.” When Gilgi tries shortly afterwards to clarify her feelings for Martin, she thinks that she “should probably talk to someone, but there wouldn’t actually be any point. Because she doesn’t have any words, to make herself understood” (
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). She does talk to Olga later, but only to reiterate her linguistic deficiencies: