Irresistible (8 page)

"Where were you thinking of doing?" Fabien asked.

"I don't know" Carina shrugged. "I'd like to go to the National Park nearby. I haven't explored much away from campus yet."

Fabien nodded his acquiesce. "What time do you want to meet? Breakfast here or away?"

Carina's jaw tightened. Fabien was way too damn eager. "9... if you know a good place we can eat out. I'm game either way."

"Great I'll meet you here at 9. I have a car." Fabien beamed.

Carina reluctantly nodded. What the hell had Desirae gotten her into? Fabien was laid back and easy on the eyes. She hoped the day wouldn't be awkward.

The crowd began to disperse after midnight. No alcohol meant the hard partiers were going elsewhere during the peak party hours. Carina and Desirae decided to call it a night. Andrea and the guys took off after it became glaringly obvious that there was still testosterone in the building.

Carina showered and wondered what she was getting herself into. Fabien was a good looking guy and the way Andrea clung to him made Carina aware that he was someone important to Andrea. It made her decision to hang out with him a little easier.

Carina finally fell asleep after several attempts to clear her mind. But when she finally dreamed it was everything she'd been avoiding to think about.

Carina practically ran out of English knowing he was waiting for her. His ocean blue eyes lit up as their gazes locked. His hand extended to reach for her. She grabbed Jaxon's hand and the electrifying spark was instantaneous. Carina's entire body beamed as they walked. Jaxon's smile was brilliant. He was the bright sun against the dark sky. Nothing compared.

Carina's body vibrated with anticipation. She'd been with other guys before but they paled in comparison to the magnificent Jaxon Wright. Carina looked at the waist of his jeans. She tried not to focus on his erection jutting against the zipper of his pants.

"Hurry belleza. I might not make it to my place."

"You can't spontaneously combust Jaxon." She huskily teased.

"Around you I can" he gruffly confessed. His eyes seared her skin. Carina's body responded to Jaxon's hot gaze and needy voice.

Carina soaked in his words and flagrant need. She felt empowered with his confession. He was a junior in college while she was just a lowly freshman. The school year had barely started but somehow she'd caught Jaxon's eye. She didn't know what it was but Carina was thrilled to be the sun and the moon in his universe.

Jaxon pulled Carina into a hidden hallway. She knew he wasn't going to make it. She'd left in the early hours of the day and he hadn't gotten his fill of her before classes started. Jaxon embraced her tightly. Carina loved to feel his taut muscles wrapped around her curvaceous frame. Jaxon appreciated her curves. He practically worshipped them.

Carina closed her eyes knowing the kiss was coming. His kiss ignited the fire that smoldered inside. Their lips touched. Carina opened her mouth to feel his tongue pursue hers. His hands were restless. They slipped under her shirt, making contact with her flushed skin, and moved up her ribcage. Carina knew they wouldn't stop. She drew in a sharp breath as his thumb caressed her generous breasts

"Home" he purred. Carina giggled. She gasped as he rubbed his erection against her
.

"Jaxon not here" she pleaded. They'd managed to christen half the campus and she'd only been with him three weeks. She'd heard the envious whispers of the other girls. They didn't understand why Jaxon was wasting his time with a freshman

"Fine" Jaxon grumbled. He didn't separate from her as they trudged through the apartment complex. Occupants gasped at their unexpected appearance or merely chuckled. More than once Carina heard "get a room". Trust me people, we're trying to get there... she thought.

Jaxon threw open his apartment door. His family was privileged enough that he got a one
-bedroom apartment to himself. There weren't many on campus. People snickered that Jaxon didn't leave campus housing because of his conquests. At the moment Carina was glad he was on campus. She couldn't fathom going back to her place

Jaxon tore their clothes off. His mouth latched onto her breasts as his hands explored every inch of her skin. Carina couldn't stop her hips from thrusting upwards. Jaxon worked magic with his hands and mouth making her delirious with pleasure. Carina grabbed his erection and stroked back and forth
.

"You play dirty Carina" Jaxon groaned. He parted her legs and nestled his hips between her open thighs. Carina tried to focus. Sex-Ed 101
…

"Rubber or no play" Carina whispered bit
ing his lower lip to soften the blow.

