High Noon (2 page)

“I…I don't know.”

“I'll talk to him for you.”

“He's a nice guy. I stole from him.”

“You were feeling desperate and scared, and you made a mistake. I sense you're sorry for that.”

“I am sorry.”

“I'll talk to him for you,” she repeated. “You need to give me the gun, and come back off the ledge. You don't want to hurt Lori.”

“I don't, but—”

“If you could talk to Lori right now, what would you say?”

“I…I guess that I don't know how it got this far, and I'm sorry. I love her. I don't want to lose her.”

“If you don't want to lose her, if you love her, you have to give me the gun and come back off the ledge. Otherwise, Joe, all you're leaving her with is grief and blame.”

“It's not her fault.”

Phoebe eased off the ledge, held out a hand. “You're right, Joe. You're absolutely right. Now, show her.”

He stared at the gun, stared as Phoebe slowly reached out to take it. It was slippery with his sweat as she flipped on the safety, secured it in her belt. “Come on off the ledge, Joe.”

“What's going to happen?”

“Come on off the ledge and I'll explain it. I won't lie to you.” Once again, she offered her hand. Shouldn't, she knew. Negotiators could be pulled off by a jumper. But she kept her eyes on his, then clasped her fingers tight on his hand.

When his feet touched the roof, he simply slid down to the floor to sob again. She went with him, draped her arm around him, and shook her head fiercely at the cops who came through the door.

“It's going to be all right. Joe, you're going to have to go with the police. You're going to need to have an evaluation. But it's going to be all right.”

“I'm sorry.”

“I know you are. Now you come on with me. Come on with me now.” She helped him up, took his weight as they walked to the door. “Let's get you some clothes on. No cuffs,” she snapped. “Joe, one of the officers is going to go get you a shirt, some pants, shoes. Is that all right?” When he nodded, she gestured one of the officers toward the bedroom.

“Am I going to jail?”

“For a little while. But we're going to get started on that help right away.”

“Will you call Lori? If she'd come I could…I could show her I'm sorry.”

“I sure will. I want that sunburn treated, and he needs some water in him.”

Joe kept his eyes downcast as he pulled on jeans. “Sorry, man,” he mumbled to Duncan.

“Don't worry about it. Listen, I'll get you a lawyer.” Duncan looked blankly at Phoebe. “Should I?”

“That would be between you and Joe. You hang in there.” She gave Joe's arm a light squeeze.

He was led out, a cop on either arm.

“Nice job, Lieutenant.”

Phoebe pulled out the gun, opened it. “One bullet. He was never going to shoot anyone but himself, and the odds are fifty-fifty he'd have done that.” She handed the gun to her captain. “You figured he needed to talk to a woman.”

“It leaned that way for me,” Dave agreed.

“All in all, looks like you were right. Somebody needs to track down his wife. I'll talk to her if she balks at seeing him.” She swiped at her sweaty brow. “Is there any water in this place?”

Duncan held out a bottle. “I had some brought up.”

“Appreciate it.” She drank deep as she studied him. Rich, dense brown hair, tousled around an angular face with a good, strong mouth and soft blue eyes that were currently pinched with worry. “Are you pressing charges?”

“For what?”

“For what he nipped out of the till.”

“No.” Duncan lowered himself to the arm of a chair. Closed his eyes. “Christ, no.”

“How much was it?”

“A couple thousand, a little more, I guess. It doesn't matter.”

“It does. He needs to pay it back, for his own self-respect. If you want to help him, you'll work that out.”

“Sure. Fine.”

“You're the landlord, too?”

“Yeah. Sort of.”

Phoebe lifted her brows. “Aren't you the busy one? Can you manage to float the rent another month?”

“Yeah, yeah, yeah.”

“Good.”

“Look…all I got was Phoebe.”

“Mac Namara. Lieutenant Mac Namara.”

“I like Joe. I don't want him to go to jail.”

A good guy, Joe had said. He'd likely been right on that one. “I appreciate that, but there are consequences. Paying them will help him. He was crying for help, and now he'll get it. If you know where he owes the five thousand, he needs to make that right, too.”

“I didn't know he was gambling.”

This time she let out a short laugh. “You own a sports bar, but don't know there's gambling going on in it?”

