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Lauren recognized the signs: two kinds of butts, and beer bottles on the kitchen counter. It didn’t take a forensic team to analyze the crime scene. It was familiar territory.

Mom had picked up some loser (they were all losers) from the tavern and brought him home.

They were in her mother’s bedroom now. She recognized the thumping rhythm of her mother’s old Hollywood bed frame. Clang-clang-thump. Clang-clang-thump.

She hurried into her bedroom and closed the door. Moving quietly, not wanting anyone to know she was home, she grabbed her day planner and flipped it open.
On today’s date she wrote:
DeSaria Party.
She didn’t ever want to forget it. She wanted to be able to look down at those two words and remember how tonight had felt.

She went into the bathroom and got ready for bed in record speed. The last thing she wanted was to bump into Him in the hallway.

She ran back to her room and slammed the door shut. Crawling into bed, she pulled the covers to her chin and stared up at the ceiling.

Memories of tonight filled her mind. A strange emotion came with the images; part happiness, part loss. She couldn’t untangle it.

It was just a restaurant, she reminded herself. A place of employment.

Angie was her boss, not her—

mother.

There it was, the truth of the matter, the pea under her mattress. She’d felt alone for so long, and now—irrationally—she felt as if she belonged somewhere.

Even if it was a lie, which it certainly was, it felt better than the cold emptiness that was the truth.

She tried to stop thinking about it, to stop playing and replaying their conversations in her mind, but she couldn’t let it go. At the end of the night, when they’d all been crowded around the fireplace, talking and laughing, Lauren had loosened up enough to tell the one joke she knew. Mira and Angie had laughed long and hard; Maria had said, “This make no sense. Why would the man say such a thing?” The question had made them all laugh harder, and Lauren most of all.

Remembering it made her want to cry.

October rushed past, but in November, life seemed to move slowly again. One day bled into the next. It rained constantly, sometimes in howling, sheeting storms that turned the ocean into a whirlpool of sound and fury. More often than not, though, the moisture fell in beaded drops from a bloated, tired-looking sky.

For the past two weeks Lauren had been home as little as possible.
That man
was always there, drinking beer and smoking cigarettes and stinking up the air with his loserdom. Of course Mom was in love with him. He was precisely her type.

Lauren made a point of working at the restaurant almost every night and all day on weekends. Even though they’d hired another waitress, Lauren tried to keep her hours steady. When she wasn’t working, she was at the school library or hanging out with David.

The only downside to earning all this money and improving her already stellar grades was that she was exhausted. Right now it was taking every scrap of her determination to stay awake in class. In the front of the room, Mr. Goldman was waxing poetic about the way Jackson Pollock used color.

To Lauren, the painting looked like something an angry child would make if handed a box of paints.

Electives.

That was practically all she was taking this year. She hadn’t realized earlier, when she’d poured the heat on her accelerated studies, that by her senior year she’d have almost all of her requirements out of the way. As it was, she could technically graduate at the end of this semester. Trigonometry was the only class she had that mattered, and it wasn’t even required for graduation.

When the bell rang, she slapped her book shut and shot out of her seat, moving into the laughing, shoving, talking crowd of students around her.

At the flagpole, she found David playing hacky sack with the guys. When he saw her, his face lit up. He reached for her and pulled her into his arms. For the first time all day she wasn’t tired.

“I’m starving,” someone said.

“Me, too.”

Lauren looped an arm around David as he followed the crowd down the street to the Hamburger Haven that was their regular hangout.

Marci Morford dropped some money in the jukebox. Afroman’s “Crazy Rap” immediately started to play.

Everyone groaned, and then laughed. Anna Lyons launched into a story about Mrs. Fiore, the home economics teacher, which got everyone arguing about how sucky it was to have to do actual homework in a skate class.

Lauren ordered a strawberry milkshake, a bacon burger, and fries.

It felt good to have money in her pocket. For years she’d pretended never to be hungry. Now she ate all the time.

“Jeez, Lo,” Irene Herman laughed. “Way to pack it down. Do you have a buck I can borrow?”

“No problem.” Lauren pulled a few dollars out of her jeans and handed it to her friend. “I
know
you want a milkshake, too.”

