As I ran through the hallway and up the carpeted main stairs of the palace, through assorted packs of rebel soldiers, it struck me that my home was still occupied—just by a different set of uniforms.
As Silver had planned, the rebels had moved into the palace quickly and efficiently. On the whole they may have been a ragtag group of young radicals, but Silver was successful in harnessing them into an effective unit. By the time Tanner, Wesley, and I were nearing Mary’s bedroom, whatever Ryker soldiers hadn’t been killed by the rebel forces had thrown down their weapons and surrendered.
The rebels were good. Demkoe’s Ryker army was bad. Right? So these guards now stomping through the palace should have felt good, on my side. But once blood started spilling, once the bodies began hitting the ground, once one leader had been displaced by a new leader … Who could tell the difference? Would Silver and these rebels really turn out to be any less power-hungry and evil than Demkoe’s Ryker army?
It would take Mary’s light touch to know just how to reclaim our home for ourselves, while leading England in a way these rebels—and even Silver—would deem fair and just.
Mary could do it, because she was different. She’d already proven that once. And when the dust of this terrible day settled, when the palace floors had been scrubbed clean of blood, Mary would rise up as the queen that England needed, just as she had after the tragedies that led to her coronation. She would rebuild England a second time over, piece by piece, leading with strength, not force, leading as she always did—by example.
There was nothing Mary wouldn’t do for her country. I just wished, for her sake, that she wouldn’t have to do it alone. If only Eoghan had gone to Scotland with the boys, instead of recklessly trying to rescue us from the palace.
I reached Mary’s bedroom, with Wesley and Tanner running alongside me. I stopped for a moment, hesitating, and glanced at both of them. After all these weeks of considering them at opposite ends of a spectrum in my mind—one alive and one dead, one dark and one fair, one standing by me and one betraying me—after all that, it felt strange to see them side by side, unified by a single purpose.
No one was guarding Mary’s bedroom door from any army. “Do you want me to go first?” Wesley asked, just as Tanner said, “Let me lead, just in case.”
I couldn’t answer either of them. I just placed my hand on the doorknob and turned. It wasn’t locked. The heavy wooden door flew open easily.
Mary, in her white lace wedding dress, was sprawled out facedown on the floor.
“
Mary!
” I screamed, but she didn’t lift her head at the sound of my voice. She didn’t move at all.
I ran to her.
I thought she may have been crying, or worse, that she’d been hit and knocked unconscious by a piece of debris sent flying by the blast of the chapel. But her bedroom appeared unaffected by the bombs. There was no sign of a struggle, and there was no sign of injury anywhere to her body.
I turned her over, took her face into my hands. Her cheeks were blushed with rouge. Her eyes were delicately lined and beautifully shadowed. I could see the care Ami and Tindra must have taken to blend and shade layer after layer of rose pink and lavender, soft beige and plum, to create a shimmering mauve that framed Mary’s eyes like freshly bloomed hydrangeas.
I searched her smooth pale wrist for a pulse. “Mary!” Why wasn’t she responding?
And then I knew. But I tried to push away the knowledge, keep it at bay for a few moments. I shut the door on it, refused to acknowledge it, but it scratched at the door like an insistent, hungry wolf. A familiar and ominous dread filled my chest and limbs, as if my physical body understood what was happening before my brain did, because it remembered the
feeling
of this—this sensation of tragedy.
Mary was dead.
How many people would die before my eyes? My mother. My father. Wesley, though he had somehow come back to me. And now Mary. Sweet, strong, brave Mary, my big sister and my best friend.
“Eliza,” Wesley’s voice said, but he sounded very far away, like he was speaking to me through a long tunnel.
He knelt down and picked up a glass bottle from the floor. It was small and square, with an eyedropper for a top.
“It’s poison,” Wesley said, as if I hadn’t recognized the sinister bottle for what it was. “And it’s empty.”
But I refused to look at it. I would look only at Mary for these last few moments, so that I could remember her like this, her cheeks flushed as though she were just asleep. Her body was still warm.
The neckline of her wedding dress dipped down at her chest. The skin there was flawless, like sweet cream. I placed my hand over her heart and waited, hoping against hope.
Nothing. Her heart was still.
Tanner stood over me. He had a wrinkled piece of parchment paper in his hand that he’d found on Mary’s desk. “Eliza,” he said, in the same tone Wesley had used to say my name. He held the paper out so I could read it.
I told you I’d rather die than marry you
.
It had been scrawled hurriedly in black ink, by Mary’s hand.
“But she’s still warm,” I cried out.
And then I realized that once again I had failed Mary. We’d arrived too late. Just barely too late.
Now I had all the time in the world to sob over my sister’s dead body.
Wesley and Tanner stood back, knowing to just let me cry, to leave me be. But they watched me carefully—so carefully in fact, they missed the quick footsteps approaching from behind. They never even saw what hit them.
All I heard was the double
thump-thump
of the butt of a gun to each of their heads, followed by the sound of their unconscious bodies hitting the floor.