Holding You (5 page)

“Lauren . . . promise me.”

Gasping for air, I quickly said, “I promise! Colt, I promise. Please, I can’t wait a second more. Do it now!” I knew I sounded desperate, but I didn’t care. I’d waited too long for this and I wanted it now.

Colt chuckled and said, “My impatient girl. You always were bossy, Lauren.”

Positioning himself at my entrance, Colt pushed in some and I sucked in a breath of air.

Fuck. This. Is. Gonna. Hurt.

Pulling back out, Colt pushed in again, this time going further. Gripping his arms, I attempted to relax.

“Baby, relax and let me in.”

A tear fell from my eye as I watched Colt’s face fall. “I’m trying, Colt. I’m so scared though.”

Kissing me, Colt whispered against my lips. “Sweetheart, please don’t be scared.”

Taking in a deep breath, I slowly let it out. “I’m more excited than scared, but what if I do something wrong, Colt?”

Pulling back, Colt looked at me and winked. “If you did, baby, I wouldn’t know.”

His expression beamed and the fluttering in my stomach took off as I laughed. Colt pushed in more as I laughed, causing me to call out, “Oh God.”

Placing his hands on the sides of my face, Colt kissed me as he gently moved in and out of me. Going deeper with each push in. Relaxing a bit, I let my legs fall open more as Colt let out a long deep groan. “I’m all the way in, Lauren, and you feel so incredibly amazing. It’s like nothing I could have ever imagined.”

Pain mixed with pleasure as Colt’s words filled my mind. “Colt, I love you.”

Pulling out slowly, he pushed in again a bit harder. Moaning, he whispered, “Baby, I love you. Oh God, Lauren. I don’t want to ever stop.”

It didn’t take long for my body to finally adjust to Colt’s thickness. The pain slowly faded away with each movement, although the dull ache seemed to hang on. As Colt moved, I started to meet him, thrust for thrust. It was the most amazing feeling in the world, Colt making love to me. Kissing me as if I was the very air he breathed in. I would never forget this day for the rest of my life.

Never.

NOTHING COULD HAVE
ever prepared me for the way it felt to make love to Lauren. I was in utter bliss. The sounds of her soft moans, the feel of her meeting me with every movement was magical. Feeling her body shudder, I knew she was about to come. The moment she clamped down on my dick, I was going to explode inside her.

Arching her back, Lauren called out my name as I felt her pussy squeeze around my dick. “Colt! Oh God!”

I fought like hell to hold off until I didn’t feel her pulses around my dick anymore. Jesus H. Christ, I was going to come hard.

Pushing in harder and faster, Lauren’s eyes rolled back and she called out my name again.
Holy fuck, she was coming again.
Pushing in as far as I could, I let out a moan and felt my cum pouring into the condom. I’d never had an orgasm last that long.

Coming to my senses, I looked down at Lauren. Her eyes were filled with tears, but she wore the most beautiful smile. Her face blushed from the round of lovemaking we had just shared together. Our bodies were covered in a sheen of sweat as we both breathed shallow. “Did I hurt you, Lauren?”

Slowly shaking her head, she whispered, “Colt, that was . . . it was so magical. Not even in my most wildest dreams . . . did I ever think it would be so . . . beautiful.”

My dick twitched inside of her, but I didn’t want to pull out. Not yet. Placing my lips against hers, I kissed her softly. “You’re mine, Lauren. My everything.”

Wrapping her arms and legs around me, she giggled. “And you’re mine.”

Slowly pulling out, I instantly missed her warmth. Looking down on the bed, I saw the evidence of Lauren’s virginity.
Shit, we should have put a towel down first.

Lauren’s eyes widened in shock as she looked at the blood-covered condom and then down at the bed. “Oh God,” she whispered.

Quickly removing the condom, I tossed it in the trash. Reaching down for Lauren’s hand, I pulled her up and brought her into my arms. “I’m going to run us a hot bath so we can relax in it.”

Lauren’s entire body flushed at the mention of us taking a bath together. “Okay, sounds good,” Lauren said as her eyes glanced around the room. We hadn’t even taken a look around first.

“Are you okay, sweetheart?” I asked as I took Lauren’s hands in mine.

Nodding and flashing me the most beautiful smile I’d ever seen, Lauren replied back, “I’ve never been better, Colt. My body feels . . . alive.”

Looking around, I asked, “Where in the hell is the bathroom?”

Laughing, Lauren pulled the sheet from the bed, wrapped it around her body, and began skipping around the room. Walking around a corner, I heard her let out a squeal.

“Colt! Holy sheets! You have to see this bathroom.”

Reaching down and grabbing my briefs, I quickly put them on as I made my way to where Lauren was. Walking into the giant bathroom, my mouth fell open.

“Mother of all bathrooms,” I whispered as my eyes roamed the room. Directly in front of me was a giant soaker tub that was perched up on a step platform. Beyond that were three sets of French doors that led out to a balcony that overlooked the water.

Walking into the bathroom more, Lauren spun around and looked up. My eyes followed her gaze and I saw the tray ceiling with a huge chandelier hanging right over the tub. To my left along the entire wall were distressed white cabinets with granite countertops. The bowl sink sat in the middle of the cabinets and further down toward the window was a long bench with a leather cushion on it. The opposite side of the bathroom had matching cabinets, countertops and sink but there was a small vanity at the end by the French doors. I’d never in my life seen a bathroom this big.

Lauren had made her way over to the French doors and pushed them open as she said, “This is bigger than both our bedrooms back at A&M!” She was about to step out onto the balcony when I quickly grabbed her and pulled her to me.

