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No, I wouldn’t. I turned and hurried to Remy and Sykes’s side.

“What deal is Bran talking about?” Remy asked.

I explained Raphael’s offer.

“Self-righteous prick,” Sykes muttered. “Doesn’t he know our motto?”

“We have a motto?” I asked, placing my hands on their wounds.

“Yeah. ‘Live, Love, and Die in Glory’, meaning live and love like it’s your last time and if you’re going down, take as many douchebags with you as possible. And I’m not talking about demons. Archangels just replaced demons at the top of the ‘douchebags’ list.”

Remy chuckled. “That’s a good one.”

They bumped fists. Remy’s wound had already closed up. His torn shirt and coat repaired themselves and the blood that had caked them floated away. Sykes’ burns had disappeared too, leaving behind his singed shirt.

“Want me to fix that?” Remy asked.

“Nah, this is a collector’s item.” Sykes hopped to his feet. “I’ll donate it to the Xenithian museum. The title will read,” he pretended to read a headline, “‘Superior Cardinal Energy Guardian Triumphs Over Inferior Angelic Fire’.”

“Mouthy,” Bran said. He had found my dagger.

“Works for me, bro. You could even sell a few of your stubby feathers. Do you guys realize we just made history? We can even rewrite the Guardian history. Does anyone know how the seniors found us?” Sykes asked

“Lucien,” Izzy answered, having reappeared beside us without our knowledge. “He went straight to Master Haziel after dropping off the Specials,” she said impatiently. “The summoning has started and the seniors want you guys center stage. Lil, Master Haziel wants to see you first.”

“He’s here?”

“Of course. Come on.” She grabbed my arm just as a murmur filled the air. “Tribunal…tribunal…tribunal…”

We hurried toward the hall as the chant rose and increased in intensity. Hundreds of voices raised, demanding to be heard. “Tribunal…tribunal… tribunal…”

Then there was silence.

I stepped over broken furniture and shards of glass. Scorch marks spotted the carpet and walls, telltale signs of energy balls and dead demons. Guardians and demons stood on opposite sides of the room. I followed their gazes and frowned. There was nothing up there. Where was the Tribunal?

“This way,” Izzy said, dragging me away from the gathering and toward the area under the stairs.

“But the Tribunal…?” My voice trailed off when I noticed Dante. He stood apart from everyone, his expression furious. He wasn’t staring up. “Dante?”

He looked at me as though he didn’t recognize me. A bad feeling washed over me. “Where’s Kael?”

“He’s gone.” Dante’s voice was rough.

“Gone where…no,” I shook my head, tears rushing to my eyes. “Not Kael.”

“He died with honor, fighting for what he believed in—you,” Dante said harshly.

I saw through his harshness to the pain. It was so deep and vast, so heart-wrenching. I closed the gap between us. “I’m so sorry.”

“It’s not your fault.”

It was. Every life lost tonight was on me. Dante stiffened when I touched his arm, and I wasn’t sure whether he feared I might burn him again or he just didn’t want my touch. Demons weren’t big on hugs, but it didn’t matter. I wrapped my arms around him, pressed my cheek against his broad chest and squeezed. He stood there stiff as a board, his pain increasing instead of lessening.

“I’m so sorry. I wish I could bring him back for you,” I whispered.

He didn’t relax, but he patted my back. “Enough with that. Go. The Guardians need you.”

I stepped back, my hands dropping to my side, and searched his face. There was so much pain and rage. “I don’t want you to be alone, Dante. Join us. I mean, come live with us. You don’t even have to be a Guardian. You can be Neutral or whatever.”

The look he gave me was unreadable. “I can’t do that, Lilith. I must avenge his death.”

Of course. “Which archangel killed him? Raphael? I will fight with you and together we will clip his wings.”

“No. He was betrayed by one of us.”

Guardian or demon? “Who?”

He shook his head. “You’ll have enough to deal with in the coming months and don’t need to worry about this. This vengeance will be mine.”

“But will I see you again?”

“We will meet again, Lilith. This is just the beginning.” He bowed and pressed a fist to his left chest, then teleported.

The beginning of what? My suffering. No matter what anybody said, the archangels had come for
me
, not the others. Yet I was still alive and they were gone. Kael would end up in Tartarus, where the other demons would probably get high on torturing him because of me. If Raphael’s offer was still open when he came back, I was taking it and stopping these endless sacrifices.

I wiped the wetness from my cheeks and said. “Let’s go, Izzy.”

