Giving In (9 page)

Shit with words like that and a tongue that works wonders how am I not going to fall in love with him and not want a future? Shit he feels so good, and god I love when he slides his finger in me. I know that I love him, I've known since before I even got divorced, since before we even split up. He was and still is always there for me making me smile, and making me laugh. Like I do for him. I look forward to his morning text and texting him at night.

Shit I can't think anymore, I need to come. He sets my body on fire.

"Make me come baby, please make me come. Then fuck me again."

"Scream my name, tell me who you belong to."

"ME! I belong to me TREY, god right there TREY!"

"Mmmm, you taste so sweet, let them juices flow love, let me have it all."

"I can't baby, I'm so sleepy now."

"You need to go clean up. Take a hot shower then we can sleep."

"Take this out of me."

"I will in the shower. Come on let's go. You are going to be sore."

"I'm sore now."

"I will carry you love."

"Why be so sweet to me when I won't give you what you want?"

I don't get it, no matter how many times I tell him, he still stays.

"Because I know that I love you, I don't give up on something that I want."

"But all you want is sex, once you fuck me in the ass you will leave, there is nothing after that to keep you with me."

"That's is where you are wrong. Here step into the shower and bend over and relax."

Holy shit, that hurts in such a good way. Should I really be enjoying this kind of pain? I feel dirty and satisfied.

"There all out. Turn around let me rub you down and wash you."

"Okay. I just want to go to sleep."

Never have I been so spent from a night of sex. Never have I had a night of sex. It use to be just enough to get the job done. Never anything fun exciting or mind blowing. Having both pleasure and pain that I now crave. I have my freaky wanton slut side of me now that has been released and had her taste of freedom.

Then there still is my sane side saying all this is bad. Who do I listen to? My wanton slut who thinks with our vagina and turned into a hoe. Or my sane side that thinks with her head and is boring and missing so much.

"Lets go to bed. Want me to carry you?"

"No I can walk, but kiss me again."

I love how he kisses me so soft and gentle, nibbling on my lips and caressing my tongue with his. It's like their own private sting dance. And his hands, holy shit his hands, rough against my skin, feels good with every touch. I need to just admit to him I never want him to stop touching me.

He picked me up. I can't believe he just picked me up like I weighed nothing. But he never stopped kissing me. I can't stay awake for any more. I am already hurting.

"I need sleep. Please."

"Yes baby I know. Go to sleep. I will be here when you wake."

"Stay next to me."

"Since you asked. But I was going to stay anyways. All part of my master plan."

"Your stupid Trey."

He feels so good next to me, holding me in his arms. How am I not going to tell him how I feel about him if he is going to hold me in a way I have never been held before?

Gently running his fingers through my hair, and singing softly. How did he know that I love when a guy sings to me. My ex told me that was a stupid trait to want in a guy. I never thought so.

This man here in my bed has just about every trait I look for in a man, and yet I still refuse his affections. I am trying to make myself believe that all it is sex, when I know it's not.

What am I to do?

Trey

I need for her to admit her feelings about me to me. I can see it in her eyes she has admitted them to herself. Her beautiful smile says it all.

We make each other laugh, smile and just plain happy. I am my true self with her, not the man everyone expects me to be.

"I love you Jenny."

*****

"Good morning beautiful. How did you sleep?"

"Honestly, it was the best sleep in along time."

"Good, lets get breakfast. I'm starving after last night and the past few days."

"I am going to shower first then I will meet you downstairs when I am done. And by the way, I like my eggs scrambled and smothered in cheese. Plus a cup of hot tea."

"I know how you like your eggs and your tea. Go shower but kiss me first and tell me what I want to hear. Who do you belong to?"

"Myself you know that."

Did she really just say that and run? I know she belongs to me but she needs to know it as well. I want her so bad, every part of her. Not just sex, I want her mind, body, heart and soul.

Jennifer

I must say I am proud of myself almost through the week and every tactic he has used to get me to admit that I love him, I have refused.

Fuck me though when he stuck them damn Ben Wan balls in me with the micro vibrator, than ate me, fuck I thought I was going to break and tell him everything.

But I didn't.

My mind was stronger than my pussy this time. But if he does it again or anything like that I won't be able to hold back.

The only thing we have not done is make actual love. It's always some kind of kinky freaky shit that you would only see in a porn. Never thought I could ever bend or move the way the women did in them videos, but we did it. I'm still flexible.

Shower, eat and more sex. I must say, I am no longer sore and weakly enjoying everything we are doing.

"Smells good."

"Thanks I an cook an egg or two."

"Trey?"

"Yea?"