His back went up. His gut was already in knots, and now his back went up. “Hey, listen, Slam Dunc's a friendly place, not a mob den. I didn't know he had a problem, or he wouldn't have been working the stick there. Some of this was my fault, but—”

“No. No.” She held up a hand, rubbed the cold bottle over her damp forehead. “I'm hot, I'm irritable. And none of this was your fault. I apologize. Circumstances put him out there on that ledge, and he's responsible for those circumstances and the choices he made. Do you know where to find his wife?”

“I expect she's at the parade like everyone else in Savannah, except us.”

“Do you know where she's living?”

“Not exactly, but I gave your captain a couple numbers. Friends of theirs.”

“We'll find her. Are you going to be all right now?”

“Well, I'm not going to go up on the roof and jump.” He let out a long sigh, shook his head. “Can I buy you a drink, Phoebe?”

She held up the bottle of water. “You already did.”

“I could do better.”

Hmm, a quick flicker of charm now, she noted. “This'll be fine. You should go on home, Mr. Swift.”

“Duncan.”

“Mmm-hmm.” She gave him a fleeting smile, then picked up her discarded jacket.

“Hey, Phoebe.” He made a bead for the door when she walked out. “Can I call you if I feel suicidal?”

“Try the hotline,” she called back without looking around. “Odds are they'll talk you down.”

He moved to the rail to look down at her. Purpose, he thought again. He could acquire a strong taste for a woman with purpose.

Then he sat on the step, pulled out his phone. He called his closest friend—who was also his lawyer—to sweet-talk him into representing a suicidal bartender with a gambling addiction.

 

From the second-floor balcony, Phoebe watched the green sheepdog prance. He seemed pretty damn proud of himself, matching his steps to the fife and drum played by a trio of leprechauns.

Joe was alive, and while she'd missed the curtain, she was right where she wanted to be for the second act.

Not such a crappy way to spend St. Patrick's Day after all.

Beside her, Phoebe's seven-year-old daughter bounced in her bright green sneakers. Carly had campaigned long and hard for those shoes, Phoebe recalled, whittling away at any and all resistance to the price or impracticality.

She wore them with green cropped pants with tiny dark pink dots, and a green shirt with pink piping—also a long and arduous campaign by the pint-sized fashion diva. But Phoebe had to admit, the kid looked unbelievably sweet.

Carly's sunset red hair came down from her grandmother, through her mother. The curls came from her grandmother, too—skipping a generation there, as Phoebe's was straight as a stick. The brilliant and bright blue eyes were from Essie as well. The middle generation, as Phoebe often thought of herself, settled for green.

All three had the pale, pale redhead's complexion, but Carly had inherited the dimples Phoebe had longed for as a child, and the pretty mouth with its dip deep in the top lip.

There were times Phoebe looked at her mother and her daughter, and through the impossible waves of love wondered how she could be the bridge between two such perfectly matched points.

Phoebe brushed a hand over Carly's shoulder, then bent to press a kiss on those wild red curls. In answer to the gesture, Carly shot out a mile-wide grin that showed the gap of two missing front teeth.

“Best seat in the house.” From behind them, one short stride outside the door, Essie beamed.

“Did you see the dog, Gran?”

“I sure did.”

Phoebe's brother turned to their mother. “You want a seat, Mama?”

“No, sweetie.” Essie waved Carter off. “I'm just fine.”

“You can come up to the rail again, Gran. I'll hold your hand the whole time. It's just like the courtyard.”

“That's right. That's right.” But Essie's smile was strained as she crossed the short distance to the rail.

“You can see better from here,” Carly began. “Here comes another marching band! Isn't it great, Gran? Look how high they're stepping.”

See how she soothes her Gran, Phoebe thought. How her little hand holds tight to give support. And Carter, look at him, moving to Mama's other side, running a hand down her back even as he points to the crowd.

Phoebe knew what her mother saw when she looked at Carter. Having a child of her own, she understood exactly that hard and stunning love. But it would be doubled for her, Phoebe thought. Mama had only to look at Carter, at the rich brown hair, those warm hazel eyes, the shape of his chin, his nose, his mouth, and she would see the husband she'd lost so young. And all the might-have-beens that died with him.

“Fresh lemonade!” Ava wheeled a cart to the doorway. “With plenty of mint so we've got the green.”

“Ava, you didn't have to go to all that trouble.”

“I certainly did.” Ava laughed at Phoebe and flipped back her sassy swing of blond hair. At forty-three, Ava Vestry Dover remained the most beautiful woman of Phoebe's acquaintance. And perhaps the kindest.