But Izzy’s eyes were glued to something behind me. I turned, then looked up and blinked. Astral images of thirteen men and women on ornate chairs hovered in the air to our right.

The Tribunal.

Only the top halves of their bodies were visible, I noticed. Six wore hooded white robes and smiled down at the Guardians while the other six, dressed in black, snarled. Even in death, demons were mean representatives. Despite the obvious differences, they were all old, with grey hair peeking from under their hoods. The men had long, shaggy beards and moustaches.

The thirteenth member of the Tribunal interested me more. He was younger, with no beard, no hood and no hair. In fact, he looked like a monk. Even his red robe was different from the others. He must have been their leader, or the judge.

“Who summoned us?” he said in an eerie voice, the sound ebbing and flowing as though he spoke through a mist or a long tunnel.

“We did,” Grampa said from somewhere in front of the Guardians.

“You need an advocate to address this court, Cardinal Falcon,” the leader said.

“
Let’s go.” Izzy pushed me in the opposite direction. “Master Haziel said he must talk to you about something before you face the Tribunal. Don’t ask me what. I’m just the messenger. I think he doesn’t have long to live.”

I frowned. “What do you mean ‘he doesn’t have long to live’?”

“He’s dying.”

My heart dropped. “He can’t.”

“I tried to heal him, but he wouldn’t let me.”

“We’ll see about that.” I refused to lose another person I cared about.

At first, all I saw was Lucien on a chair by a couch that looked like someone had redesigned with a blowtorch. Moving closer, I saw Master Haziel reclining on it, his eyes closed. As though he sensed my presence, he opened his eyes and tried to sit up. My interest in meeting the Tribunal disappeared as I stared into his wise eyes, felt his pain and heard his thoughts. He was ready to die.

Tears filled my eyes again as I knelt by his side. “Don’t try to sit up, Master Haziel. What happened? Where does it hurt? And how could you come to fight the archangels?”

A gurgling sound came from his lips and I realized he was laughing. “How could I not? You think I should have stayed home to watch over the Specials while you have fun? No, this was our battle. I did not call you here to discuss what is done or to heal me. It is my time to go.”

I shook my head. “You can’t die. I still need you.”

One gnarled hand gripped mine. “You do not need anyone. I saw you fight Raphael. You were fearless. Fast. A bit cocky,” he added and chuckled, the sound dry and hollow, “but it was necessary today to disarm him. That does not mean you should do it again. You are more than ready.”

If he had seen me fight the archangel, why hadn’t he told the others? Not that it mattered now. I had to help him. I pulled back the sleeves of my coat and willed the power to move from my core. The ancient writings appeared on my skin and my hands started to glow. I moved closer.

“No, Lil,” he said harshly. “There will be no healing.” He patted Lucien’s hand. “Leave us, son.”

“But Grandfather, if she can heal you—”

“She cannot. We have said all that is needed to be said, Lucien. Go. Tell the family I will watch over them.”

Lucien’s topaz eyes swam with tears as he gave Master Haziel a hug. Izzy, who hadn’t left, had tears racing down her face too.

“Go, go, you do not want to miss this historic moment. You too, Izzy. Tell all the junior Cardinals I will keep an eye on them, so they had better stay sharp.” Lucien reluctantly got up. Izzy hugged Master Haziel one last time, then the two of them left. Master Haziel waited until they were gone before speaking again. “Look at me, Lil, and listen very carefully. No matter what happens, do not reveal the dagger’s powers in you to Valafar or his men.”

I frowned. “Why would I do that?”

“Things will become clear with time. Also, whatever decisions the Goddess makes, accept them without question or arguing. All is and will be as they are meant to be.” He faded briefly, his body becoming transparent.

“Master Haziel,” I cried out.

“My time here has come to an end, but I have prepared you for what is about to happen. This is just the beginning.”

Not again. First Dante, now him. “The beginning of what?”

Instead of answering, he patted my hands. “I will miss our time together, dearest child.”

“Me too.” The air around us buzzed with energy as though a strong current zinged through the air, but when I looked, there was nothing there. “This beginning you all keep talking about—”

“Do not keep the Goddess waiting,” he cut me off and smiled, face puckering. “Get up and receive her.”

I looked around. “Where is she?”

Something touched my forehead and, as though a veil lifted from my eyes, an outline of a woman with massive wings, bathed in light, appeared. Mesmerized, I watched as the light faded, until she stood before me. Goddess Xenia. She was glorious, her eyes luminous and skin radiant as though tiny lights danced under her skin. Her wings, white and dazzling, lifted gently behind her, and her silky white dress flowed to her sandaled feet.