“Where in the hell do you think you’re going naked and wrapped up in a sheet?” Lauren spun around and gave me the sweetest smile. My heart slammed against my chest as I gazed upon her beautiful face. Her blue eyes reminded me of the sky right after a rainstorm. Her hair, the color of straw with small streaks of darker blonde running through it cascaded over her shoulders. I loved when she pulled her hair up into a messy bun and piled it on top of her head. Walking into the house on more than one occasion, Lauren had been on the sofa studying. I had to fight the urge to take her every single time. She was beyond attractive, and the fact that she had no clue made her even more beautiful.

Reaching up, I pulled the sheet off her body and threw it to the side. “You’re too beautiful to cover up.”

Biting down on her lip, Lauren reached up on her tiptoes and brushed her lips against mine as she whispered, “Please tell me I’m not dreaming, Colt. Tell me this is real and that we are together. That we’re not fighting or pushing each other away.”

Cupping my hands on her face, I kissed her with everything I had. Lauren’s hands gripped onto my forearms as we both moaned into each other’s mouths. Needing air, I pulled slightly away from Lauren and looked into her eyes. “Let me prove to you, sweetheart, that you’re not dreaming.”

“O-okay,” Lauren whispered as the most beautiful rose color moved across her cheeks.

Dropping my hands, I walked over to the tub and began filling it up. There was a small bottle of jasmine bath gel that also read bubble bath, sitting next to the complimentary soap and shampoo. Opening the cap, I poured some gel into the hot water as I glanced over my shoulder. Lauren was standing before me, gloriously naked. Jutting her lip out into a pout, Lauren said, “You still have your briefs on, Colt. That doesn’t seem very fair.”

Standing, I never took my eyes off of Lauren as I pushed my briefs down. My dick was instantly hard as Lauren’s eyes meandered over my body. Her nipples perked and I found myself moving to her and placing one in my mouth as she dropped her head back and whimpered.

Stepping back, I took Lauren’s hands and walked her up the two steps to the bathtub. “Sit down on the edge of the tub, baby.”

Watching Lauren’s chest as it began to heave up and down and knowing it was because of me, was the greatest feeling in the world. I wanted to make her feel cherished always.

Lauren sat on the edge of the tub and chewed on her lower lip. Going to the side of her, I kissed her gently on her neck as she let out a small whimper. “Colt.”

Moving my tongue along her jawline, I whispered into her ear, “I’ve never been so happy, Lauren. I’ve dreamed about being with you for so long, but nothing could have prepared me for how amazing it felt to be inside you.”

Dropping her head back, Lauren let out a contented sigh. “I firmly believe that I am
not
dreaming.”

Laughing, I pushed her back into the giant soaker tub. Lauren came up from the water laughing as she pulled me into the tub with her. Water splashed everywhere as Lauren and I tangled up within each other. Pulling her toward me, I leaned against the back of the tub while Lauren sat between my legs. The warmth of the water felt like heaven.

Placing my lips on the top of her head, I kissed her gently as her whole body relaxed into mine as bubbles popped while Lauren moved her hand lightly around in the water.

“Thank you, Colt.”

Wrapping my arms around her, I asked, “For what?”

Dropping her head back and tilting her head so that she could look me in the eyes, she said, “For making this the most magical day of my life. I’ll never forget it as long as I live.”

Grinning, I gave her a wink and kissed her forehead. She looked forward and settled back into me. Closing my eyes, I wanted to ask her to pinch me to make sure I wasn’t dreaming. The one girl whom I had fallen in love with in high school, who I had fought for the last two years to push my feelings away from her, who I had spent countless nights dreaming about, was finally in my arms.

My plan from this moment on was to love her with everything I had. I was never letting Lauren go.

She was mine.

Finally.

THE MOMENT I
sank down into the hot tub, I wanted to sigh in relief. My body had never felt so blissful. Yet at the same time, I was sore as hell.

I wonder if anyone will be able to tell?
Like when I walk down the street, will they look at me and think, that girl lost her virginity last night. To a very well endowed man, I might add.

Sighing contently, I let the feeling of being in Colt’s arms sink in. The way Colt spoke to me while he made love to me had my heart beating almost out of my chest. I’d never felt so loved. So admired. Roger never made me feel like he was taking care of me. The most he ever did was suck on my breasts and finger me. Once he realized I was not giving him what he wanted he gave me an ultimatum. Either move on from my so called, infatuation with Colt and have sex with him, or walk away. I choose to walk away and continue to admire Colt from afar.

Dropping my head back against Colt’s chest, I let out a sigh. “We wasted so much time, Colt.”

Holding me tighter, he whispered, “I know.”

Leaning forward, I spun around in the tub. The hot water felt heavenly on my poor va-jay-jay. “I don’t want to waste any more. Now that you’re mine, I don’t want to miss a single moment of time, Colt.”

Giving me that crooked smile of his that has melted my heart since I could remember, Colt nodded his head. “Not a single moment.”

Reaching under the water, I grabbed his dick and began moving my hand. Colt dropped his head back and moaned. Listening to him make those sounds was such a turn on.

I wonder if I could be brazen enough to crawl onto him and sink down on his dick?
Why not? I can do this.

Smiling, I watched him get worked up. Moving quickly, I positioned myself and sank down onto him. The burning sensation caused me to take a sharp intake of air, but I pushed past it and quickly began riding him.

Colt’s head snapped forward. “Shit! Lauren, baby, what are you doing?”

Giving him a sexy grin, I purred, “I’m riding my cowboy.”