Jaded Hearts (5 page)

"You smell, exotic." His words close to my
ears.

"Thank you," I responded. "I suppose that's
a step up from 'can I fuck you'."

I couldn't help my sarcasm. He grinned, and
then let out a loud bark of laughter before tilting his head in
mock contemplation.

"I suppose you're right, but you're not
faulting me for my honesty, are you? I thought that's what women
were crying for nowadays. I guess you can't win for losing, even
though I don't tend to fall on the side of losing," He joked.

He dipped me at that point. I eyed him
warily.

"So, it's not impossible then?" I
quipped.

He looked confused.

"What's not impossible?" He twirled me
slowly.

"That you lose. It is possible," I
clarified.

He laughed and then roped me into another
tight embrace.

"Possible? Yes. Probable? No,” he informed
me.

His eyes burned into mine with that look
again. I doubted my ability to breathe when he looked at me like
that. I decided not to continue my pointless agonizing, and enjoy
this insanely sexy man for as long as I could before I devised an
escape. I smiled at him instead. His eyes narrowed and he bent to
whisper against my ear again.

"Jade, just as determined as you are to
fight me, I am more determined to have you. I feel your body
against mine, I feel your heart beating, you're breathing hard,
your nipples harder, but your words lie. It's making me..." He
placed small slow kisses down my neck, and everything he accused my
body of came true.

Ah! Why? How can he do this to me?

I rolled my neck back to expose more skin
for him to torture.

"It's making you...what?" I dared to
ask.

He moved back up my neck breathing in my
scent.

"It's making me not think about anything
else but you. Feeling you, tasting you, and wanting you to move
your body for me like you do, while I'm inside of you. Hmm mm," he
purred.

I felt my midsection tighten and my insides
clenched involuntarily. I was flooded with desire for this man.
Since he first looked into my eyes, and every day since. I couldn't
think straight and if he tried to take me right now, I couldn't
stop him. That thought sent more shivers through me.

I'm losing it...

I slowly pull my head back so that we are
face to face.

"Why?" That was all I managed to ask.

I stared at him, my eyes pleading, trying to
will him to let me go. My body wouldn't be happy with that
scenario, but I knew I could live with it. His face softened for a
brief moment as he attempted to answer me.

"This is why." A soft whisper.

He lowered his mouth to mine for a kiss. My
lips thrilled in anticipation of a repeat performance of the kiss I
had been dreaming about. But he teased me, barely skimming his
mouth against mine in a soft caress; still moving to the slow Latin
beat. One arm around my waist, and the other still gripping my hand
to lead me.

After a few moments of being trapped in
anticipation my instincts took over. I slowly parted my lips and
slid my tongue across his bottom lip. He closed his eyes as if he
couldn't bear to watch me, but his body responded with an ever so
slight shiver.

The music switched to the newer Reggaeton (a
mix between Latin and Reggae music). The spell broke, and I pulled
away and began to roll and shake my hips to the infectious
Gasolina. Julian came up behind me and began to match my movements
and it immediately felt like the heat was turned on. His hands
explored my frame as his body was slowly grinding against mine,
then he turned me to face him.  

I teased him by wrapping my arms around his
neck and lifting my left leg around his waist. He grinned at me as
he gripped my leg pulling me tighter against him. I quickly
realized that I had made a bad move as his hands slowly crept up my
leg threatening to explore uncharted territory. My back arched
involuntarily pressing my body closer to his in anticipation.

"Hm-mm, can you feel that too mamita? I
could feel you before I even touched you. The first time I saw you
I could already feel this," he admitted, his accent smooth and
heavy.

His whispers intensified my shivers as he
began to plead with me in Spanish to give him what he wanted, which
I wanted so badly to give him, but I knew that I shouldn't. Julian
was trouble. The kind I could feel in my bones. My grandmother
always warned me about a man that had more control over your body
than you did.  I tried to break the thick chain of passion
that had grown between us, but he only held me tighter.

