Kisses After Dark (44 page)

“I mean it when I say I’m crazy about you.”

Katie reached for him, and their lips came together in a passionate kiss. Her mouth opened to his tongue naturally, as if she’d been kissing him for years rather than days. She couldn’t get close enough to him. Under his T-shirt, she caressed the warm skin on his back and loved that he trembled from her touch.

Breaking the kiss, he reached for the back of his shirt and pulled it over his head, baring his gorgeous chest to her appreciative gaze. “Your turn.” He pulled on her tank and helped her get it off. “Everything. Hurry.”

They pulled at clothes that refused to cooperate, making Katie laugh at the groan of frustration that came from him. “Goddamn it.” His shorts were stuck on the work boots he’d never taken off.

Katie couldn’t stop laughing.

“You’re definitely laughing
at
me this time.”

“I can’t help it. Who forgets to take off their boots?”

“It’s because you’ve got all the blood in my entire body traveling to one central place. I’m light-headed and woozy.”

Still wearing her bra and panties, Katie sat up on her knees. “Allow me to assist you.” She took her time untying his boots and removing them and his socks. The boots landed with a loud thunk on the floor.

“Someone downstairs is saying ‘There’s Shane McCarthy’s boots landing on the floor in the middle of the day.’”

“No one is saying that.” Katie removed his shorts and boxers, tossing them to the floor as well. Then she took a good long look at the naked man in her bed, licking her lips in anticipation of what was to come. Before her eyes, his erection lengthened, stretching past his belly button. She ran her hands from his shins to his thighs, which quivered in reaction.

His head came up off the pillow. “Katie… Come up here so I can touch you.”

“In a minute.”

He flopped back down, groaning as he went.

Katie bit her lip to keep from laughing at his distress. She bent her head and began to kiss his stomach, using her tongue to outline each cut of his abdominal muscles.

He fisted handfuls of her hair, directing her to where he wanted her.

“Tell me how you like it.”

“Anything you do I’ll love.”

She looked up at him. “Anything?”

“Anything at all.”

“Like this?” She wrapped her hand around the hot, soft skin that covered his shaft and began to stroke him, slowly at first, watching him to determine what he liked.

His hips came off the bed, which she took as a good sign. Since his eyes were closed, she was able to surprise him when she took him into her mouth.

“Ahh, God, Katie… Yes, like that. Suck on me.”

She did as he asked, drawing him into her mouth as far as she could while continuing to stroke him. Going on instinct alone, she added her tongue, which drew a sharp inhale from him.

“
Katie
… Baby, you have to stop, or I’ll come in your mouth.”

She drew back from him reluctantly, leaving him gasping for air.

The next thing she knew, he had turned them so he was on top and poised to enter her. He pulled away so abruptly, Katie cried out in dismay.

“Condom,” he said through gritted teeth as he reached for his shorts on the floor and nearly fell off the bed. “Don’t laugh.”

“I’m trying not to.”

He rolled on the condom as he returned to her. “You’re laughing.”

“I can’t help it. You almost fell out of bed.”

“It’s your fault for getting me so fired up I can’t function.”

“I did that?”

“Don’t pull that innocent act on me. You know exactly what you do to me.”

“Tell me… I want to know.”

Shane gathered her into his arms, his muscular body pressed against hers. “You’ve got me completely addicted to you. Your sweetness, your laughter, your softness.” As he spoke, he began to enter her slowly, whispering into her ear, “Your tight, wet heat. I like talking to you as much as I like doing this.” He gave her more, making Katie moan from the overwhelming pleasure that overtook her. “God, Katie…

“You make me wonder how I survived for so long without you. Without this.”

After that, there were no more words as they moved together. It was different this time. Katie couldn’t deny there was a deeper connection between them now. And as she came apart in his arms, she accepted she was lost to him. Completely and totally lost. She’d given him everything, her heart, her body and her soul.

News traveled fast in a small town. Seamus heard about Lisa’s grim diagnosis while waiting in line to pay for coffee at the diner. The words “lung cancer” and “too far gone for treatment” struck him like individual blows to the gut. He barely stopped his cup from crashing to the floor.

Outside the diner, he called Joe.

“Hey, what’s up?” Joe asked when he answered on the fifth ring.

“I need a favor.”

“Sure.”

“I know it’s last minute, but can you take my eleven and two o’clock runs today?” Seamus hated to ask him, because Joe had a new baby at home, but he also hated the thought of those two little boys coping with such a devastating blow without all the support they could muster.

“Is everything okay?”

“Just heard some grim news about a neighbor. You know Lisa, who lives next door to us?”

“Of course. What’s wrong?”

“Late-stage lung cancer.”

“Oh my God. That’s horrible.”

“Your mom and I have been helping out with the kids. I feel like I need to be there today in case they need anything.”