Not sure whether to stand up and bow, drop on my hands and knees or even speak up, I gave her a tiny smile. She offered me her hand instead, a charge shooting through me as I took it and stood. I was surprised my legs could hold me upright.

Then I realized something—she wasn’t alone. Guardians hovered behind her. Dead Guardians. I recognized Lunaris. I had no idea she hadn’t made it. Solaris would be devastated and blame me. My gaze connected with Cat-eyes Eva, then the obnoxious Sim, both from our Psi Team. There were a few more Cardinals from the other teams and a lot more SGs, whose faces I recognized though I couldn’t remember their names. They all wore white robes like the Goddess’ and floated several feet above the ground. If they had been wounded during the battle, it didn’t show on their clear, glowing skins.

Then Master Haziel appeared beside the Goddess, looking ethereal like the others. A quick look over my shoulder confirmed that his body was gone.

“Once again, Coronis will speak for the Hermonites,” the Tribunal leader called out from the other end of the room. “Who will represent the Guardians?”

It is time, Lilith
, the Goddess said in a soft melodic voice.

No, not yet
. I ignored Master Haziel’s horrified expression and looked into the Goddess’ kind eyes.
I lost many friends tonight, but I don’t see one of them with you. Can you help him? Please. He was a loyal friend and died protecting me
.

The nature-bender Kael has been very vigilant in watching over you. How would you like me to repay him?
She asked sounding neither pleased nor angry.

Watch over him and don’t let him go to Tartarus
.

A thoughtful expression settled on the Goddess’ ethereal face.
I’ll see what I can do
.

Thank you. I’m ready now
.

She opened her arms. I walked into them and sucked in a breath at the powerful invasion. It felt like I had been zapped by a thousand volts. Heart pounding furiously and my breathing labored, my vision dimmed, then sharpened. Everything around me appeared brighter, their auras enhanced.

I looked down and blinked. The light from my skin penetrated my dark hunter clothing, and even though I couldn’t see the rest of me, I was sure my eyes were luminous just like hers had been.

Let’s go
.

The words echoed in my head and sent a jolt through me. I wasn’t sure how this vessel thing worked, whether she planned to take over my mind, body, and powers or if I just spoke on her behalf. Already her grief and fury at the loss of so many Guardians was overwhelming my senses.

The Goddess
, someone whispered as I approached the gathering and the word buzzed through the rest of them. They turned and stepped back, leaving a path for me to pass. Some reached out and touched my arms. Other smiled, tears in their eyes.

I will speak to my people before we join the Tribunal
, the Goddess said.
Repeat my words and do exactly as I instruct you
.

“I am so sorry for the pain you have endured tonight and the senseless loss,” I said, but the soft and musical voice was nothing like mine. “Your beloved daughters and sons, sisters and brothers, uncle and aunts are now with me.” I reached out and touched a face here, a shoulder there, a hand, an arm.

The Cardinals standing in front of the Guardians turned. The Goddess’ feelings and thoughts receded, allowing mine to dominate as my gaze connected with Grampa, then Bran. My hand brushed Bran’s and lingered as I walked past him. I traded smiles with Sykes, Remy, Izzy, and the other junior and mid-level Guardians. A sharp pang of relief shot through me when I noticed Kieran standing behind Darius and some of the Brotherhood Guardians. At least they’d made it. Solaris glowered, probably blaming me for her loss. I didn’t blame her. I was responsible. Nio was sure to miss his buddy Sim too. I fought tears and remorse again by the time I stood beside my grandfather.

Grief and loss are part of our existence, Lilith
, the Goddess said, her soft voice soothing.

Does it get any easier?
I asked

No, but you will learn to grieve as you move on
.

What if it is my fault?

You think tonight is your fault? Tonight is just the beginning. It is something neither you nor I can control
.

The beginning of what?
I asked, hoping I’d get an answer this time.

The beginning of your journey, something your father and Coronis hope to stop. Look at them
.

Across the hall, Valafar stood beside Solange. He was dressed in his trademark black pants and tunic, a red sash wrapped around his waist and a cloak with red lining over his shoulders. He looked a few pounds lighter, but he appeared healthy. No skin falling off or anything gooey. I really didn’t want to care, and couldn’t explain the relief that washed over me. Maybe my heart was wired differently, so I loved him even though he would do me harm.

