Harden My Heart (Club Release 3) Science Fiction Abduction Romance (6 page)

Although his tone is not loud or gruff, I know he expects me to follow his quiet command.

We pass a couple of doors and then he opens one and gestures me into the room. Like the other room this one is sparsely furnished but in great shape. There are two doors. I have to guess that one is a bathroom and the other is a closet. The only other thing in the room is a large bed.

He walks over to one of the doors and opens it. "Come inside and strip."

A sliver of fear speeds up my spine. I debate making a run for it. One look into his knowing eyes and the remembrance of how fast he is has me walking in the room. My shoulders sag as go into the room to follow his command.

He comes in and starts removing his weapons and then clothes. I stare at his chest until he makes that tsking sound. I look up into humor filled gold and purple eyes. Heat rushes to my cheeks.

"Take your clothes off, Kinsey Lea. I want you clean before you go to bed."

I look down at my dirty clothes and this time when heat singes my cheeks it is for a totally different reason. I have to look horrible to him. I quickly remember that he did not go to that planet looking to buy a servant. I was not planned so I need to be thankful and follow his commands so he doesn't regret saving me too soon.

He says he's not going to hurt me, I believe him. Maybe I shouldn't, but something about him makes me.

As he takes off his pants, I drop my gaze to the floor and start removing my clothes quickly. Seemingly unconcerned about his nudity, Din Tairin walks over to the shower and starts showing me how it works.

I soap up and get lost in the fresh scent. The feel of his intense gaze has me peeking over at him. I swallow hard. My tall well-built alien is openly checking me out.

A mixture of embarrassment and desire swim around in my belly and heat my core. I don’t know how he makes me want him but he does. Since he is open with his curiosity, I look him over.

Mmm, muscles ripple as he soaps himself up. His lightly striped skin is strange but not ugly. Not at all. My gaze moves lower and lower. I take in the cut of his abdominal muscles. A part of me wants to lick them.

Flipping fuck, he does strange things to me. When his hands go between his legs, my gaze follows. I gasp when I see how large his member is. Backflipping fuck. A spark ignites in my core.

I start rinsing off and look down as I do. Surely all those bubbles made him look larger than he is. I take another peek. It’s standing a lot taller and fuller now. Heat swirls around my core.

I look back at the tan stone floor. I want to jump in his arms and ride him. As best I can, that is. What has he turned me into? I feel like a sex-starved nympho. I know it’s been a long time since I’ve had an orgasm at the hands of another, but damn.

He makes that tsking sound and I look up into heated eyes that hold a hint of humor. “No sex tonight.”

Flipping fuck. He knows what I’m thinking. I’m too easy to read. I need to work on that.

He points to a rack with folded towels. “Get out and dry off.”

“Okay,” I grumble. He doesn’t have to be so commanding. As I dry off, I glance over and see him rinsing off. I don’t look at his package again even though I want to.

I’ve never seen a body like his. So big and chiseled.

He steps out of the shower and inhales deeply. “I’m glad you are attracted to me. That will make our mating all the better.” He grabs a towel and efficiently dries off.

I gape at him for a moment then check out the floor. My face must be giving me away. I just need to keep from looking into his eyes so he won’t know how he makes me feel.

At this point, it’s still foolish to trust him. My past flares through my mind. I harden my heart. People are never to be trusted. I have to remember that.

I hate not being able to trust anyone. An ache starts in my chest and radiates through my whole body. Why can’t I be loveable and have a family that’s tight? I push away those useless thoughts. Life is never easy.

Din Tairin holds out his hand. “Come. You’ve had a long day.”

I take his hand. An electrical arc flows from him and through me. Did he feel that? I look up into his hungry eyes and know that he did. What will he do about it?

He leads me to the bed and tucks us both in. My heart races as I wonder what he’s going to do now. A part of me longs to go back to Earth. But what do I have to go back to? Nothing.

The bed shifts as he scoots in closer to me. I stiffen automatically when his body presses against mine. I close my eyes when his arms wrap around me.

His lips press against my neck. “Calm yourself, seema. I’m only going to touch you.”

Din Tairin’s tone makes me believe him. I glance over my shoulder and nod once.