When Ava lifted the pitcher, Phoebe hurried over. “No, I'll pour and serve. You go on and watch awhile. Mama'll feel better with you standing with her,” Phoebe added quietly.

With a nod, Ava walked over, touched Essie on the shoulder, then moved to stand on Carly's other side.

There was her family, Phoebe thought. True, Ava's son was off in New York in college, and Carter's pretty wife was working, but this was the foundation, the bedrock. Without them, she wasn't sure she wouldn't just float off like a dust mote.

She poured lemonade, passed around the glasses, then stood beside Carter. Leaned her head on his shoulder. “I'm sorry Josie can't be here.”

“Me, too. She'll be here for dinner if she can.”

Her baby brother, she thought, a married man. “You two ought to stay the night, avoid the holiday traffic and the insanity of revelry.”

“We like the insanity of revelry, but I'll see if she'd rather. Remember the first time we stood up here and watched the parade? That first spring after Reuben.”

“I remember.”

“Everything was so bright and loud and foolish. Everyone was so happy. I believe even Cousin Bess cracked a smile or two.”

Probably just indigestion, Phoebe thought, with lingering bitterness.

“I felt, really felt, maybe everything would be all right. That he wasn't going to break out and come for us, wasn't going to kill us in our sleep. Christmas didn't do that for me, not that first year, or my birthday. But standing here all those years ago, I thought maybe everything was going to be all right after all.”

“And it was.”

She took his hand so they were linked, right down the line of the rail.

Cleaned up and hung over,
Duncan sat at his kitchen counter brooding over his laptop and a cup of black coffee. He'd meant to keep it to a couple of beers, hanging with some of the regulars at Slam Dunc before heading off to catch the music, another beer or two at Swifty's, his Irish pub.

When you owned bars, he'd learned, you were smart to stay sober. He might bend that rule of thumb a little on St. Patrick's Day or New Year's Eve. But he knew how to coast through a long night with a couple of beers.

It hadn't been celebration that put the Jameson's with a bump of Harp back into his hand too many times. It had been sheer relief. Joe wasn't a smear on the sidewalk outside the bar.

I'll drink to that.

And it was better to be hung over due to good news than hung over due to bad. You still felt like shit, Duncan admitted as the horns and pipes throbbed in his abused head, but you knew it would wear off.

What he needed to do was get out of the house. Take a walk. Or a nap in the hammock. Then figure out what to do next. He'd been figuring out what to do next for the past seven years. And he liked it.

He frowned at the laptop another moment, then shook his head. If he tried to work now, even pretend to work, his head would probably explode.

Instead, he carried his coffee out to the back veranda. The mourning doves were cooing, bobbing heads as they pecked along the ground under the bird feeder. Too fat and lazy, Duncan thought, to bother to fly up into it. Rather take leavings.

A lot of people were the same.

His gardens were thriving, and he liked knowing he'd put a little of his own sweat and effort into them. He considered walking through them now, winding his way under the live oaks and the thick spider-webs of moss to the dock. Take a sail maybe, cruise the river.

Damn pretty morning for it, if you paid attention. One of those sparkling clear, hint-of-a-breeze mornings you'd wish you'd prized come July.

Or he could just go down and sit on the dock, look out toward the salt flats and watch the sun play on them. Take the coffee down and just sit and do nothing on a pretty spring morning—a damn good deal.

And what was Joe doing this fine morning? Sitting in a cell? A padded room? What was the redhead up to?

It was no use pretending it was just an ordinary day in the life when he couldn't get yesterday out of his head. No point thinking he wanted to sit on the pier nursing a hangover and pretending everything was just fine and dandy.

So he went up the back steps to his bedroom, hunted out clean jeans and a shirt that didn't look like it had been slept in. Then he pulled his wallet, keys and other pocket paraphernalia out of the jeans he
had
slept in after he'd dragged his half-drunken ass to bed.

At least he'd been smart enough to take a cab, he reminded himself as he scooped his fingers through his shaggy mass of brown hair.

Maybe he should wear a suit. Should he wear a suit?

Shit.

He decided a suit was a kind of showing off when worn to visit a former employee in Joe's current situation. Besides, he didn't feel like wearing a damn suit.

Still, the redhead might like suits, and since he had every intention of tracking her down, a suit could play to his advantage.

Hell with it.

He started out, jogged down the sweeping curve of the main staircase, across the polished sea of white tiles of the grand foyer. When he opened one of the arching double doors, he saw the little red Jag zip down the last curve of his drive.