"Belleza it doesn't feel the same" Jaxon whined. He ground his erection against her soaked core.

"Mr. Wright, your whiny voice is very unbecoming. Strap it on! You don't want to be known for knocking up the freshmen class!" Carina was on the pill but Jaxon didn't need to know that yet. It was the only ammunition he needed. Carina may share Jaxon's bed but she knew enough of his whorish history and didn't intend to take anything unwanted with her.

Jaxon relented. He leaned over and opened his night
stand drawer. Carina rewarded Jaxon for his good behavior. She shimmied down the bed. Jaxon's glorious erection caressed her face. Carina grinned as Jaxon gasped.

"Carina what are you doing?"

"This" she purred, putting his dick in her mouth. Jaxon grabbed a fistful of bed sheets as Carina sucked harder. She loved the way Jaxon tasted, salty sweet.

"Stop Carina" Jaxon pleaded. His hips thrust involuntarily. He panted
trying to calm down some. He rolled away and put the condom on.

Carina greedily watched, making Jaxon smirk. "It's never enough is it?" He teased. Carina shook her head. They were both insatiable. Carina seductively
smiled as she sat on him. She was calling the shots this afternoon

"No touching" she instructed. Jaxon pouted but did as told. He reached behind his head and gripped the headboard. His eyes locked onto her moving form. Carina rocked her hips and took in his full length. Jaxon was well endowed; his intimidating size required special depths.

"I love being deep inside you" Jaxon's husky voice whispered. Carina bent forward and kissed him. Her rigid nipples caressed his sensitive skin. Carina fisted his short hair in her hands making Jaxon groan with pleasure. His hands automatically grasped her waist, taking control. He thrust upward as she grabbed his shoulders hanging on for the ride. Jaxon was taking no prisoners.

"Come with me" he pleaded. Jaxon angled Carina so that her clit rubbed against his body. Carina needed no further coaxing. They thrust harder and faster until they were both yelling out each other's names
.

Carina sat up abruptly. She looked at the junction between her legs unable to comprehend what had just happened. Her soaked panties and pulsating womb indicated she’d had an orgasm. She still felt the powerful aftershocks. How had she had an orgasm in her sleep? Fuck! Jaxon was that damn good.

Why was she thinking about that time? He'd tried to negotiate the condom, like always. But she remembered that night for a different reason. He'd asked her to stay the night and she had. Carina remembered watching him sleeping in the morning before she got up for class.
It was the first time she seriously considered the state of their relationship. Their easygoing and unlabeled relationship made it easier for Carina to decide that it was time to walk away before she got hurt.

Damn, Jaxon was beautiful; too bad for all his imperfections. Carina got out of bed and changed her clothes. It was a little after seven in the morning. There was no point in trying to fall back asleep. Carina started a paper and watched the time. She finished getting ready as the time approached the 9:00 hour. Carina tied up her hair and packed a light bag. She still wasn't sure what they planned to do.

Carina snuck out of the dorm. She didn't want to know if Desirae got front row seats to her erotic dream. There was no way she'd remained silent during that sensual trip down memory lane. Carina exited the building doors just as Fabien approached the steps.

"Good morning" they simultaneously greeted each other immediately dispelling any awkwardness.

"Are you getting sick?" Fabien asked concerned. Carina hadn't noticed until now her
hoarse voice.

"Usually happens after karaoke night." Carina shrugged. She hadn't sung as much as she normally did but they'd been big songs and she'd given it her all. Her gravelly voice was proof why she didn't do those kinds of things often. People had a tendency to overdo their voices to sing over the drunken crowds and leave a lasting impression.

Fabien led the way to the parking lot. Hardly anyone was out at this time on a Saturday morning. Most who were out and about had morning classes. Carina didn't know why she felt anxious. She shouldn't care if she ran into Jaxon but she knew that it did matter. She didn't want to see how he'd react to seeing her leaving campus with another guy. Although Carina had called things off with Jaxon she hadn't dated anyone.

