He must be distracted by his work, said Ivo as he absorbed this news. His ugly jealousy dissolved into uglier shame. Of course Ari wasnt sniffing around Alaida. He had more honor than that, and Ivo should have known ithad known it, until the gods had offered up their vision and everything had gone so foul. Besides, Aris days of tumbling women for sport were over as surely as everyone elses.
They headed down for supper, and as they took their places at table, Alaida noted Brands absence. I hope he has not gone boar-baiting with his twig again.
Hell be along later, said Ivo, chuckling.
The meal was a good oneboiled beef and cabbage root with fresh bread, as that day had been baking daybut it was hardly peaceful. Alaida kept calling servants up as she thought of various chores to be done before her departure or in her absence. Already uneasy about her leaving, Ivo found the whole process irritating, and was relieved when she finally settled in to enjoy the last bites of her meal.
What did you need of Tom? he asked by way of conversation when the silence between them dragged.
He took Lark out for me, to get her accustomed to the bit again. She hasnt been ridden since before Christmas.
You have a mount of your own? He frowned. He should have known this. Would have, if he were a proper husband.
A fine black mare. She was a gift from my lord grandfather on my betrothal. She spooned a stewed apricot into her mouth.
And youre taking her to Chatton?
She was still chewing, so she nodded.
Who will ride her?
She is my horse, my lord.
I
will ride her.
Behind a groom, you mean.
No, my lord, nor with a man leading her. I
ride
her. She dipped another plump apricot off the trencher and held it out to him. These are very good. Would you care for one?
The gesture caught him off guard. In the weeks theyd been married, not once had she offered him a taste of anything. Wanting to encourage this small intimacy before he questioned her further about her riding, he smiled and leaned forward, intending to take a bite. Instead, she shoveled the entire fruit into his mouth. It was swollen with honey and wine, and as he bit down, it spurted so much spiced liquor down his throat that it made his eyes water.
As he choked and gasped, she leaned forward. His heart scuttered a beat or two as she smiled up at him.
You may as well hear it now, my lord, she said more sweetly than shed spoken to him in weeks. Not only do I ride without a groom, I ride astride. Wearing a pair of braies beneath my gown. Ah, look, here is Sir Brand.
She rose and sailed off to greet Brand as Ivo choked down the apricot. By the time she ventured back to the table, Ivo had no choice but to laugh.
Brand eyed him curiously. What is so funny?
My wife. We will discuss the matter later, he told her before he asked Brand, How was Merewyns ale?
So that is where you went, said Alaida. Our healer is fair, is she not?
Aye, she is, but that is not why I went, my lady. I took her a skin of wine, to replace what she used on me.
Ah, said Alaida, in that womans way that tells a man she knows the truth no matter what he says. Brand made the appropriate
phfft
and poked a piece of beef into his mouth.
They were still dancing around the subject of Merewyn and ale when Tom slipped quietly into the hall a little later. He slid into his place at the low table and began stuffing down food as quickly as possible, trying to fill himself before the tables were cleared.
Brand pointed to him with the rib bone hed been sucking on. That boy has a spirit to him. He has yet to miss a morning, and he was still waiting for me tonight, as late as I was.
Making up for loitering around the hall all afternoon, no doubt. Ivo intended it as a joke, but Alaidas eyes widened in panic.
Truly, my lord, it was my fault. Dont blame the boy when Im the one who made him late.
Gods knees, woman. What is it you . . . And then it hit him: the solution to twono, threeproblems, right in front of him. He pushed to his feet and bellowed, Tom, get up here.
The boy scrambled up to the front of the hall, swiping his mouth on his sleeve as he came. Yes, my lord?
My lord, please, begged Alaida.
You were not at your post this evening, boy, and my lady seems to think I should beat you for it.
Tom went red as a currant, and gasps echoed around the hall, the loudest from Alaida, who came to her feet ready to do battle. I think no such thing,
monseigneur
, and you know it well!
