Giving In (10 page)

I will pretend I didn't hear her. Brush it off.

"I love to hear you scream my name when you come. Lets go get cleaned up."

"I can't move."

"I will carry you to the bathroom. We can rinse off, than I will start you a bath."

"Sounds good. I hurt everywhere, but in a good way. Until you, I never knew pain could feel so good."

"There is a lot we can teach each other. You just have to give me the chance."

"There is no chance to give you. I already told you what you wanted to hear. My pussy belongs to you and so does my ass. There is nothing else to give."

"There is everything to give Jenny. You just have to open up about it and give it to me. You have it, just let it go."

"No. And I can run my own bath. You got everything you wanted from me."

Chapter 5

Jennifer

I almost told him I loved him. I can't do it. I need him out of my house. But I don't want him to go. I want him to fight me on this and join me in the bath like he did last time.

I'm so sore, I hope it's not like this every time. I might not be able to handle it. A hot bath that's what I need.

Ah, the water feels so good. I figured he would of been in here by now. Maybe he is waiting for me to get out. Letting me enjoy the peace and serenity of my bath.

He's gone. He left while I was in the shower. I can't believe it. I knew all he wanted was to fuck. Well fuck him. I don't need him or any man. Like I said before. I have lasted this long without him I can last forever. Fuck him.

Am I really crying over him. Yes I am. God why did I let him get to me. Let myself believe that he actually wanted me beyond sex. Stupid, that's what I am. I let my wanton slut take charge and now look the rest of me is hurting. Damn bitch. She can now rot in her own hell. No sex for her at all, FOREVER!

It has been three days since I have heard from him. Guess it's time to get my life back. Time to get ready for this banquet. Now that I'm going alone since he was supposed to be my date.

There are a lot of people here. Thank you lord I don't have to socialize that much. I can just do my rounds and get out. I'm not up for all the mingling and dancing. Two hours should be plenty of time spent at this thing.

Finally I'm free and at home. my last night alone before the boys come home.

It's so good to be home.

Now to undress and take a hot bath.

"You look beautiful tonight."

"Holy shit Trey you scared me. What are you doing in my room again. I cussed you and swore you off. You left me and didn't even say goodbye. I knew all you wanted was to fuck."

"I never left you. Well I did physically. But I had a damn good reason to. Where are the boys?"

"With their father still. And what reason was that? Fuck my ass and be done with me."

"Never. This was my reason."

Did he really just drop to his knee? Holy shit he is going to propose. I can't do this.

"Trey, please don't."

"I have to Jenny. I want you to spend your life lying to me about how much you love me. I want to wake up in the morning begging you to tell me. I already know that you do and so do you. I am your forever and you are mine. Please Jenny just marry me. Let me show you how a man is suppose to love his wife everyday."

Tears again, I am crying again. Fuck. Why does he make me cry so much now?

"Yes."

"Really, yes?"

"Yes. I know that I love you, I don't want to hurt you that's why I always said no. I didn't think I could ever love again. But when you left me the other day after what we did. I knew for sure that I loved you unconditionally. I cried for you every night. I slept in your spot because it smelled like you still. I want you Trey. I belong to you and only you. Now and forever."

"Damn Jenny, that might of been the greatest thing to ever come out of your mouth. Let me make love to now. Slow and passionate."

What I have been wanting, for him to make love to me. To slowly undress me, kiss down my body in a caressing way. I am loving when he picks me up like this.

Gracefully he lays me on the bed, not flipping me to my stomach. One by one, piece by piece he removes my shoes, my black stockings, my black lace garter belt. Leaving soft kisses down my legs as he pulls off my matching black lace thongs.

Never have I felt more sexy and desired than I do right now.

"I'm sorry Trey that I deprived us both for so long."

"You never have to apologize for it. A patient man gets what he desires most."

How can I not love a man like this? I am here, on my bed naked, not tied down, watching the most amazing man worship my body. Kissing every inch of me.

Slowly sliding into me, making my body tremble from the connection and with the anticipation of what is to come.

Holding me tight, kissing me softly. Whispering in my ear how good I feel wrapped around him. My fingers raking down his back, my legs wrapped around his hips, pulling him deeper into me.

Perfectly our bodies move together, as one. No slamming, or smacking, or even fucking, no toys of any kind. It's pure passionate love of giving in.