The man who folded himself out of it was wearing a suit, and it was sure to be Italian—as would be the shoes. Phineas T. Hector could manage to look perfectly groomed after mud wrestling in a hurricane.

Duncan hooked his thumbs in his front pockets and watched Phin stroll. He never looked to be in any particular hurry, Duncan mused, but that mind of his was always running on high speed.

He looked like a lawyer, Duncan supposed, and a high-dollar one. Which was exactly what he was now. When they'd first met—had it been ten years now?—Phin had barely been able to afford the cab fare to court, much less an Armani suit.

Now he wore it like he'd been born to, the pale gray an excellent choice against his dark skin, his gym-hammered body. Sun flashed off his dark glasses as he paused at the base of the white steps to study Duncan.

“You look a little rough there, friend of mine.”

“Feeling the same.”

“Imagine so after the amount of adult beverages you poured into your sorry self last night.”

“Felt good at the time. What're you doing out here?”

“Keeping our appointment.”

“We had one of those?”

Phin only shook his head as he climbed the stairs. “I should've known you wouldn't remember. You were too busy drinking Irish and singing ‘Danny Boy.'”

“I did not sing ‘Danny Boy.'” Please, God.

“Can't say for sure. All those Irish tunes sound the same to me. You heading out?”

“I was. I guess we should go inside.”

“Out here's fine.” Phin settled down on the long white glider, laid his arms out over its back. “You still thinking of selling this place?”

“I don't know. Maybe.” Duncan looked around—gardens, trees, pits of shade, green, green grass. He could never decide how he felt about the place from one day to the next. “Probably. Eventually.”

“Sure is a spot. Away from the action, though.”

“I've had enough action. Did I ask you to come out here, Phin? I'm blurry.”

“You asked if I'd check in with Suicide Joe this morning, then come out to report to you. After I agreed, you embraced me and gave me a sloppy kiss. I believe there's now a rumor going around that my wife is our beard.”

Duncan considered a moment. “Did I at least kiss her, too?”

“You did. You want to hear about Joe?”

Duncan jingled the keys in his pocket. “I was about to drive into the city, check in on him.”

“I can save you the trip. He's doing better than I expected considering the shape he was in yesterday when I first saw him.”

“Was his wife—”

“She was there,” Phin interrupted. “She was pretty damn pissed, but she was there. He's got a violent sunburn, which they're treating, and I've approved, as his attorney, the court-appointed psychiatrist. As you're not pressing any charges, he's not going to do any serious time. He'll get help, which is what you wanted.”

“Yeah.” So why did he feel so guilty?

“If you hire him again, Dunc, I'll kick your ass.”

“You can't kick my ass.” Duncan gave him a slow and crooked grin. “You don't fight dirty enough, black boy.”

“I'll make an exception. He'll get help. His wife will take him back or she won't. But you've already gone beyond what most would, and you hired him the best counsel in Savannah.”

“Better be, for what you charge,” Duncan mumbled.

Phin only grinned. “Got yourself to blame for that. Well, I'm going to head back and overcharge a few other clients.”

“What about the redhead?”

“What redhead?” Tipping down his sunglasses, Phin frowned at Duncan over them. “There were a couple of blondes and one delicious brunette trying to move on you last night, but you were too busy brooding into your beer to intercept the passes.”

“No, not last night. The redhead. Phoebe Mac Namara. Lieutenant Phoebe Mac Namara. God.” On a long, exaggerated sigh, Duncan patted his heart. “Just saying that gets my juices up, so I believe I'll repeat myself. Lieutenant Phoebe Mac Namara.”

Phin rolled his eyes up to the white ceiling of the covered veranda. “You're a case, Swift, God knows. What are you going to do with a cop?”

“I can think of all kinds of things. She's got green eyes, and that snug little body. And she went out on that roof. Guy's sitting out on the ledge with a gun, a guy she's never met in her life, but she goes out.”

“And you find that attractive?”

“I find it fascinating. And hot. You met her, right? What did you think?”

“I found her brisk and to the point, well bred and canny. And in possession of an excellent ass.”

“I got her stuck in my head. Well, I think I ought to go see her, try to figure out why. You can give me a ride in, I need to pick up my car anyway.”

 

After running a two-hour training session, Phoebe sat down at her desk. Her hair was pulled back, rolled at the nape of her neck, mostly to keep it out of her way. In addition, she thought—hoped—the style lent her some authority. A lot of the cops she trained—the male ones—didn't start out taking a woman very seriously.