Unsure what was happening, Tom looked first to Alaida, then to Ivo, then lifted his chin bravely. If Lady Alaida says it, then I surely earned it. It was my duty to attend you at the proper hour, and I failed.
Ivo tried to maintain his glare, but failed in the face of such straightforward courage. Snorting back a laugh, he glanced toward Brand, who watched the boy intently, nodding to himself, then at Alaida, who stood there with her fists clenched, ready to take his kneecaps off rather than let him touch Tom. Ivo winked at her just for the fun of watching her jaw drop open.
Good lad. Youre loyal to your lady, I see.
I . . . I would die for her, my lord, Tom said with pride and more than a little confusion.
Then you should know that she did not tell me to beat you. Twas only a poor jest on my part. She does tell me you ride, though, well enough that she lets you exercise her mare.
The relief on the boys face was almost comical. Aye, my lord.
And how old are you?
Tom chewed his lip, thinking. Im not certain, my lord.
Your mother birthed you about when I won my horse in battle, offered Oswald from his seat. That would give you near three and ten years.
As the marshal says then, my lord. Near three and ten.
Thats the right age, said Brand from his seat. Hed caught on to where Ivo was going with this.
Oswald, whats your opinion of Tom here?
The marshal rose and came to stand next to Tom. He is quick, honest, and a hard worker, my lord. He sees things that need to be done and he does them. I wish I had a dozen like him.
Would he make a good squire?
Oswalds face split in a wide grin. He would, my lord, excepting hes not of noble blood.
Many a squire is low-born, and even some knights. Tom, do you want to try your hand as my squire?
The boy gaped at him like a dullard. Not an auspicious start.
Say yes, boy, urged Brand, laughing.
Yes. Yes, my lord! I do want to be your squire, and I will be a good one. I swear it.
It will be difficult. Most squires spend their early years as pages, learning how to serve at table, to carve, to read, to speak properly. You have none of that, so before you become squire, you will be my ladys page for a little.
Ivo resisted the urge to glance down at Alaida again and stepped around the table to stand before Tom. Accompany her to Chatton and Houton and learn as much as you can in a fortnight. When you return, you will train with Oswald, but you will also be page for a part of each day, at my ladys will, until she says you will not embarrass me, even at court. And you will learn to read and write. French and Latin.
I will do whatever I must, my lord. Tom fell to his knees and held up his clasped hands for Ivo to enfold. I am your man in all things and give you my pledge of homage.
I accept your pledge and hereby make you mine. Learn well, Thomas, and you will be a squire and a serjeant. Prove yourself brave and bold, and you may even win your spurs one day. He hauled the boy to his feet and gave him a friendly shove toward his seat. Now go, finish your supper, and be ready to ride with Lady Alaida on the morrow. Oswald, pick a good mount for him and replace him in the stables. Geoffrey, he needs clothes more suited to his new station.
Yes, my lord, said both men, and Tom half stumbled, half floated back to the low table, where the others began pounding him on the back and giving him a bad time.
Ivo watched with satisfaction for a moment, then returned to his chair. Alaida sank into her seat beside him, her face a mask of emotion so mixed he couldnt sort it out. The only thing certain was the glitter of tears on her lashes. He touched the corner of her eye. Whats this? I thought making Tom squire would please you.
It did, my lord. But I thought . . . You are . . . She stopped, her voice thick with emotion, and collected herself, blotting the tears away with the corner of her head rail. Do you enjoy torturing me?
Only a little. Do you enjoy thinking the worst of me?
She flushed crimson and looked down at her folded hands, but there was a tiny glint of humor in her eyes when she looked up again. Only a little.
Ah. There.
The weight of a bruised reeve fell off Ivos shoulders at last. He smiled down at her. Perhaps we can find better ways to amuse ourselves.
I would be in favor of that, my lord. Do you have any suggestions?