“Definitely. I’ve got you covered. Go do what you need to do.”

“Thanks, Joe. Sorry for the late notice.”

“It’s no problem. We weren’t doing anything today. Just the usual baby gazing.”

“I appreciate the help.”

“Keep me posted on what’s going on.”

“I will.” Seamus stashed the phone in his pocket and headed for the office to let his staff know he was going home and Joe was covering for him. Driving to the house, all he could think about was those two little boys and what would become of them when they lost their mother.

He’d been six when his grandmother, his father’s mother, got sick and died somewhat suddenly. The loss of someone who was part of his everyday life had traumatized him, but he’d had his parents to get him through it. Jackson and Kyle had no one.

Why the thought of that hurt him so much, he couldn’t say. When and how their problem had become his he also couldn’t say. All he knew was that he had to do something to help them.

As Seamus approached his house, he saw David Lawrence leaving Lisa’s driveway. He slowed to a stop and waited for David to pull up next to him. “I came as soon as I heard what’s going on,” Seamus said. “How is she?”

“Overwhelmed,” David said, seeming overwhelmed himself.

“There’s nothing that can be done?”

David only shook his head.

“Where’re the kids?”

“At home for now. Jared and Lizzie James have pulled off a minor miracle and brought a whole team of people out here to tend to her and the kids.”

“What happens to them?” Seamus asked, relieved to hear some immediate help had arrived. “After?”

“We haven’t gotten that far. She’s still absorbing the news.”

Seamus nodded in understanding. “You’ll let me know if there’s anything we can do to help?”

“I will. I’ve got to get back to the clinic, but I’ll check in later.”

“See you then.” Seamus pulled up to the house he shared with his lovely bride and was relieved to see Carolina’s car in the driveway. He got out of the truck and went inside, where she had set up her beads on the kitchen table. Under normal circumstances, he loved to watch her create her masterpieces.

She looked up when he came in, her brows furrowed in puzzlement. “What’re you doing here? You’re on the eleven.”

“Joe’s taking my runs today.”

“How come?”

He dropped into a chair and reached for her hand.

“What’s wrong? You’re scaring me.”

“Lisa… She’s in a bad way. Lung cancer.”

“What? Oh no! Oh, that poor girl and those poor kids!” Tears filled her lovely eyes. “How did you hear?”

“I was at the diner, and people were talking about it. I just saw David… I asked him if there’s anything that can be done. All he could do was shake his head.”

“So awful.”

“Those kids have no one else, love. I don’t know how they came to be so alone in the world, but they are.”

“It’s heartbreaking.”

He took a deep breath and looked her in the eye. “We could step up for them.”

“How do you mean?”

“Take them in. Give them a home. After…”

“You’re serious.”

“Only if you’re on board, too. It’s a huge big deal and a lot to ask. You’ve already raised your son, so I’ll understand if you don’t have it in you to do this. I can’t explain the why of it, but as soon as I heard the news, I had this feeling come over me that I had to do something for those kids.”

“You are so good,” she said with a loving smile. “All bluster and blarney with the softest heart there ever was.”

He scowled at her even as his soft heart skipped a beat from the way she looked at him. “It’s a lot to ask of you, love.”

“No, it really isn’t. They’re wonderful boys who’ve been dealt an awful hand. And you’re absolutely right that we could and should step up for them. But it’s quite possible Lisa has made other arrangements in case something happened to her. I don’t want you to get your hopes up only to have them dashed.”

“I want to see them taken care of. However that happens is fine, as long as it happens.”

“All we can do is offer. It’ll be up to her in the end.”

“Let’s go over there and see what we can do right now. There’ll be time for that conversation when the initial shock wears off.” When she stood to join him, he took a moment to hug her. “Thank you for this. No matter what happens, I appreciate that you didn’t tell me I was nuts to even suggest it.”

“You
are
nuts. And you have no idea what you’re getting yourself into if this should come to pass. But I love you so much for thinking of it and being willing to step up for them.”

“I love you, too.”

“Let’s go see how we can help.”

Since Maddie was acting like everything in their lives was perfectly normal, Mac didn’t see any reason not to go to the cookout his parents were hosting to introduce Mallory to the rest of the family. If it were up to him, he’d want to stay home and spend quiet time with his wife and children. But his wife seemed to want everyone but him, so they went to the party.

The longer the weirdness with Maddie went on, the more hollow Mac felt. Of course he’d known how essential she was to him and how much he relied on her to get through every day. But until she made herself unavailable to him for several days, he hadn’t known just
how
essential she really was or how dependent he was on her.

For the first time in the two years they’d been together, he had no idea what to do where she was concerned. He’d always known what to do, from the first day they met and he’d forced his way into her life, he’d known what she needed and how to give it to her. Sure, he’d fumbled a few times, but he’d always managed to right the ship and keep them on an even keel.