They all took her seriously by the end, or they were out on their ass.

She might have had an inside man in Dave to help crack the door open for her in the department. But she'd shoved the door wide, and earned her rank, her position.

Now, due to that rank and position, she had a pile of paperwork to push through. And she had to spend the afternoon in court, testifying on the circumstances of a domestic dispute that had gone south into a hostage situation.

After that, she needed to come back and finish up what she could. And after
that,
she needed to go by the market.

And after things settled down at home, she needed to hit the books, to prep for a lecture she was due to give on crisis negotiation.

Somewhere in there she needed to squeeze out time to balance her checkbook—long overdue—and see if there was any way she could afford a new car without robbing a bank.

She opened the first file, and got down to managing her little corner of the Savannah-Chatham PD.

“LT?”

“Mmm?” She acknowledged Sykes, one of the negotiators in her unit, without looking up.

“Guy out here wants to see you. Duncan Swift.”

“Hmm?” This time she looked up with a frown. She looked through the window of her office, saw Duncan studying the squad room as if it were a foreign planet.

She thought of her workload, of the time crunch, and nearly passed him off. Then his gaze shifted, met hers. And he smiled.

“Ah well.” She pushed up from her desk, stepped out to the doorway of her office. “Mr. Swift?”

He had a damn effective smile, she decided. Something about it said it was easy and often used. And his eyes, soft and dusky blue, looked right at you. In her experience a lot of people weren't comfortable making that solid eye contact. But this man let you know he wasn't just looking at you, he was thinking about you while he did.

“You're busy. You look busy,” he said when he reached her. “You want me to come back when you're not?”

“If what you came by for can wait about a decade, that's fine.”

“I'd rather it didn't.”

“Then come on in.”

“Wow. It's sort of like on TV, but not exactly. Do you get weirded out sitting here where everybody can see what you're doing all day?”

“If I do, I can always pull the blinds.”

He hooked his thumbs in the front pockets of worn jeans. There were long legs in those jeans, she noted.

“Bet you hardly ever do.”

“I spoke with the attorney you hired on Joe's behalf. He seems very competent.”

“And then some. So…I wanted to ask you if I should visit Suicide Joe—”

“Excuse me? Suicide Joe?”

“Sorry, we got to calling him that last night. It stuck in my head. Should I visit him, or is it better for him if I step back?”

“What do you want to do?”

“I don't know. It's not like we were pals or anything. But yesterday's loop keeps running through my head.”

“It's more to the point what's running through his.”

“Yeah. Yeah. I had this dream.”

“Did you?”

“I was the one sitting out on the ledge in my underwear.”

“Boxers or briefs?”

It made him laugh. “Boxers. Anyway, I was sitting on the ledge and you were sitting there with me.”

“Are you feeling suicidal?”

“Not a bit.”

“It's called transference. You're putting yourself in his place. It was a traumatic experience, for you as well as Joe, even though it ended well.”

“Have you ever had one that didn't?”

“Yes.”

He nodded, and didn't ask for details. “What do you call me having you stuck in my mind? Wishful thinking?”

“That would depend on what you're wishing for.”

“I started to Google you.”

She sat back now, raised her eyebrows.

“I thought, sure it's a shortcut, a curiosity-satisfying one. But sometimes you want to go the long way around. You get to find out about somebody from the source, maybe over some type of food or drink. And if you're wondering, yes, I'm hitting on you.”

“I'm a trained observer. I don't have to wonder when I know. I appreciate the honesty, and the interest, but—”

“Don't say ‘but,' not right off the bat.” He bent down, picked up a hairpin that must have fallen out of her hair earlier, handed it to her. “You could consider it a public service. I'm the public. We could exchange life stories over that some sort of food and drink. You could name the time and the place. We don't like what we hear, what's the harm?”

She dropped the hairpin in with her paper clips. “Now you're negotiating.”

“I'm pretty good at it. I could just buy you a drink. That's what—thirty minutes? A lot of people spend more time than that picking out a pair of shoes. Half an hour after you're finished work, or off-duty, whatever you call it.”

“I can't tonight. I have plans.”

“Any night in the foreseeable future you don't have plans?”

“Plenty of them.” She swiveled gently back and forth in her chair, studying him. Why did he have to be so cute, and so appealing? She really didn't have time for any of this. “Tomorrow night, nine to nine-thirty. I'll meet you at your bar.”