The way she asked the question might have been an invitation to her bedor it might not. Even as his body stirred, he put the idea to rest. For now, a game of chess, I think, while your women finish with your packing.
Disappointment flickered over her face, but she nodded with good grace. We will have to play in the solar, then, so I may supervise. Sir Brand, perhaps you can tell us a story while we play.
They were soon ensconced before the fire upstairs, the board between them, and Brand spinning a tale that Ari used to tell often around the fire. Ivo sat back, satisfied. This was how it was supposed to beexcept that Bôte and Hadwisa were busy putting the last of Alaidas clothes into a chest. If things were truly right, he would be going with her, ensuring her safety, keeping her close each night. But instead she was going to ride off on her own. Which reminded him. We must settle this matter of your riding.
Theres nothing to settle,
monseigneur
.
There is. I wish for Tom to lead you.
Her lips set in a stubborn line. You may wish it, my lord, but it will not happen. I ride, as do many noble ladies here in the northexcept that I ride better than most of them.
If you will have no groom, there is a wagon
For baggage and Bôte, not for me, she said mulishly. I no more like to bounce around in a wagon than Sir Brand does.
Hold, my lady. Brand laughed and held up his hands. Do not put me in the middle of this.
Ivo glared at his wife. Bôte, summon Oswald for me.
Yes, do, said Alaida, glaring back.
The nurse bustled off. A few moments later she returned with Oswald.
Marshal, tell me true, began Ivo with no preliminaries. Does my lady wife ride well enough to make this journey to Chatton without a groom?
She does, my lord. He beamed at Alaida like a doting uncle. Better than half my men. And her Lark is as steady as any animal I have seen in my life.
And do these braies she wears show while shes riding?
Monseigneur!
said Alaida indignantly.
Brand snorted in surprise, but Oswald only laughed. Not that Ive seen, my lord, but in truth, I would not say if I had, for I think it would mean my skin.
You can be assured, she hissed under her breath.
You are wise and honorable, Marshal, said Ivo. See that the men you send with my lady are equally so. She is the greatest treasure Alnwick possesses and I would have her safely back.
You will, my lord. My vow.
Good then. You may go.
Hold, Oswald. I will go down with you. Brand stretched to his feet. How about you, my lord? Join us for a round of merels and another horn of ale?
Alaida flushed under the intensity of Ivos gaze, and desire unexpectedly curled up within him like smoke, kindled by the bronze fire in her eyes. Aye. I think Id better.
But you . . . she began.
Shh.
Ivo reached across to touch a fingertip to her lips, so warm and soft. Against his skin, they would be like . . . Ivo cut short his wanderings before they stripped him of good sense entirely. Sheer will carried him to his feet. It is not for discussion, sweet leaf. You have a long ride ahead of you tomorrow, and I would see you well rested for your safety.
That odd mix of emotions played over her face again, still unreadable and made more so by the way she lowered her lashes.
Very well, my lord. As he moved to leave, she took his hand between hers and pressed a kiss to his knuckles, on the same place she had kissed after the incident with Wat. In the touch of her lips, he felt forgiveness and apology and seduction all wrapped together. I have not thanked you properly for what you did for Tom tonight.
Alaida, he began, but stumbled to a stop as she finally met his eyes.
I am glad you did it before I left, my lord. I will think better of you while I am gone, and perhaps when I return, we can begin afresh.
He could think of nothing to say to her that would be neither false promise nor lie.
God give you a safe journey, wife, he managed finally, and made his escape.
As they went down the stairs, Brand shook his head. It would have been easier to keep her angry with you and leave Tom in the stable.
Aye, said Ivo. But in his soul, he knew that the look in her eyes was worth every aching throb of unsated desire he was going to suffer over the next weeks. Aye, probably.
THE NEXT DAY dawned clear and mild, and Geoffrey had everyone ready to ride immediately after early morning prayers. They crossed the Aln and headed northwest along the track that followed the river.