"Do you have to stand in my kitchen cooking with nothing on but your sweat pants?"

"That's how I do it at home? Would you like for me to take them off and cook with nothing on?"

"Mmm as tempting as that sounds, I'm gonna say no. I don't want to see him burnt. But then again that will give me a reason to kiss him."

"I've turned you into a beautiful sex craving monster and I love it."

God, he smells so good. Glad I only put my robe on. Got me sprawled out over the kitchen counter, legs spread licking me. Feasting on me like I am some elegant meal.

"Ride me Jenny."

Crap he just pulled me off the counter into his lap.

"My pleasure Trey."

I could never get tired of the feeling of him sliding into me. Always stretching me, filling me up. The way he starts off slow then about half way just slams into me, making me scream every time. God how I love this man, I just can't tell him.

I love when he bends me over and fucks me from behind. He needs to fuck my ass, the butt plug is not doing it anymore.

Damn wanton slut, always jumping into my thoughts.

Chapter 4

A day and half left, I don't know if I can hold back much longer. Maybe I can get him to move to the next step without me saying that I am his. I love being in his arms like this. Snuggled to his chest, legs tangled up, breathing in his very sexy scent.

"Trey."

"Yes baby."

"I want you to fuck me like we talked about the first night. This week has been fun, but I want you to do it now."

"You think your ready for that?"

"Yes I do. And don't stop kissing my neck. I love when you kiss me like that."

"I love kissing your body, everywhere. Flip over baby."

I'm excited, he's going to do it.

Holy shit he's going to do it, maybe I shouldn't.

Oh god, he's fingering me again. That he has become a master at.

"Harder baby. Right there. Don't stop. Shit Trey."

"Now relax your body. I'm going to slip my fingers in your ass first. Loosen you up, then I will ease into your ass. If it hurts tell me to stop. I don't want to hurt you. Than I am going to slide in the vibrator we bought the other day. Are you ready?"

"Yes. No. Yes. Do it. Just do it."

"Jenny baby, I really do love you. And not because you are letting me do this."

I hope I can handle this. At least I don't have to try to hold myself up on my hands and knees.

Shit, he is big, and it hurts in a good way. God it hurts in such a good way.

Trey

"Your ass is so tight baby. Your tight virgin ass feels so good. I'm trying so hard not to just slam into you."

"I can't take it Trey, fuck me harder please."

"No, it has to be slow at first. Be patient. Don't tighten your body."

"I'm gonna come baby, shit I'm so filled I can't help it. Oh god, Trey!"

I haven't even started yet. That's how tight she is. Just sliding the vibrator in her while I'm in her ass made her come.

Nice and slow Trey, don't rush it. Listen to her scream for me to just slam it in her. To fuck her. I want to make love to her so bad but not until....god she feels so good. Keep the rhythm Trey, don't lose it.

Fucking hell, I'm gonna come.

Control yourself. Not yet. She needs to finish again.

"Harder Trey. Please harder. I am yours. I have been since before the first time."

"That's what I wanted to hear love. Come for me now. Come all over that vibrator. Feel me come in your tight hot ass."

Finally she admits it. Now I can make love to her the way I want to.

"Tell me you love me Jenny, tell me."

"No."

"I will smack your ass if you don't."

"Right there don't stop."

"Right here baby. Like this. How about when I do this."

God I love the redness her ass gets when I smack it. My perfect hand print on her beautiful ass, that's now mine.

"Do it again, please."

"You begging me to punish you? To smack your ass again."

"Yes. Please do it again."

"You are incredibly sexy. Come for me."

I can't hold back any longer. I have to fuck her harder. Shit, I'm gonna explode.

"God Trey!"

"That's it baby, let it go. Come for me. Your mine, this is my ass. My pussy. You belong to me and only me. FUCK ME JENNY."

That was the most amazing thing I have ever felt. Never have a I gotten off like that. Ease out carefully. Mmm look at that come, dripping down her lips to her clit.

"I need to lick you Jenny, flip over. Let me have your sweet juice."

"It's all yours. I love when you eat me."

My own bit of heaven, right here in this bed, finally mine. I need to hear her scream my name again, feel her pussy tighten around my fingers when I make her finish.

"Who do you belong too Jenny?"

"You, I belong to you."

"That's good, now I want you to scream my name when you come."

Love when she forces my head closer to her pussy. I never would of guessed she had this much sexual drive in her.

"God, TREY, I'm coming. God I lo...."

Mmm one of the greatest sounds ever. She almost said it. As much as I would love to hear her scream it like that. I want her to tell me when I'm not licking her cunt.