The feel of his rough hands gliding over my skin is scary and exciting all at the same time. I shouldn’t enjoy his touch, but the longer he strokes my arms, shoulders, and stomach, the more I enjoy it.

The warmth radiating from his long muscular body has me snuggling deeper into his embrace. His skin is rougher than mine but I like it. I’m beginning to like the feel of the soft sheets under me and his hard body pressed against my back. The contrast is so good.

Heat swirls through me and pools in my core. He inhales and releases the breath against my neck. Goosebumps dot my skin and the pulse between my legs beats harder.

“How many lovers have you had, little seema?”

The huskiness of his voice sends a shiver through me. “Two.”

My nerves light up. I really don’t want to talk about sex with Milo or David. I’ve had okay sex and bad sex. Neither are worth talking about. Neither man lit a fire in me the way Din Tairin does with just a touch or look.

“Good.”

When he doesn’t ask me anymore questions, my muscles relax.

His hands glide up my stomach and cup my breasts. For a long moment, he just cradles my mounds. The longer he holds my rounded flesh the stronger the ache between my legs gets.

I’ve never had a man slowly seduce me. A moan escapes my lips when his rough thumbs swipe across my beaded nipples. Liquid heat circulates through my core.

His lips lightly brush my neck. I moan and sink deeper against him. I feel his hard length and press my ass against it. A soft grow comes from him. The sound sends another shiver along my spine.

I inhale his masculine scent and relax even more. His hands massage my plump flesh for a moment longer and then move back to my arms and shoulders. Cradled against his body, I start to relax more and more.

I could get used to this—to him.

No, that would be bad because he will leave me sooner or later.

But for now, I get to enjoy him. My eyelids get heavier and heavier with each stroke of his skilled hands.

~ Din Tairin ~

The smooth rise and fall of Kinsey Lea’s chest lets me know that she’s fallen asleep.

She needs the rest. I keep stroking her soft skin. I can’t get enough of the feel of her. I’m sure this feeling will fade with time so I’ll enjoy it while I can.

I inhale her sweet scent. My erect flesh longs to slide into her hot body. I know that’s going to be zyfing good. But she’s not ready for that yet.

A grin curls my lips when I think about how strong she is. She gave me the slip today. Her small lithe body aided her. I can appreciate that.

Too bad Zairin was the one to catch her. I’ll never hear the end of this. I inhale her scent and hold it in my lungs. She’s worth the teasing I’m going to endure. I can feel it in my bones.

I don’t know why I’m so drawn to her and right now I don’t care.

I run my face through her soft hair and breathe in her essence. She tries to act tougher than she is. Her scent reveals her true emotions. An ache flares through my chest.

I look forward to the day she trusts me.

After nuzzling her neck one last time, I gently release her. My arms ache to hold her some more. That’s a new need. But it’s one I’ll have to indulge in later. I need to get to my office and do some work.

I ease from the bed and look down at her sleeping form. Kinsey Lea Walker is going to be an interesting addition to my home.

CHAPTER

7

~ Kinsey Lea ~

♥

In a haze, I snuggle into the soft sheets. Wait!

Reaching out, I find that Din Tairin is not with me. I never wake up with him beside me. A mixture of disappointment and relief washes over me.

“This is for the best.”

I roll over and bury my face in the pillow beside me. His scent drifts through my nose and fills my lungs.

My clit pulses. Every night he strokes me until I fall asleep. I’ve been here for a few days. I want him more every day. The press of his hard length against my body lets me know he wants me too. But he hasn’t taken me yet. The anticipation is killing me.

I want him but I know I shouldn’t. He bought me and he’s my boss. I should just do my duty. Even when that’s releasing his sexual needs. I shouldn’t want him so badly, but I do. I know when he finally takes me, I won’t be just lying there while he ruts between my legs for his own pleasure.

His touch and scent are magical—sensually electric. I long to ride him hard. Heat flushes my whole body. I’ve never wanted to have sex with someone as badly as I want it with him.

So far he’s been a big tease. Am I just a toy he wants to tease? I shudder when I remember the feel of his solid cock pressed against me. That thought makes me feel better. Yes, he wants me.