"Don't run from me
chica
. Don't be afraid of what we both want," he
begged.

I closed my eyes trying desperately to gain
control over myself.

Breathe bitch. Breathe!

My reserve was nil and my champagne haze was
disabling me. The hand that held my leg wrapped around him began to
caress my skin as the other hand worked its way up my back, finally
grabbing a handful of my hair. He gently pulled my head back and
began to place scorching hot kisses across my neck and chest. I was
forced to thrust into him to keep my balance and now my little
tease was really backfiring on me. I was going to lose this
battle.

"Your scent is driving me crazy. I wonder if
you taste as good as you smell?"

His tongue licked a trail from my ear to my
cleavage. His breath spread hotly on my skin as he hovered towards
the center of my breasts. I trembled as he gently massaged my
sensitive skin with his lips. Slowly they grazed all the way back
to my neck and I moaned as he began to lick and suck.

"Um-mm, I want to taste more of you. Open
your eyes and look at me. Stop trying to escape from me. I promise
I won't hurt you His order came with a light tug of my head.

I opened my eyes to his amused grin and he
let go of my hair and began to stroke my face with that strange
expression spreading across his. His normally stern features
softened for a moment as his thumb caressed my lips. He looked
unsure. My animal instincts stepped in and I parted my lips for
him. I knew at that moment that I had crossed the line into his
territory.

This had to be an out of body experience.
The sights and sounds of the sultry club faded away until there was
only us. He slid his finger into my mouth, just enough to get
it moist, and licked my juices off. He mesmerized me, and he knew
it now.

Our eyes never left each other. I was held
captive by his touch. His finger returned to my mouth and this time
I flicked my tongue out to meet it. The distance between our faces
disappeared suddenly as he moved in to kiss me. Electricity shot
throughout my veins, my breathing intensified and I felt like I was
going to explode! His kiss was slow and urgent as he sucked on my
lips and tongue. It talked to me, slowly persuading me to give
in.

Our bodies strained together like magnets as
he wrapped his arms around me, holding me tighter.  I held
onto him for dear life totally yielding to him. I kissed him back
tasting him the way he was tasting me until he cursed me in
Spanish. I felt his chest heaving as his breaths came faster and
faster. His intensity soaring off the charts. He was losing control
too. I couldn't breathe, and I moaned and gasped for more air. What
the hell was happening to me?

I slowly pulled away from his tempting
lips.

"Julian, I need to use the ladies room." I
really didn't, but I had to get away from him and try to regain my
sanity.

He eyed me skeptically but let me go anyway.
 I quickly spun away from him and headed towards the dim
hallway that led to the restrooms. Two women exited just as I
opened the door. I was glad to be alone, and I stared at myself in
the floor to ceiling mirror. Breathing as if I was being chased. I
walked over to the sink and gripped the smooth cool tile of the
counter, my head hanging, as I tried to recover.

Breathe Jade!

What the hell is happening to me?

I had never felt such an unbridled surge of
desire like this before and I was shaking. To my core. I pressed my
hand against my pelvis trying to somehow tame the wild aching. For
me, passion had always seemed to just miss the mark, and I began to
think that I just didn't have it in me. But the way that I felt
around Julian was explosive. I pulled in a few more deep breaths as
I plotted my way out of the club without notice. This was going to
be hard with not one, but three people to navigate.

The squeak of the door hinge snapped me out
of my haze. I was still shaking as I turned to leave, not wanting
to share my current disposition with a random stranger. Or, even
worse, Jackie and her nosy barrage of questions. I was startled to
see Julian leaning with his back up against the door.

"What the hell? What are you doing in here?"
I demanded.

"I came to check on you. I was tired of
waiting." His tone was nonchalant as if there was nothing wrong
with him being in the ladies room.

I walked towards him gesturing for him to go
back outside.

"Well, I'm fine so let's go,” I assured
him.

I reached for the doorknob but he didn't
move to let me open it.

"Are you?"