Solange wore a triumphant grin, the red Athame clenched in her hand. Fury coursed through me as I recognized Coronis’ energy inside her. I wasn’t surprised that my sister was Coronis’ vessel. She could already wield her dagger.

“Guardians?” the red-robbed leader of the Tribunal asked.

“I will speak on behalf of the Guardians.” The voice that came out of me was firm and commanding, the sweetness of minutes ago gone.

“We recognized Xenia as the Guardians’ advocate,” the leader said. “Proceed.”

“Before we start with the proceedings,” I said, repeating the Goddess’ words, “we demand the return of the Cardinal Kim whom Valafar and his followers kidnapped.”

Across the hall, Valafar and Solange conferred, then he disappeared. Within seconds, he reappeared in the middle of the floor with Kim. She looked disoriented, her hair a mess and her clothes filthy, but she seemed fine. An excited murmur rose among the Guardians as her uncle teleported to her side and hugged her, then led her back to the Guardian side. It was the first time I’d ever seen Cardinal Seth show emotion.

I focused on the Goddess’ next words. “We also demand the return of the old Hermonite they kidnapped. His name is Jethro.”

“He chose to join us.” Solange spoke in Coronis’ annoyingly screechy voice.

“I refuse to take her word for it. Jethro must make an appearance before this court and talk to us. He’s the leader of his group of Hermonites and cannot be dismissed callously.”

“We already asked him, and he chose not to waste the Tribunal’s time with such a trivial matter,” Solange insisted.

“We get to decide if a matter is trivial or not,” the leader said. “Next item on the agenda.”

“When you convened a meeting a few weeks ago, I was unavailable to defend the Guardians against the vicious lies concocted by the demons,” I said.

Solange laughed before I could continue, bringing back memories of Coronis cackling as she drained the powers of Guardians. Other memories came from the Goddess—hateful pranks perpetuated by Coronis, jealous tantrums over their father’s affection. It was as though my relationship with Solange was a replica of hers and Coronis’.

“It is not our fault your second in command is incompetent,” Solange said, her voice harsh and malicious.

“Tariel needed a vessel and his grandson volunteered, then fed him lies about their family,” I continued. Tariel was Bran’s grandfather and a former Cardinal Water Guardian. Coronis had kidnapped him, drained his energy and mated his only son, Bran’s father, to a demoness. Obviously, Gavyn wasn’t above duping his grandfather.

“This is another trivial matter that cannot be changed,” Solange retorted.

“I concur. Next,” the Tribunal leader ordered.

I couldn’t read the Tribunal, which sucked, but the Goddess didn’t seem worried. “The first case presented to this court was the hypothetical unfair advantage the Guardians have over the demons, which could tip the balance between good and evil. I don’t see it.”

“Without Valafar,” Solange said, “the demons will not have a strong leader who can stand up to the Guardians and stop them from dominating and destroying humanity.”

Tell them you concur
, the Goddess said.

Why?

Because I know what I am doing, Lilith. Repeat my words
.

Why Valafar? Why not some other nature-bender?

Lilith
, she warned, her voice rising.

“I concur,” I said through gritted teeth.

“Could you repeat what you just said?” the Tribunal said.

“I concur,” I called out. Even if it was the dumbest reasoning I’d ever heard.

You know I can hear you
, the Goddess said.

Good
, I retorted before I could stop myself. When she didn’t speak, I wondered whether I had gone too far. The problem was that Grampa had raised me to stand up for what I believed in.

She chuckled.
You remind me of myself at your age. Impatient, impertinent and stubborn. Do you understand about the balance between good and evil and how it helps humanity to thrive and give us purpose?

Yes. But why him? There must be other powerful demons lounging in Tartarus
.

There is a reason for everything that is happening right now, so be patient
.

I hated the bitter taste of defeat, but I clammed up. The reason had better be a darn good one.

“Next,” the Tribunal spokesman said.

“Second,” I continued, so pissed I spoke through gritted teeth, “this Tribunal was made to believe that the Guardians influenced Bran Llyr’s decision to change sides. This is not true. We have witnesses that will testify to the fact that he made this decision on his own.”

“All of them Guardians,” Solange retorted. “Whatever they say will be biased.”

I glanced at Grampa and nodded. Darius stepped forward. “Darius son of Palizur is not a Guardian,” I said. “He’s a Neutral.”

“Yet he and his group fought alongside the Guardians today,” Solange retorted.