That got everyone talking about how much they could eat.

“Hey,” Kim said after a while, “did you guys get the notice about the California schools?”

Lauren looked up. “What notice?”

“They’re having a big thing in Portland this weekend.”

Portland. An hour and a half away. Lauren’s heartbeat picked up. “That’s cool.” She slipped her hand into David’s, squeezing gently. “We can go together,” she said, looking at him.

David looked crestfallen. “I’m going to my grandma’s this weekend,” he said. “In Indiana. There’s no way I can cancel. It’s their anniversary party.” He looked around the table. “Can one of you guys give Lauren a ride?”

One by one they all made their excuses.

Crap. Now she’d have to ride the bus. And as if that weren’t bad enough, she’d have to go to yet another college fair as the only kid without a parent.

When the food was gone, the crowd drifted away, leaving Lauren and David alone at the table.

“Can you get there by yourself? Maybe I could fake a cold—”

“No. If I had grandparents, I’d love to go visiting.” She felt a tiny sting at the confession. How often had she dreamed of going to Grandma’s, or meeting a cousin? She would have done almost anything to meet an honest-to-God relative.

“I’ll bet Angie would take you. She seemed pretty cool.”

Lauren thought about that. Was it possible? Could she ask Angie for that big a favor? “Yeah,” she said, just so David wouldn’t worry. “I’ll ask her.”

David’s remark stayed with Lauren all the rest of that day and into the next. She was unused to having someone of whom she could ask a favor. It would make her look vaguely pathetic, she knew, might even prompt questions about her mother. Normally that would be reason enough to just forget the whole thing and take the bus.

But Angie was different. She seemed to really care.

By the end of the week, Lauren still hadn’t made up her mind. On Friday, she worked hard, moving quickly from table to table, keeping the customers happy. Whenever she could, she caught a glimpse of Angie, tried to gauge how a request would be received, but Angie was a butterfly all night, flitting from place to place, talking to each patron. Twice Lauren had started to ask the question, but on both times, she’d lost her nerve and turned away abruptly.

“Okay,” Angie said as she was closing up the register for the night. “Spill the beans, kiddo.”

Lauren was filling the salt shakers. At the question she flinched. Salt went flying across the table.

“That’s bad luck,” Angie said. “Throw some salt over your left shoulder. Quick.”

Lauren pinched some salt between her thumb and forefinger and tossed it over her shoulder.

“Whew. That was close. We could have been struck by lightning. Now, what’s on your mind?”

“Mind?”

“That space between your ears. You’ve been staring at me all night, following me around. I know you, Lauren. You have something you want to say. You need Saturday
night off? The new waitress is working out. I could spare you if you and David have a date.”

This was it. Now or never.

Lauren went back to her backpack and pulled out a flyer, which she handed to Angie.

“California schools … question-and-answer session … meet with representatives. Hmm.” Angie looked up. “They didn’t have any of this cool stuff when I was a kid. So you want Saturday off so you can go?”

“I-want-to-go-could-you-give-me-a-ride?” Lauren said it in a rush.

Angie frowned at her.

This had been a bad idea. Angie was giving her that
poor Lauren, so pathetic
look. “Never mind. I’ll just take the day off, okay?” Lauren reached down for her backpack.

“I like Portland,” Angie said.

Lauren looked up. “You do?”

“Sure.”

“You’ll take me?” Lauren said, almost afraid to believe it.

“Of course I’ll take you. And Lauren? Don’t be such a chicken next time. We’re friends. Doing favors for each other comes with the territory.”

Lauren was embarrassed by how much that meant to her. “Sure, Angie. Friends.”

The traffic from Vancouver to Portland was stop-and-go. It wasn’t until they were halfway across the bridge that connected Washington to Oregon that they realized why. This afternoon was the big UW–UO football game. The Huskies versus the Ducks. A rivalry that had gone on for years.

“We’re going to be late,” Angie said for at least the third time in the last twenty minutes. It was alarming
how angry that made her. She’d undertaken the obligation to get Lauren to the appointment on time and now they were going to be late.