His eyes blazed with an intensity that
seared into me along with the heat from his nearness. I made
another futile attempt to open the door, but quickly found myself
turned around as Julian backed me against it. Then placed one hand
against the door, and encircled his other arm around my waist. I
tried feebly to resist him but just seeing him was cr
umbling my barrier of resistance
. The truth was, I was
so turned on by him, I couldn't see straight. I just wasn't about
to give it up right here, right now.

"Julian!" I cried, but my voice sounded weak
and unconvincing.

I pushed and pulled away from him trying to
wriggle out of his embrace, but he ignored me with slight
amusement. Both my arms were raised above my head and pinned
together at the wrists with one of his hands. I could feel the
warmth of his body even with the thin layers of cotton that
separated us, and I was drowning in his musky scent. When he
wrenched my tube top down with his teeth until he was able to latch
onto an eager nipple, I went dizzy with lust.  I was beholden
to the b
old caress of his tongue.

"Stop fighting me baby. I told you how much
it turns me on," he warned when I continued my half-hearted
attempts to struggle. The sexy timbre of his voice stirred the
hunger deep inside me that set my impulses haywire. The feel of his
lips against my sensitive skin was the sweetest torture.

"Let me go." It was only a whisper. I was
already relaxing to the intense desire his delicate suckling was
encouraging.

"No."

He mocked me as he used both hands to grip
my waist and pull me against his already large and growing
erection. I struggled to keep my hips from bucking his.

"Don't be afraid. I promised not to hurt
you, no? I need you too much right now to hurt you," he whispered.
I began to melt even more.

Who was he?

One minute he was rough and aggressive, and
the next he was my gentle Romeo.

I buckled at the strength of my own longing
and gripped his broad shoulders for support, but my body sagged
against his in my total loss of control. He just held me, pulling
me closer to him, as he slowly pressed his arousal into me. Every
thought inside my head was being replaced with the need to feel him
inside me.

"Ah, dammit! I want you so bad. You are so
sexy, Jade. Come here. Kiss me."

He whispered his desire harshly into my ear
between his ragged panting and I shuddered in response. I slowly
turned my head to meet his lips that were waiting for mine. They
were soft and warm, and I hungrily followed his command. We both
moaned with desire for each other. The heady mixture of his musky
cologne, and his warm breath pulled me even deeper into his thrall.
Then he slid both hands down my legs and pulled up my dress,
letting his clever fingers discover their way to my sensitive spot
with achingly slow deliberation.

Oh my!

"That's right, mamita. You want more?" The
heavy pull of his accent urged me on. Still I tried to fight us
going any further, hit with the aching reality of what was about to
go down

This is a freakin' bathroom!

"Julian! No! Wait! Please?" I begged. My
mind was still fighting even though my body had already given
in.

"No? You don't like me to touch your pussy?"
He teased me by slowly sliding a finger towards my soaked
entrance.

Oh God I want this so bad! But not
here...

"Shh," he uttered with a brush of his lips
to mine. "Look at me when I touch you." His finger slid a little
further.

I groaned in despair and anticipation.
"
Wait
!"

"Still no? How about now?" His voice was low
and seductive. One fingertip slid into my aching core.  I
cried out in shock at how good it felt, and I wanted more. Never
had I wanted anyone so much.

"You want it so bad you're shaking. Let me
give it to you, baby. As deep as you can take it."

Fuck it!

His voice was so smooth and sexy as he
whispered erotic promises against my ear. I was too aroused
and my body hungered for him. Julian's passion was so raw it
engulfed me, and the aching tension between us had grown all night.
Neither one of us could stop now, even if we wanted to. It was
going down. Right here, right now!

"Hmm-mm. Yes!" I cried out as my eyes
fluttered with pleasure. I was now his willing victim.

"Say yes, Papi!" He fisted my hair forcing
me to look at him.

"Mmm! Yes Papi!" I moaned. He let out a low
rumble of satisfaction.

"You sound so damn sexy," he said. His voice
growing more strained with each word.