Kill Me Twice: Rosie Gilmour 7

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Contents

Cover Page

Title Page

Copyright Page

About the Author

Also by Anna Smith

Dedication

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty-One

Chapter Twenty-Two

Chapter Twenty-Three

Chapter Twenty-Four

Chapter Twenty-Five

Chapter Twenty-Six

Chapter Twenty-Seven

Chapter Twenty-Eight

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Chapter Thirty

Chapter Thirty-One

Chapter Thirty-Two

Chapter Thirty-Three

Chapter Thirty-Four

Chapter Thirty-Five

Chapter Thirty-Six

Chapter Thirty-Seven

Chapter Thirty-Eight

Chapter Thirty-Nine

Chapter Forty

First
published in Great Britain in 2016 by Quercus

This edition first published in 2016 by
Quercus Editions Ltd
Carmelite House
50 Victoria Embankment
London EC4Y 0DZ

Copyright © 2016 Anna Smith

The moral right of Anna Smith to be identified as the author of this work has been asserted in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act, 1988.

All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopy, recording, or any information storage and retrieval system, without permission in writing from the publisher.

A CIP catalogue record for this book is available from the British Library

Ebook ISBN 978 1 78429 480 9
Print ISBN 978 1 78429 479 3

This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, organizations, places and events are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or locales is entirely coincidental.

You can find this and many other great books at:
www.quercusbooks.co.uk

Anna
Smith has been a journalist for over twenty years and is a former chief reporter for the
Daily Record
in Glasgow. She has covered wars across the world as well as major investigations and news stories from Dunblane to Kosovo to 9/11.

Also by Anna Smith

The Dead Won’t Sleep

Screams in the Dark

To Tell the Truth

Betrayed

A Cold Killing

Rough Cut

For
the Smiths, who helped shape my life through education and example: Uncle Pat, Uncle John, Aunt Jeannie, Aunt Ellen and Aunt Anna.

‘Ethics is knowing what you have a right to do, and what is right to do’

Potter Stewart

Madrid, March 2000

Millie
raised her glass in the direction of the barman, signalling for the same again. As she knocked back the dregs of her gin and tonic, she caught a whiff of her breath, a little stale still from last night’s booze as well as having nothing to eat. She’d forced down half a croissant at breakfast in the hotel dining room, conscious of guests eyeing her with a cross between mild disgust and pity as her hands trembled when she lifted her coffee cup to her lips. She’d encountered those furtive glances before when she’d travelled alone. People would view the middle-aged woman she had become and think she must have been a striking beauty in her day, but was now ravaged by time and, probably, drink.

To hell with them, she thought. Who were they to judge? What did they know of her life? The barman put her glass
on the solid mahogany bar and slid a dish of mixed nuts across, making eye contact as though he were trying to tell her to eat something, that it was only four in the afternoon and she was on her third gin. She looked away from him, picking up her packet of Marlboro Lights and flipping it open. Three left. That should be enough.

She pushed away the nuts without looking at him, and put a cigarette between her pale pink lips. She flicked the lighter and inhaled deeply, stifling the urge to cough when the smoke hit the back of her throat and burned all the way to her lungs. She cursed the racking cough she’d woken up with for the last four days. Too much smoking and drinking, combined with walking around late at night in the chill of a Madrid evening. She’d stumbled from bar to bar, lost and hopelessly adrift. She’d always felt dwarfed by the magnificence of the buildings and architecture of the city, which held so many special memories for her, but now they seemed to underline the sheer emptiness of her life. Not for long, though. Not long now.

In the heavy silence of the gloomily lit hotel cocktail bar, she hadn’t noticed that anyone else was there. It was only when she heard the sniffing that she looked across the room and saw a blonde girl, sitting in an alcove. She was crying into a tissue, dabbing her eyes. The barman shot Millie a glance and disappeared into the back room, leaving them alone among the plush burgundy-velvet easy chairs and shiny mahogany tables. She peered across at the
blonde girl as she pushed back her hair a little, and the striking high cheekbones caught her eye. She watched as the girl seemed to compose herself and light up a cigarette. Millie took a long look at this beautiful waif-like figure, her blonde hair cascading onto her shoulders, the sharp features and hollow cheeks. There was something familiar about her, but she couldn’t work out why.

The girl glanced up at her, then away, picking up her drink and downing it in one. She was crying again, sobbing now. Millie shifted on the bar stool, resisting the urge to go over and comfort her – a mother’s instinct. It had always been there, but the child part was too painful. Don’t go there, Millie told herself. There was no point now and, really, she should be past caring. But as she watched the girl sob uncontrollably, Millie got off the stool and stood, unsteadily, at the bar. She was about to move towards her when the doors opened and a horde of people bustled in.