“Don’t worry about it, Angie. So we miss a few minutes. It’s hardly a trauma.”

Angie flicked on the turn signal and veered left onto their exit.
Finally.

Once they were on the surface streets, the traffic eased. She zipped down one street and up the other, then pulled into an empty parking stall. “We’re here.” She looked at the dashboard clock. “Only seven minutes late. Let’s run.”

They raced across the parking lot and into the building.

The place was packed.

“Damn.” Angie started to walk down to the front. They could sit on the step if nothing else. Lauren grabbed her hand, led her to a seat in the back row.

On stage there were about fifteen people seated behind a long conference table. A moderator was facilitating a discussion of entrance requirements, school selectivity, in-state to out-of-state student ratios.

Lauren wrote down every word in her day planner.

Angie felt a strange sort of pride. If she’d had a daughter, she would have wanted her to be just like Lauren. Smart. Ambitious. Dedicated.

For the next hour, Angie listened to one statistic after the other. By the end of the presentation she knew one thing for sure: She wouldn’t have been accepted to UCLA these days. In her era, you’d needed to be breathing without a respirator and have a 3.0 grade point average. Now to get into Stanford you better have cured some disease or won the National Science Fair. Unless, of course, you were good at throwing leather balls. Then you needed a solid 1.7 grade point.

Lauren closed her notebook. “That’s it,” she said.

All around them, people were rising, moving toward the exit aisles. The combined conversation was a loud roar in the room.

“So, what did you find out?” Angie asked, staying in her seat. There was no point merging into the ambulatory traffic.

“That in the public schools almost ninety percent of the students come from in-state. And tuition is on its way up.”

“Well, you’re definitely having one of those the-glass-is-half-empty moments. That’s not like you.”

Lauren sighed. “It’s tough sometimes … going to Fircrest Academy. All my friends are picking the schools
they
like. I have to figure out how to get the schools to like me.”

“It sounds like the essay is a big part of that.”

“Yeah.”

“And recommendations.”

“Yeah. Too bad I can’t get, like, Jerry Brown or Arnold Schwarzenegger to write one for me. As it is, I hope Mr. Baxter—my math teacher—can rock their socks off. Unfortunately, he forgets where the blackboard is half of the time.”

Angie glanced down at the stage. The folks from Loyola-Marymount, USC, and Santa Clara were still there. They were sitting at the tables, talking to one another.

“What’s your first choice?” she asked Lauren.

“USC, I guess. It’s David’s second-choice school.”

“I am not even going to get into the conversation about following your boyfriend to school. Okay, I lied. It’s a bad idea. Don’t follow your boyfriend to college. Now come on.” She stood up.

Lauren put her day planner in her backpack and got
up. “Where are you going?” she said when Angie headed downstairs instead of up.

She grabbed Lauren’s hand. “We did not drive all this way to be in the peanut gallery.”

Lauren tried to draw back, but Angie was a freight train. She went down the stairs, around the orchestra pit, and onto the stage. Dragging Lauren behind her, she marched up to the man from USC.

He looked up, smiled tiredly. No doubt he was used to mothers hauling their children on stage. There was no way for him to know that Angie wasn’t a mom. “Hello. How can I help you?”

“I’m Angela Malone,” she said, offering her hand. When he shook it, she said, “I’m a UCLA girl myself, but Lauren here has her heart set on SC. I can’t imagine why.”

The man laughed. “That’s a new approach. Knocking my school.” He looked at Lauren. “And who are you?”

She blushed deeply. “L-Lauren Ribido. Fircrest Academy.”

“Ah. Good school. That helps.” He smiled at her. “Don’t be nervous. Why SC?”

“Journalism.”

Angie hadn’t known that. She smiled, feeling like a proud parent.

“Think you’re the next Woodward or Bernstein, huh?” the man said. “How are your grades?”

“Top six percent of the class. About a 3.92 with lots of honors classes.”

“SAT?”

“Last year I got a 1520. I took it again, though. Those scores aren’t in.”

“A score of 1520 is impressive enough. You do sports and volunteer in your community?”

“Yes.”

“And she works twenty to twenty-five hours a week,” Angie put in.