I stretch and then force myself to get out of bed. Din Tairin briskly showed me how to run the household devices. I’m not certain about all of them but I’m pretty sure I can figure them out.

I hate to bother him when he’s in his office. Which is where he’s spent a lot of time.

Going to the bathroom, I quickly take care of my morning needs. I’m mindful of the toilet water. I almost had a stroke when I found out that it burns human flesh. I was assured the bowl is designed to be splash-proof and so far that seems to be true. Still. I’ll be keeping an eye on it.

This is such a strange place.

I walk past a yellow purrdot flower and grin when it leans toward me. I stop for a moment and let the plant take in whatever it enjoys from me scent or essence. Some of the strange things around here are wonderful.

As I enter the kitchen, I hear my alien’s voice. A shiver dances down my spine. “Okay, most of the strange things around here are wonderful,” I whisper as I look in the pantry and retrieve some breakfast.

His growls. His frustrated tone carries over to me as I eat. Din Tairin must be on a conference call. Somebody or something irritates him a lot. But he never takes it out on me. He’s proving to be a good guy.

Once I finish eating, I start on feeding the plants. They are fun and interesting to watch. The brist always wiggles when I water it. That blue vine can really get down. I look out and see that the sun is already totally visible. I continue to work. Taking care of the plants is important for the air quality. I move on to the next plant. I have to stay useful.

I shudder at the unwanted thought of Din Tairin getting rid of me.

♥ ♥ ♥

After eating my dinner alone since my big alien only eats once a day, I clean up and head into the living room.

My heart speeds up when I see Din Tairin sitting on the couch. He waves me over. My nerves tingle as I get closer to him.

Once I reach him, he pulls me down onto his lap. I squeak and he laughs. It’s a rich sound that does something to my heart.

“I ordered you some uniforms and other necessities. They will be in tomorrow.”

Warmth ribbons around my chest. That’s so sweet of him. “Thank you.”

He rests his hand on my thigh causing a shiver to run through me. “It was nothing.” He looks deeply into my eyes. I feel snared by his gaze. “Now it’s time for you to learn a little more about your new planet.”

“I love learning about Zaphin.” This is a wonderful place. Except for the crowdocs, of course. Meanass birds. So unnatural to the vision I carry of birds.

“Time for some basic information. We have fifteen moons in a year. Twenty-two days in a moon. You can also call it a moon cycle. Whichever you prefer. There are thirty hours in a day.”

When he pauses, I go over the information and try to memorize it. If I’m going to be living here for the rest of my life, I need to get this down. Time is a good start. I look him over and he gives me a fanged smile.

“Ask your question, seema.”

I try not let his sexy voice distract me. It’s hard though. I finally nod. “How old are you? I’m twenty-two.”

“I’m one hundred and sixty-one.”

My eyebrows shoot up and he laughs. I love that sound.

“How long do zaphinians live? Are you like mythical vampires on Earth? Do you live forever?”

He chuckles as he shakes his head. “No, we don’t live forever. Unlike your mythical vampires, we only live to around five hundred years old.”

I quickly do the math. “You’re young for a zaphinian.”

“Yes, there is a chance I’ll live for many more years.”

He’s going to outlive me by a few lifetimes. A pang pierces my heart. “One day you will totally forget me.”

His gold and purple eyes turn serious and he growls softly. “I’ll never forget you, Kinsey Lea Walker.”

I give him a small smile even though I doubt his words. “I hope not.”

The purrdot flowers in the planter next to the couch lean a little closer toward me. I reach out and let them get their fill.

He glances toward the glass wall and then back at me. “The jungle is dangerous. You are never to go into it without me. Do you understand?”

I don’t like his rough tone but I nod.

“No, say the words, seema,” he orders.

I crinkle my nose. “I understand, Din Tairin.”

I also understand that he’s used to commanding people around. I’ll just have to get used to him. Things happen in life and you have to deal with them.

I flash back to being taken and sold. Fear shoots through me. My heart races. Yes, things change. I look into his pretty eyes. Things could be a lot worse.

He shifts me so that I’m straddling his lap. When his soft lips brush across mine and then his tongue parts my lips, I moan and sink into him.

Yes, things could be a lot worse. I need to enjoy him while I can.