‘Bella!
There
you are, my darling!’ The man leading the charge – he had dyed black hair – breezed through the bar as though he were on castors. ‘We’ve been calling your mobile, sweetie.’

The girl looked up with a start, and swiftly composed herself, blinking nervously as she eyed the approaching throng.

‘Oh, lovey. What’s the matter?’ He put up a hand to halt the army at his back, then turned to them. ‘Give us a couple of minutes, peeps.’

The
gang of what looked like media and camera crews stopped in its tracks and turned to each other, lowering their voices. The man glided across to where the girl was sitting and slid into the alcove beside her. His back was to the crowd, his body shielding her. ‘Come on, sweetheart. Oh, Bella! Come on, love,’ he whispered. ‘You need to get your act together. There are dozens of press out there waiting for the fashion shoot. You should have been up at Plaza Mayor ten minutes ago. Come on! Pull yourself together, darling.’

Millie saw her nod, sniffing, and it dawned on her who she was. Bella! She was Bella Mason, the supermodel, the face that had launched a thousand products, from perfume to airlines. Her piercing green eyes gazed bewitchingly from billboards across the country. Those famous razor-sharp cheekbones and the lush blonde hair could turn any mediocre product into a bestseller. Any magazine with Bella Mason on the front cover leaped off the shelves. Yet here she was, looking like a broken, vulnerable kid, weeping in a hotel bar far from home. Millie climbed back onto her stool and watched as Bella took a deep breath and got to her feet. She painted on a dazzling smile, took the man’s arm and they strode off towards the waiting crowd.

Millie finished her drink and walked out after them. She followed, curious, as the media people walked briskly ahead of Bella, who hung back, still linking the man’s
arm, until they reached Plaza Mayor, the late-afternoon sunshine throwing shadows on the buildings and cobblestones. Millie went to a cafe to watch as the media crowd set up pictures and three make-up artists fussed around Bella.

A few minutes later, as Millie sipped her coffee, Bella posed and swaggered confidently under the flashing lights and whirring cameras, as though the girl she’d been half an hour ago didn’t exist.

*

It was nearly eleven when Millie walked slowly back to the hotel. She had almost drunk herself sober, going from cafe to bar around the Latin Quarter, along streets where she and Colin had strolled a lifetime ago, so much in love, untouchable, utterly possessed by each other. She’d wanted to capture the atmosphere one last time, then wander back through the front door of the hotel that held so many cherished memories of precious weekends together. But now she was ready. She wasn’t drunk, but she wasn’t sober. She just wanted all the hurt to stop.

She walked past the doorman into the massive foyer. She’d left everything in her hotel room, her small leather overnight case and passport. Her clothes hung in the wardrobe. They would find them later. She got into the lift with three tipsy men, who hit the button for the roof, not asking her which floor she wanted. She didn’t care. She was going to the roof anyway.

When
the doors opened the men got out and walked along the corridor to the rooftop restaurant, where there seemed to be a party going on. Out of curiosity, Millie followed them, but stood outside the door where a flunkey was ticking off names on a guest list. Through the small window she could see white-coated waiters gliding among the revellers with trays of champagne and canapés. Flushed with drink and self-importance, the guests stood chatting and laughing. There were beautiful girls and handsome, androgynous young men, who looked as if they were straight from the pages of
Vogue
.

Then she saw Bella. She was exquisite in a petrol-blue gown that glittered beneath the lights. She was smiling and laughing as people approached her and air-kissed both cheeks. Millie stood for a moment, entranced by the scene, but whenever someone moved away for a fleeting moment and Bella was on her own, the frozen smile would vanish and the green eyes seemed full of hurt. For a fleeting second, Bella looked beyond the crowd towards the door, and her eyes locked with Millie’s. They held each other’s gaze for a long moment. Then two people came up behind Millie and opened the door, holding it for her. She backed away, then went down the corridor towards the fire-exit door she had seen when she was up there yesterday, planning.

Now she opened the door and stepped onto the roof, the din of the traffic muffled, six storeys below. A chill ran through her, and she pulled her coat around herself. What
difference did it make now, being cold? She opened her packet of Marlboro and lit up one last time.

Millie stood leaning against a pillar, gazing out across the city, a million lights twinkling and stretching for miles. She thought of Colin and what he would do when he heard the news. His first reaction would be how to manage it – it always was. How things looked was important to him. He would have to explain that his wife had been missing now for over five days, and he hadn’t reported it. Get out of that one, Millie mused, glad of her parting shot.

She wished she didn’t hate him so much. All of the love, the trust, had been chipped away by his countless affairs, and now she could take no more humiliation. The rejection tore at her heart. The secrets of his life as a politician and Tory cabinet minister, how things were hidden, brushed away, made her ashamed that she had been a part of it, because she was his wife. Image was everything. Nothing was sacred to him. Even if it was innocent children who suffered.

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