Fabien walked up to a 4x4 jeep. He hopped in and motioned for Carina to do the same. "Are you okay with me planning the day?" He timidly asked.

Carina warmed to his apprehensiveness; she thought it was cute. It was a refreshing change from the overbearing and arrogant assholes she seemed to attract. Carina shrugged her indifference. Her main objective was getting away from campus. After that it wasn't much else to it.

Fabien drove them to a quaint restaurant. It wasn't one of those familiar chains Carina was accustomed to. Carina followed Fabien into the restaurant. The small dining area allowed for a dozen tables and a few booths along the walls. Fabien was immediately greeted by name as they walked inside. Carina raised her eyebrows in surprise.

"I come here often" Fabien muttered flushing with embarrassment.

"You've made quite the impression for them to remember you." Carina teased. It was nice to see that he had a routine at his home away from home. The waitresses affectionately stared at Fabien like he was an adopted son.

Fabien shrugged uncomfortable with Carina's scrutiny. He walked her to a corner booth and waited until she slid into the seat. Fabien handed Carina a menu. A bubbling waitress immediately descended on the couple. She took their orders and scurried away.

Carina learned about Fabien's interests and hobbies while they awaited their food. They ate their breakfast and continued their
easy conversation between bites. Carina immensely enjoyed Fabien's company.

Fabien surprised Carina. Rather than hiking through the National Forest they went canoeing. They worked well together paddling in the waters and navigating through narrow terrain. Carina savored the sights and sounds of nature and appreciated that Fabien didn't try to fill the silence. Carina thrilled with excitement as alligators banked on the shoreline while turtles basked on fallen logs getting their time in the sun.

Carina tilted her head to the sky. The symphony of the forest soothed her. Fabien steered the canoe to a small lodge that served picnic lunches. They found a small clearing and laid out their meal. Although it could've seemed romantic, Carina didn't feel the slightest flicker of interest within her. Fabien was good looking and charming. Carina quietly ate her lunch wondering why guys like Fabien couldn't keep her attention.

It was late afternoon by the time Fabien and Carina wrapped up. They walked down a trail back to the jeep. Carina sensed Fabien's tension. He'd been so laid back in the beginning of the day but had slowly withdrawn as the day progressed. Had she done something to make him uncomfortable?

"Are you okay?" Carina tentatively asked.

"Am I that obvious?" Fabien groaned.

They laughed as Carina shrugged. Fabien nervously shoved his hands in his pockets and slowed his pace. "I'd like to get to know you better Carina" Fabien replied. He looked at her from the corner of his eye.

"I've really enjoyed today." Carina offered.

Fabien took a deep breath. Carina found it endearing how nervous he was. This was a major difference between the freshmen guys and upper classmen. Carina was accustomed to a guy who knew what he wanted and just went after it. Carina felt a different kind of empowerment. This could be refreshing.

"I know you and Jaxon have a history..." Fabien paused and faced Carina. "Are you through? I mean do you want to explore other possibilities?" Fabien flushed with embarrassment. He was
blabbing.

"Fabien, Jaxon and I never had anything real. It was a casual relationship for a reason. We've barely just started college. I'm just enjoying myself."

"But you haven't really been with anyone since him... That's pretty big shoes to fill."

"I'm not looking for comparables Fabien. One Jaxon Wright per lifetime is more than enough. I haven't pursued a relationship
because I haven’t wanted to. The semester is halfway over and I can't afford to lose my academic scholarship. My focus is there right now."

Fabien's shoulders slumped. He looked defeated. "So no casual dating"

"I never said that" Carina warily replied. She knew she wasn't being clear with Fabien but she wasn't sure what she wanted at the moment.

"Can we do something again... another time" Fabien hesitantly asked. If Carina wasn't ready for a relationship he could find middle ground. He was a sophomore and understood her focus on finishing strong for the semester. Fabien
was okay starting out as a good friend. Andrea made it easy to see plenty of Carina without being intrusive.

"Of course" Carina genuinely replied. "I enjoyed today"

Fabien beamed and nodded his head. "Great" he exclaimed. Small steps.... He could take small steps with Carina.